Yue'er was still hanging high, and the group of people stayed in the room next to them, and there was only one person who listened to the story, but the storyteller changed one after another. Huo Xiyang sat quietly at the table, often holding the teacup to his lips but forgetting whether he drank it or not, because the story made him frightened, sad, and distressed!

From the first acquaintance to the present eleven years, the two have only been in love for a year and a half, and it is this year and a half that has made them taste the pain and joy of life and death. It's not just the incompatibility of status and identity, but the two are simply in a world where it is impossible to merge, and if they want to be together, unless one party completely and completely gives up themselves, not only identity, status, but also all the people behind them. Sadly, they have on their shoulders the responsibilities and burdens that they can't get rid of, and it is this inability to leave them that causes the two to be helplessly separated again and again.

What is the pain of loving each other but not being able to stay together?

Is it the occasional breeze, or the spring grass that will still sprout after the bleakness?! It is an endless torture, with every breath, desperately struggling to get into the weakest part of the heart, stitch by stitch, piercing the whole heart with a thousand holes, and they still have to face others with smiling faces, and the tears of sadness and pain will only fall after turning around.

The autumn wind still didn't stop, and the leaves in the courtyard were falling in a row, and occasionally a few yellowing leaves were rolled up and down the steps, and then carried away by the next wisp of wind.

When Xian Yi talked about Flawless Sleepless Sleepless splicing the letter, about being used by Zheng Chexuan, about the injury in the back of his head and almost humiliating, and when he talked about why he was so afraid of being touched by others, the whole room closed their eyes in pain.

There was a sudden loud collision sound at the door, everyone was startled, and when they looked back, they only saw the figure of the little marquis who left suddenly, and a shocking blood red on the side of the door still left traces left by the person's fingertips.

"When did he ...... Start listening......" Nangong Rehe got up and chased a few steps, and then paused by the door.

No, let him calm down, the one Qiē that Gongzi experienced in Dazheng was so tortuous and even terrifying, not to mention the little marquis, even if it was himself, he was so distressed that he couldn't listen to it. That is Leng Gongzi, who has never succumbed to any suppression, will also commit suicide by cutting his wrists because he can't bear it, everyone is relying on him, but he is only nineteen years old, he is tired and in pain, who can he rely on?!

Adjusting his breathing deeply, the little marquis stood in front of the flawless room, stood for a long time, and finally waited until the tears were dry, then gently pushed open the door and walked into the house.

Flawless has fallen asleep, his body is not as good as before, there is too much pressure in Da Zheng, which has made him unable to be as strong as before, and the sudden meeting with Bai Yan has brought joy, but also brought unprecedented impact, the whole body and mind relaxed in the embrace of that person, and that peace of mind hit, making him sleep like that. It was a sense of security that had not been felt since that nightmare afternoon, and the man who hugged him let out a helpless chuckle after being stunned, laughing at his childlike sleep without warning, but he did not know how hard his peace of mind was.

The footsteps approached gently, the blood-stained fingertips lifted the light veil, and looking at the sleeping face, the little marquis suddenly raised his head.

Teeth clenched, endured and endured, but two lines of tears finally fell from his eyes.

Flawless, I didn't expect that after I left Da Zheng, you have experienced so many unbearable humiliations and tribulations, Xiao Junmo's humiliation, Zheng Yunqian's departure, Zheng Chexuan's betrayal, if I knew that the result would be like this, how could I let go of your hands in the first place.

Fingertips brushed the man's smooth hair, the little marquis looked at the thin face stupidly, and muttered: "Flawless, I want to be with you, if someone is destined to pay for this war, I hope that person is me, not you." ”

Flawless is still asleep, I don't know what I dreamed of, my pink lips were slightly raised, and the little marquis sat at the head of the bed, quietly looking at the smiling face, and laughed with tears.

What a beautiful smile, flawless, for this smile on my lips, I Meng Baiyan poured all over the world, and I should not hesitate to do it!!

