Chapter 149: The candle has a heart and a pity to say goodbye, weeping for others until dawn
The man just leaned against the railing and looked at the misty lake, where the snow was still falling, making everything he could see hazy. The loose green silk covered the cheeks, and the smart eyes didn't know where to look, and the face was so pale, reflecting the little cinnabar marks between the eyebrows that hurt people's eyes.
Zheng Yunqian walked over and covered the cloak in his hand on Flawless's body, Flawless eyes moved, and two lines of crystal tears fell down with the slight movement.
"What's wrong!" the voice was so soft, as if it was afraid of stinging the person in his hand.
Flawless didn't answer, just leaned his head against the pillar weakly, he didn't know why he wanted to go with Zheng Yunqian, he just wanted to escape, he wanted to get a trace of warmth, because the winter in Cloud City was so cold that people couldn't breathe.
"It's too windy by the lake, and if you do this again, you'll get sick. Zheng Yunqian stretched out his hand and held his flawless cold hands into his hands, which were so cold that they were distressing.
"I ...... Who else can you trust......"
The words in the flawless mouth made Zheng Yunqian's heart startled, and he was suddenly stunned.
What's wrong with him? With such a heavy snowfall, he is crying alone in the vast snow, and his helpless appearance is heartbreaking, where is the prince? He attaches so much importance to him, how can he let him cry sadly alone.
Could it be ......
"Did he break your heart?!"
Flawless but suddenly lowered his eyes, and smiled sadly: "It's been 5 years, even if it's just a deal, even if I'm Ji Flawless and ruthless, it's also a person, and my heart is also fleshy, he is good to me, I'm not without feelings, I avoid him, avoid him, I'm afraid that I will hurt him, but it turns out that it's all fake, he just tried his best to ask me to stay by his side, how can he treat me like this...... I don't know who else I can trust...... It seems that all of a sudden, everything has changed...... I'm ...... now Disheartened! When I return to China, can I still pin my hopes on him......
He was wounded, hurt in his heart, when he knelt alone in the cold snow, and his mouth called Meng Baiyan's name, then, he already knew the fact that Meng Baiyan was still alive, so he fled from the prince's side, because the person he trusted deceived him! The person whose fate was closely related to him deceived him!
"Shhh......h Because I love you...... That's why I'm afraid of losing you!Don't cry, don't cry!" opened his arms and gently hugged the person, letting his cheek touch his chest, giving him even a little more warmth.
"What should I do...... Bai Yan is still alive, but I haven't even given him a word...... I don't know if he's doing well now, and if his wound will still hurt...... With such a serious injury, how did he survive, I didn't even ask him a word, how could I face him when I was so ruthless...... I'm not worthy, I don't deserve his soft spot...... Unworthy of him, unchangeable, unrepentant......"
Holding the chest tightly with both hands, I just want to have a support that I can hold onto, afraid of the feeling of being empty with my hands, and my body curls up, curls, shrinks without leaving any gaps, as if that is the way to settle down.
He was as helpless as a child, was he really that wise and ruthless cold boy?
Zheng Yunqian looked at the flawless in his arms, and his heart ached.
The person he placed his expectations and trust in deceived him, making him ruthlessly indifferent to the person he loved deeply, he could not face Zheng Chexuan or Meng Baiyan now, it was originally a love for him, but now it has become a sharp sword that cuts his flesh and flesh and stabs his heart.
Flawless, that's why I don't dare to get close to you, because while giving that love, it will also give pain! Once that love can't be suppressed, it means that the pain is heartbreaking!
Flawless didn't come back all night.
Zheng Chexuan leaned on the edge of the corridor stupidly, this time, he didn't search for it, because he knew that even if that person came back, his heart would not come back!
The prince, who has always had a dark power and a ruthless aura, was so haggard overnight that everyone couldn't bear to face it.
Jingtian and Ghost Wing hurriedly came from outside the courtyard, Zheng Chexuan's eyes moved, and he raised his eyes to look at the two of them, the two of them only shook their heads slightly, his already gloomy eyes became more and more confused, he didn't speak, just raised his fingers tiredly, and then leaned against the railing and closed his eyes.
