Ma Yingjie didn't know how he flew back to Jiangnan, and the car he left at the airport had already let Xiao Zhou drive back to Qin County. He took a taxi and went straight to the hospital, and when he was about to arrive at the hospital, he received a call from Li Wei again, and Li Wei said in his mobile phone: "Secretary Ma, have you arrived?"

"Dr. Lee, I'm almost there. I'll call you when I get there. Ma Yingjie responded, he didn't know what kind of mood he was in at this time.

"Secretary Ma, I have already blocked the news in the hospital, I am afraid that the adults will not be able to stand it, so I have not told the adults about the child's accident. So, don't say it for the time being, just say that the child has a little problem and is being treated, so for the time being, the mother can't see the baby. It's going to be fine, I'm worried that adults won't be able to stand the blow. Li Wei told Ma Yingjie very concerned on the phone, Ma Yingjie was very grateful, and thanked Li Wei again and again on the phone.

The taxi took Ma Yingjie to the hospital, Ma Yingjie called Li Wei, Li Wei was still waiting for Ma Yingjie at the gate of the hospital, as soon as Ma Yingjie saw Li Wei, Li Wei greeted him, and reached out to hold Ma Yingjie very painfully and said, "Secretary Ma, I'm sorry for you." ”

The more Li Wei is like this, the more Ma Yingjie feels that he has no reason to question Li Wei about anything. He hurriedly said, "Doctor Li, thank you. ”

Li Wei led Ma Yingjie to the balance room, Ma Yingjie is going to the balance room again, this road is so sour, and this time it is more painful to go than to see the old man, almost a year, how much hope is placed on this child, but he is going to see her off at this time, he is just going to see her for the last time at this time. And she can't even see her mother and father. What a poor child, he left his father and mother after birth, and he didn't even let his mother and father see each other for the last time, this feeling is complicated for Ma Yingjie is not pain, not bitterness, but a feeling that he really can't describe, and can't even describe with words. He even thought, Is this the officialdom? Is this the officialdom that he is working hard with all his heart? A place where he can't even see his own flesh and blood, a place where he can't even recognize his own flesh and blood, is this the career he has always hoped for and has been pursuing? Is this a place where he has given up all his ideas and is trying to rise?

Ma Yingjie is so complicated, at this moment. On the way to the morgue, although this section of the road was not very long, although Dr. Li Wei had been leading him, he still felt that this section of the road was the most difficult and helpless part of the road.

The morgue has arrived, O child, and the poor child is left alone in the scale. Li Wei didn't go in, but said to Ma Yingjie: "Let's take a look at the child." ”

Ma Yingjie glanced at Li Wei gratefully, but his footsteps dragged and dragged infinitely heavily. He didn't know how he got in, or even what his eyes were looking at. He just felt that the big morgue was filled with a small corpse, and all the places were like the corpses of this little girl, she was so small, so small, so small that it was almost negligible in Ma Yingjie's eyes. However, Ma Yingjie clearly felt that his eyes, his heart, and even the entire morgue were full of children, the huge soul of children, and the silent and helpless cry of children.

Ma Yingjie seemed to hear the cry from the entire morgue, and this cry was completely engraved into the tip of his heart, this kind of unforgettable is the most powerful force and the most sorrowful force in Ma Yingjie's world at this time. He had a pain that he had never felt before, a wound that he had never felt, a shadow that he would never dare to verify, and at this moment, at this time, was infinitely magnified, infinitely extended------

Ma Yingjie didn't know how he got out of the morgue, and the poor baby girl was disposed of by Dr. Li before her parents took one last look. During the whole process, Ma Yingjie didn't say a word, he really couldn't find anything to say, and he really didn't know how to say it. He didn't know who was sorry for the dead baby girl, whether it was himself or his boss, and he was responsible for either of them. It was he who directed the song of the child's superiority from beginning to end, but in the end it was a bamboo basket to draw water, and it was empty. What he thought about the most at this time was that he was sorry for the child, and even more sorry for Luan Xiaoxue. Luan Xiaoxue originally had her life and her trajectory, but he forcibly pulled them into their magnetic field, and he was frozen in this field, the child became all Luan Xiaoxue's hope and future, and the child also became the reason and pillar for her to stick to love. Now, this child is suddenly gone, what about Luan Xiaoxue's hope and future?

Ma Yingjie's heart was in turmoil, and pain, sorrow, and inability to face up to himself all poured into his heart, into his life, and even into his blood. He felt that his whole body was immersed in a misty thing, this fog was like a fog, and it was like a complex gossip array, he couldn't see the road ahead, and he couldn't find where the exit was.

