Chapter 18: The Demons of the Heart

After thinking about it in bed for a long time, Qin Yue couldn't come up with an answer that would satisfy him.

The more I think about it, the more chaotic my mind becomes.

Time passed very slowly, Qin Yue could clearly perceive the passage of its minutes and seconds, and his own thinking became blurred. In the end, he could only scratch his head in anguish, take off his hat, and go into the bathroom, intending to end the day.

Let's check it out early tomorrow morning!

Thinking so, Qin Yue slowly finished taking a shower, like a walking corpse, spread out on the bed. Pull the quilt, cover your head, tossing and turning, and fall asleep.

Qin Yue the next day was still like that, cold and a little unkind. Ning Li looked at Qin Yue's not quite right look, and asked Kong Piaoyu, who was also an early riser, and said, "What's wrong with him, wasn't he okay yesterday?"

Kong Piaoyu drank soy milk and said lightly: "No, he is normal now." ”

Ning Li recalled all of Qin Yue's performances in the base and frowned, "You mean, he should have been like this, so did he pretend before?"

The communication between the two did not shy away from Qin Yue, but they saw that Qin Yue didn't care about it.

He explained for Ning Li: "No, I just feel that something is wrong with me, from beginning to end." ”

With that, he walked into the screen. Leaving Ning Li, who looked confused, looked at Kong Piaoyu suspiciously, hoping that he could translate.

He meant to say that he was before, that he was. Now he is also him, and he can't figure out which is the real self, and he is a little confused. ”

Ning Li looked at the screen, trying to see Qin Yue behind him through the screen. He said thoughtfully: "Are you confused about yourself? ”

Looking at Ning Li's eager expression, Kong Piaoyu struck: "He doesn't need your enlightenment, he is too mysterious, and we don't know anything about his past, so don't worry about it so much." Give him some time, let him think about it for himself, don't let him ......" Kong Piaoyu recalled Qin Yue's changes in the past month, "Life is becoming less and less like himself." ”

"Thank you for the reminder. Qin Yue walked out from behind the screen and thanked Kong Piaoyu: "These days, I feel a little lost. ”

"No thanks, I hope this trip to H County can make you understand. ”

Qin Yue found a table by the way, put down the things in his hand, and asked, "I didn't expect that something I didn't even notice about was discovered by you." ”

"This is the so-called 'authority fan'!"

Qin Yue sighed, sat down, and looked ahead with blank eyes.

"I always thought that I opened my heart because of emptiness. Qin Yue smiled and shook his head, laughing bitterly. "Now I realize that I closed it myself, and only I can open it. ”

"Can you tell me what happened to you?" Kong Piaoyu put down the bowl in his hand and turned to face Qin Yue.

"Unit 403, Unit 2, Jiaxiang Community, Binhe Road, where it begins, I didn't expect that I would take the initiative to return to that place. Qin Yue smiled bitterly and picked up the buns on the plate.

Seeing that Qin Yue didn't intend to tell the meaning, Kong Piaoyu didn't force it. But Ning Li, who was on the side, was not calm, and asked eagerly: "Little brother, what's wrong with you, what's going on in that place, you tell your sister, maybe your sister has a way to help you!"

"No, sister, I can handle it myself. Anyway, the worst outcome is just to change back to your former self. ”

Qin Yue's words didn't reveal anything at all, but instead aroused Ning Li's worries.

"What do you mean by 'the worst result is to change back to your old self', weren't you good before?"

Qin Yue raised his head and looked directly into Ning Li's eyes. Ning Li couldn't see a trace of anger in Qin Yue's eyes, it was cloudy, like an old man in the twilight, and in the next second, he could accept death peacefully.

This kind of look only existed for a short moment, but it was unforgettable for a long time, and then, Qin Yue's eyes returned to coldness, and said with a smile: "This is the former me." ”

Words with a smile, but I don't feel a trace of warmth.

"Your current state is very dangerous, even so, do you still want to go to H County?" Kong Piaoyu said worriedly. When he saw Qin Yue's eyes, he inexplicably remembered his past self, and he also had such cold eyes.

And the one that matched that look, the heart that had no warmth, until he saw a ray of sunshine.

Qin Yue rubbed his eyes, the coldness was no longer there, but instead it was faintly indifferent.

But I can't go back to the state of yesterday, full of emotion but I can't see anything clearly. Just one night, with a place name, Qin Yue felt turned upside down.

"I'm going, now that my dad is back, it's time for me to come back too. "Thinking of that familiar face, in my memory, the only warmth.

"Then I wish you success!" Kong Piaoyu finished drinking the soy milk in the bowl and left the cafeteria.

Seeing that only the two of them were left in the cafeteria, Ning Li also sat opposite Qin Yue, staring at Qin Yue's eyes without fluctuation. said worriedly: "Don't force yourself too much, you were only so seriously injured yesterday, don't think that our dad has something to do with it, just go to the waves, we should be cowardly." ”

Hearing Ning Li's words, Qin Yue also smiled slightly, and there was a hint of a smile in his eyes. said: "Knowing my sister, I know it in my heart." ”

"Bang", Ning Li suddenly slapped the table and shouted: "You shouldn't have met a demon!"

