Volume 1 Divine Punishment September Chapter 42 If there is a god Under it
Entering the inpatient department, a strong smell of disinfectant came to my nose.
Snorting, Su Li looked around, the environment here is much better than in the courtyard, the sheets and bedding on the patient's bed in the corridor are clean and white, obviously disinfected and cleaned, and the nurses in the inpatient department are more patient than in the courtyard, perhaps because these patients are richer.
But even so, the corridor of the inpatient department is still very crowded, all kinds of bottles and cans are hanging in the air, pedestrians and nurses are constantly coming, and the patients on the beds are all twisting their bodies, and their mouths are constantly moaning in pain, so although it is much better than the courtyard, the entire inpatient department is still very noisy and chaotic.
Seeing that the corridor was so crowded, Su Li and Chu Yunsheng naturally didn't bother to squeeze inside, and then saw Su Li close his eyes slightly, and the sounds around him converged towards his ears.
After all, Su Li's hearing at the moment is ten times that of ordinary people, and his brain is also working fast, processing these sounds, and after filtering out the noise, the rest of the sounds become clear and organized.
At this moment, the conversation between the doctor and the family in one of the two rooms caught Su Li's attention, and he ignored the other voices and listened intently to the conversation between them.
"Doctor, how is my father?" a man's voice rang out.
"Alas, we've done our best, and with his current condition, we'll be able to last three days at most. ”
"How so? Is there no other way?"
The doctor's voice paused obviously, thought for a moment and said, "There is a particularly valuable medicine, if you keep taking it, you can last for two years if you are lucky, and you can live for another half a year if you are unlucky." ”
Then came the man's surprised voice: "What medicine, I'll buy it." ”
"Alas...... Are you sure? This medicine costs a million federal coins, and are you really willing to pay for it for someone who has no skills to recover?"
"What? 1 million each!"
Being able to live in the inpatient unit and being able to live in a single ward, it is clear that this man is still very rich. But this pill, which cost 1 million federal coins, still made him stunned.
To keep the old man alive, it costs 100 million federal coins in 100 days, which is undoubtedly an unbearable sky-high price for him.
In the end, Su Li heard the man's gritted teeth, and then an extremely firm voice came into his ears: "I am willing." ”
As soon as the words fell, a woman's voice sounded: "Husband, you are crazy, although I also feel sorry for our father." But you can't bury our whole family for him!"
"Our child is just starting school, he should have had the opportunity to receive the highest education, and our company is in the most difficult time. If we bury all of our future because we let my father live a little longer, I don't agree!"
"So, would you please let him leave this world peacefully?"
"He's my father, I can't just ......," the man's angry voice rang out.
"I know, but even if you go bankrupt, you can't save him, it just makes him suffer a few more months of sin in this world, even if this medicine can delay his life, but what about the pain caused by the disease? ”
The woman interrupted her husband, and the angry voice made him fall into deep thought.
He knew she was right, he knew that one more day of life would be more torment for his father, and at the same time, their family would be devastated, and they had already spent tens of millions of federal dollars to treat his father.
And now in this disease-ridden world, insurance companies simply cannot operate, even federally invested insurance companies, under the impact of various diseases, lose hundreds of billions of federal dollars every year, and eventually can only go bankrupt and liquidate.
Now when you see a doctor, you can only support yourself, those who don't have the ability can't afford to get sick, and those who are seriously ill can only wait for death, and those who have the ability may also be exploited by a disease to lose all their family property......
In the end, the man hung his head in great decadence, but when his eyes fell on his father who was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, he still silently made up his mind that even if he had to endure endless pain, even if his family was bankrupt, he could not give up his still alive life......
The old man lying on the hospital bed couldn't speak at all, but he could hear the voices around him, and he knew his son's thoughts even more clearly.
For some reason, at some point, the old man's monologue reached Su Li's mind.
"If there are gods in this world. ”
"Please listen to me. ”
"Now, I'm just an old man on the verge of death, and even if I live, life is meaningless. ”
"I don't want to drag my family down, can you take me out of this world now?"
"Do you really not want to live?" Su Li's thoughts turned into a hazy voice, and the voice actually sounded in the old man's head.
This sudden change made the old man's heart tremble slightly, and even made Su Li slightly stunned, and then Su Li opened his eyes and looked at Xiao Feixiong, who just said lightly, next time there will be a charge.
For the little flying bear with the first rule, Su Li didn't know why it wanted to connect their consciousness, and before he could ask, the old man's voice sounded.
