"Inhale—exhale—"

Taking a deep breath, the sourness in my stomach turned over the river.

Yu Feng covered his sore stomach, but his eyes couldn't bear to take his eyes off the script.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, when thousands of families were reunited, Fang Deng, a corner in the park, gritted her teeth and cried like a child when she recalled the past, she was not willing to show her weakness, let alone forgive her mother and brother.

The ingenious blank space makes people have infinite reverie, Yu Feng feels that all the internal organs are being twisted, and the feeling of powerlessness deeply invades the bone marrow.

But he said that he couldn't say anything, Fang Deng was not wrong, Yuan Ni was not wrong, Fang Da was even more innocent, the only thing that was wrong might be the earthquake, but it was a disaster that could not be stopped by manpower, the ups and downs of fate, and the difficulty of life, only this blank space was the most cruel!

Scrolling down, it was 14:28 p.m. on May 12, 2008.

An earthquake that shook the world has struck again!

The world shook, and Fang Deng, who was far away in Canada, resolutely returned to China to join the rescue team after learning about the earthquake from her husband, and she became a volunteer with medicine.

And Fonda also went to the disaster area with supplies after learning about it.

Of course, they are not the only ones, those who have survived the Tangshan earthquake have rushed to the disaster area one after another.

Materials and volunteers came from all directions, united as one, and the hearts of thousands of Chinese sons and daughters were condensed into a force at this moment, and Fang Deng, as a medical worker, rushed to the front line.

In a corner of the disaster area full of ruins and corpses, Fang Deng sat next to a little girl with a hanging bottle and his eyes down, and the girl's mother was next to her, touching his daughter's forehead with trembling hands.

"Daughter, don't be afraid, mom will accompany you...... Call the doctor and see the legs. ”

"Eldest sister, you can't amputate your leg unless you have to. ”

"I don't know if I can't do it without legs? My daughter, I can't dig anymore, and if I dig again, the building will collapse, and then I will take your life to your parents, saw, the baby will hate me when she grows up, let her hate it." ”

……

"My daughter...... My daughter's legs...... Oh my daughter...... I want my daughter's legs, I want my daughter's legs, daughters...... Yes...... I want my daughter's legs...... Mommy I'm sorry for you......"

Calm in despair, collapse after calm.

An ordinary mother appeared in Fang Deng's world in this way.

She is like a beam of light, fleeting in the blink of an eye, but it is like a heavy cone smashing on Fang Deng's heart, Fang Deng's performance is not given in the script, but in Yu Feng's eyes, that stubborn and independent girl must be complicated at the moment.

As night fell, the rescue team and volunteers did not rest.

When they are hungry, they go to the supply station to get something to eat, and when they are thirsty, they get something to drink, and they rest and continue to join the rescue team so that others can rest.

The hungry Fang Deng arrived at the supply station like all the tired rescuers, and since there were not many people here to rest, she was a little embarrassed, and explained that she had eaten less as she fetched supplies.

Yu Feng's heart trembled, and before he could breathe, the words on the script squeezed in.

Volunteer A: "Why don't you have that arm?"

Fangda: '76, '76, did you bury it?

Volunteer A: Seventy-six years, I was two years old, I don't remember, my mother is gone, I don't have a mother for the rest of my life, what about your family?

Fangda: I have one mother left, my father and sister are gone, my sister and I are dragon and phoenix fetuses, at the time of the earthquake, we were crushed under a cement slab, when my mother was looking for someone to rescue, she found that she was priing my head, so she pressed my sister, and she pressed me.

People ask my mother who to protect, what does my mother say?

Volunteer A: Yes, the palms and backs of the hands are full of meat, aren't they?

Fangda: If my mother doesn't say it, people will be in a hurry, and if you don't say it, it's gone!

Volunteer A: Your mother will protect her son?

Fangda: The earthquake in '76 ruined my mother's life, and her heart was as broken as scum, do you know what my mother often says?

Volunteer A: What?

Fangda: It's gone, I know what it means to be gone, the houses that have fallen have been built, but the house in my mother's heart has not been built again, and it has been thirty-two years, and the old lady has been living in these ruins.

The scene came to an abrupt end.

All the recognized acquaintances or strange roads that he foresaw in front of him were omitted, and the next thing was for Fang Deng to go home.

Yuan Ni stood in the kitchen to make dumplings for them, and a dumpling wrapper was not pinched well in her trembling several times.

"You...... What are you staring at me all the time?"

"Mom, are you okay with your blood pressure?"

"I'm fine, great compassion can be bearable, great joy can be bearable, where is your sister's home?"

"Canada. ”

"She's so far away from me. ”

Tenacious as Yuan Ni also felt helpless at the moment.

The car stopped, Fang Da took Fang Deng back home, Fang Da shouted outside, Yuan Ni did not go out to open the door, nor did she look at the door, the silver-white iron door was like the last stubbornness blocking the mother and daughter with the same personality.

In the end, it was Fang Deng who pushed the door open.

In a yard, in a kitchen, the daughter's late forgiveness, the mother's thirty-two years of guilt, the mother and daughter didn't speak, and Yuan Ni didn't raise her eyes to look at her lost daughter.

Fonda: Mom, my sister is back.

Yuanni: Let's go inside.

Fonda: Sister, let's go inside.

Xiao Ke: Go, take the bag to your dad.

Fangda: After living in the earthquake for three years, the earthquake house moved here, and I lived there for 30 years, and then she didn't move when I bought a house for my mother.

(In the old house, there were photos of Fang Deng and Da Qiang hanging on the wall, and a pot of washed tomatoes was placed on the vermilion table. ）

Fonda: Why is this picture still hanging here? The old lady was so happy that she forgot about it.

(Fang Deng stared at Daqiang's widow for a long time, his eyes moved down to see the tomatoes on the table, and Yuan Ni, Xiao Ke, and Fang Da's sons walked into the house)

Yuanni: The tomatoes are all washed for you, Mom didn't lie to you.

(Fang Deng turns)

Yuan Ni (kneeling on the sewing machine table): I'll apologize to you.

Xiao Ke: Mom, what are you ......

(Tried to step forward, but was stopped by Fonda)

Yuanni: Where did you come from? all these years...... Why didn't you give me a letter? I thought you were with your father.

(Fonda: Mom, get up.) ）

I've been thinking about you two all the time...... I have been worried about you for thirty-two years...... What are you doing...... Ignore me? Where the hell have you gone? Why did you come back?

(Fonda: Mom, get up)

…… Dengah...... Dengah......

Fang Deng (kneeling opposite Yuanni): Mom, get up.

Yuanni: Deng...... Dengah......

(When night fell, a white Kong Ming lantern with "Thanksgiving", "Smooth" and "Harmonious" was released in the sky, and this night, thousands of lights were brightly lit...... ）