Chapter 258: What's the point?
Luo Sheng was puzzled, and a waiter brought the dishes up, and they were neatly placed in front of her one by one.
She didn't order, and immediately became a little confused, and the waiter explained in a low voice: "Miss Cheng has already paid for you." β
Luo Sheng was dumbfounded, and subconsciously glanced at the person at the table next to her, I don't know if it was intentional or coincidental, Cheng Ya happened to look at her too.
When the four eyes touched, the other party raised a glass at her, looking at her with a casual look, as if she was not worried about being discovered by the man opposite.
Luo Sheng's heart was blocked, and he turned his head expressionlessly.
She felt inexplicable about everything in front of her, but no matter what Cheng Ya's intentions were, she was not interested in watching Ye Junyuan and other women here, especially having dinner with Cheng Ya.
picked up the bag and was about to leave, when suddenly, Cheng Ya's soft question came from his ear, "Junyuan, I've always wanted to ask you a question, if I hadn't left back then, would you really marry me?"
Luo Sheng froze in place for a moment.
Ye Junyuan seemed to be a little surprised, raised his head, put down his chopsticks, and said in a flat tone as always, "Cheng Ya, similar questions, I have already answered your mother, there is no if in the world, the reality is that my marriage contract with you has ended, and my current fiancΓ©e is Luo Sheng." β
Cheng Ya lowered her eyes and listened to what he said, and smiled lightly: "But I still want to know the answer to this if...... Over the years, I have not had an easy time abroad, and I have been thinking repeatedly that if I hadn't said goodbye back then, would I be in a different situation now. β
Ye Junyuan pursed his lips and said nothing.
There was no hesitation or embarrassment on his face, and he was silent because he simply felt that there was no need to answer.
"Junyuan ......" Cheng Ya softened her voice, looking at him softly, with a look of pleading and pleading, "I just want to hear you tell the truth, if I hadn't left back then, would I be your wife?"
Ye Junyuan frowned slightly, wiped his hands with a napkin, and said lightly: "Even if you know, you can't change reality." β
Cheng Ya bit her lip lightly, and her eyes flushed with a hint of redness, "I understand what you said, but this is the knot in my heart all along, even if I sympathize with me, I just want to let myself die completely." β
Ye Jun glanced at her from afar and fell silent again.
When he received Cheng Ya's invitation call in the afternoon, he wanted to refuse, but considering that she had just been discharged from the hospital, he reluctantly agreed.
He didn't know that Cheng Ya was pretending to be sick before, and two days before Cheng Ya was discharged from the hospital, he suddenly heard from Xu Jin that her condition had been greatly controlled, not only did her mind return to clarity, but even the chaotic memory turned back to normal, and the burden in his heart was instantly relaxed.
Although he felt that her state had improved a little incredible, he didn't think deeply, for him, Cheng Ya could return to normal, no matter what, it was a good thing that everyone was happy. At least, Liang Aifen doesn't have to kidnap herself morally because of her daughter's illness all day long.
From the conversation just now, he was sure that Cheng Ya had returned to his past state, and his speech returned to his previous confession.
Ye Junyuan pondered the matter and didn't notice at all that Luo Sheng was sitting behind him, nervously waiting for his answer.
After a long while, she finally heard the man's voice and replied softly and clearly, "Yes." β
Luo Sheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a little weak all over his body, and even his limbs began to chill.
Cheng Ya's eyes lit up suddenly, and her voice became much lighter, "Really?"
He didn't answer again.
"Then ......" Cheng Ya stopped talking for a while, carefully looked at his expression, plucked up his courage, and continued to ask, "If Luo Sheng didn't show up, I would return to China this time, and if I wanted to renew my relationship with you, would you be willing to marry me?"
Another if, Ye Junyuan was quiet for a while, and said softly, "I don't know." β
Luo Sheng froze completely, his heart was like falling to the bottom, and his bones were cold.
At this moment, somehow, she suddenly remembered what Ye Tiantai said before-
"Don't be so selfish and cling to my grandson like a dog's skin plaster. My grandson would have a better choice without you. β
Before I knew these three words, it was like the last straw, which pressed down all the little persistence she had left.
yes, what the hell is she hesitating about?
If there is no one, Ye Junyuan will have a better object, separated, maybe everyone will be uncomfortable at first, but who will not continue to rotate without the earth, and who will not survive if there is no one?
What's the point of her procrastinating like this?
The dishes on the table didn't move, she picked up her bag, walked to the cash register, took out her card, and asked the waiter to settle the dishes on Cheng Ya's table.
She doesn't want to owe anything to anyone, especially Cheng Ya's.
Except for the restaurant, she walked aimlessly down the street, and when she felt tired from her feet, she sat down on a bench next to the subway entrance.
As night fell, the night market stalls gradually began to be lively, and she watched the small vendors pushing carts to set up stalls, with a long one, food, use, all kinds of small commodities.
