53 Calm love

Unexpectedly, Jing Xingxian fell in love with Qian Qian after the blind date, which made the introducer not expect that Jing Xingxian really felt that he was old this time and wanted to start a family.

Although it was announced that they were in love, the private contact with each other was really calm as water, no holding hands, no kissing, no physical contact, only polite and polite, unfamiliar like a stranger.

Everything fell into place, logically, because I was rushing to get married, so I didn't want to hesitate, and quickly met my parents, relatives and friends, after all, I was not young, my parents and friends were very happy for them, especially Qian Qian's best friend, seeing the handsome and dignified Jing Xingxian, I was envious. But no one knows that it is just a transaction between them, although there is no entanglement of interests, but they have their own hearts.

After all, they are planning to get married, although they don't love each other, they still have to lay some emotional foundations, and get to know each other's personalities a little. The two of them are polite like guests in love, going out to eat, a gentleman, a lady, when eating, chatting, chatting about work, and even making little eye contact. I also want to cultivate some feelings, I don't want to live too cold after marriage, although we know the purpose of marriage with each other, but if there is too much distance, I am afraid that if you are in the same room after marriage, it will be very difficult, you can't be a couple who love each other, and you can be a friend-like couple, but this relationship is cultivated too slowly, and every time you meet, you are forced to smile and look absent-minded.

At dinner this day, the atmosphere was too quiet, and the silence was too depressing. Qian Qian took the initiative to find a topic, "Can you tell me the story of your ex-girlfriend?" Qian Qian respects the privacy of others, and has never been curious about this kind of topic, but today she really didn't know how to spend this date, so she had to ask about it, wanting to make time pass faster in Jing Xingxian's storytelling process.

She can't be considered my ex-girlfriend, she's a girl I've loved. But creation made people, we didn't have a chance to love each other, she was with someone else, I tried to keep it, I pleaded, to no avail, and finally I gave up and respected her choice. I haven't bothered her for so long, because she said she didn't want to be bothered by me, so she said goodbye. No matter how much I want to love, I can only endure it alone. I probably won't be able to fall in love with other women in my life, so I want to find a woman who doesn't love me to marry, because I can't give her love, and I can't be unfair to others. Jing Xingxian said slowly, his expression was lonely and his eyes were sad.

'You are a good man, you have such excellent conditions, there must be a lot of girls around you who like you, and you can still take your feelings seriously, I appreciate you. Although I don't know her. But I guess she's a really good girl, otherwise how could she make you so unforgettable. It's just feelings, those who love each other can be together, and those who don't love each other can be together, so I'm afraid of unilateral love. Love it, love it, remember it if you can't forget it, take it if you can't put it down, and don't give it up if you can't bear it. I also have a deep understanding of feelings, and I feel a lot. After listening to his story, Qian Qian explained.

You still have a lot of stories with your ex-boyfriend. Jing Xingxian asked.

'yes, we've been together for five years, and there's a lot of stories, I'll tell you next time. Qian Qian smiled.