50 Reject grains
Jing Xingxian finished telling what happened, probably because she was depressed and heavy again, and she didn't want to show it in front of the grain, or maybe she saw that there was nothing wrong with the grain, so she told her to rest early and go downstairs to go home.
After he left, Lili felt that he was going crazy, such a good man, Qi Yanwen could miss it, but she couldn't miss it, Lili really hoped that Qi Yanwu would not miss Jing Xingxian before, but now it seems that they really have no drama, it is better to not flow into the fields of outsiders, so that they can take advantage of this.
After having this idea, she even wondered if God had arranged it on purpose, in fact, this Jing Xingxian was her true destiny, but she sent him to her through Qi Auntie's hand? Otherwise, why didn't Qi Yanwen want Jing Xingxian with such a strong heart, otherwise how could they miss it?
Thinking about it this way, everything has an answer. She was so excited that she had talked a lot about love over the years, but she couldn't achieve a positive result. She is not very mature herself, and the boys she meets are more immature and stable than the other, or she is lustful, this is the first time she has met a man as an upright gentleman like Jing Xingxian, oh my God, God is too good to her.
Grains are very impulsive in dealing with feelings, and after making up their minds with a goal, they began to plan to take the initiative to pursue Jing Xingxian, every time they chat, they are extremely ambiguous, but this Jing Xingxian is really wood and stone, and every time she responds politely and unfamiliarly, it is not cold, and it is difficult to have further development.
I insisted on it for a while, but I really couldn't hold it anymore, so let's say what I think straightforwardly, I don't care about women chasing men, as long as this man is good enough, women chasing men will be women chasing men, nothing. 'Jing Xingxian, have you forgotten about that woman now?' asked Grain.
I didn't forget, but I didn't insist anymore, I gave up. Jing Xingxian replied honestly
"Well, if you can't forget, remember, since you said that you don't insist anymore and give up, are you willing to accept others?" asked Grain.
'Let it be. Jing Xingxian replied.
'Would you like to accept me?' asked Grain very dryly.
'No. Jing Xingxian did not have the slightest tact, was merciless, and refused unceremoniously, more directly than grains.
"Why don't you want to?" you rejected me before because you had her in your heart, and now that you see her again, she has a boyfriend, and you also said that you gave up, why can't you accept me?"
'Because you like me, I can't accept you.' Jing Xingxian replied.
'What is your reason for this?' Do you have masochistic tendencies? The more you don't love you, the more persistent you are, and the more you love you, you don't accept it?'
It's not that I can't detect your affection for me these days, I've been deliberately avoiding your care, in order to make you die. If you don't like me and just want to find someone to marry and live, maybe I will accept you, but it's because you like me, so I accept that no one can accept you, grain. I don't want to love anyone anymore, I can't love anyone anymore, I just want to find a woman who is willing to marry me, we live together without love, just live a simple life. So, I can't give you back the same amount of love, I don't want you to live in pain, and I don't want to live in guilt. Forgive me, I'm sorry. ‘