Although the rent here is expensive, there is a huge flow of people, and anything can be sold, and it is individual merchants who have to sell the holy land.
Luo Sheng was in a trance, and vaguely remembered that when this night market stall first started to be rented, she also thought about coming here to get a stall and come over at night to set up a stall or something, but in the end, because the capital budget and time could not be arranged, she finally counted.
At that time, she planned that when she graduated, she would go to work during the day and come to work part-time at night, which would definitely pull her younger brother up.
I still remember the scene vividly, and now I think about it as if it happened yesterday.
Luo Sheng recalled the past, and there was not only a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.
At that time, I must have never thought that I would actually know someone like Ye Junyuan and live such a good life now.
I thought that she had endured enough hardships in the first half of her life, but after meeting Ye Junyuan, her future life became smoother.
However, the facts told her that her life did not start to be smooth sailing, and she ...... After all, he still has to go back to the slums and live a life of hard work to support his younger brother.
Listening to the conversation between the two, Luo Sheng was dazed, his mind was buzzing, and he couldn't believe his ears.
When she was in a dilemma, he finally gave her a kick in the door, urging her to make up her mind as soon as possible.
Luo Sheng was immersed in a heavy emotion, and he didn't even notice when Zuo Xinmei left, and when Xu Jin turned around to leave, he finally saw her standing in the corner.
ββ¦β¦ When did you get into the habit of eavesdropping on corners?"
Recalled by the man's voice, Luo Sheng raised his eyes and met the slightly smiling eyes, speechless for a while.
was bumped into by her, and Xu Jin didn't have any explanation, just told her, "Forget what you saw just now, and don't mention it to the young master." β
Luo Sheng was still dumbfounded, and after a while, he muttered, "Brother Jin, child...... Is it really that important to you?"
Xu Jin paused for a moment and smiled slightly: "I'm not a Dink, of course I want to have my own child." β
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He turned around and looked at the flowerbed full of flowers, and his voice had a little more incomprehensible meaning, "I didn't think it before, but when I went home for the New Year this time, I looked at my old home and remembered the glory of our Xu family back then...... Somehow, all of a sudden, I wanted to have a child. β
Speaking of this, he probably felt a little funny, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a self-deprecating arc, "It's probably middle-aged fear, unconsciously, I'm also a Ben Wu man, and I have a child who can make my state a little more stable." β
Luo Sheng lowered his eyes and proposed in a low voice, "Now that science and technology are so developed, even if Sister Xinmei can't give birth, there are other ways to solve the problem, and you don't have to break up." β
"That's different, and Xinmei can't accept my child coming out of someone else's belly. Noticing that the atmosphere was a little solemn, Xu Jin rubbed her head and said to the end of the topic: "Okay, this is my Xinmei's business, don't let us affect your mood." β
Luo Sheng bit his lip lightly, as if he was unconsciously whispering, "Ah Yuan is the same, he must be ...... I also have children of my own. β
That's why his eyes are so soft when he looks at the window of the baby store.
Her voice was too vague for Xu Jin to hear clearly, so she asked curiously what she was muttering.
Luo Sheng shook his head, replied nothing, and left.
She couldn't stay at home, and she didn't want to disturb Luo Weixi, who had the college entrance examination in a week, and was alone on the street until the evening.
She was uncomfortable, the pain in her heart was like a needle pricking into the bone, I don't know what words to use to describe it, I can only keep walking back and forth in the streets and alleys, the sun at the end of May is very hot, but she feels cold hands and feet, so cold that she wants to shiver.
In the chaos, at the moment when she finally made up her mind, Cheng Ya's call came, asking her to go to a high-end restaurant now.
"Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to ask you out for dinner. Without waiting for her to refuse, Cheng Ya opened her mouth first, her voice cold, "It's just that there are some things, if you don't let you witness it with your own eyes, you will only think that I am lying to you." β
After a moment of silence, Luo Sheng hung up the phone and went to the restaurant.
As soon as she entered the door, an attendant led her to a window position.
Luo Sheng looked around suspiciously, and soon saw Cheng Ya's figure at the next table, and opposite her, sat the man she was very familiar with and slept with every night, Ye Junyuan.
The two seemed to have been here for a while, the table was full of sumptuous and exquisite dishes, and Cheng Ya had a sweet smile and introduced these dishes to the man opposite in a soft voice.
Ye Junyuan's expression was faint, and he only occasionally responded with one or two sentences, most of them just listened to her.
Because of the angle and the fact that there were green plants in the middle, he didn't notice Luo Sheng, who was sitting next to him.
Luo Sheng retracted his gaze, lowered his head and held his mind, silently listening to the conversation behind.
She didn't understand, what Cheng Ya's purpose was for calling herself here, was it to watch her and Ye Junyuan eat? wouldn't it be so boring, right?