Suddenly he didn't have all the strength, because, the man said he hated!
Tears fell down my closed eyes, I didn't want to open my eyes, I didn't want to face a qiΔ, because my heart was hollowed out, and I didn't have it!
What an empty word, even if you have the country, but you don't have the person to share it with, so why do you want to seize the country so desperately? !
"Prince, it's been a night, sit down again, I'm afraid I can't stand it, let's go and rest. Jingtian walked to his side and said in a low voice.
Zheng Chexuan opened his eyes, his once star-sparkled eyes were full of confusion, with a kind of panic, a kind of helplessness, his eyes looked at Jingtian, as if he was longing for his answer, and he was afraid to hear that answer: "Jingtian...... Am I doing something wrong...... I just want him to stay with me, I just want him to belong only to me...... If he knew the knife behind Meng Baiyan......"
"Prince! That person has lost his memory, so Childe will never know about it, no matter what you have done, you just want Childe to stay by your side, even if it is unscrupulous, he has never thought of hurting Childe, so he will definitely forgive you and will definitely return to you. β
"No...... Jingtian ...... His heart can't come back! Lingering said that Flawless can't tolerate other people's deception of him, and Meng Baiyan ...... Meng Baiyan is the person he loves, but I deceived him with that person's life and death, and he will always ...... Won't forgive me...... Never...... Not anymore......"
On the shore of the rainy lake, the snow was still flying, and the man had been in this small building for three days.
Zheng Yunqian looked at the untouched food on the table, and then looked at the person who was leaning on the bed and hiding his body in the shadows, his heart was full of helplessness and pain.
"Flawless. He put down the porridge bowl, called the man, and slowly walked to the head of the bed.
Flawless didn't respond, his breath was so soft, so soft that it was almost intangible.
"Flawless!" Zheng Yunqian's voice raised a little.
Still no response.
"Ji Wufang!" The voice suddenly became angry, Zheng Yunqian reached out and grabbed Flawless's wrist and pulled him hard, pulled him off the bed, pushed him to the table, pinched the corner of his mouth with one hand, and picked up the spoon with the other hand to pour the porridge into the mouth.
Flawless body moved, reached out to knock off the spoon, Zheng Yunqian's eyes were cold, picked up the bowl, pinched the corner of his mouth again, Flawless stretched it open, raised his hand to knock off the porridge bowl, and with a cracking sound, the porridge splashed everywhere.
"What do you want to do-" Zheng Yunqian shouted angrily and grabbed Flawless Arm: "You don't eat anymore, but you want to starve to death on this Yanyu Lake." β
"Let go of meβ"
"Ji Wufang - your life is not yours alone - you have no right to be so selfish, you die, what to do with so many people around you - have you thought about them - they are born and die with you, you have no right to squander the support and following they give you - you look at me, look at me - " Holding the pale cheek with both hands, not letting him avoid his gaze, Zheng Yunqian roared angrily: " Listen, I will fight with Zheng Chexuan to the end, you have been supporting him for 5 years, no matter what your purpose is, his one qiΔ permeates your hard work and efforts, do you want to destroy him single-handedly, if so, I will be grateful to you, because, you worked hard to support him in the sky, and then single-handedly dragged him into hell, and when I ascended to the throne of Zheng, I will burn three incense sticks in front of your grave, so that you know that you are nothing at all, all your efforts are just to make wedding dresses for others, and your storage is just a joke, a big jokeβββ
The person in his hand was trembling uncontrollably, his face was terrifyingly pale, his pink lips had lost their original color, his body was overwhelmed, his hands stretched out, desperately propped up on the table, trying to calm the trembling.
What right do you have to seek death, he is right, Ji Wufang's life does not belong to himself, so many followers, people who sacrificed their lives for themselves, people who do not regret losing their lives regardless of themselves, they still have to rely on themselves to avenge their blood and hatred, if they give up their lives, even if they go underground, they have no shame to face them!
He actually became so cowardly, because he was afraid, if Zheng Chexuan ascended to Zheng's throne, he would wave his army to attack Jin, and face that person, how would he be embarrassed! It turned out that this was what he was afraid of, because he couldn't face that person, so he wanted to escape, and he wanted to flee regardless of it.
