377 Make you a wedding dress?

Qiao Ying hung up the phone.

Although Fu Hanchuan said that she didn't need to be responsible for this, but this incident started because of her after all, how could she do nothing?

Qiao Ying returned home, still in a low mood.

Qiao Shen glanced at her and didn't say anything in front of her parents. After dinner, Qiao Shen knocked on Qiao Ying's door.

Qiao Ying was sitting cross-legged on the yoga mat meditating, when she heard a knock on the door, turned off the music, grabbed the towel at the end of the bed, wrapped it, and walked over to open the door.

Qiao Shen came in and took a look: "Are you doing yoga?"

"Hmm. Qiao Ying nodded and walked to the table to pour water.

During this time, she felt more and more emotionally unstable, insomnia at night, and heard that yoga could relieve stress, so she bought some equipment.

Qiao Shen stood against the table, watching her quickly finish a glass of water and pour a second glass. He said, "I have made an appointment with Doctor Qin, and you can take the time to take a look tomorrow." ”

He took out a business card and handed it to Qiao Ying.

Qiao Ying was stunned, glanced at the business card, and didn't immediately reach out to take it.

It was only after Qiao Ying regained her memory that she realized that the whole family had lied to her before, saying that her memory of more than a year lost due to a car accident was false.

The real reason is that Qiao's parents spent a lot of money to invite the best psychologist and used hypnosis to wash away her memories of more than a year.

That psychiatrist is Dr. Qin, and the Qiao family moved from Yicheng to Beicheng because the doctor was in Beicheng. At that time, after Qiao Ying finished hypnosis, Dr. Qin suggested that it was best to change the environment, because it was not easy for the patient to recover his memory in an unfamiliar environment.

Qiao Ying looked at Qiao Shen and said, "I don't need to see a psychiatrist, I'm fine." ”

Qiao Shen said: "If you feel good, you won't have hand tremors from time to time." ”

"Sister, your emotions are unstable, I know you're trying to control it. As he spoke, he glanced at the yoga mat that was still on the floor, as well as the counseling book at her bedside.

"Ever since Zhang Yeting appeared, you've been tense yourself. ”

"As long as Zhang Yeting doesn't leave here for a day, it will be a long battle. You've got to adjust your condition to protect what you want to protect. ”

Qiao Shen put the business card on the table.

Qiao Ying pinched the business card, looked at the name and phone number on it, and a vague figure of a middle-aged man vaguely appeared in his mind. She had only seen the doctor once, and after the hypnosis, she had no idea of the man's existence.

She nodded, "Okay." ”

Qiao Shen frowned at her slightly: "Don't perfunctory me." ”

Qiao Ying put away the business card, took a light breath and said, "I didn't perfunctory you. She paused, her eyes drooping slightly, "I don't want to go back to the past, and I won't let Zuo Yiming take Lian Liang away." ”

Just now, she understood, if she couldn't hold on, then who would pick up this mess? She didn't have that face, and let her family give up everything for her. She can't use her madness to escape her responsibilities.

Qiao Ying raised her eyes and pulled the corners of her lower lip slightly: "This time, my sister accepted your kindness." And ......"

She thought for a moment, "You can come with me." ”

Qiao Shen was a little surprised, she actually took the initiative to speak, he thought that she would insist on going by herself.

The sober Qiao Ying has always been very independent and very assertive.

As if knowing what Qiao Shen was thinking, Qiao Ying said, "See a psychiatrist...... I don't know if I'll resist then, but it would have been better with you. ”

When facing a psychiatrist, it is necessary to dissect one's own heart for others to see. Dr. Qin's consultation fee is very expensive, but he knows Qiao Ying's condition best, and finding a familiar doctor can relatively reduce the pain of being dissected, but it is only reduced. If Qiao Ying can't bear it halfway, it is very likely to be interrupted.

Qiao Shen originally wanted to accompany Qiao Ying, but thought that she might not be willing, but now that she proposed it herself, of course he agreed.

