35 Just as friends
The uneasiness in her heart can be let go, and Qi Yanwen should be able to understand herself. She and Jing Xingxian have no possibility anymore, and she is finally down-to-earth, and she wants to pursue Jing Xingxian.
Jing Xingxian, some fates are destined to be very short, the past is over, learn to let go and let go. From supporting his feelings at the beginning, he became persuading him to let go.
I know, you're right, but feelings are such a thing, sometimes they really get into the horns, and they can't get out when they get in, and the more persistent they are, the deeper they go, the more they go with the flow, and they slowly come out. But I really can't get out now, I want to see her again, even if I can't be a couple, I'm willing, I want to see her again. Jing Xingxian is still obsessed.
Seeing him like this, he was distressed and sad.
'Maybe she doesn't like you, maybe she's just talking politely about you as a stranger?'
I know that maybe it's all my own doing. But the feeling she brought me was too good, maybe it was this ignorance that made me see her good, so I couldn't let go, I just wanted to see her again, maybe this side will find that she is actually not so beautiful, everything is my imagination, maybe then I will die, if not, maybe I can't let go of this life, only the more I think about it, the more tormented. Jing Xingxian said sadly.
"You've been talking to me for so long, do you think I'm okay?"
'Well, although I have never met you, I am relieved to talk to you, you are very kind and lovely. Jing Xingxian replied honestly.
'Well, thank you for complimenting me, in that case, you've only met and talked to that girl once, and certainly not as much as you talked to me. Would you like to turn your attention to me from now on?' asked Granny very directly.
'What do you mean?' Jing Xingxian didn't know what she meant by this distraction.
I mean, like me from now on. Forget about her and like me. 'A very bold confession.
'Grain, I know you're kind, you want me to be freed from painful unrequited love, thank you for your kindness, but sorry, I don't want to. Jing Xingxian refused, he thought that Lili was purely kind to help him, and he didn't know that Lili had already liked him.
"Is it because I'm not as beautiful as she is after talking to me for so long?" asked him a little angrily.
No, no, to be honest, I really don't remember her appearance very clearly, although I saw her that time I was indeed very beautiful, but I didn't care about her appearance, I only remember what she said, it was the connotation of her conversation that I admired, and I liked her gentleness and kindness. Jing Xingxian explained.
Why don't you think about it, maybe she has a boyfriend, but you can't let go of it like a fool. She was very angry, Jing Xingxian was let down, and now Jing Xingxian has come to let her down again.
I'm sorry, Grain, I don't want to develop any other relationship right now, so let me be a fool. Jing Xingxian rejected her.
Grains are very sad, the more Jing Xingxian says this, the more it proves that he is a good man with heavy feelings, but it's a pity, such a man doesn't love him, forget it, I still don't want to, Grains are very good, I can afford to put it down, although I love to appreciate Jing Xingxian, but since Jing Xingxian is not interesting to her, it doesn't matter, then I don't want to.