Then she retorted to herself, "No, no, the lowest demon in the heart is the master realm." ”

In the end, she said something that Qin Yue had known before.

"The body of the mixed element, is it so domineering?"

Heart demon, Qin Yue silently recited it in his heart, and smiled again.

It's a bit like that!

So he asked, "What is a demon in the heart?" ”

Ning Li explained to Qin Yue.

As a practitioner's strength grows, their state of mind becomes particularly important. If the state of mind cannot control their own strength, they themselves will change their temperament greatly, and the so-called realm not only refers to the high ground of strength, but also a change in mentality.

This is also the reason why the innate is divided into masters, grandmasters, emperors and pinnacles, these not only represent the realm, but these names themselves also represent a state of mind.

Xiang Qin Yue, an example of this happening congenitally, Ning Li has never seen or heard of it. Because generally speaking, a person who has the talent to step into the innate must be able to control this mentality, and it is not a very strong force.

This is especially true in modern times, after all, a single sniper can kill an unprepared congenital. What's more, there are things like airplanes and cannons, so the modern innate realm is more honest than the other, unlike the previous feudal society, where a congenital can run rampant.

Listening to the original narration, Qin Yue immediately thought of Ying Zhili, the guy who was forcibly promoted to innate.

Then, Qin Yue thought of himself again, he was just an ordinary person two months ago, but he reached the innate realm in an instant.

There was simply no time for him to change his thoughts, and after getting this power, what Qin Yue did had already become different from himself.

The more he thought about it, the more frightened Qin became, and sweat ran down his neck and into his clothes.

Seeing this, Ning Li took out a tissue and carefully wiped it for Qin Yue.

Qin Yue sank his mind into his heart.

"System, have I encountered a demon. ”

[The host realizes the existence of the inner demon and triggers the mission: return to the original heart.] 】

[Return to the heart: As a strong man, his strongest place always lies in his heart. Try to find yourself! You're going to be pleasantly surprised. 】

[Reward: Unknown.] 】

Looking at the task given by the system, Qin Yue smiled bitterly, it seemed that it was not caused by the ground yesterday, although that was the main reason. But Qin Yue thought that after he was reborn, he was already in the demons in his heart.

"Thank you!" Qin Yue showed a bright smile, as if he was yesterday's self.

"I'm really demonic, if it weren't for your sister's reminder, I wouldn't have noticed. Seeing Qin Yue laughing, Ning Li also laughed, took out the wine bottle, and began to persuade Qin Yue to come.

"It's one thing to realize it, it's another thing to defeat the demons in your heart, although it's difficult, but my sister believes that you can do it. ”

Ning Libian told Qin Yue how to adjust his mentality, and at the same time told Qin Yue about his 600 years of life experience. How to coax when encountering problems, how to coerce when encountering enemies, how to coax when encountering difficulties, etc., etc.

In the end, Ning Li sighed and said, "My mentality, in this life, will be a grandmaster if I die." I can be a cowardly grandmaster, but in this world, there is no cowardly emperor. ”

After drinking a bottle of Wuliangye in one gulp, Ning Li stood up and walked into the screen, leaving Qin Yue with a philosophical back.

After breakfast, Qin Yue came to the communication room and saw that Kong Piaoyu was already sitting there early. Greeting him, "Morning!"

Kong Piaoyu glanced back at Qin Yue, and noticed that there was something different in Qin Yue's body, and nodded with a smile: "Early, just keep your heart." ”

"You already knew?"

"I thought you'd realize it yourself. ”

Qin Yue smiled bitterly and found a place next to him and sat down. If Qin Yue knew that there was such a thing as a demon in this world, he might still think of it, but what do you want him to think about something that he doesn't know.

"You've encountered it too. ”

Qin Yue sat down and continued to talk to Kong Piaoyu.

"Well, when I first became a master. ”

Qin Yue logged in to his WeChat on the computer, and said with a smile: "Then the price you unraveled is too great, and you will even lose it for the rest of your life." ”

"You still care about how you should get through this level! I didn't expect you to encounter demons in your heart, should I say that you are too wasteful? or should I say that you are too wicked. ”

Qin Yue smiled and didn't answer, feeling that he should have both.

Just when Qin Yue was about to dial the customer service of Leiyin Temple's official account, the other party made a video call to Qin Yue first.

Click on the video, and the people in it are not clear, but empty.

Qin Yue didn't know how to speak, but when he saw the empty mouth, he said indifferently: "It's been a long time, Yue'er." ”

Qin Yue: "......"

Qin Yue hadn't heard this kind of title for a few years.

Emmmmm……

It doesn't seem to be a few years, when Ning Li, Fu Shuiling and Kong Piaoyu called Wang Bingyue, they were also called 'Yue'er'. Thinking about it like this, Qin Yue felt a little creepy.

Suddenly I feel so ashamed.