Chapter 62: Abortion
Bo Yuqin brought Jin Ling a few pairs of shoes for babies, saying that they were sewn by himself, embroidered with the word "thin", and designed a small red heart.
Jin Ling looked at the small shoes that were less than half of his palm, liked them in his heart, and put them into the bedroom like a baby.
The weather is getting colder and colder, and in the blink of an eye, it is the end of December, and Jin Ling's stomach has been more than four months, from not showing her pregnancy to showing her pregnancy, she also clearly feels the change.
She falls asleep listening to the music of prenatal education every night, and insists on stretching on the balcony in the morning as a simple exercise.
Recently, Bo Jingshan has been busy, leaving early and returning late.
After Jin Ling quietly inquired with Yu Qiu, he learned that it was because the trademark registration lawsuit between Risheng Group and Muyuan Industrial had not yet been completed. Because of the impact of the lawsuit, several 'Tingyuxuan' under Risheng are in cold business, and in the commercial area where every inch of land is valuable, the cold business only brings good luck.
Thinking that Bo Jingshan was so tired and had to take care of himself when he came back, Jin Ling was very reluctant to go, and he thought that he couldn't rely too much on Bo Jingshan and wanted to be independent.
For several days, Jin Ling was very well-behaved and sensible, not picky eaters, not noisy snacks, and not playing with his mobile phone before going to bed.
Even after eating, she took the initiative to help Sister Wu take the bowl into the kitchen.
The old man who was going to help Jin Ling wash his feet that night was rejected again, and his heart sank to the bottom. Wow cool wow.
And Jin Ling also thought that he was doing a good job, and he didn't bother Mr. Bo at all, and took the initiative to let him be busy with himself, don't worry about himself.
Both of them held their own little thoughts, thinking that they were thinking about each other.
The turning point of the matter starts from the day Jin Ling called Guo Jinzhi, since the last time Guo Jinzhi sent a message to scold Jin Ling, saying that he was lost his job by Bo Jingshan, Jin Ling has lost her news.
Jin Ling couldn't help it, and understood that Jin Cheng's death and divorce should be a huge blow to Wu Xue, their mother and daughter were helpless, and Jin Zhi had no job, and now I don't know if I can find it.
Jin Ling called Guo Jinzhi, and it rang for a long time before answering.
"Jin Ling, what are you calling me for?"
Jin Ling hesitated for a moment: "Have you recently found a job?"
There was silence for a long time, "I thought that even if my mother and I starved to death on the streets, this is what you wanted. â
Jin Ling: "I didn't think that way, Mr. Bo would do that because Aunt Wu did something bad, and he wanted to stand up for me." â
Guo Jinzhi: "If you call to scold me, then you can hang up, I'm not in the mood to listen to you preach me now." No matter what my mom did, she got the punishment she deserved, and now our mother and daughter live in a single room of less than twenty square meters, and we worry about five cents a day for vegetables, are you satisfied?"
Even though she spoke in an aggressive tone, Jin Ling didn't get angry, just said: "If you need help, you can call me, I have limited ability, but I can help as much as I can." â
She wanted to hang up the phone, but suddenly said, "Will you really help me?"
Jin Ling: "No matter what, Aunt Wu is my father's former wife, and he is under Jiuquan, and he doesn't want to see you too sad." â
Jin Ling is a kind person, although Jin Zhi used to talk to her very hatefully, but she didn't really hurt her, but after knowing that she was pregnant, she didn't tell Jin Cheng about it. At least she's a man of her word.
"If you're really willing to help me, can you lend me five thousand dollars?"
Jin Zhi's voice trembled, as if he had spoken this sentence with determination.
It is understandable that in the past, she looked down on Jin Ling so much, thinking that she was inferior to herself anywhere, but now she asked her for help in turn.
Jin Ling: "Yes, but I want you to tell me, what are you doing with this money?"
If it was because she didn't have a job, she could ask Bo Jingshan to stop targeting Guo Jinzhi, and Guo Jinzhi could go and find a new job, and the five thousand yuan would not help her substantially.
