Chapter 211: Losing Each Other

But that Jade Lady Mo Ke's heart felt like she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle. "Lady Jade" alone had already surprised him a lot. He believes that there is such a heat, which is why he only hears these three words, and feels familiar. But if there is such a person, and Mo Ke also thinks that there is likely to be such a person. If the things between them are true, and they are likely to be true, then how can he ignore them.

What should Xiao Qing do about it? He didn't remember this Jade Lady at all, but he really remembered the feelings that Xiao Qing gave him, how could he live up to it? Although he didn't promise anything, he just knew that Xiao Qing's heart was the same as his. What does he have to do to live up to the two women? How does he choose to be fair to both of them, and to himself?

Mo Ke had no answer at all. He had already instructed Mo You to do everything in his power to find Lady Jade, and in fact, Mo You and they had been doing this. He also instructed Mo You to find a doctor for Xiao Qing to treat his illness, find the best doctor, and use the best medicine.

In fact, how he wished that Mo Youmo Wu was not his person, and he did not have such a status! He had never known any Jade Lady! But his intuition told him that they were, and that Jade Lady was real. So for the first time after meeting Xiao Qing, Mo Ke had insomnia, wandered, and had no direction.

The next day, Mo Ke got up late, and Xiao Qing was even late. It was Mo Ke who went to ask her to eat lunch, and she got up.

"Okay, I'm going to eat something delicious. Are you rich? Are we all going to eat at the best restaurant in town? ”

Xiao Qing didn't care about anything at all, it didn't look the same.

Mo Ke looked at her as if he could see in his bones.

"Yes, you can eat anything. ”

Xiao Qing's narrow eyes smiled into a slit.

"Great, I'm going to eat crystal elbow, spicy duck head, abalone, shark fin!"

"Okay, it's all up to you!"

So two men went out, still one wearing a mask and the other wearing a hood. Mo Youmo didn't want to follow, Mo Ke didn't agree, the existence of these two people was like reminding them of the existence of Mrs. Yu all the time, seeing them, his heart was like a thorn, blocking the panic. And as long as Mo Wu spoke, there was almost no sentence without Mrs. Yu, he must be as smart as Xiao Qing, how could he not know?

The two of them ate until the evening. I didn't talk about Mrs. Yu for a day, in fact, both of them were running away. It seemed that both of them were happy on this day, but they both knew that they and the other party were just forcing a smile.

On the way back, I passed by a green building, and the girls wore flowers. Xiao Qing was interested when he saw it, and he must go in and take a look.

Although Mo Ke doted on Xiao Qing, he didn't allow her to come nonsense, so the two of them found a seat in the hall.

Xiao Qing has never been here, and Mo Ke has no memory, so he doesn't know anything! It's completely drunk. The whole hall, with more than thirty tables, was full of lewd laughter, noisy and confused. There are also those coolly dressed women who pretend to be flattering.

Whether as a man or a woman, this is Xiao Qing's first time in such a place. It is also the first time that Xiao Qing looks at these women from a woman's perspective. They are young and have elastic skin. Maybe it's forced by life, maybe it's forced to be helpless, no matter what the reason, these women are doing the disgraceful business of relying on their youth to eat and have no way back.

And what about when they are old? Have they ever wondered? What is their destination? People here come here for pleasure, and they seem to be gentle and affectionate to them, but in fact they have no sincerity.

No matter how hard they try to smile, it is nothing more than a short-term touch and love words that seem to be love. They are nothing more than using them as instruments of pleasure. It's sad to think about it, how many people will plan for their future?

And how can they be rewarded for pinning their happiness on these illusory people? Who can they rely on but themselves? But how many of them can understand the truth? Even if one or two are sober-minded, can they grasp their own hearts?

Xiao Qing drank wine, and his whole person was dull. The wine is good and aromatic. The scene was also very warm and passionate. But Xiao Qing didn't look happy at all. No matter what the reason, willing or unwilling, they are destined to never live an ordinary life again, and they will never meet someone who truly loves her. Fortunately or unfortunate, sometimes it's really not a simple topic.

They have been reduced to this point, and they have no choice. No matter how you choose, you can't pass this hurdle in your heart.

Stay, even if Mo Ke chooses her in the end, she will always feel sorry for Madame Jade in the future. Not to mention that Mo Ke is very likely to leave her because of Lady Jade, and that will be the most miserable, and it is not something she can bear.

Although she only accepted the identity of a woman, it was precisely because of him that she could accept this identity so quickly and calmly! But she didn't expect that there was another person between them. And she turned out to be a third party.

