Chapter 1147: Fruitless Joys and Sorrows

Time is a long line, you can stop and look back on the way, but you can never go back to the beginning.

In the past, he was also a high-spirited young man, galloping on the vast territory, he tried his best to be enthusiastic and Qingjun was on the side of the dynasty, in order to return him to a world of peace, and allow him to live a prosperous fireworks, and today he has been peaceful, he and him, but can no longer see the bright fireworks!

When there is no hope in a person's eyes, his world is desolate.

The night of Changsu is very difficult, regardless of autumn and summer, the low temperature at night is the same as winter, and even the higher the temperature in 100 days, the colder it will be at night. The exiles have no status here, they can't fight for any rights, no matter how ruthless they have been, here they are a herd of lambs to the slaughter, driven by the whip and trembling forward, and the caretaker is a hyena that is eyeing the tiger, and if the wind blows, they will not hesitate to stretch out their claws to tear the lamb to pieces, swallow the bones and dismantle the flesh, and leave no armor behind.

All the time spent on the built city walls, eating no hot porridge, wearing no warm clothes, and living a day is a day, this is the only life that all the exiles here have from now on. The pain of exile is not due to life and death, but it is even worse than life and death, because in addition to the physical torture, there is also the devastating depression and suffocation.

"Damn, it's rancid again!" The steamed bun in his hand exuded a rancid smell, Qin Zhen took a bite and wanted to spit it out, but he had to swallow it. To live you have to eat, no matter what you eat, it's better than starving here. He is tall, and the amount of food is twice that of ordinary people, and now he is not full, and it is a luxury to be able to eat a clean mouthful, and the people next to him saw him looking up, and hurriedly covered his steamed buns and turned sideways.

"Give. With a short word, half of the broken steamed bun was handed to the person next to him, Qin Zhen scratched his head embarrassedly, took half of it, and handed it back.

"You're not enough, I'll just eat a little. ”

From the moment he entered Changsu, he was in one place with this man named Da Niu. At the beginning, he was punished for two days without food, and it was Da Niu who left half of his share to him, although he was a rough man, but he also understood the truth of Entu's retribution. This big bull is silent on weekdays, but he never pushes back when he gets to work, and sometimes it even makes people think that he came here to receive punishment, and I don't know what he committed and why he came here.

When I go back at night, many people like to gather in one place to brag and fart, and talk about the previous scenery, but this big cow never joins in such a lively scene, he always stays quietly in the corner alone, looking at the low and impermeable wall, silently thinking about something.

His tattoos are special, and no one here has the same markings as his. What does that mean? Is it a thief or a bandit? Or is it a soldier who committed a crime? What kind of secrets are hidden in his unwanted past?

"Get out of the way—" The iron fence door was pulled open from the outside, and the two convicts were thrown into the door with their arms crossed, their bodies covered in blood and no longer able to see it. Everyone silently retreated, and the already crowded place was vacant, and the two dying and struggling people were like fish jumping onto the riverbank, desperately opening their mouths to breathe, and the heavy voice was particularly frightening in the dark night, human life was so despicable that it was so desperate that people were powerless.

The lively atmosphere was instantly cold to freezing point.

Their today will not be their own tomorrow, in such an environment, in fact, there is no tomorrow!

Qin Zhen sat down against the corner of the wall, caught a glimpse of a golden thing in Da Niu's hand, and wanted to take a closer look, but saw him put the thing in his arms.

It is not allowed to bring sundries here, but he was searched heavily before he was handed over, could it be that he was handed over and received special treatment, and those people did not search his body? What kind of origin does he have?

Full of doubts and unable to withstand the tiredness that came from the layers, Qin Zhen yawned, crossed his arms and tilted there, and soon fell into a deep sleep. He had a dream that he was still at home, eating osmanthus soup made by his mother, and the smell was so fragrant that he couldn't stop smashing his mouth in his sleep. He also dreamed of amber and dying, like when he was a child, he was held in his arms left and right, he dreamed of the situation when the lady went out that day, she was wearing a coarse cotton coat, the plain flower Luo Pa covered her long black hair, she carried a small basket, and there were embroidered tiger head shoes in the basket, she went to send customized shoes to the Zhang family, but why did she never look back?

Her body was found under the ridge, her body was covered in blood, and she was still holding half of the broken jade plate tightly in her hand, and her fingers were so clasped that she couldn't even break it.

Everyone recognized it as the sign that the bully Zhou Hu hung on his waist, but the government just didn't recognize it, it didn't matter, what if he was powerful and powerful! Kill him himself! Before he died, he begged for mercy like a dog, showing off his might on weekdays, but it turned out to be nothing more than that!

A sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth, but hot tears flowed from the corners of his eyes. Who would have thought that the murderer Qin Zhen was just an honest blacksmith, although he had learned some martial arts, but he had never been entangled with others, if he hadn't been forced, how could he have been charged with murder and left his elderly mother and a pair of children to be exiled here.

Bai Yan leaned to the side, looked at the man who was crying and laughing in his dream, and slowly closed his eyes. The boundless darkness engulfed him like a beast of prey, and his heart was devoured. He felt his own insignificance and was tired of the impermanence of the world. Many times he is numbing himself with physical exertion, because if he stops, he will be confused and lose his direction. He didn't know what else he could live for, he had lost his flawlessness, his loved ones, everything he had cherished and cherished, and his existence became a joke. This Changsu can't trap him, it's himself who traps him, and it's the path that can't be determined after leaving!

The candle flame was very dim, just like the clothes on the man's body, and the contrast of the skin made the black and white particularly eye-catching. His eyebrows and eyes are still the same, but there is a little more majesty invisibly.

Leng Er looked at the person in front of him with pity, and bowed down: "Really don't inform the third child?

The eyes flickered, and they closed again and again at the moment they looked at the light. Flawless exhaled lightly, lowered his eyes and said indifferently: "I didn't come back for Da Shu, but for all the evil fates of Flawless in this world. The disputes that arose because of the flawless will also go with the flawless. Since God does not allow me to withdraw, I will take back everything that God owes me! That is what I want to get back for myself and Bai Yan, not for the people of Dashu, so you don't have to follow. When the dust settles, Immaculate will come to him with a body full of sins......"

Lovesickness is deep in the bones, indestructible and indestructible, and now I have lost everything, and all that remains is the heart of revenge for Bai Yan.

Bai Yan, you must, you must wait for me, our agreement will be in the next life, the next life...... Pretty much counts!