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"I don't even know how my mother survived," Jiao Shuyin's eyes couldn't help but redden, "She always said that she didn't leave for the sake of our three sisters and brothers, but sometimes I can't help but think that maybe she left, and the three of us wouldn't live in such an environment all year round...... It was a relief for her, and it was a relief for us. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

As Jiao Shuyin said, it is actually a tragedy for her parents to stay together, she would rather that the battle between Jiao's father and Jiao's mother is not only an internal problem of the Jiao family, but also escalated because of the help of Jiao's mother's mother's family, this is the war on the road to the growth of three children, this war has put the three young children into a predicament that cannot be escaped, Jiao Shuyin has always been a synonym for isolation and introversion in his youth, Jiao Shuhuan is also indifferent and unsociable, there are few friends who can speak, but Jiao Shuyuan is eager to cover up the predicament of his family, so he becomes vain and loves to dress up, and is extremely generous to friends and classmates, but makes himself extremely poor, For a period of time, Jiao Shuyin had insomnia, and couldn't sleep all night, but Jiao's father and Jiao's mother didn't take it seriously, they only cared about money and the war between them, between them and Jiao's grandfather and Jiao's grandmother, they should obviously be family members who were dependent on each other, but in Jiao's family, the word "family" seemed to have become a poisoned knife, piercing out of each other's hearts, eager to pierce into everyone's hearts, as long as they kill each other, each other can feel relieved.

The situation at that time was for a teenage girl who had no financial ability, Jiao Shuyin could hardly change any status quo, during high school, she began to understand that no matter what she did or said, she would not get the reconciliation of her parents, Jiao Shuyin began to try to make money in various ways, in addition to providing for her daily expenses, she also gave most of the money to her younger brothers and sisters, in fact, no matter what Jiao Shuhuan and Jiao Shuyuan's temperament was, at that time, their three sisters and brothers depended on each other, and the relationship gradually deepened with the increasing coldness of Jiao's father and mother, Jiao Shuyin no longer felt that her younger brothers and sisters were not cute as she did when she was young, she began to feelHer own situation is tragic enough, so don't let her younger siblings repeat the mistakes of the past, she must do something to change the sad circumstances of the current situation......

So when she graduated from the college entrance examination, Jiao Shuyin changed her volunteer book, and when Jiao's father and mother prevented her from going to college, she left the mahogany inn with her luggage in the middle of the night, left the home that suffocated her, and went out to work to earn tuition, bought a one-way train ticket with the only change, set foot in the city where her university is located, worked until the start of the new semester, and then went to the university with a bunch of old luggage to report, the moment she saw the university gate, Jiao Shuyin almost thought that she had completely entered a new life.

Jiao Shuyin is indeed trying to get rid of her previous life and the family that brought her countless nightmares, she never mentioned her family when she was in college, and she will not compare luxury goods with others, and even because of the lack of money, she can't do everything related to entertainment, put an end to everything that will cost more money, the only time she went to the class tour, it was also because that time was to climb a free mountain, the class leader gave everyone a bottle of water, without spending a penny, Jiao Shuyin dared to go out with them, and secretly heartache for a long time for the two yuan fare, she used the time she could use to read a bookStudy, exercise eloquence and part-time work, absorb everything you can learn like a sponge, adapt to the rhythm of the city, and integrate yourself into the life of the city.

Later, Jiao Shuyin can talk and laugh freely with the teacher, chat calmly with strangers, and friends can easily talk about any topic from all over the world, stand on the big playground of thousands of people and talk calmly and get thunderous applause, she is elegant and calm, she is confident and strong, she can respond to every call in the class, some people will not like her, will disdain to deal with her, but no one will say with a clear conscience that she is not a special girl, she does not look very delicate, never wears makeup, dresses very simply, does not know how to be an Internet celebrity and does not play live broadcast, but many people will call her sister, men will also say to her that I am not as good as you, and countless people think that she is their goddess, If someone says that Jiao Shuyin comes from a broken family in a poor town, I'm afraid no one will believe that she is like this in a big city with tens of millions of people, like many countless ordinary people who have poured in for their dreams, trying to use her own strength to change her life, but at some point thinking of Ling Xiaohua in Lingxiao Town, thinking of her parents, brothers and sisters, she cried in no one's place.

In fact, Jiao Shuyin was very homesick, but in addition to sending money to Jiao Shuyuan and Jiao Shuhuan, she couldn't think of a reason to go home, she was afraid that as soon as she went home, she would be locked up by Jiao's father and Jiao's mother, and she would not be allowed to continue to go to school.

So during the four years of college, Jiao Shuyin never went home again, and waited until she finished her senior year internship and saved more than 20,000 yuan before she dared to drag her luggage home, and during this period, Grandpa Jiao and Grandma Jiao had passed away one after another, and the Redwood Inn also fell into the hands of Jiao's father and Jiao's mother in another fierce competition of Jiao's father's generation, and because Jiao Shuyin brought a lot of money for Lingxiao Town, Jiao's father's attitude became very good, and Jiao's mother was also happy, and they no longer said "Reading is useless" After graduating from junior high school, there are still a thousand yuan to go to the supermarket", but she exaggerated the benefits of going to college, Jiao Shuyin suddenly found that if her success made Jiao's father and Jiao mother loosen their mouths and let Jiao Shuhuan and Jiao Shuyin go to college, it would also be a great thing to change their fate.

