If she hadn't been born, she only had to bear a sin and not all these things that followed, and those people would have lived well.

They don't know each other, and if they don't know each other, they will have a different life.

Qiao Ying looked at Lian Liang fixedly, and her fingers unconsciously forced, as if they were about to crush her shoulder.

Lian Liang looked at Qiao Ying's hideous face, he was so frightened that he forgot to cry, he sobbed again and again, and he didn't dare to scream out because of the pain in his shoulder, but he frowned.

They looked at each other for a long time as if they were facing each other.

Qiao Ying's throat was blocked, and after a long time, her face softened, and a line of tears slipped from her eyes, and she said with difficulty: "But so many people, because of you, because of me, lost their lives...... It's just the two of us who have to carry it all on our backs...... We have no reason to cry, and we have no right to blame anyone......"

"We have no ...... to retreat"

As if a fire was burning in her heart, Qiao Ying barely finished those words, her fingers clenched tighter, she lowered her head, it was difficult to speak, and there was only unbearable breathing in the air.

Qiao Shen looked at Qiao Ying and knew that she had survived to the brink of collapse. It was not easy for her to stay awake by this time.

He feared that she would break down again as completely as before, but she survived.

She is no longer the Qiao Ying who was full of good intentions to the world nine years ago, and was at a loss after being hit hard, and could only escape from the world, but a woman who has been severely polished by hardships.

She accepted what was in front of her and was determined to face it herself.

Qiao Shen clearly knew her struggle, he walked in and tried to break her fingers: "Sister, you're going to hurt her." ”

Qiao Shen glanced at Lian Liang, the little girl was still trying her best to endure the pain, and her eyes were red.

Qiao Ying raised her head, saw the little girl's stubborn eyes in her hazy eyes, and relaxed her fingers in a panic, she touched her little face and wiped away the tears hanging on her face.

This is the first time Qiao Ying has done such an action, cautiously, as if she was afraid of hurting the child.

And Lian Liang felt her gentle touch for the first time, his eyes widened slightly, and the ice was cracking in his small heart.

She understood what she was saying.

Lian Liang is still young and can't say anything big, but at this time, no one knows better than her what it means to depend on each other.

They seem to be locked in a closed dark room, and it is also as if they have been left on an isolated island, only the two of them, only when they hug each other can they warm each other and come out.

Lian Liangwa cried out, crying helplessly and sad and desperate, Qiao Ying hugged her into his arms and hugged her and cried together.

The room was filled with sobs, and it was very sad to watch.

Qiao's father and Qiao's mother wiped their eyes and hugged each other, the world was too cruel to them.

Qiao Shen opened his arms and hugged Qiao Ying and Lian Liang together, comforting and comforting himself, fortunately, everything has passed, and the dawn will always come......

Outside the door, Pei Xian looked at the Qiao family, his fingers clenched, his breathing was heavy, but he couldn't go forward and hug her.

A few days later, the funeral of the Lian couple ended, and Qiao Ying took Lian Liang back to the small courtyard of the Qiao family.

The serious wound in my heart slowly healed as the days passed, so time passed unusually slowly, as if there was no end in sight.

Lian Liang would still cry secretly, she wanted Lian Jiashi and his wife to return to their old apartment alone several times, and Qiao Ying found it again.

This run-in period made the time extraordinarily long, but it also slowly ushered in the Spring Festival.

This festival means new beginnings for everyone.

Qiao's father and Qiao's mother cleaned the yard inside and out, pasted Spring Festival couplets, bought flowers, bought fireworks, and tried to make the house a little more joyful.

When the firecrackers sounded, Qiao Shen told Qiao Ying about Pei Xian's marriage, and Qiao Ying was extraordinarily calm.

Qiao Shen looked at the fireworks that exploded in the sky and asked calmly, "Don't you blame him?"

After the hospital, they never met again, Pei Xian did not come to her again, and she did not go to Pei Xian.

At the last moment, Pei Xian's abandonment, didn't she complain?

