The autumn sun shines on the earth, with the cold air unique to Mobei, bright, but no temperature. The room was quiet, and Mingwei sat down at the table with his head down, occasionally looking sideways at the person sitting under the quilt.

Flawless didn't explain anything to him, so he didn't ask, just sat silently at the table, watching him and guarding him.

The love for him has not faded with the passage of time, but he respects his choices and decisions, so even if he just looks at him from a distance, he has no complaints.

"Thank you......" After a long silence, Flawless said the same sentence. His posture did not change because of his words, he still huddled his knees in the bed, his chin lightly knocked on his knees, and his eyes stared at the ground in front of the bed in a daze. The silky hair fell down the cheeks, covered the two shoulders, and snaked over the futon, and the half-hidden eyebrows and eyes looked very docile, which made people feel sorry for it.

"You want to talk to someone. Mingwei knew his status in Flawless Heart, but now even the lingering could not make him open his heart, which showed that the matter in his heart must be extraordinary.

Flawless didn't speak, but suddenly let go of his hands, covered his eyes with ten fingers, and then buried his entire face in his palms.

The thin shoulders trembled a little, and because of the depression, it seemed more difficult to calm down.

Mingwei's heart was confused, he walked to the side of the bed and leaned over, and then fell into an inexplicable panic.

He was crying, he was crying! What was going on to make him sad like this?

"Flawless, what's wrong with you? It's okay for you to sue me, you make me feel so sad to see it like this!" his hands stretched out and held the trembling shoulders tightly, trying to hug him into his arms and comfort him, but he hesitated to cross the invisible line between the two. Mingwei frowned in annoyance, and became restless.

He was fine just before this, although the little marquis didn't wait for him to arrive, but he has always had confidence in the little marquis, hasn't he? No matter how long the separation has been, how can he be so sad because of this little parting, no, this is not his character, it must have happened something else that made him sad so far, but why would he rather be alone than say it?

"You...... Don't cry, I'm ...... I ......" Mingwei stammered, completely confused.

Since he was a child, he never knew how to comfort others, before the appearance of flawless, there was only blood and killing in his life, and after that, he went away for this unobtainable feeling, there was only such a person in his emotional world, so he cherished it very much, but at this moment the person he loved was sad and crying in front of him, but he was clumsy and didn't know how to comfort, which really made him hate himself to death.

Flawless didn't raise his head, only buried his head in the palm of his hand, and let the tears spread wantonly.

Zheng Chexuan's appearance was too unexpected for him, and the qiē between dream and reality was so clear, so that he really felt the passion that the person had never faded away.

That hug is real, that kiss is also real, all of them happened last night, in this place where the soldiers and horses of the Great Jin gathered, at this time when Bai Yan had just separated from himself!

Why......

When he had faded away from his memory and quit a grudge entanglement and started over, he appeared again! He is now the emperor of Da Zheng, and behind him is the entire Da Zheng Kingdom, what kind of situation will Bai Yan fall into when he appears here!

The brain is too chaotic, so many memories that want to fade out all poured out in an instant, and the bits and pieces of experience in Dazheng have not been forgotten, but all are deeply engraved in the bottom of my heart, once touched, it will be bloody.

"Flawless. ”

"Don't touch me!" a sudden churn in his stomach as he pushed Mingwei to the edge of the bed and retched desperately.

His body was trembling, and he desperately closed his eyes, trying to shake off the scene that appeared in his mind, but he couldn't do anything.

Xianyi's cry was still in his ears, and it seemed that he suddenly returned to the past, back to the day when he was almost raped by that man, his distorted face was in front of him, the angry screams and unrestrained demands made him suffocate, and the pain of the back of his head hitting the porcelain pillow swept through his brain again, knowing that it was all over, but he still couldn't be calm.

"Flawless, what's wrong with you?" Mingwei saw that he suddenly vomited, and hurriedly reached out to help him stroke his back, but as soon as his hands touched Flawless, he vomited more and more, and even his whole body spasmed.

"Xian Yi, Gong, call Xi Hao Gongzi-" Mingwei was completely confused, turned around and ran out of the door, he didn't know what was wrong with Flawless, but he knew that he was very uncomfortable now, he must be sick and needed a doctor.

"What's the matter?" Xian Yi had been standing at the door for a long time with a porridge bowl and a medicine bowl, and he was about to send it in just now, but because he heard the sound of talking in the door, he held his temper and waited for a while, but who knew that what he was waiting for was such a situation.

