Chapter 228: About the Past, About the Ideal
The bright moonlight window sprinkled on the hospital bed, coating the bed with a layer of silver sand, and it was already late at night, and the ward outside the brain was quiet, except for the occasional sound of footsteps in the hallway, and a few sporadic coughs.
Tan Yayin didn't know what she thought of and suddenly stopped talking, just poured a sip of beer, Chu Tianyu guessed that it touched her heart, but she was not familiar with her, Chu Tianyu didn't ask, and the ward immediately became very quiet, so quiet that people felt a little uncomfortable.
I don't know how long it took for Tan Yayin to suddenly squeeze the beer can in her hand hard, making a "click, click" sound, she laughed at herself and said, "You people in the city will never know how much we people from small places envy you." ”
Chu Tianyu smiled bitterly, envy us city people? What is there to envy, I don't know others, just take my family as an example, more than half a year ago, the life was not as good as the people in your town, at least the people in your town did not worry about food and clothing, but at that time, my family had to feed the lazy people in Zhengfeng Castle, and these people alone dragged down my family's life very hard, and you can't imagine this kind of life.
But these Chu Tianyu just thought about it in his heart, and didn't say it, he was not so familiar with Tan Yayin, and it was impossible for Chu Tianyu to dig out his heart and lungs with her.
I don't know if it's because of the drinking, or if these things have been held in Tan Yayin's heart for too long, she wants to say it, especially with a stranger, it will make her feel better.
Tan Yayin looked at the bright moon outside the window and sighed and said: "My family's conditions are not very good, many years ago, after the factory in the town was yellow, my parents were laid off, and they made a living by doing some small business, you also know that there are not many people in the town, the factory is also yellow, and there are a lot fewer people, but all those who are a little capable are gone, and the rest are my family's incompetence, so let alone doing big business, even if it is a small business, it is very difficult to do, my parents come in the wind, In the rain, the three melons and two dates we earn will be enough for us to eat and drink, and basically there is not much money left every month.
As I grew up, my family had a harder time, my parents had to provide for me to go to school, so I had no choice but to go out to work, you know? In today's terms, I was a left-behind child in junior high school in the town, and I didn't see my parents a few times a year.
My parents are aging very fast, really, very fast, I remember very well one winter vacation, my parents came back, you know? My father's hair was almost gray, my parents were wrinkled, they looked more than ten years younger than her actual age, I told them, don't go out to work, but do you know what my parents say?
They said that even if I was tired to death, I had to finish college, this is the parents, for the sake of their children can give unconditionally, without asking for anything in return, I cried for a long time that night, I really don't want to see them work so hard.
So I secretly dropped out of school when I was a sophomore in high school, I just didn't want my parents to be so tired, I worked as a waiter, I worked in sales, in short, I basically did all the jobs I could do at that time, although I didn't earn much, but I was very happy to think that my parents didn't have to work so hard for me, but what I didn't expect was that when my parents knew that I dropped out of school, their reaction would be so big, my dad never beat me since I was a child, but that day he beat me, I was a waiter in a hotel at the time, my dad found me, in front of all my colleagues, and guests, gave me a slap in the face, and when I went back, I was seriously ill, and the whole person was like losing my soulTalking all day about his uselessness, sorry for me, sorry for my mother? Why do you think he blames himself so much? He's right, I'm not wrong!
Am I really doing something wrong? I just don't want them to work so hard, I'm wronged, I'm uncomfortable, but I still think my choice is not wrong. ”
Chu Tianyu understood Tan Yayin's mood, and said with a long sigh: "So you think that the life of the people in the city must be much better than yours, right?"
Tan Yayin said quickly: "Yes, aren't you people in the city better than us? Look at how expensive your house is, my parents don't have enough money to buy a house here without eating or drinking all their lives." ”
Chu Tianyu shook his head, he didn't know what to say, no matter where he was, there were always people who were doing well, and some people were struggling at the bottom of society, there were such people in Jinghai City, and there were no big cities in the capital?
I can only say: "Later?"
Tan Yayin opened a can of beer again, took a big sip and said: "Later, I became a model, I haven't studied either, I am a wild model, but I have good congenital conditions, I am tall, I have long legs, and I am also beautiful, so I can live okay, but I am too tired to rush to the field all day." ”
Chu Tianyu agreed with Tan Yayin's words, although she had not studied and was born in a wild road, but her external conditions were good, otherwise it would be impossible to participate in the daytime auto show, the scale and grade of this auto show are not low, if Tan Yayin's external conditions are not good, and she is not a professional model, the manufacturer will not invite her.