Flawless sitting at the table quietly, Zheng Yunqian is cooking, skillful, and can even be said to be very free, he is the emperor's favorite prince, the queen's descendant, because he is too good, too perfect, so everyone is in awe, but unexpectedly, he even does such trivial things in life.
"The gentleman is far away from cooking, but why does His Highness love to cook. β
Zheng Yunqian paused in his hand, then continued to move, and said with a chuckle in his mouth: "Don't you think that when you concentrate on one thing, you devote yourself wholeheartedly, feel at ease, and then watch what you make to make people like it, which is pleasing to the eye." β
Flawless raised his eyes to look at him, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and said, "Flawless understands!"
"It's good to understand, you just wait for me to make up for the food, and then make up for the food wasted in the past three days, do you know that you have wasted the heart of this king, this king has never given people ......" The words suddenly stopped, Zheng Yunqian was obviously stunned, and then continued to cook, without saying a word.
Seeing that he was suddenly silent, he didn't ask, and when the dish was ready, he ate it obediently, and after eating a bowl, Zheng Yunqian took the bowl away, and said: "Although I really want you to eat more, but I haven't eaten for three days, and my stomach can't stand it after eating too much, and I will make it for you to eat again after two hours." β
"But I'm not full. The man suddenly put his hand on his cheek, and went to pick up the vegetables while talking, Zheng Yunqian pulled the chopsticks and said, "I'll eat in two hours." β
"His Royal Highness King Yan is so stingy!"
"This king is notoriously hard-hearted, and the agitation method will not work for me. β
There was a pen and paper on the table, he was stunned for a moment, looked up at Zheng Yunqian, Zheng Yunqian took a deep breath, and said, "The person in your heart is Meng Baiyan, the little marquis of Dajin." β
The name made Flawless's body tremble, and he lowered his eyes in a little panic, and said, "Why did you mention it suddenly." β
"Flawless, in fact, you must be very interested in wanting to know a qiΔ, right, since his qi Δ is so important to you, why do you want to run away from your own heart. β
"You don't understand!"
"Yes, I don't know, I don't know the story between you and him, and I don't know why you love this person so much, but you want to leave him and come to Zheng Guo, but I know that you miss him! β
"How do you know!"
Zheng Yunqian's heart was strained.
How could I know! Because when you first called out this name in Yanyu Lake, I was the one who kissed you, and when you called this person in Changting Yuan, I was also the one who held you!
"Have you forgotten? You are my enemy, I, Zheng Yunqian, am not an ordinary person, as long as I am willing, there is nothing to hide from me. The man turned around and left, hiding the little tenderness between his eyebrows: "After I finish writing, I will help you send it to Wendingxuan, and I will also tell them your whereabouts, and I will go back when it is almost over, this king is not a boy, and he has no time to serve you!"
Flawless sat at the table in a daze, I don't know how long it had been, and finally stretched out his slender fingers to pick up the ink pen.
The white clothes are better than the snow, the eyebrows are picturesque, and the tenderness in the eyes is like water.
Bai Yan is not dead!
The lip flap bit slightly, and the painful joy slowly extended in the heart, like a spark that ignited the prairie and gradually burned that heart.
Zheng Yunqian stood outside the door, watching the scene of the man crying and smiling, and slowly closed his eyes.
Tomorrow's preview: Straight lovesickness is useless, and melancholy is madness: "I don't need him to know...... The dispute between the rivers and mountains, each with his own ability, he chose Zheng Chexuan as the object of support, he just did what he had to do, Zixu, I will not forget the efforts we have made, and when he leaves, I will go back to Yanjing, and I will not let him appear in my world again, so that I will not fall deeper and deeper, more and more painful, Zixu, Zixu......"
Those words made Zi Xu Lang's heart sour, His Royal Highness King Yan, who was so calm and calm, was actually deeply trapped in love and struggling, but he couldn't even show his emotions in front of that person, buried deeply, buried deeply, his heart was obviously a burning flame, but his appearance was hidden like a cold ice, so tormented, how could people bear it!
Your Highness, you are so stupid, so stupid that it makes people feel so stupid!