The next day, when he arrived at Dr. Qin's clinic, Qiao Shen saw the man standing opposite, and his face immediately sank: "What are you doing here?"

He subconsciously blocked in front of Qiao Ying, with an angry face.

Zhang Yeting's gaze crossed Qiao Shen and fell on Qiao Ying's face. Qiao Ying gently pushed Qiao Shen away and said, "I asked him to come." ”

Qiao Shen glanced at Qiao Ying in surprise, and saw Qiao Ying go straight forward, walked in front of Zhang Yeting, and then raised his hand and fell.

There was a "snap", crisp and loud, and a red handprint immediately appeared on the man's clear face.

Hands up and down, Qiao Ying's shot was unexpected, very quickly, this time, not only stunned Qiao Shen, Zhang Yeting was also surprised: "Little shadow?"

He received a call from Qiao Ying last night, and he was still excited in his heart, thinking that she had figured it out, but he didn't want to see her, and she came up with a slap.

Qiao Ying's blow was very hard, and his palms were numb. She raised her chin slightly and said, "Do you know why I hit you?"

Zhang Yeting frowned slightly, and his face sank.

Qiao Ying took two steps back, sneered at the man, and said, "It seems that you know." ”

"Zhang Yeting, you are a man, you can use the means to make a move, but you only use women. ”

She smiled sadly and looked at him slightly: "I really don't understand, is that Zhang Yeting dead at the beginning, what kind of monster are you?"

How did the sunny boy who was positive and positive for his ideals become dark and dirty?

"It's just that you use me, and you drag even irrelevant people into the water. Aren't you really afraid that you won't be able to die well?"

"Hehe, death may be too far away for you, after all, you are still alive and well. ”

Zhang Yeting had half of his red and swollen face, he didn't touch it, he looked straight at Qiao Ying and said, "If I can let you come back to me, I will pay no price." ”

Qiao Ying sneered and muttered, "It seems that he is really dead......

That sunny boy had long been overwhelmed by the desire for power and died......

She said: "You throw the hurt on others, you don't feel the pain yourself, so you don't care, you can do whatever it takes." ”

Qiao Ying's eyes changed suddenly, and a smile appeared in his eyes: "Didn't you say that you still want me to return to you?"

She glanced up at the building, pointed her hand up, and said, "There's a psychiatric clinic here." I'm going to see a doctor right now. ”

"Zhang Yeting, you have never seen the torture I endured that year. And now, you've brought my nightmare back, and I'm going to let you take a look and see how much conscience you have left. ”

After speaking, she took a deep look at Zhang Yeting and walked into the building.

Qiao Shen walked beside Qiao Ying, looked behind him slightly, and saw Zhang Yeting standing at the door hesitating.

Qiao Shen said: "Sister, why did you let him come." And what's that about?"

Qiao Ying walked to the elevator and waited, and said with a calm face: "Yan Ling fell off Weiya, Zhang Yeting found someone to do it, in order not to let Pei Xian interfere in." ”

Qiao Shen was stunned, Qiao Ying looked up at the slowly declining number, gritted his teeth and said, "I want Zhang Yeting to see with his own eyes the sins he has created!

This is also what Qiao Ying thought of when she promised Qiao Shen to see a psychiatrist last night. She didn't care what Zhang Yeting looked like when she saw her, as long as the method was useful.

The elevator arrived, opened with a ding, and Qiao Ying walked in.

Because it is a high-end office building, the hall is empty, and there are not many people riding it, only Qiao Ying and Qiao Shen walked in this batch. Qiao Ying stood inside waiting, and when the elevator door was about to close, Zhang Yeting finally walked in.

Dr. Qin, who hypnotized Qiao Ying back then, was a middle-aged man, and after a few years, his cheeks were slightly sunken, there were many wrinkles, and he had grown gray hair.