A trace of numbness came from the center of his eyebrows, and he felt that the gentle touch gently outlined his outline, and the corners of Xiao Houye's lips hooked, and he opened his eyes.

The warm sunlight slanted in through the window, the crisp birdsong awakened the sleeping ears, the eyebrows stretched, and the little marquis reached out and grabbed the man's hands and clasped them tightly between his fingers.

Flawless had woken up, turned sideways and looked at him lying on the edge of the bed with wide eyes, his hands were clasped, and he didn't avoid it, but gently pressed his forehead between his foreheads, and his clear eyes looked at him quietly.

"Flawless...... What are you thinking......"

"I'm wondering, if one day, I am gone, turned into ashes, turned into smoke, blown away by the wind, scattered, in your heart, whether there is still me. ”

"If you turn to ashes and smoke, I will go with you, and you will be blown away by the wind, and I will be blown away, and I will melt with the ashes and smoke, and I will not be able to distinguish them, and I will never be able to separate!"

Hands clasped, clasped, clasped again! Bai Yan, forgive me! That hatred is not flawless alone, the unjust soul that died in the hands of Dajin is always entangled with me, so that I can't break free, I can't escape, I have lost you in this life, if there is an afterlife, flawless must always accompany me, and I can't divide my bones and ashes!

"What are you going to do today. ”

The body still didn't move, and the flawless replied in a low voice: "The embroidery village in the hands of the flawless is responsible for the birthday tribute of Emperor Wen of Jin, so there are many things to do." Bai Yan, it's been a year, and the night last year was the day when Flawless left you. ”

Putting the clasped fingertips on his lips and kissing it, the little marquis smiled slightly: "Yes, it's been a year, but you have returned to my side again, flawless, this time, I will not let go of your hands again." ”

His body trembled obviously, and his eyes drooped flawlessly. Feeling his silence, the little marquis reached out to brush away the short hair on his cheeks, and said, "Get up, I should go back too, I haven't returned overnight, and I have to go to General Mo to ask for guilt after I go back, Bai Yan is ...... now"

His lips were tapped by the man, and Flawless shook his head, saying, "Go and do your own thing, you don't need to explain to Flawless, Flawless also has his own things to do." You have your own life, you have the friends you value, the loved ones, flawless don't ask you to back down for me, Bai Yan, flawless as long as you have a sincere heart, nothing else is needed. ”

With a pain in his heart, the little marquis stroked his flawless and soft eyebrows with his fingertips, and said with a light smile: "It's the same for me, flawless, no matter what my position is in the future, I, Meng Baiyan, will never live up to you!"

The figure gradually faded out of sight, looking at the back of the three of the little marquis, the corners of the flawless mouth raised slightly, revealing a smile, and then paused when he turned around, the smile faded, and slowly lowered his head.

"Brother Xiyang......"

Huo Xiyang slowly walked in front of Flawless, raised his hand, and stretched out his arm.

Flawless's body leaning on the edge of the pillar tensed for a moment, and unconsciously let himself form a defensive momentum, Huo Xiyang saw his appearance, sighed lightly, and withdrew his hands.

"Flawless, I know it all, all the one qiē. ”

Flawless was obviously stunned, and then quickly turned back to look at Xian Yi standing on the side of the corridor, Xian Yi dodged behind the bow with a little weakness, lowered his head and did not dare to raise it, and whispered: "What they forced me to say, everyone has a share." ”

Flawless retracted his eyes, a little overwhelmed, as if he had been stripped of his clothes and exposed to everyone's sight in an instant, those unbearable past events, humiliation and violations, were pulled out without reservation, so that he didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

"So, Bai Yan ......"

Did Bai Yan know about it? All the qiē, he also knew?

Looking at the expressions of those people, the flawless body shook and fell against the pillar.

It was a nightmare that he desperately wanted to forget, starting from King Ping, those unbearable nightmares entangled themselves one after another, twisting themselves to the point that they couldn't breathe, and the traces of shame would fade away over time, but the wounds that were burned in the bottom of my heart could never heal.