Hurriedly called Mr. Xi Hao over, and Flawless seemed to be very uncomfortable. ”

"I'll go, I'll go. Xian Yi turned around and stuffed the tray into Yu Cheng Hao's hand, and hurriedly ran to the room at the other end, but saw that Xi Hao had already rushed over with a panicked face.

Childe vomited, and Childe Xi Hao hurried over to take a look. ”

There were suddenly many more people in the room, flawless lying on the head of the bed, already vomiting softly, seeing someone approaching, he shook his head weakly and signaled, but Xi Hao didn't understand what he meant, but ran to the nearest place in a few steps to support his shoulder.

"Hmm......" Flawless retched, suddenly pushed Xi Hao with his backhand, and fell down again.

"Childe!"

Xi Hao was petite and had no martial arts, so he was caught off guard by the flawless push, and he almost fell to the ground. Everyone behind him exclaimed in surprise, and was about to step forward, when he saw a figure passing by at a rapid speed and hugged Xi Hao into his arms.

"It's okay. Lingering glanced at Xi Hao with a frown, then gently let him go, and said, "Xian Yi went to fetch water, and everyone else went out." ”

"Lingering ......"

"You go out too. Lingering stretched out his hand and stroked Xi Hao's face, and then pushed him out with a firm tone. When everyone saw that his expression was solemn, and that he was so uncomfortable, they didn't dare to delay the time, and they all went out when they turned around and retreated.

The door was gently closed, and lingering first glanced at the door, then turned around and slowly walked towards Flawless.

Yun Lan said that Da Zheng's team was brought by Zheng Zhezhu's personal guard Jingtian, who had been by his side since Zheng Zhezhu was still the crown prince, and if there were no special circumstances, there would be no need for him to personally bring troops here. Flawless, you sue me, have you seen someone in this army who shouldn't have been seen?"

How sharp it is, since Da Zheng's army entered this camp last night, Flawless has behaved abnormally, and the one who can make him so out of shape with Da Zheng is probably the only one except for Xiao Junmo, the dead King of Comfort.

Lord Zheng Zhe!

Unlike Xiao Junmo, the grievances between him and Flawless are really difficult to explain in a few words, since Flawless chose him when he was thirteen years old, it has been the seventh year, and in the six of them, they can be said to be connected by fate and inseparable.

A child who exchanged wisdom and wealth for the restoration of the country grew up slowly, and his personality charm and brilliant intelligence convinced too many people around him, including the ambitious and controlling monarch, when his position was consolidated and there was no longer a need to purge the side branches, he finally stopped suppressing his desires, and desperately sought what he wanted, and this thing was the child himself.

"From today onwards, I will always be by your side, and I will not give anyone a chance to approach you until Bai Yan returns. Flawless, you don't have to hide it from me, you know I won't mess around, but I won't let that person hurt you again. ”

"Now it's the four countries at war...... Lingering, Da Zheng is standing behind the Jin Kingdom, Flawless can't hurt Bai Yan because of himself, hurt so many innocent soldiers, do you understand......" Flawless finally stopped the churning in his stomach, relaxed his already sweaty body, and then slowly pressed his cheeks to the bed, silently shed tears, and said what he thought in his heart. Lingering heard this, his chest tightened, and anger gradually appeared between his eyebrows.

"So you'd rather have wronged yourself, obviously you can't bear it anymore, but you still don't say anything, and you carry it silently? Flawless, ancient, rigid and easy to break, people are the same, bear too many things, even if you are strong, you will eventually collapse one day. You have given up your hatred and status for Bai Yan, and you have made too many sacrifices and concessions, so from now on, can you share some of the burden on your shoulders with us, so that we can also care about you and reduce your burden, so that we are truly a family, do you understand?"

I understand! However, this qiē was originally caused by me, isn't it? The person he wants is me, and no one can replace him......

"Lingering...... I'm so tired, I want to sleep. His body became cold due to extreme prostration, Flawless gently curled up sideways, took a step forward, and was just about to pull the quilt to cover him, but he stopped softly: "Don't touch me, I seem to ...... Something is wrong......"

It was a resistance from the bottom of my heart, not against anyone, but I didn't want people to get close to me, so I protected myself in an extreme way. Flawless slowly reached out and pulled up the quilt to cover his body, and then stopped talking, lingering at the way he isolated himself from others, and couldn't help but frown in pain.

Originally, this war had nothing to do with him, he put it aside and gave up his identity and status, but he just wanted to stay by Bai Yan's side and live a dull life with him, but who knew that even God didn't help him, he had to pull him into this entangled chaotic red dust, what did he do wrong, God wanted to punish him like this!