Chapter 232: The Difference Between Women and Women
Thinking of the woman who looked up like a fairy in her eyes, she actually went on a blind date with her skin like this, Ye Yujiang panicked for a while, yes, panic, not joy. The panic of not knowing where to put it. She slept like this for a few more hours, and Ye Yujiang was even more panicked.
"Let someone come in with some water and get some more clothes, I'm fine!" the woman's voice finally came softly again, this time it really didn't seem so weak.
"Really, how are you?" Ye Yujiang was overjoyed.
"Someone!"
"I'm here, say it!"
It was Xiao Qing, which made Ye Yujiang very embarrassed.
"Ahh
"Is Xue Li alright? Can I go in and have a look?"
Xiao Qing knew that the two people didn't seem to have a very simple relationship, so he asked politely. But her questioning embarrassed both men in the room.
"No, no, don't come in!"
Ye Yujiang was so anxious that he was stupid. Xue Li didn't react for a long time.
"And what do you need?"
"Hot water and clothes!"
Ye Yujiang's voice instantly subdued. Everything is like history repeating itself, and Mrs. Yu also asked people to fetch hot water and put it in the outer room, but they also did not let others in. The next day, Xue Li appeared. Was Xue Li also so defenseless at that time? Was he also so weak?
At this moment, Ye Yujiang didn't have time to be jealous, and his heart was full of distress. How long has it been since she suffered again, and what should she do in the future?
"How often do you have this poison?" How many times have you flareed up? Can't you solve it?"
Looking at each other, Xue Biyi saw the sadness and unbearability in Ye Yujiang's eyes.
"Will you always treat me with the same feelings as you did with Xue Li?" Xue Biyi looked at Ye Yujiang's eyes, not even feeling that she was in a haze, her eyes were already full of expectation.
"I don't know!"
With this answer, the room instantly fell silent, and the pin drop could be heard.
One of the two people is dazed and the other is lost. But this answer seems to have been in the hearts of the two people for a long time, and it has long been known, and it has not even caused the slightest panic, but only a little disappointment.
"I can't tell Xue Li's feelings, there is tolerance, there is a suppressed like, and more is the inexplicable unwillingness to separate. But is my affection for the miracle doctor simply because he saved me? Is it just a simple astonishment that I want to protect that girl? And the way we are now, I don't think it's a blasphemy against you, but like a relative. ”
"I can't let go of you guys inexplicably. Now I know that these are different periods for you. My feelings for you are also different, you said that you are you, you are no longer Xue Li, then I shouldn't like you as him, right? What should I do, I really can't figure it out for a while. ”
"Sometimes I may unconsciously look for Xue Li's shadow, don't be angry, in fact, Xue Li is also you, a part of you, and you will be you and a part of you in the future. The miracle doctor and the girl back then are also part of you. I, I don't know, I and Xue Li, but you are Xue Li, so I ...... you. I think I can't live without you, and I want to be a part of every one of your identities. But give me some time, and I'll just treat you for you!"
Ye Yujiang was incoherent, not knowing what he was going to say or how to say it. But Xue Biyi understood, what could be better than meeting the right person to heal the wounds of a person's soul? Xue Biyi was like this at this moment, she felt extremely happy, as if all the pain she suffered was to temper her, so that she could meet the right person.
"Not in the future, as long as you're here, I won't have a seizure, I'll be fine!"
Xue Biyi, who hadn't cried for many years, cried like a child. She thought that her tears had long since dried up, and she thought that she had already been tempered into an iron heart. It turns out that a woman is strong only because there is no man who loves her. Because you can't be weak, that's why you're strong. Otherwise, no matter how strong a woman is, she will turn into gentle water.
It was just dark, and the noble concubine sat in front of the dresser in a daze. Looking at her aging self in the mirror, she was in a trance for a moment. I'm only thirty-two years old now, but I look so pale and mean in the mirror. It was the first time she realized it.
used to be a cardamom himself, gentle and gentle, with a beautiful vision, married Sima Lan. Sima Lan also used to be very fond of herself. But what about the last few years?
Sima Lan became the emperor and had more women. She loved him deeply, but he didn't just love her, he even loved the Jade Lady even more. So she was unwilling, she hated. She hated Wu Hou for being the prince of the previous dynasty, which caused her family to be ruined. She hated the Jade Lady even more for taking away all her favors. She tried her best and countless times, and finally forced herself into a murderous knife. In order to achieve her goal, she even took advantage of Xue Fei.
Concubine Gao knew that she had always used Xue Fei thoroughly, and she had never had feelings. How could Xue Fei not understand? He looked at her affectionately, regretfully, and even with pity many times.
Now Xue Fei has been in prison for almost a month. Xue Fei has been in prison for so long, and she heard that she has been tortured countless times, but she has not confided a word that involves her. A person who is hard-hearted cannot be unmoved.