Guo Jinzhi: "I want to have an abortion." â
Jin Ling put away her phone, stood up and found that Aunt Wu had already cleaned up the kitchen and left, and she sent a > to Bo Jingshan
Bo Jingshan was in a meeting and received the first reply from WeChat: "Where to go?"
In addition, Jin Zhi asked her to keep the abortion a secret, so Jin Ling lied: "I'll go to the mall and buy something." â
Of course Bo Jingshan is not at ease, there are so many people in the mall, what if he bumps into it?
"What to buy? I'll ask Yu Qiu to buy it for you. â
Jin Ling: "I've been bored at home for too long, and I want to go out and walk around. â
Bo Jingshan's heart is cold again, the child has grown up, and he no longer needs the care of his old father all the time.
"Okay, call me when you get there, don't go shopping for too long. â
Jin Ling put on his coat and went out, took a taxi outside the community, and arrived at the hospital that Jin Zhi said.
I haven't seen it for a long time, but Jin Zhi seems to have lost a lot of weight, and his whole face is a little haggard, and he looks very bad.
"Here you go. â
Jin Ling took out an envelope from his bag, which contained cash.
Originally, Guo Jinzhi wanted her to transfer money directly, but Jin Ling's bank card had no money, and the family had 100,000 cash that Bo Jingshan asked Yu Qiu to get last time, so she sent it to Guo Jinzhi personally.
The weather in December was already very cold, and Jin Zhi was wearing a down jacket, and with white lips, she took the envelope in her hand, opened it and took a look, and called Jin Ling, who turned around to leave.
"Isn't this too much?"
Jin Ling turned around: "It's 10,000 yuan inside, abortion is very harmful to the body, you can buy some supplements to nourish your body later." â
Besides, Jin Zhi's lips trembled for a moment, and when she looked at Jin Ling again, she found that she was almost unrecognizable.
Her face was full, white and red, wrapped in a thick coat and scarf, and there was a strong sense of nobility all over her body, and there was no longer the previous submissiveness between her gestures.
It can be seen that she was well raised by Bo Jingshan.
Guo Jinzhi: "Jin Ling, I'm sorry, I was too jealous of you before...... I...... Anyway, I'm sorry. â
Jin Ling smiled, her eyes were round and bright, like a spring breeze, giving people a kind of warmth in this cold season, "The previous things are over, forget it." â
Jin Zhi pinched the thick envelope, his fingertips almost piercing the surface of the envelope, "Can you, can you wait for me outside the operating room." â
"Huh?"
Jin Ling was a little surprised, she didn't think that the relationship between herself and Guo Jinzhi had changed so quickly.
Jin Zhi was a little embarrassed, "I, I'm a little scared, if I can't get off the operating table, please inform my mother." â
Jin Ling was a little helpless, "You'll be fine, it's just, it's just a minor operation." â
She knew that abortion was a big thing for a woman, and she subconsciously didn't want to talk about it too easily, but she didn't dare to say anything serious.
Guo Jinzhi smiled: "It's me who is too worried, then you go back first, you have a big belly now, and you should be very worried about going out to Bojing Mountain." â
The smile on her face was very bitter, and Jin Ling was a little uncomfortable to look at, and raised her feet up the steps: "I...... I don't have anything to do when I go back, so I'll accompany you. â
In addition, Jin Zhi's eyes lit up, and there was a faint light in them, and he said solemnly: "Thank you." â
The two walked into the obstetrics and gynecology department side by side, which is a place where Jin Ling often comes, usually she is accompanied by Bo Jingshan to do prenatal checkups, but now she accompanies Guo Jinzhi to have a fetus.
Jin Ling's hand involuntarily pressed on her stomach, she was about to become a mother, and she was also a little distressed about the child who had not yet taken shape.
When he arrived at the family planning department, Jin Ling sent Guo Jinzhi to the operating room.
On the bench outside the door sat some men who accompanied her to the abortion, and everyone looked at her curiously, which made her a little uncomfortable, and she raised her scarf to cover half of her face.
What Jin Ling didn't expect was that as soon as she sat down, a man hurriedly came over from the side, rushed towards the operating room, and slammed the door.
A nurse heard the noise and came to stop him.
He yelled: "Kuang Jinzhi, you get out of here!"