The bright light from the sky lit up everyone's faces, and Qiao Ying pulled the corners of her lower lip slightly and said, "I can only thank him." ”

The scene when Pei Xian personally put on Yan Ling's ring, she saw it with her own eyes, and she could completely understand him, and even only thanked him, at that time, he agreed to marry Yan Ling.

Not to mention that in that case, Pei Xian didn't have extra time to think, it was the last request of a dying person, her last hope.

It was she Qiao Ying who owed Yan Ling, and she couldn't pay it back in this life, and there was no way to return an intact daughter to the Yan family.

She should have stood on the stage radiantly, but it was like a firework that disappeared in an instant.

Pei Xian didn't say it, but in this speechlessness, Qiao Ying understood him best.

He pitied Yan Ling, thanked Yan Ling, and returned the favor for her.

Before Yan Ling died, she was accompanied by the person she loved, and after the last happy time of her life, the Yan family's parents were comforted, and at least they were not so haunted in their hearts.

How could Qiao Ying complain about that man? He shouldn't have been involved, he had a happy life that belonged to him......

……

After the Spring Festival, Qiao Ying sent Lian Liang to Fu's house and asked Fu Ying to accompany her through this difficult time.

Qiao Ying returned the house in Shujinyuan to Fu Hanchuan.

Fu Hanchuan glanced at the house book and said, "I have a lot of houses, don't you want to leave them to Lian Liang?"

Zhang Yeting had already reported to Zuo Yiming, saying that Lian Liang had died in that accident, and Zuo Yiming was seriously ill and did not send anyone to collect evidence.

No one came to entangle anymore, Lian Liang lived in the courtyard and someone took care of him, and the house in Shujinyuan lost its effect.

Qiao Ying said: "House, I'll buy it when I come back." ”

She quit her job at the clinic and had no extra money to repay the house payment, even if Fu Hanchuan didn't care, Qiao Ying didn't have the face to drag it back.

Fu Hanchuan nodded knowingly, not reluctantly. He raised his eyes and looked at Qiao Ying: "Have you decided?"

Qiao Ying said "um", turned his head to look out the window and said, "If you don't do it, I'm upset." ”

For those who are alive, she can repay them with the rest of her life, and for those who are dead, she will always wake up every time she dreams back at midnight.

She knew her situation, and although she was using her willpower to resist her demons and try to keep herself calm, she didn't know when she would not be able to bear it, and at that time, it would be another disaster.

Fu Hanchuan nodded: "Go, when you come back, I hope it will be a brand new you." ”

Qiao Ying smiled slightly, the smile almost imperceptible.

……

Three years later, Tibet.

Qiao Ying stood under the blue sky, looking at the eagle flying in the sky.

At the foot of the mountain, a man walked slowly.

Qiao Ying lowered her eyes and looked at the man. He has hardly changed much, and there is still a gentle and warm smile in his eyes, like a spring breeze.

He held out his hand to her: "I'll take you back......"

Qiao Ying walked over and put his hand on his wide palm, a warm smile in his eyes.

In the past three years, Qiao Ying has been staying in Tibet, chanting scriptures for Lian Jiashi and his wife, as well as Yan Ling, appeasing the dead, praying for the living, and she is also resisting the demons in her heart.

Mo Fei named his daughter Xiaoxiao, and was beaten by Lan Li. Pei Xian held Qiao Ying's hand and slowly walked down the mountain.

"Why? Isn't it nice to laugh. ”

"What about your last name?"

"Isn't that different...... Mo, don't smile?" Qiao Ying reacted and struggled to hold back a smile.

Indeed, a good name, with Mo Fei's surname, has no meaning of blessing at all, no wonder it is disliked by Lan Li.

To this day, the two are still arguing over the name. The old man of the Mo family urged the child to register his account, hey, seeing that the full moon wine is about to be put up, the names on the invitation are still empty......"

Qiao Ying smiled slightly, listening to him talk all the way.

In the past three years, they have no phone contact, no contact software, no email, not even paper letters.

But three years have passed, and they don't seem to have been separated for so long, and it's more like they've returned to the days when they were together.

Be calm, occasionally look at the lives of others, and then talk about yourself.