Now, every word he had ever said to her, every glance he had looked at her, had become incomparably clearer, clearer than ever. It has nothing to do with men and women, it has nothing to do with sex, it is simply love, pity, and spoiling.
At this time, there was a chaos outside, interrupting the noble concubine's thoughts. As soon as she stood up, she saw the broken and incomplete man like a blood gourd that broke in—Xue Fei.
Xue Fei glanced at her, she couldn't stand and fell to the ground, and the noble concubine rushed over desperately, trying to hold him, but was taken down together.
"Hurry up! The emperor has found evidence! Hurry up!"
Xue Fei said quickly with the only strength he had left. Then he lay on the ground. Concubine Gao's heart is like a mess, and she no longer has her usual calm and self-control, because her heart has long been in chaos.
"None of you can leave!"
Sima Lan's domineering, cold voice came in, and then the tall figure also came in. The noble concubine saw only alienation, indifference and disgust in him.
Concubine Gao took a deep breath. Xue Fei reluctantly opened his eyes, with a resigned expression.
"Okay, you Xue Fei, you desperately escaped from prison, just to get here to report the news? If you desperately escape, maybe there is still life, you actually came here? You are really infatuated!"
"Your Majesty, I did something I shouldn't have done, and I should have died a long time ago! Xue Fei said calmly although he was weak.
At this moment, the noble concubine was unusually calm, she looked at Xue Fei who was covered in blood on the ground, and then looked at the emperor who was high up and cold, without any emotion.
"Your Majesty, are you going to do me, and then go to ask that woman for credit? So that she will let you go?
"You have done so many things behind my back, if it weren't for Madame Yu's big life and alertness, I'm afraid you would have killed her a long time ago. Do you really not think I can find out at all? You are still shamelessly using Xue Fei! You are doing this to me and to the royal family, and you don't know what will happen to you? What qualifications do you have to accuse me? I don't have to ask for credit if I go or not? I don't have to ask for credit, as long as I do you and let her know that I have never harmed her!"
"Hahaha! The emperor is really affectionate! You ask from your heart, are you really satisfied? It's a pity that she doesn't love you! You just killed me with a thousand knives, and killed all the people around you, and you can't get the slightest sincerity from her! You are doomed to failure!"
Sima Lan had already blushed with anger, and then turned white after being red.
"You don't have to be angry, why don't I? I value you more than my life. In order to redeem you, I did not hesitate to sell my conscience, my principles, and even myself. But what do I get? It's your ruthless abandonment!"
"Xue Fei, what is there for a woman like me to love? I have lost my all, my sincerity, my kindness, my gentleness. Is it worth it that you do so much for me? Why?"
"You've just lost yourself, you're still the same person you used to be!"
looked at Xue Fei's gentle eyes, and then looked at Sima Lan's cold-bloodedness. For the first time in several years, the noble concubine let go of herself and opened her heart. She calmly looked at Xue Fei again.
"I haven't given you anything! I couldn't give it before, and I can't give it now. I will only bring disaster to you. It's just weird, we all love the wrong person! Love the wrong person without knowing it. Do you regret it now?"
"No regrets!"
"I regret it! I regret it!"
A tear slid down, down his face, to the corner of his mouth, but mixed with a touch of bright red.
"Gao Lan—"
Xue Fei shouted, but he couldn't save the life of the noble concubine, and the poison of Hedinghong didn't leave any time even if it was true love. For a moment, the noble concubine lay on the ground, her eyes open with tears open. Xue Fei then paused, looking sad.
"Gao Lan, that's fine, this time you're finally free, and I'm free!"
After speaking, Xue Fei bit his tongue and committed suicide.
Concubine Gao died of a sudden illness, and then Sima Lan repaired a book, which was sent to the medicine city in an expedited manner for 800 miles. The council hall of the Xia Mansion was full of people.
Xiao Qing had already finished reading Sima Lan's letter. Sima Lan gave an affectionate explanation of everything in the past few years, and almost everything about the Qing Gang's crusade against him. There is no lack of his own negligence, his dominance with the noble concubine, and his regret for marrying Xiao Qing at the beginning, but the words are very sincere. And the words were very vague and hoped that Xiao Qing would not stir up disputes for the sake of the people living and working in peace and contentment.
"Bullshit! He Sima Lan is a dog, he didn't say anything when he bit people at the time, and now he pretends to be pitiful when he sees people coming with sticks?" Tie Jun was the first to be indignant.
Xiao Qing didn't remember the past, but she remembered the last time they met, and Sima Lan didn't make a good impression on her. Plus listen to the things that everyone said. She was not at all impressed by Sima Lan's so-called sincere words.