Chapter 204: Changes in Fire Thorns
The Fire Lady looked around at all the members of the Fire Thorn Clan, looking at the stunned expressions on their faces, and suddenly a trace of complexity flashed in her heart. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Maybe I'm not smart, I'm not as quick as you, I'm not as careful as you, but that's me. I'm trying to study, trying to get stronger, trying to walk the path I want to take, trying to stick to what I think is right, and just wanting to have no regrets and a clear conscience. For example, I insisted on being a mercenary, precisely because I felt that people could not live under the protection of others all the time. I sometimes look at those women in the city fortress, who have lived all their lives, and don't even know what the world is like, and can only go around in a circle until they die, isn't that too sad? For what? In order to get out of that circle, in order to truly embark on the road of the strong. Oh, it turns out that I thought I was out of the circle, but I just walked out of the circle of most Blue Star women, and then stepped into a circle called mercenaries. I don't know what amazing things you have discovered, but I only know one thing, we deserted when others were in danger, abandoned our comrades, and fled first. ”
Shi Xuan wanted to speak and stopped, it was not that they escaped, but that they avoided it. But he couldn't say it, he suddenly felt that maybe he was wrong, the fault was that he still didn't know enough about the fire lady, and maybe, he underestimated her.
"Huo'er, don't be angry, Brother Shi didn't mean that. Since you insist, then we will wait for them here. Or shall we turn back again?" Hearing the words of the Fire Lady, Tang Zhong suddenly felt that maybe they were really wrong. It's they who think too much about themselves, complicating and conspiring everything. Just like Huo'er said, no matter what happened to him, they just need to stick to what they believe is right, and do it with no regrets and a clear conscience, and they don't have to worry about the rest, and it's not something they can manage.
"What are you going to do now?" The Fire Lady showed a faint mockery on her face, and turned her head to look in Yang Ye's direction, with a faint sadness in her heart.
Time is a pig-killing knife, and life experience is a pig-killing knife, they have changed the hot-blooded and innocent teenager at the beginning, and the original simple ideals have quietly become unrecognizable.
She still remembers that when she first met Shi Xuan and them, it was in a field practice class. It was a field practice class where two classes cooperated, and the class team at that time was a free team. Shi Xuan's qualifications are extremely ordinary, their levels are all at the bottom of the class, and they have no background, and no one is willing to team up with them. At that time, the instructor stipulated that there must be a woman in every free team. So in the end, there was only Shi Xuan and their group, and there were no women. She had already formed a team at that time, seeing that Shi Xuan and the others really had no one to form a team, she wanted to accept them into her team, but the people in the original team did not agree, and threatened Shi Xuan that they were not allowed to join, otherwise they would make them look good. She couldn't get used to this kind of behavior, so she quit the group in a fit of anger and teamed up with Shi Xuan. Such a group has been for more than ten years, and she has always felt that she is still the hot-blooded and impulsive girl she was at the beginning, and she has not changed. She has always felt that Shi Xuan and the others have always been those stubborn and simple teenagers, ambitious, idealistic, and uncompromising with reality.
Was she wrong?
Under the pig-killing knife of time, Shi Xuan still quietly changed? He also learned to draw circles, guarding his own circles, not only blocking others, but also imprisoning himself.
"Huo'er, I'm sorry, I was wrong! Don't be angry!" Shi Xuan suddenly panicked when he saw the fire lady showing a rare sad expression. He really didn't know, it turned out that Huo'er's heart was not as simple and clear as she appeared, it turned out that Huo'er cared so much about today's affairs, and cared so much about that little girl Lingbing.
"No, you're not wrong, you're just a little too smart to judge the situation very clearly. That's your survival wisdom, in fact, this survival wisdom, I don't know how many times I've saved us over the years. The Fire Lady sighed softly.
"Then what are you angry about?" Shi Xuan asked cautiously.
"Heh, what am I angry about?" the fire lady smiled sarcastically: "I'm not angry about anything, I just feel that we have all become slaves to the wisdom of survival, and reason has gone beyond emotion, so look at our behavior now, what a villain?
The fire lady's eyes forced Shi Xuan: "Especially you, Shi Xuan, you have become very much and very big." I know that the reason why our Fire Thorn Team has today's results is closely related to your advice and hard work. You are now the brain of our Fire Thorn Clan, the de facto captain, and my captain is just a name. ”
Shi Xuan wanted to say that this was not a name, but a real captain. But the Fire Lady stretched out her hand to stop him.
"I don't care if it's nominal or practical. For me, the most important thing is to be able to live happily with everyone. What does it matter who is the captain? Besides, I really don't like to use my brain, and I'm glad to have you to take care of all this. However, some things have changed, and don't you think that there are times when you are almost ruthless?
Shi Xuan's head was a little confused, his head was buzzing, and he involuntarily murmured: "No, no, I'm just...... It's just that...... Didn't meet the right person. ”
However, after so many years, has he really not met the right person? Or is he simply unwilling to join more other people into this group? He doesn't know how fortunate he is to meet the Fire Lady, so in fact, from the bottom of his heart, he subconsciously doesn't want more people to share the good of the Fire Lady. So, was it still discovered by the Fire Lady?
"Huo'er, don't say that, Brother Shi has really paid too much for our team. In fact, it doesn't matter at all whether we add people or not, isn't it good that we are like this now? We are very familiar with each other, and we have a tacit understanding with each other. Rather than adding a stranger in and making all kinds of uncomfortable, it's better to keep it like this. Tang Zhong looked at Shi Xuan's dejected appearance, and his heart was extremely unbearable, so he couldn't help but speak for him.
The fire lady smiled reluctantly, she just didn't care, she wasn't really stupid, she looked at people more than good, not bad.
"I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just correcting the thinking that our Fire Thorn Troopers have gone astray. I like that little girl Ling Bing, I like it from the first sight, I want to make her a friend, it doesn't matter what her status is, it's just her. I don't care what circle she is, what circle I am, as long as she is willing to make me a friend, then I am also willing to make her a friend. But I can't force you to accompany me on the adventure, so I'll go alone, and you can go back to the city first. After the Fire Lady finished speaking lightly, she walked in the direction of Ling Bing and them without looking back.
Shi Xuan watched the fire lady turn around and leave, and suddenly raised his voice: "Wait, Huo'er, listen to me, it's not that I have to leave, it's that they don't want us to be there, they have secrets they don't want us to know! ”
"Secrets, what secrets, how do you know?" the Fire Lady paused, turning her head.
"That eighth-order Flame Tiger behaved very strangely. They seem to have someone who can communicate with it. Shi Xuan no longer swallowed, but poured out all his speculations in one go.
Except for Tang Zhong, who had guessed slightly, everyone in the Fire Thorn Clan gasped.