"Lord God, of course I want to live, I want to live healthy. ”
"I just can't ruin my son's whole family because of myself! I have no cure, I have no future. ”
"But my son still has it, my grandson who is studying, and life is still long, long for them, and there are unknown possibilities. And I have gone through this life, happy, sad, wonderful and lonely, speaking of my life has no regrets. ”
"Now, I don't want to be a stumbling block to them, let me burn this last fire of life for these lovely juniors, which is also the last value and meaning of my life.
"God-sama, since you have heard my voice, take my life. ”
"Is death the value of your life, and is it a way to pave the way for your family?"
"Yes, I think life is never about depriving the living of hope, but about giving the living a bright future. ”
The old man's words deeply shook Su Li's heart, yes! He understood, he always understood, because he had empathized with it, the pierced chest, the gentle words, and the unrepentant smile, so how could he refuse the old man in front of him.
Tears blurred Su Li's eyes, and at this moment, the voices of family members and doctors also came from another ward, but there were seven or eight people living in this ward.
"Doctor, my child's heart has been found, right?"
"Well, there is a heart that matches your child and has been transported to our hospital, and now please decide whether to have surgery or not, after all, there are other patients waiting for this heart to save their lives. ”
"No! don't give it to anyone else, we do. ”
"Fifty million federal dollars, after payment, we will immediately operate on your child. ”
"What? 50 million federal dollars! I consulted you yesterday, isn't the cost of the operation 10 million?"
"Someone bids for this heart at a high price, and if it is decided later that it will be higher, I see that you have waited too long to find you first, and if you don't have the money, then I will use this heart on other people. ”
The doctor's cold words plunged the couple into despair.
"Please wait, let's talk about ......"
"Okay, I'll only give you an hour, and if you can't decide, then I'm really sorry. ”
The words fell, and the doctor turned to leave.
"Dad, mom, brother, he's fine!"
"yes! You're going to save him, aren't you? ”
"If we don't have enough money, we will find a way together, whether it is selling blood or organs, we will find a way to make it up. ”
The couple looked at their healthy three children, tears of sadness welling up in their eyes.
"Thank you, your brother will be fine. He is so blessed to have older brothers and sisters like you. The children's mother smiled softly.
"I will save him, you don't need to worry, it's just that our family will have a very hard time in the future. The child's father said.
"We're not afraid of hard work. ”
"When the time comes, we won't have a house to live in, we won't have a car to drive, we'll have nothing. ”
"As long as we are together as a family, we are not afraid of anything. ”
A few firm voices sounded, and then the five of them hugged each other, and the power of family affection was always so gentle and so warm.
"God-sama, I really want to see this world!"
"I want to live well!"
"It's really happy to know that you're still alive......"
"But I don't want them to give up everything for me. ”
"Because my brother and sister still have their own dreams, I can't be so selfish, don't you say?"
"This is the hope of life, do you really want to give up?" Su Li's voice sounded in the head of the little boy lying on the hospital bed.
The little boy replied with great excitement in his mind: "Ah, you are a god, and I am so happy to hear your voice." ”
"Thank you, Lord Kami, for listening to me, actually, I really want to live. But if I survive, will we really be happy?"
"I don't think so, Lord God, if I survive, what awaits us will be an endless hell, where there is no happiness but misery and despair, and in the end we will all die miserably. ”
"Why do you say that. The little boy's words made Su Li feel extremely surprised, how old he was and why he was so pessimistic about life.
"God-sama, although I am young, I know how cruel and indifferent this world is, without money, without federal coins, without a place to call home, human beings simply cannot live. ”
"If I survive, the future tribulations will drain all our love, and I think in the future we will definitely have conflicts, and one day they will hate me and regret saving me. ”
"In that case, why don't you let me die here!"
"How old are you?" asked Su Li suddenly.
"Aren't you a god? don't you know my age, but it doesn't matter, I'm eight years old. ”
Su Li took a deep breath, he never thought that an eight-year-old child would see the future so thoroughly, perhaps as the little boy said, his survival might be destined to be so.
But can an eight-year-old accept death?
Without giving Su Li time to think, after a pause, the little boy's voice sounded from Su Li's mind again: "Lord God, are you grieving for me by not speaking? Although it is presumptuous to say this, can you save me?"
Su Li's eyes looked at Xiao Feixiong, and Xiao Feixiong shook his head, even if he used points, he didn't save his life.
"I can't save you. Su Li sighed and said sadly.
"That's right, my death is meaningful. ”
"But they'll be sad, they'll be sad, and you still have hope for life, won't you?"
