Yan Mi asked E Jingbai softly: "Do you want me anymore?"

Zhu Meng Tian and Ding Youlan: "Puff cough cough-"

E Jingbai: "......"

Zhu Meng Tian and Ding Youlan swallowed the food stuck in their throats with difficulty, and both of them were confused with a capital letter-Nan Wu, that Amitabha Buddha, I couldn't imagine that the most ascetic and upright comrade in their group would actually do a ruthless thing from the beginning to the end, it is really a great spectacle in history!

The gossip eyes of the two of them were too naked, and E Jingbai was still stunned, but he was soon awakened by the four eyes full of "You are actually a beast", he glared back a little annoyed, and said coldly: "Look what I do? Eat your own!"

Zhu Mengtian took a tissue and wiped his mouth, shook his head and said, "Jingbai, this is your fault, you are sorry for Professor Yan, we are your mother's family...... Ahem, no, our own family, we are also principled, and we will not favor your crazy behavior, so we will analyze what you are wrong with for you, is there anything wrong?"

Zhu Meng Tian said it so seriously, as if he was really heartbroken, Ding Youlan nodded silently and praised - that's right!

E Jingbai "......" for a while, in terms of fighting, he is not Zhu Mengtian's opponent, the enemy army is too strong, go for the best plan, E Jingbai glared at Zhu Mengtian again, and then gritted his back molars and dragged Yan Mi, who was still lonely, to go out!

Zhu Mengtian suddenly showed a face full of regret, "Yes, the onlookers can't do it." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Ding Youlan silently began to tap on the computer keyboard, Zhu Meng Tian turned his head and looked at him hatefully, "As a comrade-in-arms, Xiaolan, don't you care too much about your Jingbai brother's emotional problems?"

Ding Youlan blinked, "I care." ”

Zhu Meng Tian squinted at him, "Then you still have the heart to work?"

"Work is a must, but it's also necessary to pay attention to Brother Jingbai...... Ding Youlan turned his screen around, and one of the frames happened to be the picture displayed by the surveillance camera, and the ...... on the screen Eh, isn't it E Jingbai and Yan Mi who just went out, they dragged another person one after the other, it was too conspicuous.

Ding Youlan said innocently: "So, Brother Meng Tian, do you want to share?"

Zhu Mengtian sighed, "Little Lanlan, you have learned bad~~" is so sad and crazy!

Ding Youlan smiled slightly, hiding his merit and fame.

On the other end, E Jingbai pulled Yan Mi all the way to the rooftop of the V6 branch building.

At the end of October, there are still traces of heat in the air, the night breeze is blowing, blowing people very comfortably, the V6 branch building is not very high, but it is not short in this old city, standing on the rooftop and looking down, you can see the lights of thousands of homes, at this time it is only less than ten o'clock in the night, many families have not slept, the lights are warm, and the lights are lit in the direction of home.

E Jingbai pulled Yan Mi up, in fact, he just wanted to avoid the gossip eyes of Zhu Mengtian and Ding Youlan, or the puzzled eyes cast by others, the relationship between him and Yan Mi was too ambiguous, just in the few days that the V6 branch stayed, someone would make fun of them, or treat them as a real couple, after Yan Hao injured Yi Ling, Feng Rong's explanation to the outside world was that Yan Mi and Yan Hao's positions were different, and the big guy also accepted this statement kindly, and did not reject Yan Mi who looked exactly the same as Yan Hao, E Jingbai did not want Yan Mi to be able to integrate into this environment, and really stood on the same position as the Spiritual Security Bureau, not tempted by Luo Cheng, but...... But E Jingbai was hesitating again, he was thinking-Is it necessary for Yan Mi to really get involved in the troubled waters of this trip?

E Jingbai and Yan Mi were silent all the way, and when they arrived on the rooftop, as soon as the night breeze blew, the cold emotion became more and more obvious, E Jingbai let go of the hand that had been holding Yan Mi, found a step and sat down, and was silent for a long time in the night, but he never knew what to say.

On the contrary, Yan Mi, who has always been silent and can never be silent when others are silent, took the initiative to walk in front of him, leaned down, knelt on one knee and half knelt, and looked at E Jingbai's gaze, he blinked his eyes, and there was some fine light in his eyes, which had never had any emotion, and there was an E Jingbai in the light, so focused, so unique, as if it had never changed since ancient times, E Jingbai was almost a little overwhelmed by such a look, so he slightly turned his eyes away.

Yan Mi suddenly called: "Xiaobai." ”

“…… Well. E Jingbai finally answered, and couldn't turn a blind eye.

Yan Mi asked him stubbornly in that very frustrated tone: "Do you want me anymore?"

This question, the first time I heard it, it was sad, and the second time I heard it, I was helpless, E Jingbai was silent for a few seconds, and couldn't help but say: "Yan Mi, in your eyes, what kind of relationship are we?" or something else?

Yan Mi seemed to know what E Jingbai wanted to avoid, so she said directly: "What does Xiaobai think?"