"Bai Yan...... Got it too...... He also knows ......" muttered in his mouth, Flawless suddenly reached out and grabbed his chest, his body was so cold, as if he suddenly fell into a cold ice cellar, his breath was imprisoned, looking at his suddenly fallen figure, the four people standing on the side were stunned.

"Childe is sick-the medicine is in the first compartment of the bedside cabinet-" Xian Yi screamed in panic and pushed away the bow and ran towards Flawless, Ghost Wing had quickly run into Flawless room and took out the pill, it was the pill that Kou Yun had allocated to Flawless, Zheng Chexuan asked Ghost Wing to follow Flawless when he asked him to bring it, but because Kou Yun was taken away by Leng Er and the others, there was not much pill left.

Huo Xiyang has been completely shocked by the flawless symptoms, although the flawless heart disease is born, but because of the indifference of the temperament when he was young, it was not very obvious in the past, but now that he is growing up, the weight of the heart has increased, and the pressure is too great due to the forbearance of the temperament, and he is depressed in the heart, so the attacks are becoming more and more frequent, and they are becoming more and more strict.

"Childe, if Childe wants to blame, blame Xianyi, don't get along with your body. Xian Yi cried and hugged Flawless's body, the three people around him were so anxious that they were at a loss, but they didn't dare to approach Flawless, except for Meng Baiyan, Xian Yi was the only one who could touch Flawless, and now this situation made them even more afraid to try.

The fingertips were tightly clasped with spasms, the flawless gasp for breath, the chest rose and fell, the face was pale, the corners of the lips were blue, and cold sweat was pouring down from the forehead.

"I'm going to ask for a doctor-" The bow's body ran out, but the door suddenly sounded, and the three of the little marquis turned around and walked in quickly, and the little marquis said as he walked: "Flawless, I suddenly thought of something that I must remind you-" The voice paused, and the little marquis's head rang loudly, his footsteps moved forward, and then went straight to the man like crazy.

"Is it a heart disease again?" Reaching out to pick up Flawless and running into the house, he put him down when he got to the bedside, reached out to wipe the cold sweat from his forehead, and then bent his legs and flattened his body. Finding that the flawless body was cold, the little marquis hurriedly pulled the quilt over him, but saw that he was about to curl up on one side of his body, knowing that he must have unbearable chest pain, and suddenly thought of the method that Xi Hao had taught him. The little marquis lifted the quilt and stretched out his hand to open the flawless placket, and found that the man grabbed himself with both hands, the little marquis couldn't help his heart beat wildly, and said softly: "Flawless, it's me, let go, I won't hurt you." ”

"Those who are in the middle are the sea of qi. "Difficult Scriptures: Forty-five Difficulties" said: "Qi will be three Jiao outside, one tendon is straight and two breasts are inside." Xi Hao's words rang in his head, and the little marquis muttered: "Chest, the current midline, the flat fourth rib, the midpoint of the line connecting the two breasts." His fingertips trembled slightly, and Xiao Hou Ye took a few deep breaths, carefully looking for the location of the acupoint, and then tapped the acupoint.

Everyone around him held his breath, and the little Hou Ye lightly pressed the acupoint in his body, cold sweat rolled down his forehead, and the fear in his heart was too clear, making his perception turbulent with every breath of that person. Time passed little by little, and when the little marquis realized that he could no longer support it, Flawless finally let out a long breath, and then his eyes opened slightly, looking at the man's face that was so nervous that he lost his color.

Without speaking, the little marquis wiped away the sweat from his forehead, and then stretched out his hands and hugged the flawless tightly in his arms, as if coaxing a child who couldn't sleep peacefully, gently patting his body, and using that kind of reliance and touch to transmit the sense of security to the person, over and over again, until he closed his eyes tiredly and fell asleep peacefully.

Tomorrow's preview: "Brother Huo, no matter what, I will not give up Flawless, his body can no longer bear the pressure, after his condition is stable, I will take him away and find someone who can save him, in addition, someone will be unfavorable to Tao Le Xuan, Brother Huo must be careful." ”