"Hmm...... Well...... God-sama, you are not right, all the grief of humanity will slowly fade away, and one day they will slowly forget me, and they will come out of this pain, and then they will face a bright future. ”
"How can you ......?"
"There really is no need to be sad, because this love will be eternal! ”
"Lord God, please take me away......"
All kinds of voices sounded in Su Li's mind, and all kinds of demands sounded in Su Li's mind.
The little fragile beings are struggling, roaring, unwilling to accept such a fate, trying to make changes, even death cannot destroy their will.
This world is not indifferent, in this hospital, in this hell of life and death, although life is about to pass, there is still warmth quietly blooming.
And those who are about to pass away are crying out with all their lives, leaving more hope for the living, because the dying are dying after all, they should not live for the living, they should die for the living, and this is why human beings have hope, right?
At this moment, Su Li seemed to understand the true meaning of life, and at this moment, he suddenly looked back on his past and was so stupid.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you crying with your eyes closed? ”
Su Li slowly opened his eyes, shook his head and said, "Chu Yunsheng, let's get out of here." ”
Slowly walking out of the inpatient department, there were old people, middle-aged people, teenagers, and children in the ward behind them, but they all had gentle smiles on their faces and left this world.
The sound of sorrow sounded in the hospital room, but Su Li believed that they would be stronger in the future, and they would work harder to live, because his father had said, I am proud of dying for you, and you should also be proud of living for us.
All you need to do is have that love and live well......
Walking out of the hospital, Su Li's mission has been completed, and the death he brought is not a meaningless thing, but a warmth in people's hearts.
At this moment, a pair of confused figures appeared outside the hospital, and a man and woman who seemed to be a husband and wife passed by Su Li with extremely sad expressions on their faces.
Not long after she walked out of the hospital, the woman seemed to have lost all her strength, and she collapsed on the ground, crying in pain.
"Our daughter, she died......"
"She's dead, why? Why?"
"It's all your fault! Why don't you let me accompany her and accompany her through the last ...... of life?"
The man squatted down slowly, his bloodless face was so haggard, and he only heard him cry out: "What can we do even if we stay with her? We can't save her, we can't save her...... I can only abandon her there, hoping for a miracle, hoping that someone will lend a helping hand to help her, but all this is extravagant hope!"
"We can't save her, and no one wants to save her, that's the reality......," he said, and as he spoke, the man also sat down on the ground, burying his head and crying.
"I knew we really shouldn't have left her. ”
"We never left ......"
"But she doesn't know! You know? She doesn't! So...... How helpless and lonely she would have been before she died, how desperate she would have been. ”
Listening to the conversation between the two, Su Li grabbed Chu Yunsheng, who was angry and wanted to make a move, but slowly stepped forward and asked, "Are you the parents of that little girl?"
The couple raised their heads to look at Su Li, and then the man said excitedly, "It's you...... It's you ......."
"You know me?"
"I don't know, but I saw you, you were by her side when my daughter died, you took food and water, thank you......"
When Su Li heard him say this, he immediately frowned and asked, "You were next to you at the time?"
The man nodded and said, "I was there at the time, and we took turns guarding her outside the hospital for three days and three nights. ”
"Then why don't you go in......"
Or maybe we don't have the courage to go in or face her...... Maybe it's selfish, but we really tried our best, and we just wanted to give her hope when we appeared in front of her, not despair!"
As the man spoke, Su Li understood the whole process of the matter, in order to raise money for the little girl's treatment, the two took turns guarding here, and the other went around and borrowed money, even if it used many shameless or dirty methods.
But they didn't even qualify for the inpatient department when they raised money, they were afraid of appearing next to the little girl, for fear of bringing her deeper despair, so they could only force themselves to work harder and desperately raise money.
But by the time they reflected, the little girl's life had already passed, and they didn't even have the last chance to be with them.
Sighing silently, without any words, Su Li and Chu Yunsheng turned around and left......
Looking at the backs of the two leaving, the woman suddenly let out a hysterical wail.
"May I ask her for the last ...... She finally ...... Did she ...... Whether...... He hated us!"
Su Li stopped and said softly: "Don't worry! She walked very happily and peacefully, and at the end of her life, she left this world with a happy smile on the corner of her mouth." ”
"Finally, it was you who were by her side, she saw it, she felt it, and she was really happy. In the meantime, thank you for never abandoning her. ”
"Really?
"Thank you......"
"Thank you......"
The grief-stricken voices of the husband and wife sounded in this heaven and earth......
To be continued......