Xiao Qing's face was surprisingly cold, she didn't speak, she just kept drinking one by one, which was not her previous style at all. But the more she drank, the more sober she became, the more she drank, the more she understood, and the more she drank, the more heartbroken she became.

How could Mo Ke not see her abnormality, and also knew the root cause of her abnormality, how could he not? But apart from feeling sorry for Xiao Qing, he didn't seem to be able to do anything at the moment, and he couldn't even understand his own heart. He was reluctant to do both, and he couldn't bear to hurt it. But isn't it actually hurting these two people?

In the end, both of them were very drunk, and they helped each other back to the hotel! Mo Ke also shouted to Xiao Qing: "I'm sorry, I made you uncomfortable, I was going to give you the best, but I didn't expect that it was me who made you the most uncomfortable." ”

When Mo Ke woke up, he had a headache. He stared at it for a long time before he got off the ground and walked to Xiao Qing's door, but he didn't have the courage to go in.

He was reluctant to let go of Xiao Qing, but what did he have to show for Mrs. Yu's friendship with him in order to repay it reciprocatingly. If Madame Jade stood in front of him with a good look, he might still be able to refuse her ruthlessly. But now that her whereabouts are unknown, how can he abandon her at this time?

Mo Ke hesitated, raised his hand, put it down again, lifted it up again, and put it down again. He really didn't know how to face this woman he loved to the bone, let alone how to keep her without hurting her.

"Master, there is a little beggar who says he wants to see you. ”

Hearing the report, Mo Ke was actually a little glad that he finally had a high-sounding reason to face this matter later. But at the same time, Mo Ke also despises himself, such an escape is really a coward's doing, and he has always been ashamed of himself, but now he is doing it.

"A girl said you would feed me and let me follow you. ”

"Girl?"

Mo Ke was surprised, and at the same time had a strange feeling in his heart, but he was unwilling to delve into his emotions. He's really messed up right now.

Mo Wu was very angry, the child was only five or six years old, he didn't think about it so much, the child said that he could only say it if he saw the master here, so he didn't interrogate. Unexpectedly, he would say such a thing. It was a dereliction of duty to bring him in.

"The girl in the black veil hit me, and she said let me pass you a message, and said that you would give me a full meal. ”

"You say!"

Mo Ke was already cold, and Mo Wu also had a calm face. After all, it was a child of five or six years old, and where had he ever seen such a battle, he was so frightened that he sat on the ground in an instant, and forgot all what he wanted to say.

"Say!"

Moke ordered him coldly. In fact, Mo Ke is not a bloodless person, especially when it comes to children, he has always been very gentle. Today, his abnormality is entirely due to the fact that at this moment he has expected the result and is out of proportion.

The child was so frightened that he cried, where could he still talk.

Mo You happened to come over and saw all this outside the courtyard gate. He still had breakfast in his hand, so Mo You took it, took a cake, coaxed the child, and calmed him down.

Mo Ke had already pushed the door into Xiao Qing's room, where there was a shadow. Mo Ke swayed out of the room as if he had lost his soul.

"What did she say?"

She said, ......"

The child was still stumbling, too frightened to speak. Mo You hurriedly turned his face away, so that the child's sight could no longer see Mo Ke, and took another white-flour steamed bun.

"What did she say?"

"She said, she's not from here, yes, what to wear!"

"Soul piercing. ”

"Yes, yes, yes, it's the soul piercing, she said that she is not a person here, nor a woman, unlike a real woman, she can't be with you anymore. ”

The three of Mo Ke's master and servant were all confused, it must be that the child couldn't understand, otherwise what did these words mean?

"That's what she said?"

"yes!"

The three of them didn't have hope for the child's words, Xiao Qing would definitely not say that.

She also said, you are not afraid now. ”

Mo Ke, who had already walked to the door to chase Xiao Qing, turned around again.

"Not afraid of what?"

"Don't be afraidβ€”β€”, not afraidβ€”"

The kid didn't remember that many words at all. Scratching his head and thinking about it for a long time.

"Don't be afraid of bad guys, you have subordinates, you have protection, she doesn't have to protect you, she will go by herself!"

"She also said that it doesn't matter how much I remember, you will take care of me, you will give me food!"

"Take him down and settle him down. Mo Wu, I want to find her. ”

Mo Ke spoke very slowly, squinting at Mo Wu with a pair of serious eyes, which looked like an angry Jade Lady.

"Will you do your best to find her without selfishness? Will you protect her as you would protect my life?"