Unexpectedly, just when Jiao Shuyin felt that there was a turning point in the future, Jiao's father and Jiao's mother began to give her frequent blind dates, not demanding, as long as she has a house and a stable job and salary, it is enough, if she can help her supply the tuition of her younger brothers and sisters by the way, Jiao Shuyin was simply stunned, is she going to marry a house or a job, or is it an ATM in their family? She tried to explain to Jiao's father and mother that she didn't want to get married so early, but they said to Jiao Shuyin that there is no guarantee for girls if they don't have a family, and only when they get married can they be fed and clothed, etc., Jiao Shuyin especially wanted to ask them at that time, if they are like them after marriage, what kind of guarantee is it?

Although Jiao Shuyin has no idea of the supremacy of love, she still doesn't want her marriage to be decided so rashly, she has seen enough of her parents' marital tragedy, so a violent quarrel broke out in the Jiao family again, and in the end, Jiao Shuyin, who couldn't convince Jiao's father and Jiao's mother, closed her mouth tiredly, because even Jiao Shuyuan said to her sourly, sister, what kind of strong woman are you, anyway, so many people like you, wouldn't it be good to find someone with good conditions to marry?

Except for looking at her sadly, Jiao Shuyin didn't want to say anything.

After this battle, Jiao Shuyin left Lingxiao Town again with her meager luggage, and returned to the city where she studied in college to work hard, she found that she did not have enough financial ability, and she had no right to speak at all in the Jiao family, let alone change her fate, so Jiao Shuyin was once again a strong woman who everyone else looked at, working hard in the big city, going to work, working overtime, taking certificates, taking graduate school entrance examinations, seeking promotions, waiting for a raise, getting a lot of money, but people were very tired, and the relationship with her younger brothers and sisters was becoming more and more alienated, not that she didn't want to care about them, but she was too busy, so busy that she couldn't think of any way to care about them except giving money, and she was too tired, she thinks about surviving every day and can't care about their lives.

Jiao Shuhuan gradually had nothing to say to her, and became more and more numb to life, as if one day was a day, not interested in anything, people were like walking corpses sitting on meat, it didn't matter if they starved to death, Jiao Shuyuan was fond of vanity, and would rather save money than eat, but also buy the best clothes, put on the most exquisite makeup, and go out with friends to visit the most fun places, every chat with Jiao Shuyin would end with different points of view turning into quarrels, she felt that Jiao Shuyin was old-fashioned, conservative, and it was quite unreasonable to manage her beyond the boundary, and she would rather believe the words of her fox friends than listen to her say more, Jiao Shuyin gradually became numb in the repeated conflicts again and again, I really can't lift the spirit to deal with them, but with the second brother Jiao Shuhuan about to graduate, the family's mahogany inn has also stabilized because of the tourism development of Lingxiao Town in recent years, and only one Jiao Shuyuan needs to be used for her to study, the situation of the Jiao family can be said to have improved and gradually become prosperous, Jiao Shuyin thought, she should have changed her fate, right?

Jiao Shuyin said this to herself, and then after sending Jiao Shuyuan's tuition to her card, she resigned and returned to Lingxiao Town in a chic manner, Jiao Shuyuan was stunned when she saw her, and asked her why she came back, Jiao Shuyin said that it was too hard to live outside, Jiao Shuyuan retorted disdainfully: "Isn't it your dream to be a strong woman, what are you afraid of?"

Jiao Shuyin looked at her almost unfamiliar sister almost blankly, didn't she know why she wanted to become a strong woman?

"I never wanted to live that kind of life, I liked to read books when I was very young, I liked astronomy, I liked geography, I also liked history and politics, my dream was to become an academic expert, the kind that could stay in the institute without meeting people, in fact, I didn't like to deal with people, I didn't like to be false and wrong, I didn't like to wear a mask to face customers, and I didn't like to climb up for money and power," Jiao Shuyin stroked her face, looking at Han Lu and Yi Ling, her slender fingers seemed to be able to peel off a thick mask from her face, her eyes were sad and sad, "But before I came back to my senses, I had already lived the life I didn't want the most." ”

So Jiao Shuyin chose to overturn and start over, since she can go from nothing to a corporate executive, from a poor girl to a dazzling goddess, then she is not afraid to start all over again, she is full of confidence to welcome her new life, but unexpectedly, she ushered in a new nightmare.

Jiao Shuyin looked at the fluttering white lantern on the door, the sun was shining outside, and the mahogany inn was dim and cold, she said softly: "The sadness of tragedy is that it is pathetic and infinitely looping, isn't it?"

Han Lu unconsciously turned the Rubik's Cube in his hand, and said a little distractedly: "No matter what you do, can't you change it?"

Jiao Shuyin's face gradually became indifferent, she stared at the six-sided drawing of the two-sided Bini Bear on the Rubik's Cube, and said calmly: "Just like your Rubik's Cube, how to spell it is fixed with six sides, you can't spell out seven or eight, and you can't even turn Bini Bear into Mickey Mouse, maybe someone can do it, I also want to be a member of the Rubik's Cube, but unfortunately, I failed." ”