Qiao Ying didn't have a deep memory of this person, and when he saw Doctor Qin, he was slightly restrained, but Qiao Shen went up to shake his hand first, and said, "I'm going to trouble Doctor Qin again this time." ”

Doctor Qin nodded, looked at Qiao Ying, and said with a slight smile, "It's a pity, we met again." I thought I could have been hypnotized for a little longer. ”

When Qiao Shen contacted Dr. Qin, he told Qiao Ying about her condition.

"It stands to reason that you don't need to come again. Dr. Qin was a little confused. After his hypnosis, she lost the darkest part of her memory, even if she remembered it later, after three or four years, she had passed the most painful time, even if it would be painful for a while when she thought about it, but it should be normal.

Qiao Ying smiled reluctantly, and glanced at Zhang Yeting, and Doctor Qin followed her gaze and glanced at the man as well.

Dr. Qin is a doctor of psychology, and he can see something from the micro-expressions of those people.

He asked again, "Do you really want me to hypnotize you and remember those vivid memories?"

Qiao Ying nodded and said, "Those memories have actually been in my mind all along, but I deliberately didn't think about it. But this time ......"

She turned her head to look at Zhang Yeting, and then said, "I want to face it more directly, it's better than running away." ”

Doctor Qin didn't say anything more, and pointed to a recliner by the window: "Then please come here and sit." ”

Qiao Ying looked at the chaise longue, which was covered with a soft velvet blanket and looked very comfortable.

Qiao Ying often goes to the operating table, but she does physical surgery, and now, she is going to do a psychological surgery herself.

Qiao Ying lay down, her hands and feet together, and although the chaise longue beneath her was comfortable, she felt her body stiff.

Doctor Qin's soft and slow voice sounded: "Close your eyes and don't be nervous. ”

Qiao Ying obeyed, slowly closed his eyes, closed his eyes and went to Zhang Yeting to take a look.

In the last moment, she saw that Zhang Yeting was more nervous than her.

Those who don't know are fearless, but when the veil is lifted, you have to know what you see in the next second, you will be nervous and feel afraid.

Qiao Ying curled the corners of his lips slightly, which made his conscience uneasy.

Instead, her heart settled down.

Doctor Qin was about to start, when Zhang Yeting suddenly took a step forward: "Wait a minuteβ€”"

Qiao Ying opened his eyes and looked at him, Zhang Yeting was a little at a loss, looked at Doctor Qin, and then looked at Qiao Ying.

Qiao Shen wrinkled his eyebrows and said unhappily: "If you don't dare to look at it, get out!"

Zhang Yeting pursed his lips and clenched his fingers.

Qiao Ying smiled slightly, and said softly, "You must see clearly." With that, she closed her eyes again.

Zhang Yeting saw Qiao Ying's smile, as if a hot brand was pressing on him, he couldn't help but tremble, and his eyes widened slightly.

After snapping his fingers, he saw the smile on Qiao Ying's face fade......

Zhang Yeting's whole body was tense, and when she saw the woman who was struggling uneasily because of the pain, she was crying, wailing one after another, and the sound was like crying blood, which was heartbreaking.

For a moment, she was trembling all over, and her body curled up like a child, as if she could dodge the damage that way.

"Kill her! Kill her! She is a seed of evil, a seed of demons!" Qiao Ying, who had fallen into a frenzy, suddenly clenched his fists and hit his stomach, and then suddenly seemed to be awake, but he lay there motionless in despair and waiting for death.

Zhang Yeting saw that her tears kept falling, mixed with the rolling sweat and fell.

She repeated this appearance, sometimes sober and sometimes crazy, several times.

The screams were like knives stabbing at him.

Back then, the Qiao family went to the United States to negotiate with the Zuo family, and in the end, for Qiao Ying, they could only swallow blood and tears and return to China. Zhang Yeting continued to stay by Zuo Yiming's side, and his future was bright.

He hadn't seen Qiao Ying's crazy appearance with his own eyes, and he didn't know what kind of condition she was in when she was pregnant.