"I think it's a good name, and we can use it for our daughter and son in the future. ”

Pei Xian discovered for the first time that Mo Feitong actually has a brain, and the word laugh can be used by both men and women. Qiao Ying laughed and said, "It's not good, Pei Xiao, compensate for laughing, are you crazy?"

Pei Xian said: "When did I say it, let Pei laugh." Pei Anxiao, our child, will be called Pei Anxiao in the future. ”

Peace, smile every day.

He stopped suddenly, turned around and stood in front of Qiao Ying, held her hands, looked at her and said, "So, you agreed to marry me?"

He looked at her with burning eyes, like the strong sunlight after a spring breeze, shining into her heart. Qiao Ying was slightly stunned, and then her cheeks turned slightly red, she didn't even realize that they had already talked about the child.

"Promised?" Pei Xian's head lowered slightly, and whispered against her forehead, "Even Mo Feitong has married a wife and given birth to children." I'm the last one to be single......"

Qiao Ying pursed her lips and smiled: "That...... Wait for the full moon wine of the same family?"

Pei Xian's heart jumped violently, looking at her curved eyes.

Those eyes were bright and charming, and the dark pupils shimmered with his shadow. It was the most beautiful pair of eyes he had ever seen in the world.

……

The full moon wine of the Mo family was held in the Pillow Garden.

Yan Lin is old and has long ceased to be a chef, this time the Mo family's full moon wine, Yan Lin went out of the mountain again.

The banquet was grand and warm, and the guests who came were all very good people, and even the two brothers and sisters-in-law of the Mo family had a particularly gentle smile.

They had to give Mo Feitong face, because Old Man Mo finally handed over the Mo family's business to Mo Feitong.

That kid looks like a tendon, but in fact he is a character who pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger.

Old Man Mo sealed a particularly thick red envelope and urged the guests to give birth again: "My old son, let me wait for thirty-five years to wait for such a daughter." I thought that after saving up for 35 years, he would have to go to the next nest, and he would not be able to do it with a thousand gold......"

Lan Li didn't have the face to listen anymore, the Mo family was all big and coarse, and they were not ashamed to speak, no wonder they could only invite familiar guests.

She held back her face and ran away.

When Lan Li was pregnant, her belly was very big, and they thought she was pregnant with twins, but in fact, she ate too much. After she gave birth, she ate a lot, and the whole person was a lot rounder, the flesh was whirring, and the skin of her cheeks was stretched out, which was particularly moist, like a full peach, and the water could be pinched out with a light pinch.

Mo Fei came over, first kissed his daughter, the little baby was dissatisfied with the dad's scum, humming and crying, and when Lan Li slapped Mo Feitong, the little baby grinned toothlessly.

"It's just that you play a lot. Mo Fei picked up his daughter, and by the way, he stole the incense on Lan Li's face, and smiled very satisfied. He lightly bumped Lan Li with his elbow and said, "The old man said that he wants to regenerate." ”

He glanced at Lan Li's stomach.

If someone had told Mo Feitong that he liked children, Mo Feitong would definitely have been able to throw this person on his uninhabited island.

Who would have thought that when his first child came out, this man with a big grin would be like this.

When he saw the child's first color ultrasound photo, Mo Feitong actually went to the bookstore to buy a Chinese dictionary and looked through the dictionary every day to find the name.

This is his daughter, who has half of his blood in her body, and I heard that her daughter is like her father, and this child will grow more and more like him in the future.

This is his work.

Mo Fei is very satisfied with the person he has created, the more he looks at it, the more satisfied he becomes, and when he holds it, he is stupid.

"Blue carp, do you see that you make people with mud every day, or am I the best for you?"

Out of the corner of his eye, Lan Li saw someone coming over, secretly stepped on him, and whispered, "Shut up!"

Fu Hanchuan walked over with Su Xiang and said with a smile: "I heard it, I hope this child will grow up and not be as thick-skinned as you." ”

He glanced at the little baby, half a year has passed, this little girl has grown white and tender, and she is getting more and more beautiful.