Ma Yingjie didn't know how he walked into the room where Luan Xiaoxue lived, as soon as he entered the room, Luan Xiaoxue leaned on the head of the bed, and when he saw Ma Yingjie coming, he said excitedly: "Ma Yingjie, the child was finally born smoothly, and the doctor said that everything was going well." However, I was under general anesthesia at the time, I haven't seen the child yet, and the doctor said that the child has a little problem, and the mother and child can't be roomed for the time being, can you go and see the child?

Ma Yingjie tried hard to suppress the sadness in his heart and replaced it with a smile, but he felt that his heart was dripping blood, why did everything suddenly become so miserable? The boss didn't know how deeply he would be hurt at the moment, but he couldn't come to see the child, let alone Luan Xiaoxue. And Luan Xiaoxue, a stupid girl, looked at him so happily.

"yes. This time, you should rest assured and rest in peace for a few days. The smile on Ma Yingjie's face, he felt very tasteless, but what else could he do besides facing Luan Xiaoxue like this?

Dr. Li said that the child had a minor problem and was currently being cared for in the hospital. However, I was still very worried about my children. Dr. Lee said it was a girl, and I was also a little disappointed, I thought it was a boy, and if you look at the clothes I prepared, they were all boys. I don't know if he will dislike the girl, does he know about the child? Is the child's problem serious? I really want to call you, I want to call him, but I feel that you must have something big in Beijing, and I dare not disturb you. Unexpectedly, you're here, can you go and help me take a look at the child?" The expression on Luan Xiaoxue's face was still worried about the child and expectations for the boss at this time. Yes, just after giving birth, what woman doesn't want the person who stays by her side to be the man she loves? What woman doesn't want a family of three to be in the same house? But now, this family of three is different. When Ma Yingjie thought of this, he felt sorry for them. Compared to Luan Xiaoxue and the boss, he already has a lot, a lot. His children are growing up healthily, although his wife no longer belongs to him, but he loves Sisi, and he has Situ Lan's love for him. In the future, he will have a wife and a life that belongs to him. But will Luan Xiaoxue and the boss have a future?

When this question popped up, Ma Yingjie was shocked. These two people are not involved in children, will they still love each other?

Ma Yingjie forced himself not to think about this, forced himself to be happy in front of Luan Xiaoxue, a little happier, at least for now, he couldn't let Luan Xiaoxue see any problems. So he quickly pretended to be very passionate, looked at Luan Xiaoxue and said, "There is no big problem with the child, I just went to see it, a very beautiful and cute little girl, in a few days, the child can come back to you." The boss knows about the child, he is very happy, but he has not done anything in Beijing yet, so he can't come to see you for a while, let me tell you, you must have a good rest, don't worry about the child, don't think too much. ”

Ma Yingjie said a lot of words, and he tried his best to comfort Luan Xiaoxue, but he felt that when he said these words, he was very panicked in his heart. A big lie, but at this moment, he promised so weakly, he didn't know what kind of pain Luan Xiaoxue would be when he knew that the child was no longer in this world, and he didn't even dare to imagine whether Luan Xiaoxue, who had lost her child, could withstand this kind of blow.

Luan Xiaoxue looked at Ma Yingjie and felt a little strange, Ma Yingjie was not what she imagined, nor was she so excited and happy as she imagined. Is it because this child is not his? Or is it because this is a girl, far from Ma Yingjie's extravagant expectations, that he is so indifferent?

When Luan Xiaoxue thought so, her heart still sank. Ma Yingjie is a little disgusted that it is a girl, and he will definitely dislike it too. He didn't make a single call, did he also wonder why he was a girl?

Luan Xiaoxue was a little strange, she obviously felt that she was pregnant with a boy, why would it be a girl? And Cao Wuwen's lover also said that it must be a boy, how proud and happy she was at that time. Although she was a woman herself, she was so eager to give birth to a little fat boy for him, and she always thought that it would be such a little fat boy. When she woke up from the anesthetic, Dr. Lee told her that she had given birth to a girl. Because of the tight umbilical cord, the little girl is currently having a little problem and must be guarded by a special nurse. Luan Xiaoxue was actually very uneasy in her heart, this way of giving birth to a child was completely different from the way she heard it. And she has always thought that the child is healthy, how can there be a small problem? But Dr. Li said to her like this, and the two little nurses who took care of her also said this to her, they guarded her every day, and as long as she said what she wanted to eat, they would definitely send her to the room for her, and in terms of care, she did not dare to imagine. In such an environment, can Luan Xiaoxue still not believe the words of doctors and nurses? She has no reason or reason to suspect anything, so she thinks that the child may really have a little problem. Because the child is his, and because of Situ Lan, who dares to be careless about the child? This is not such a cheap life as a child in the countryside, how it is born, not to mention that there are small problems, even if there are big problems, they will be ignored. But just because she is pregnant with Luo Tianyun's child, this child will seem so expensive, and there will be a little problem, which also makes the doctors nervous.