Chapter 22: Low self-esteem
"Come on, ah~"
"That's... Sister Han Yan, I can really... I ate it myself, and my hand didn't hurt..."
Before Luoyang finished speaking, a large mouthful of rice was gently and firmly stuffed into his mouth, he could only eat obediently, looking at Han Fan who was smiling like a flower, he was a little helpless, but he felt very happy.
Balls... What does it feel like to fall in love?
But it's not very accurate, because... Jassica's appearance also came to his mind from time to time.
This really can't blame Luoyang for being frivolous or flowery, it's really that the two of them are too beautiful, everyone has a love for beauty, stay with such a beauty all day long, wooden people can bloom, he is just a mortal, how can he not be moved?
Besides, while they are beautiful, they are also very cute.
If you think someone is beautiful, once you see her sloppy side, you may become disillusioned with the other person, but if you think the other person is cute, you will feel cute no matter what she does, and surrender unconditionally to cuteness!
In the face of such two lovely people, even if there is no love at first sight, it is easy to develop a heart of admiration.
Therefore, Luoyang is equivalent to a first-level trumpet encountering two full-level bosses, and they were killed in seconds without resistance at all, and when they were alone, the voices and smiles of the two women would appear in their minds.
If... One of them was my girlfriend...
Luoyang couldn't help but have this idea, and then he was startled, frightened by his own thought, and smiled slightly self-deprecatingly.
How can it be...
The mood was suddenly a little low.
He is not a particularly confident person, and he is not very experienced in love, so he is not 100% sure of the thoughts of the two women, so even if he has felt the eagerness of the two women for him in the past few days, he does not dare to think about it, even if he sometimes has the idea of "Ah~ They are interesting to me, right?", he will feel that this is his own delusion.
After all, objectively, he is really too far from two women, unworthy in all aspects, and he feels that there is nothing in him that can attract them.
Self-confidence is not a rootless tree, without its own excellence as the soil, there is no way to take root and grow, those who don't know anything, nothing and are always full of self-confidence, will only make people feel arrogant.
And Luoyang feels that he is not good enough...
In fact, when facing the wolves, Luoyang himself has no certainty of survival, but he is still willing to stay and fight for the life of the two girls, this alone, few people can do it, Luoyang's body, there are many such excellent points, but he himself did not notice, because he felt that it was taken for granted.
So he will always be ashamed of himself in front of the two women who are too prosperous.
If I can become a man who can stand by their side with dignity, then everything will not be impossible, right?
Thinking like this, Luoyang finally got rid of his depressed mood, regained his strength, and looked at Han Yan's gaze, which became a little hot.
Han Yan blushed when he was stared at, stretched out his hand and stuffed Luoyang with a large mouthful of rice, and then asked, "What are you thinking?"
"No, it's just that you're so beautiful today. Luoyang ate and said vaguely.
"Hmph, Flim Flam. Han Yan glanced at him, stroked his long hair, lowered his head and began to scoop up the rice again, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, obviously in a good mood.
She had been taking care of Luoyang for two days, Jassica had to leave because of her trip after three days, and she had a little longer rest because she was injured, albeit only a minor injury.
She suddenly began to be a little glad that Luoyang hadn't healed herself with the healing card before, otherwise, she wouldn't have been able to take care of him like this.
Being taken care of in the jungle and not being able to do anything has always made her haunted, so at this time, she can take care of Luoyang with her own hands, and watch this tough man who can't be killed by wolves obediently eat the food he feeds, which makes her feel very happy.
But this happiness was shattered at once.
"I'm going to be discharged. Luoyang swallowed the rice in his mouth and suddenly said this sentence.
Han Qiao was taken aback, and asked a little surprised: "Did the doctor say that you can be discharged from the hospital? No, last time, he also said that you should recuperate for at least half a month with such a serious injury!"
Luo Yang shook his head and said: "No, I have a way to get good early, but there are many people here, I can't expose it, you know, I'm not a normal person." ”
"Ah~ I see..."
Han Yan responded casually, feeling a little lost in his heart.
He's... Don't like to stay with me?
It's unnatural to get along with me?
Or does he prefer Jassica?
Sure enough, it would be more appropriate for him to get along with Jassica, right?
...
A woman's heart is always more delicate and sensitive, so in an instant, many thoughts flashed through her mind.
Seeing Han Yan suddenly low, Luo Yang couldn't help but feel apprehensive, and asked carefully, "What's wrong with you?"
Han Yan came back to his senses and said with a reluctant smile: "It's nothing... I'll help you get out of the hospital. ”
As she spoke, she got up to leave, walked to the door, stopped again, turned around and walked back to the bed in Luoyang, stretched out her hand with a resolute face and said, "Mobile phone!