Fu Hanchuan said to Lan Li: "It's better to be like you." ”

Mo Feitong glared at him: "Did you find fault?" He glanced at Su Xiang's belly, and then said, "You baby, it's better to be like Su Xiang." ”

Fu Hanchuan doesn't care, he already has a son who looks like him.

Under Fu Hanchuan's soft grinding and hard soaking, three years later, Su Xiang finally became pregnant again, but it was only two months. Fu Hanchuan's baby is like something, everything is stuffed to her, and I can't wait to offer her.

Fu Ying's height has reached Fu Hanchuan's shoulders, and a few people are idle over there, and Fu Ying is teasing the pink little baby. He asked, "Uncle Mo, have you chosen your name?"

Fu Ying went to see Lan Li when he gave birth to his daughter, and he and Lian Liang went to play almost every day, and sometimes they would bring pearls with them.

Among these children, this glutinous little ball is the smallest, humming and chirping every day, and a few children have nothing to do with her to play riddles and guess what she wants to do.

For example, when she frowns and pouts, she pulls it, for example, when she pouts, she is going to drink milk.

The dictionary was rotten, and I still couldn't think of a satisfactory name, until the invitation was sent out, and there was only a small name written on it: Nemo.

The name of a clownfish, her mother is a blue carp.

Mo Fei said: "What's the hurry, my daughter's name must be well-known." ”

Fu Ying grabbed the baby's fingers and played, and indifferently reminded: "Uncle Mo, have you forgotten what Grandpa Mo said? When the time comes, you'll have double the pressure. ”

Isn't the same: "......"

This stinky boy, can you not be as annoying as his father.

"Well said. Pei Xian's voice suddenly penetrated in. Everyone turned their heads to look over, and saw Pei Xian holding Qiao Ying's hand and standing a few steps away. Beside them stood Lian Liang.

Fu Ying walked over and whispered in Lian Liang's ear, "Why did you come so late?"

Lian Liang shrugged his shoulders and said, "Their plane is late." ”

Every summer vacation, Qiao Shen will take Lian Liang to Tibet, and in the past few years, although she and Qiao Ying have not been together every day, the relationship has become harmonious.

They are not like mother and daughter, but more like friends.

Everyone saw Pei Xian and Qiao Ying standing arm in arm, their eyes lit up, and they walked over with their daughter in their arms, slapped Pei Xian's shoulder and said, "I thought you wouldn't be able to arrive." ”

Pei Xian went to Tibet a month in advance, thinking that he could catch up with this full moon wine, but who knew that he would not see anyone in the future.

Pei Xian glanced at Qiao Ying, this month, they traveled all the way to the mountains and rivers, went to Daocheng Yading, and went to Chengdu to see Wuhou Temple, Dujiangyan, worshiped the Leshan Giant Buddha, Jiuzhaigou and Zhangjiajie all walked around, and finally rushed back.

Pei Xian said to Mo Fei: "That name of yours, we requisitioned." ”

I don't understand: "Which name?"

Pei Xian looked back at Qiao Ying and said, "Our future child will be called Pei Anxiao." ”

Qiao Ying lowered his head and smiled slightly, and everyone was stunned for a few seconds before reacting. Su Xiang smiled and said, "Congratulations." ”

They finally got married.

Su Xiang spoke first, and everyone followed to congratulate. Lan Li looked at Fu Ying and Lian Liang who were standing together, and said, "If you have time, you may be able to get together a pair of childhood sweethearts." ”

There was a large group of people around, but they were all talking about other people's homes, and today's little protagonist was not happy, and he cried out. was not the same surprise, and hurriedly gently coaxed his daughter: "Oh, baby, why are you crying, are you hungry, ......are you pulling?"

Fu Hanchuan looked at his idiot and shook his head.

A month later, Pei Xian and Qiao Ying's wedding was held.

It was started by Fu Hanchuan, and then Mo Fei's marriage to Lan Li was also a Chinese-style wedding. With the previous experience, when it came to the pair of Pei Xian and Qiao Ying, it continued.

Pei Xian got up early in the morning, rode a white horse, followed by a big red sedan chair behind him, and went all the way to Qiao's courtyard.