All he knew was the report that he had investigated later, and it did not mention that she had fallen into a state of mental disorder.

If you don't see it with your own eyes, you will deliberately ignore the harm she has suffered. He thought she hated the child and didn't want to remember the past, and after discarding the child, she got back on her feet.

But at this time, he could no longer avoid the woman who loved him deeply and loved him deeply, and he became fragmented because of him.

He remembered that she had questioned him, that her soul had become broken, and that he knew.

Now, he knows......

Her life was turned upside down, and it was all because of him.

"Enough! Stop, stop! Don't ask again!"

Zhang Yeting's clenched fists turned white, and he couldn't help roaring.

Qiao Shen's eyes were full of red bloodshots, and he was not the only one who was desperately restraining him. His eyes were red, and he grabbed Zhang Yeting, if he wasn't afraid that beating Zhang Yeting at this time would affect Qiao Ying, he would have pressed him to the ground and beat him hard.

This kind of garbage doesn't deserve to live!

Doctor Qin saw that the two people who were about to fight, stopped the hypnosis and woke Qiao Ying up.

With a snap of his fingers, Qiao Ying opened his eyes, only to feel weak and sweaty.

She gasped lightly and sat up, Qiao Shen pushed Zhang Yeting away and went over to help Qiao Ying up.

Doctor Qin handed over a glass of warm honey water and said, "You rest for a while, and then we will continue to treat." ”

Qiao Ying nodded weakly, and after she woke up, she didn't look at Zhang Yeting again.

After what happened to her, he even wanted to be with her.

Whether he atoned for his sins or wanted to use her to climb up, he didn't have that possibility.

Just by seeing his face, she remembered those nightmares.

Zhang Yeting took a step back and leaned against the wall for a long time.

He staggered out, his shoulders and back hunched as if his spine had been removed.

Next, Qiao Ying continued to stay in the consultation room to receive psychological treatment from Dr. Qin, Qiao Shen walked out and saw Zhang Yeting smoking against the wall outside the corridor.

He didn't seem to have come out of what he saw, and his hands shaking as he squeezed his cigarette.

Qiao sneered sarcastically: "I can't stand it?"

"Do you know that we have been with her for a whole year on days like this?"

If it weren't for the fear that Qiao Ying would continue like this, and that she would be crazy for longer and longer, and she would never be able to sober up again, and really kill the child, they would not have asked Doctor Qin to wash away her memory.

That year, it was not only Qiao Ying who was tormented, but also the entire Qiao family.

Zhang Yeting destroyed not a person, but a family, so he said that he was deeply guilty.

Zhang Yeting took a puff of cigarette with trembling hands: "She...... Why didn't she take that kid out?"

The child's presence was tantamount to a reminder of what she had suffered.

If the child had not been born, perhaps, she would not have been so sick.

Qiao Shen closed his eyes, clenched his fists and said, "Do you think he is you?

"She's a doctor! a doctor who is determined to save lives!"

"Do you want her to kill someone?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ When the instrument enters the body, the fetus is mashed and sucked out, and it is all minced meat...... At seven or eight months, the needle is applied to the baby's forehead, and the fetus dies in the body, and then the ......"

Qiao Shen's fingers finally nodded his forehead, and muttered again, Zhang Yeting's hands trembled even more, and finally threw away his cigarette and covered his ears: "Don't say it......"

When Qiao Ying was in a state of confusion, she didn't know what she was doing, and she had to have a fetus when she was sober. But the process of abortion made her fall into self-blame and confusion again.

She repeated that process, on the one hand, the psychological trauma left by the assault, and on the other hand, the guilt of the abortion, the two extremes made her more and more mentally unstable, and her soul was constantly torn apart, and finally made her completely collapse.

Qiao Shen looked at Zhang Yeting expressionlessly, without a little emotional ups and downs, as if he was numb. He said: "Zhang Yeting, why do you think that all the benefits should be taken by you, and you don't need to pay the price?