Jin Ling was stunned, isn't this Mu Ze?
The people in the operating room also heard the movement, and the doctor came out and opened the door: "Who are you? Don't you know that you are having surgery? What are you arguing about?"
Jin Zhi also sat up from the operating table, glanced at the door, and his pale face turned even paler: "Mu Ze?"
Mu Ze bumped into the doctor, walked into the operating room, dragged Guo Jinzhi directly off the operating table, and the two went to the corridor and quarreled.
The doctor saw that this posture could not be operated, and he was not annoyed, as if he had seen too much of this situation, and calmly asked the nurse to arrange the next patient for surgery.
Mu Ze's face turned blue, "Why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant?
Besides, Jin Zhi was so angry by his operation that he shook off his hand and wanted to curse, turned his head and saw Jin Ling who was still sitting on the side, and immediately stopped talking and said: "This is a hospital, you are not ashamed, I don't think I am!"
Mu Ze sneered: "You have come to have a baby, what else is not ashamed?"
Jin Zhi turned to the side, "Jin Ling, let's go." â
Mu Ze noticed that there was a Jin Ling sitting on the chair, he just glanced at it in a hurry, and he didn't recognize it at all, this little guy with red lips and white teeth was the little girl who always kept her head down in the Jin family in the past.
Jin Ling walked towards Guo Jinzhi, who grabbed her arm and walked out.
Mu Ze wanted to come up and pull it, but Jin Zhi protected Jin Ling behind him, and he couldn't suppress the anger in his voice: "Don't pull and pull here, let's go out and talk about it if you have something to say!"
Mu Ze glanced at Jin Ling and closed his mouth.
The three of them walked out of the hospital, Jin Ling stood aside a little embarrassed, and whispered to Jin Zhi: "Brother Mu Ze doesn't know about this, since he came to stop you, you better discuss it with him." â
She also didn't want to have a fetus with Jinzhi, after all, it was very hurtful and irresponsible.
Guo Jinzhi softened his face and whispered: "I know that I came to have an abortion, which seems to you to be a very irresponsible behavior, but I have broken up with him, I can't afford to raise this child after birth, and I don't have a father, do you think this is fair to the child?"
Jin Ling knew that he shouldn't take care of other people's family affairs, so he kept his mouth shut and didn't say anything.
In addition, Jin Zhi walked to the side of the street to help her hail a car, "You go back first." â
Jin Ling: "Then you can have a good talk with him, don't be rash." â
Guo Jinzhi nodded: "Yes." Jin Ling, thank you. â
Jin Ling was just about to get into the car, but Mu Ze suddenly rushed over and closed the car door, and let the driver go.
The taxi disappeared as soon as possible, and Jin Zhi was also a little stunned, and his first reaction was to block Jin Ling behind him, and asked, "Mu Ze, what do you want to do?" This matter has nothing to do with Jin Ling, you let her go." â
Mu Ze's expression was faint, he had calmed down, and he said: "I don't want to do anything to Jin Ling, I just want her to be here, to be a witness, so that you can guarantee that you will not come to kill my child again." â
Guo Jinzhi smiled angrily: "What qualifications do you have to say this, we have broken up, have you forgotten? â
Mu Ze rubbed his eyebrows, he was very different from before. In the past, although he wore suits and leather shoes every day, he always looked tired, as if there was a jack pressing on his back. Today, he is still in a suit, but he is in good spirits, and even his eyes have become fierce and decisive. It's no longer the same Makizawa who used to beg for help.
"Besides, Jinzhi, why did I break up with you, don't you understand? I really can't help you about your mother's matter, so you just beat and scold me as I am, as if I am your enemy. â
The two broke up because Wu Xue was sent to the detention center by Bo Jingshan, and Guo Jinzhi went to ask Mu Ze, but Mu Ze refused. Besides, Jin Zhi was angry, so he lost his temper with Mu Ze, who was preparing a new company at that time, and was busy fighting a lawsuit with Risheng Group, so he couldn't take care of her at all.
When Jin Zhi heard him say this, his face turned blue and white for a while, and he said sarcastically: "So what? Now that my mother is fine, you can come to me to ask for a child with peace of mind?"