E Jingbai lowered her eyes, unwilling to look at him, "I don't know, maybe it'...... Friends. ”

The last few words, E Jingbai said very lightly, indicating that he himself was actually not sure, Yan Mi looked at him fixedly, almost staring, "Xiaobai, you are lying to yourself." ”

E Jingbai's eyelashes shook suddenly, Yan Mi never said much, but they were often to the point, either it made people very helpless, or it pierced people's hearts and mouths with blood, E Jingbai almost wanted to smile bitterly, "Yan Mi, since you know, you shouldn't say it." ”

How many people don't deceive themselves, and if they can be honest with themselves, why deceive themselves?

Yan Mi shook his head, "I know, but I don't understand." ”

E Jingbai forcibly tugged at the corners of her mouth, "Yes, you don't understand, and you don't have to understand, so that's the end of our topic, huh?"

Yan Mi said with some puzzlement: "Why did it stop here? We haven't made it clear yet, and you want to talk to me too, don't you?"

“…… You're right," E Jingbai's mood was a little chaotic, he clenched his fist hard, and then released it, which smoothed out his chaotic thinking a little, he thought about what Feng Rong had told him that day, and slowly bowed his head, "You're right, we should talk." ”

Yan Mi looked at him, his eyes were calm, but he seemed to hide unknown emotions, pressed under his eyes, and couldn't reveal it, "What does Xiaobai want to say?"

E Jingbai paused, "I ......"

"Why don't I say it first. Yan Mi said suddenly.

"Huh?" E Jingbai suddenly had a bad premonition, and raised his hand to interrupt him.

But Yan Mi grabbed his hand, held it in his palm, and said softly: "Xiaobai, I like you." ”

The whole world seemed to be quiet for a moment, the wind floating everywhere stopped, the swaying lights paused in an instant, the stars in the night twinkled in the sky, and quickly broke the silence of this moment, so the wind began to continue to flow, the lights continued to sway, Yan Mi's words rolled down to the ground like beads, knocked on the heart, and made a not heavy but deafening sound.

He said, Xiaobai, I like you.

What is like?

Like is to want to be close to someone, hug, kiss, physically entangle, and say love language.

Like is to pity a person, love him, pity him, protect him, hold him in his arms, and resist countless malice from the outside world.

Like is to want to have this person, exclusive, **, all the time, in his eyes, in his heart, he can only do the most intimate things in the world with himself, and become his most intimate existence.

So, what is Yan Mi's like?

E Jingbai smiled, but it didn't look like a smile at all, "Yan Mi, do you really know what liking is?"

Yan Mi looked at him, he didn't say anything for a while, the night was dim, and his delicate outline was drawn hazy and perfect, his overly arrogant eyes were his only flaws, but his eyes were filled with E Jingbai, and he was not even arrogant, so he looked almost suffocating.

E Jingbai stared at his face that could amaze others, and there was no wave in his heart, or rather, he didn't allow his heart to be stirred up too much, "Do you remember, Yan Mi, you said that you are a defective product, everyone knows what feelings are, but you don't know, you didn't need it once, so what about now?" he smiled again, this time with a self-deprecating meaning, "Now you want to tell me, you already understand? Just because he's the closest person to him, can he easily say he likes it?

His question was plain and sharp, as if he wanted to stab and sting the person in front of him, forcing the other party to retreat and flee, but Yan Mi's face was not moved in the slightest, he still looked at E Jingbai stubbornly, and said softly: "Xiaobai, I like you." ”

Many people have said that whether it is Yan Mi's silence or his occasional words like gold, people are either caught off guard or annoyed in their hearts, no one is in his eyes, his language has never put people in his eyes, and E Jingbai has never experienced it. But at this moment, there was really an urge to stand up and throw things, he even wanted to pull Yan Mi by the collar and pull him up, roaring loudly and asking him if he heard what he was saying, whether he understood what he wanted to say, the intense emotions in E Jingbai's mind were about to explode and overflow, but before the fire completely exploded, E Jingbai saw the calmness and stubbornness in Yan Mi's eyes, and in an instant, all the boiling blood was still, and E Jingbai showed a look close to pain, this pain was a little heavy, and his shoulders were slightly stiffened。

"Yan Mi ......," he muttered the name, his tone weak, like a call, like a drowning man trying to ask for help.

What exactly do you want to do?

What the hell do you want me to do?

Yan Mi seemed to hear the meaning of E Jingbai's weak murmur, stretched out his hand, and directly hugged E Jingbai into his arms, very hard, so that E Jingbai was about to lose his breath, but this kind of strength is very real, not at all like Yan Mi's usual cold and indifferent almost emotionless temperament, all his feelings seem to be concentrated in this hug, and he told E Jingbai his emotions in this silent language, E Jingbai was not sure if he had understood the mistake, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that no matter whether what he said he liked was true or not, at least, Yan Mi's hug was real。

He wanted to be close to him.

He wanted to hold him.

He wants to have him.

"Tell me......" E Jingbai closed her eyes, as if she could avoid some unbearable consequences, "Why do you want to kill Yan Hao?"

Yan Mi told Yan Hao that he wanted to kill him because he killed their parents.