After some excitement, Qiao Ying was carried by Qiao Shen and sent to the sedan chair.

"My sister will be handed over to you in the future. Qiao Shen solemnly confessed, Qiao's father and Qiao's mother stood at the door of the courtyard and quietly wiped their tears, after so many years, their daughter's belated happiness has finally arrived.

The pick-up team went around half of the city and arrived at Pei Xian's new house.

Pei Xian also bought a big villa in Mid-Levels, not far from Fu's house, and the villa area is very large, enough for a wedding banquet.

The guests were staggered, and this time Fu Hanchuan played the role of blocking the wine. When he took a drink and turned around, Feng Qingyang dragged Qiao Shen over.

Fu Hanchuan looked at the elbows of the two of them together, raised his eyes and looked at Feng Qingyang quietly: "You guys are?"

Feng Qingyang is still wearing a neat neutral outfit, looking like a man from a distance, and he looks like a man up close. She and Qiao Shen stood together with their arms crossed, which made people look a little dazzling.

Feng Qingyang didn't feel that way, she said directly: "Master Fu, I'm looking for you to fulfill my promise." ”

A long time ago, when Fu Hanchuan asked Feng Qingyang for help, he promised to fulfill a promise made by her. Fu Hanchuan was impressed, so he looked at Feng Qingyang and said, "You say." ”

The wine glass was pressed against his lips, and his gaze seemed to cross the arms of the two men, and his eyes narrowed slightly.

Feng said lightly: "I want Qiao Shen." ”

Qiao Shen's brows were furrowed, her ears were slightly red, and this woman was too unparticular about speaking.

Fu Hanchuan pretended not to understand, and said, "If you want Qiao Shen, you shouldn't ask me to ask for it." He looked forward at the couple in front of him and lifted his chin, "His sister, brother-in-law is there." At another glance, the second elder of the Qiao family sat at the other table, "His parents are there." ”

Feng Qingyang said: "Don't fight with me haha." I mean, I'm going to poach Qiao Shen to help me. ”

Feng Qingyang has no hope for the Feng family, and he is already planning to start a new business. Over the past few years, she has been preparing herself. She has made a lot of money from her investments, and she has mastered her own connections.

Fu Hanchuan hooked his lips slightly and said, "Miss Feng, you want to be with Qiao Shen, this move has provoked the nerves of your old man." Are you ready?"

Feng Qingyang came to Fu Hanchuan to ask for Qiao Shen, but it was not as simple as asking Qiao Shen to help her.

If you don't trust it very much, how can you entrust your net worth and life?

Feng Qingyang raised his chin slightly, did not shy away from it, and said directly: "My marriage, I want to make my own decisions." I took a fancy to him. As he spoke, Feng Qingyang pulled Qiao Shen's arm, and the two got closer.

"On business, I ask for someone. In private matters, you can't take care of it. After Feng Qingyang put down his words, he pulled Qiao Shen and walked towards Qiao's parents.

Fu Hanchuan looked at their background and shook his head helplessly. It was he who promised to go first, and the big tree that he had cultivated for so many years finally became a mature tree, so he dug it for the man's wife.

On the other side, Qiao Ying drank a glass of wine with Pei Xian under the coaxing of everyone, and a waiter sent a box: "Mrs. Pei, someone asked me to send it in." ”

Qiao Ying glanced at the red jewelry box and opened it, inside was a complete set of jewelry, as well as a thick letter.

This is a letter sent by Zhang Yeting, first congratulating her on her wedding, and then explaining the distribution of the Zuo family's inheritance.

Zuo Yiming has been dead for more than two years, and the huge amount of property he left behind has no one to inherit, and finally Zhang Yeting took out the will left by Zuo Yiming early in the morning, and Qiao Ying entrusted Zhang Yeting to set up a foundation for that inheritance, and all the proceeds were used for charity.

In this document, there are joint blessings sent by those who have benefited from the Foundation, all over the world and abroad.

Qiao Ying closed the letter and looked at the blue sky outside and smiled slightly......

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