After all, she is a strong and independent woman, even if she is sensitive and injured for a while, she will not forget, and she has to work hard to fight for what she wants, so after a short period of loss, she regained her strength.
I have to say that these two people are really similar, and their mental activities are synchronized to the degree.
If you do something wrong, you will feel guilty.
Sensitive in his heart, he will always be cranky.
At the same time, as long as there is hope, it will not give up easily.
"Oh yes... I don't even have your contact information. Luoyang embarrassedly took out his mobile phone, handed it over, and then said with a little emotion: "It's a little fun to stay here, and I am really reluctant to leave suddenly..."
Han Yan was stunned for a moment, then pretended to be casual and took the phone, and asked casually: "Are you happy to be with me?"
"Of course, if I hadn't had something to do, I wouldn't have left so early. Luoyang frowned and complained.
"Really, what's that important?"
"I will become better as soon as possible, so that I will not feel inferior when facing you. ”
Luoyang half-jokingly said the truth, looking out the window with a weak heart, hoping that the other party would know his mind, but he was afraid of being looked down upon by her.
Han Jian looked at Luoyang's uneasy side face, and somehow felt a little distressed.
She suddenly remembered what her father had said to her a few days ago, what kind of identity, status and other things, very clichéd, she didn't care about it at the time.
But now in retrospect, she realized that although those words were cliché, they were very realistic, and she could not care because she was on the strong side and did not have to bear the psychological pressure of Luoyang being on the weak side.
Luoyang's image in the jungle was too tall, which made her ignore a lot of things for a while, and it was natural to feel that Luoyang's heart must be equally strong, and this pressure was nothing at all, so she didn't notice that Luoyang at this time still had nothing.
Han Yan asked tentatively, "You won't be scared by my father and grandfather, will you?"
"Wow... You don't know..."Luoyang thought he was funny and touched the back of his head, and said with a look of high blood pressure: "Originally, you are a big star or something, I am already very stressed, and suddenly a military region boss and a Hongxing boss appeared, is it even more stressful?"
Sure enough...
Han Yan suddenly understood what Luoyang was thinking, and she was distressed and funny for a while, she really didn't expect that Luoyang, a big man, also had such a sensitive side.
However, this reversal, she doesn't hate ...
A playful smile hung on the corner of Han Yan's mouth, and he stepped forward with his arms in his arms, looking at Luoyang condescendingly, and then suddenly the whole person came over.
Luoyang reflexively stepped back, she simply sat on the bed and continued to approach, and finally, Luoyang stuck to the wall, there was no way to retreat, face to face with Han Yan, and the tips of her noses almost touched together.
The position of the spear and shield is instantly transformed.
At this time, Han Qiao, the royal sister's aura was full of energy, and she was overwhelmed, Luoyang's eyes widened, and her head was blank.
Han Yan stared at him like this, and then said slowly: "So, if you are not as rich as my father, you don't even plan to do it with me?"
Luoyang swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said nervously, "Of course not... I... I'm not... Do you want your phone number?"
Han Yan raised his eyebrows, squinted his eyes and said, "It seems that I took the initiative to ask for a mobile phone number, right?"
Luo Yang weakly defended: "If you don't say it, I'll ask for it myself later." ”
Han Yan smiled even more, and only after a while did he restrain slightly, and said seriously: "If I just wanted to find a man with a successful career, then I would have been married a long time ago, but I didn't, and I was very happy in the past few days with you, not just because you saved my life." ”
Luoyang couldn't turn his head around, and asked stupidly, "What... What do you mean?"
"Cut... What do you mean, you think for yourself! I'll go through the discharge procedures for you!"
Han Yan no longer clinged to Luoyang, got up and walked to the door, turned around, and disappeared from Luoyang's sight.
The oppressive force disappeared, Luoyang gasped heavily, felt a little lack of oxygen in his head, and sat on the hospital bed in a daze and recalled Han Yan's words.
So... Is she saying, like me?
There was so much information that he couldn't digest it.
————Author: mmp, sluts are hypocrisy, this inner drama is so tiring to death————
Han Qiao left, leaving only the phone number, and the remark was "樰儿".
Luoyang was in a complicated mood, silently packed his package, booked a ticket back to Jiangnan, and then went to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures.
He planned to act according to the original plan, go back to Jiangnan, rent a house with the money he had, study how to use random cards and soul coins, and then see how to make money...
He still didn't know what Han Yan's words meant, but he knew that Han Yan should really like him, and there seemed to be something wrong with his previous thoughts.
In his opinion, if the gap between two people is too big, even if they are barely together, they will be forced to bear a steady stream of external pressure, and his idea of wanting to become better should be correct.
So, he sensed that something was wrong, but he didn't understand what was wrong... He needs to be quiet...