"Do you think that as long as you succeed in ascending to the throne, you will take care of her for the rest of your life, which will be atonement?

Zhang Yeting leaned his body, his legs seemed to have no strength, and he barely supported it, not daring to look at Qiao Shen's eyes at all.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ After all these years, we have finally regained our calm. Even if she regained her memory and remembered those nightmares, she could still hold on strongly. ”

"But your appearance, your step-by-step plan, is going to destroy her again...... You said you were going to take care of her, how would you take care of her?"

"How long can you endure a madman?"

Zhang Yeting opened his lips, and Qiao Shen said sarcastically: "Don't say you can, even our flesh and blood relatives can't bear it." Your nasty selfish genes will only make you end up throwing her away like garbage. ”

"Zhang Yeting, she is willing to let you see her painful memory today, just because you still have a past. When you see her like that, if there is no psychological shadow, if your conscience is still at peace, you can continue with your plan. ”

"But-" Qiao Shen paused, his tone suddenly becoming heavier, "You will know that you will not get anything this time!"

Qiao Shen didn't care whether Zhang Yeting was shocked or not, he didn't care about him anymore and entered the consultation room.

Qiao Ying was already about the same, heard the sound of the door opening, and glanced back at Qiao Shen. Qiao Shen looked at Doctor Qin and said, "How's it going?"

Doctor Qin frowned lightly and said, "As long as there is not much stimulation, her emotions can still be controlled." I have prescribed some medicine here, and I will take it regularly and quantitatively every day, and I will come back in a week. ”

Qiao Ying took the medicine slip and thanked him, left the clinic with Qiao Shen, and when he came out, he didn't see Zhang Yeting again.

In the elevator, Qiao Shen said: "Don't you feel too hurt yourself by doing this?"

Qiao Ying's approach, although it stimulated Zhang Yeting, also made Qiao Ying experience the past again.

Qiao Ying's face was still pale, the corners of her lips pulled slightly, and said, "Zhang Yeting used to be a good student, and he grew up boasting about it in other people's mouths. He has always had a sense of superiority, studied abroad, then entered Zuo Yiming's laboratory, and later became a successful person in the eyes of others. ”

"But he also has pain, and the pain that belongs to me is his black history. He avoided the pain, and all I did was let him see. ”

"The longer his conscience is buried, the more painful it will be when he finds it. ”

Qiao Ying did this, but he didn't want Zhang Yeting to hurt people anymore, especially not to involve innocent people anymore.

She couldn't afford it.

Qiao Shen was silent, hoping that Zhang Yeting's conscience could really awaken.

……

It seems that things are really as Qiao Ying hoped, this time has been calmer, and Zhang Yeting has not even sent flowers and things to the clinic again.

The nurses in the clinic sometimes asked Qiao Ying if she had broken up with that handsome gentleman, and Qiao Ying said that she had never been together.

In the office building, a meeting had just ended, and other company personnel left the conference room first. Zhang Yeting sat still, looking at the minutes of the meeting.

Zheng Zai had already walked to the door, remembered something, turned his head to look at him, and said, "You don't seem to have looked for that woman for a while?"

There were only pages in the air???? With a turning voice, Zheng turned around and walked over: "What, give up?"

Zhang Yeting closed the minutes of the meeting and looked at Zheng Zai lightly: "There has been no progress in the demolition of the plot, and the government's approval documents have not been taken down, and what the board of directors of the United States sees is our incompetence." ”

"Don't you know what to concentrate on at this time?"

Zheng stared at Zhang Yeting again, his expression was cold, and he couldn't see anything. He narrowed his eyes slightly, rubbed his chin, and said in a cold voice: "There are two of us, it might as well be like this, we divide labor and cooperate, you keep an eye on the company's affairs, and I will be in charge of that child?"

Zhang Yeting looked at Zheng Zai indifferently: "The professor said, whoever can bring that child back is the person in charge of the Asian region." Hehe, I'll solve the company's affairs and make you a wedding dress?"

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