Makizawa: "I was hoping you could calm down for a while, you were very irrational at the time. â
Guo Jinzhi: "Fuck your sanity, are you sick?"
Mu Ze: "No matter what, if you are pregnant with my child, I should be responsible for you, and I will give you as much money as you want to give birth to the child." â
Jin Zhi's expression froze for a moment, her eyes were crimson, and she seemed to cry the next moment, but she pursed her lips and said, "Mu Ze, in your eyes, I am a money worshipper who only needs money, right? I don't have my own thoughts and my own life, I am the kind of woman who can give you a child if you give me a million, and I can give you a cow and a horse, right?"
Makisawa was stunned.
Jin Ling was also stunned. She didn't expect that the conversation between the two would develop to this point, for Mu Ze, her impression was still stuck in the time when she treated Jin Zhi well before, and she didn't know when Mu Ze became only talking about money?
"Mu Ze, don't you have money, keep your money and buy it on the street, a lot of women give birth to you, how much do you want!"
Besides, Jin Zhi was really angry, she still had a little expectation before, thinking that Mu Ze ran to the hospital to find her, and he really cared about her.
But unexpectedly, all he wanted was this child.
In addition, Jin Zhi pulled Jin Ling and stopped a taxi, this time Mu Ze did not come to stop him, before Jin Ling got into the car, he heard Mu Ze say behind him: "Jin Ling, are you with Bo Jingshan now?"
Jin Ling's movements paused.
The person behind him continued: "Bo Jingshan is not a good person, I advise you to stay away from him." â
The people who are angry this time are not only the golden branches, but also the golden spirits.
In her heart, the omnipotent Mr. Bo is the best person in the world to her, but this Mu Ze begged for a golden branch and came to slander Mr. Bo again, is he sick?
Jin Ling turned around and wanted to refute, but Jin Zhi scolded first: "You still have the face to say others? I think Bo Jingshan is 10,000 times better than you! Oh yes, he doesn't recognize you at all. â
The sarcasm of the golden branch made Mu Ze's face change.
He clenched his fists tightly together and said, "Jin Zhi, I'll give you another chance, get out of the car immediately and go back with me." â
Guo Jinzhi slammed the car door: "Master, go!"
The car slid out in an instant, Jin Ling turned around, and saw Mu Ze still standing on the side of the road from the rear window, and the whole person was extremely gloomy.
Jin Ling was a little worried: "You just left, are you okay?"
Besides, Jin Zhi's scolding just now was still a little enthusiastic, and his pale face was flushed: "What's the matter? I am in charge of my stomach, I don't believe that he has come to the hospital to block me every time." â
After speaking, there was silence in the carriage for a while.
The master turned around and asked, "Two beauties, the front is about to turn a corner, where are you going, but you can tell me." â
Jin Zhi and Jin Ling glanced at each other, and the two suddenly laughed.
Jin Zhi finished laughing and said, "Jin Ling, let's send you back first." Where do you live?"
Jin Ling stared at her face for two seconds and said, "Where do you live now?"
The smile on Jinzhi's face froze, and he said, "The place where I live, you will never go in your life." â
Jin Ling said, "Why don't I go? â
In addition, Jin Zhi reported an address to the master, and when the car arrived, Jin Ling took out his wallet and paid the fare.
The two of them stood at the gate of a very dilapidated community, and there were many small vendors at the door, and there were a lot of people coming and going.
This community has been around for at least fifty or sixty years, there is no elevator, the walls in the stairs have fallen off, and the steps are also a black layer, I don't know if it is spilled oil stains or traces stepped on.
The two stopped on the fifth floor, Guo Jinzhi took out the key and opened the door, and when he entered the door, it was a living room that was so crowded that it was difficult to turn around, and someone was sitting on a dirty sofa eating instant noodles and watching the live broadcast. Glancing up at them.
Guo Jinzhi led Jin Ling inside, inside was a narrow corridor, with doors on both sides, and when he reached the third door, Guo Jinzhi opened the door.
A gust of wind blew out, and Jin Ling frowned.
Because the room was so small, everything smelled together, and it was very unpleasant. The room was very dark, except for a small square hole in the top of the wall that served as a window, and in it lay a bed, and next to the bed was a dilapidated wardrobe, in which there was only a rotten chair, not even a table.