Chu Tianyu smiled: "What are your plans?"
Tan Yayin said with some excitement: "I want to make more money, earn enough money to buy a house here, take my parents over, and let them live the life of a city person." ”
Chu Tianyu looked sideways at Tan Yayin and smiled, although this girl is impulsive and likes to be nosy, but no matter what, she is a very filial girl, and she is not bad at this.
Chu Tianyu said with a smile: "Then I wish you a dream come true as soon as possible!"
Tan Yayin suddenly said angrily: "It's all your fault, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here, I would be able to make more money if I wasn't here, hundreds a day, and one or two thousand luck is not a problem." ”
Chu Tianyu looked at Tan Yayin and couldn't cry or laugh, and said helplessly: "You didn't ask me to beat me indiscriminately, but complained that I delayed you to make money?"
Tan Yayin pursed her lips and said, "Don't you know that women have always been unreasonable?"
Chu Tianyu was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, he agreed, women are unreasonable animals, Su Yunjun is like this, even Chu Yuhe, who has always been gentle as water and considerate and generous, isn't this the case?
Chu Tianyu looked at Tan Yayin and said: "You are not a bad person, I will have nothing to do in a few days, you won't need to come, and you don't need to pay for the medical expenses, I am considered a work injury, and the hospital will take care of it." ”
Tan Yayin didn't expect Chu Tianyu to let him go so easily, and said excitedly: "Really?"
Chu Tianyu nodded and smiled: "Of course it's true, why should I lie to you." ”
Tan Yayin looked at Chu Tianyu suspiciously and said, "You won't beat me, right?"
Chu Tianyu was stunned for a moment, and then laughed and said: "Beauty, you think too much, I admit that you are beautiful, but I have a girlfriend, she is more beautiful than you, I don't need to beat your idea, I really don't have any interest in you." ”
Tan Yayin stood up and came to Chu Tianyu and said, "Do you have a girlfriend??prettier than me?"
Chu Tianyu said puzzledly: "What?"
Tan Yayin hurriedly said: "Are you pretending to be stupid with me? Your girlfriend's photo, I want to see if she is prettier than me." ”
Chu Tianyu couldn't cry or laugh after hearing this, women, women, they are really a very strange animal, they just can't see their peers younger and more beautiful than themselves.
Chu Tianyu directly picked up his mobile phone, found the photo, and handed it to Tan Yayin.
Tan Yayin sat on the bed with Chu Tianyu's mobile phone, looked at Su Yunjun's photo while drinking wine in one hand, and quickly pouted: "Are you blind?
She said so, but in her heart she had to admit that Su Yunjun's appearance and figure were not inferior to her, especially a cold temperament, which she didn't have, but she wouldn't say it.
Chu Tianyu said helplessly: "What you say is what it is." ”
Tan Yayin looked at Chu Tianyu and said, "You really didn't have the idea of beating me?"
Chu Tianyu sighed helplessly and said, "Why should I beat your idea?"
Tan Yayin pouted and said: "You men are all looking at the bowl and thinking about the pot, I can't wait for the red flag at home to not fall, and the colorful flags fluttering outside, don't think I don't know what kind of goods you men are." ”
Chu Tianyu smiled bitterly, this girl seems to have a lot of opinions about men, but she is right, there are indeed many men and women in this materialistic society, but he is not this kind of person, it is enough to have a Su Yunjun.
Seeing that Chu Tianyu didn't speak, Tan Yayin hurriedly said, "Say, did I say something in your heart?"
Chu Tianyu rolled his eyes and said: "You really have confidence in yourself, Miss Not all men are what you think, at least I am not, I will not do anything to be sorry for my girlfriend, don't worry, I really don't have any thoughts about you." ”
Tan Yayin said unrelentingly: "Really?"
Chu Tianyu smiled bitterly: "Do you have to admit that I have thoughts about you before you are satisfied?"
Tan Yayin said in a natural tone: "Of course, I'm so beautiful and have a good figure, how can you not think about me? ”
Chu Tianyu was a black line in his head at this time, and he really didn't want to chat with a girl with a tendon who was still very shafted, so he turned over and said, "Okay, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep, don't disturb me, I'm a patient." ”
Tan Yayin "cut" and then put the phone to Chu Tianyu's bedside and said, "You, you just got the heart in my heart because I said it, right? It's right to have thoughts about me, but you can't do anything to me, you know?"
Chu Tianyu waved his hand and said, "Got it, got it, now you can let me sleep, right?"
Tan Yayin said impatiently: "Sleep, sleep, sleep to death." Speaking of this, she picked up her mobile phone and played, but she still couldn't sleep.