Yan Mi told the field team of the General Office that he wanted to kill Yan Hao because Luo Cheng took Yan Hao away and threw him away, and he didn't mind being abandoned, but he didn't want Luo Cheng to threaten him with his past.

So, what is the truth? When Yan Mi picked up the knife and pointed it at his twin brother, what was the truth behind it?

Yan Mi paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was very flat, without the slightest emotion or sadness, and he said, "Because you want to kill him." ”

E Jingbai's body shook violently, Yan Mi hugged him harder, the arm around his waist was solid and powerful, E Jingbai suddenly found that Professor Yan, who was cold and arrogant and rejected thousands of miles away when he first met, the eldest child who guarded a room of anime toys without any visits, said helplessly after Fang Shuping's death, "Why are there so many reasons to be good to a person, he is good to me, I treat him as a friend, what friendship and love, I can't figure it out at all" ignorant man...... Unconsciously, under his gaze, it turned out that he had secretly grown up, and E Jingbai was unaware.

The hustle and bustle outside didn't affect the people inside at all, Yan Mi didn't speak, E Jingbai was silent, the whole ward was so quiet that it didn't seem to speak, the pork liver porridge gradually dissipated the heat that had just come out of the oven, E Jingbai set up the small table for rice, stuffed the spoon into his hand, Yan Mi ate without saying a word, and couldn't eat half of it, E Jingbai didn't shy away from it, and drank the rest of the porridge in three bites and two bites-let him see the blood in the ground, and it also challenged his appetite......

After packing up the disposable lunch box, when E Jingbai was wondering whether to let Yan Mi sleep first and then make a record, Yan Mi said coldly: "Actually, I don't believe it very much." ”

"What?" The words without a beginning or tail made E Jingbai not react for a while.

"He is very cheerful, he can talk to anyone, he is very righteous, and everyone likes him," Yan Mi said in a serious tone, but his eyes were blank, "I don't believe that Shuping will kill people." ”

E Jingbai was silent for a moment and stated the facts: "He may not have killed others, but he almost killed you." ”

"He said he wanted to be with me forever," that kind of helplessness finally flowed down Yan Mi's pupils and delicately embellished the corners of his eyes, "I think he doesn't want to kill me, he just wants to kill himself." ”

But at that time, Fang Shuping seemed to be crazy, he thought that his heart and Yan Mi could be connected by blood and never separate, but he almost killed Yan Mi.

E Jingbai looked at it for a long time before he understood the self-blame in his eyes, and couldn't help but say, "It's not your fault, it's that he fell into the devil." He didn't know how good Fang Shuping was to Yan Mi, but once he had a demon, if he didn't restrain himself, he could only kill himself, not to mention that Fang Shuping didn't think about restraint at all.

“…… He thinks I'm wrong, he said he's so good to me, how can I not understand his feelings?" Yan Mi curled his fingers slightly, staring at the man with a straight spine beside the bed, "But E Jingbai, I really don't understand." He repeated this sentence more than once, speaking slowly, as if he didn't know how to express his feelings in addition to this sentence, "Why are there so many reasons to be good to a person, he is good to me, I treat him as a friend, what friendship and love, I can't figure it out at all." ”

Anyone who says such a paragraph has a sense of shirking responsibility, E Jingbai looked at his seemingly calm but deeply sad eyes, but found that Yan Mi was really confused, he looked indifferent and arrogant, rejecting people thousands of miles away, even Fang Shuping was afraid that when he talked about him, he would say a word of unsociability, but E Jingbai found out at this time that Yan Mi was not sociable, he didn't know anything at all, so he couldn't see Fang Shuping's obsession, and he couldn't find Mu Twenty's obsession......

But Fang Shuping got his wish now, Yan Mi was like a blank piece of paper that had not been stained with anything, Fang Shuping soaked him with his blood, the inducement of those words "You listen to me" was too demagogic, he made Fang Shuping feel that death was the only way for Fang Shuping to occupy Yan Mi forever - there is such a person, you have been longing for a long time, so close, within reach, there is only you by his side, but it doesn't belong to you, you love him and spoil him but don't have the courage to say that you love him...... That kind of despair can often turn people into madness.

"If you don't respond to a person who likes you, it's a great crime, then there are too many guilty people in this world, and you don't know anything," E Jingbai looked at him and said, his tone was flat and determined, "There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, but unfortunately many people force themselves to die." "Fang Shuping is like this, why should Yan Mi repeat the mistakes of the past?

Yan Mi's eyes widened slightly, he didn't seem to understand E Jingbai's words, but he seemed to understand a little, and the heavy sadness finally broke through the face that was frozen in indifference, he opened his five fingers and held his face, and a tear slipped down from between his fingers.

He remembered that two years ago, when he just returned to China and went to Kjiao Tong University with his resume, in front of the subway station, the sun smashed down his head and face, and he was dazzled, and everyone was shocked by his cold air and did not dare to approach, only the young man with a hearty smile stepped on the sun and walked in front of him - at that time, the sun was too warm, so hot that he found that he was sunburned and peeled off after returning at night, just like the feelings that Fang Shuping gave him, it was obviously very warm, but it hurt to get closer......