69 Torment
After the grains finished saying this, Yan Yan was like a lightning strike, and the grains left. Yan Yan sat alone for a long time, and when he returned home, he fell into torment.
He thought that he loved Qi Auntie and was obedient to Lady Qi, and Auntie Qi would be with him sincerely, but he didn't expect Auntie Qi to always love another man, closed her eyes, and the appearance of Auntie Qi in tears appeared in front of him, although the tears were not for him, but he was heartbroken, because he saw the way she loved someone, which was really tears left for love.
What he said was right, it was indeed he who robbed someone else's lover, and they were really a good match, although he didn't want to admit it, but it was true. He's selfish, he feels like he's a villain.
So what should I do now? This choice was too difficult, and he suddenly understood how difficult Qi Yan's choice was at the beginning, and she must have gone through a painful struggle. This pain was given by him, and he thought that what he would give her would only be happiness, but he didn't expect that this pain was greater than happiness.
Grains said that the man was very good, indeed very good, and he seemed to be much better than him in all aspects. Qi Auntie loves him so much, and he loves Kiss Auntie so much, if they are together, then Lady Qi is very happy every day. This kind of happiness comes from the heart, and it can't be achieved no matter how hard you try.
Since it was he who robbed someone else's lover, then it's okay, just return it yourself. He didn't want to go back, but he didn't want Qi Yanwu to stay by his side unhappily and unhappily. He is willing to let go, but he still loves Qi Yanwu very much, he is not an actor, but this time his acting skills are very good, he deliberately lost his temper, did things that made Qi Yanwu annoying, and finally deliberately let her see the ambiguous chat history, the most fatal blow was that he took the woman home to sleep. He knew that Qi Yanwen took her relationship very seriously, and once she made up her mind, she didn't want to change it, but he also knew that once she was broken, she would leave ruthlessly. During these days, his acting was really painful, and every time he ran away from Qi Yan's wife, he wanted to kill himself.
But he has to continue acting, he wants to make Qi Yanwen completely sad and feel that he is not worthy of being with her. He succeeded, and the day Qi Yanwen left, he felt that the whole world had collapsed, and his heart had been broken into powder.
Every day after that, he relied on memories to survive. recalled the days when Qi Yanwen was with him, recalled the excitement on the day he proposed, recalled the happiness of meeting for the first time, and recalled the misunderstanding that he suspected that she was a liar. Recalling the taste of the food Qi Grandma gave him, recalling that Qi Grandma cared about every word he said, he really loved her so much, and he really couldn't give up. But Qi Yanwen doesn't love him, and he doesn't want her to live an unhappy life.
When planning to implement this plan to let Qi Yan leave, Yan Yan thought that Qi Yan likes puppies, although he doesn't like pets, but he still bought a cute puppy to go home, in fact, from that moment on, Yan Yan had a plan in his heart, in the future, when Qi Yan left, let her take the dog, this is a pet that belongs to the two of them, even if they are separated, the puppy is by her side, as if Yan Yan himself is by Qi Yan's side. He was reluctant to separate the two of them, he knew that Qi Yanwen really didn't love him, but he hoped that whenever she saw the puppy, she could think of him for a moment, and think of his goodness, although he did treat her badly in the last days.
Yan Yan never went to pick up girls again, and lived a simple and peaceful life every day, and was at peace with his feelings. He sometimes thinks that as long as one day, Jing Xingxian treats her badly and makes her sad, he will definitely snatch Qi Huan's wife back. At that time, he would never feel sorry for Jing Xingxian again, maybe only that day could Qi Yanwen accept him completely.
In fact, in this misunderstanding, it was Yan Yan who suffered the most in the end, but Yan Yan was still grateful to God for making him the supporting actor of this misunderstanding, and had the opportunity to fall in love with the heroine, even if she was destined not to belong to him.