In addition, Jin Zhi entered the door and wanted Jin Ling to sit, and finally patted the bed and said, "You sit here." â
Jin Ling walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and asked, "Where is Aunt Wu?"
Guo Jinzhi said: "She recently said that she was looking for a job, and she went out every day to see where to recruit people, and she has been looking for several days, but it seems that she has not found it." Do you drink water?"
Jin Ling shook his head.
Jin Zhi smiled a little embarrassedly, "You are pregnant with a child now, and you really can't eat and drink messily outside." â
Jin Ling hurriedly said, "No, I'm not thirsty. â
Seeing her anxious appearance, Jin Zhi laughed again: "Look at you, you are still the same as before, always thinking about others, and you don't know how to think about yourself." â
Jin Ling saw her smile, and then said, "It's good for me to be like this." â
Her scarf was so big that she couldn't see her chin, and she sat on the bed and smiled, smiling like a little angel, kind and cute.
Besides, Jin Zhi's eyes turned red with a smile, she always remembered when she bullied Jin Ling before, and now she suddenly couldn't figure out why she thought Jin Ling was very annoying.
It's obviously such a well-behaved little girl.
The two of them sat down face to face, and Jin Ling asked: "You can look for a job again, you have a good work ability, you are beautiful and can talk, you will definitely find a good job." â
Guo Jinzhi: "Of course, when I used to go to work, many people came to poach me to change jobs, and I was a sales champion every month." â
Jin Ling: "Then your stomach, what should I do?"
Guo Jinzhi: "I don't want to be a single mother, speaking of which, you and I are both children of single-parent families, and you also know how much influence remarried families have on children, and I don't want my children to suffer these sins after birth." â
Jin Ling thought about it for a while, and felt that what she said made sense, "Well, you can think about it yourself, tell me if you need anything, and I will help as much as I can." â
Guo Jinzhi: "You have helped me a lot by lending me money, and I will pay you back this money as soon as possible." â
Jin Ling waved his hand, "Don't worry, I don't need any money now." It's not easy for you and Auntie. â
Guo Jin Zhi hesitated for a moment and said, "Jin Ling, is Bo Jingshan good to you?"
Jin Ling replied without thinking: "Very good! In this world, there is no better person than Mr. Bo for me." â
Guo Jinzhi asked again: "Then you, will you marry him?"
Jin Ling was stunned.
Since the last time Bo Jingshan mentioned marriage to her, the two have never talked about it again, and she lives so well every day that she completely forgets about it.
"I ......"
Seeing her hesitating, Jin Zhi's heart pricked: "Bo Jingshan doesn't want to marry you?"
Jin Ling immediately shook his head: "No, Mr. Bo mentioned marriage to me...... I was so panicked, I thought I was still young, and I hadn't finished college yet, so I ...... I don't know ...... very well."
Jin Zhi looked at her hesitant expression, and the more he looked at her, the more he felt that she was cute, "I heard others say that you can get married in college, and you can add credits." â
Jin Ling nodded: "I know." â
Guo Jinzhi: "I think, Bo Jingshan is a good man, and he is really good to you, so many things have happened to our family, and he has solved them for you." If you want to be with him, take advantage of it, but don't miss him. â
Jin Ling remembered Bo Jingshan's busyness recently, and felt a little uncomfortable, "Mr. Bo is very good to me, but I can't help him with anything, and I always make trouble for her......"
Besides, Jin Zhi spontaneously had a desire to preach, she stared at Jin Ling's eyes seriously, and said: "Jin Ling, I really envy you, you are different from me, you are simple and kind, you were born to be likable, you don't need to do anything, just sitting there and laughing makes people feel happy, you don't have to feel that you can't help Bo Jingshan or anything, you can be by his side, it is the greatest help to him." â
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What I want to tell you is that not everyone is black and white, no one is simply good, no one is simply bad, and each of us is complex and multifaceted. Even if it was a very bad situation in the past, Jin Zhi had a conscience to discover this day, even Lin Yuhan, who was very good in the past, might one day do something big.
It's late today, sorry ha.