Su Hewei kept telling himself that he must understand his lover, and kept persuading himself that Xu Huixin would be like this because she cared about herself.

In this way, Su Hewei was able to calm himself down.

If a man can't calm down first, then he can't handle things reasonably.

"Huixin, I hope we can all calm down and explain the problem clearly, if you have been in this mood all the time, I have no way to explain things to you at all. Su Hewei calmed his tone as calmly as possible: "Let's calm down and talk slowly, okay?"

"I've always been calm, I've been calm for a long, long time, and today you forced me to explode. Xu Huixin shook her head: "I don't have so much patience, Su Hewei, I'm a woman, I have my bottom line." ”

"I know I've caused you pain, I'm sorry, I apologize, I sincerely apologize to you, I didn't mean to, I never did anything to be sorry for you. Su Hewei nodded: "As long as you are willing to calm down, I am willing to explain everything to you, but the premise is that your emotions need to be stabilized, because the things involved by Su Qing are too complicated, I don't know if you can accept it." ”

"So, there's really something going on between you and her. Xu Huixin's face was ugly.

"The relationship between me and Su Qing is definitely not what you think. Su Hewei said: "If you are willing to calm down and listen to me, then I will tell you, anyway, I will tell you about this matter sooner or later, I have never said it because I haven't thought about it yet......"

Xu Huixin was a little nervous when she heard this: "What is the matter?"

"I don't know if you're ready now, but whether you're ready or not, I'll say. Su Hewei said: "Things have developed to the current situation, so I can't help but continue to hide it from you." ”

"What the hell is going on, tell me quickly. Xu Huixin was a little anxious, she could hear the seriousness in Su Hewei's voice.

Su Hewei lowered his voice and confessed in a voice that almost only he could hear clearly: "Su Qing is my daughter......"

Although Su Hewei's voice was extremely small, it still did not escape Xu Huixin's ears.

Xu Huixin's whole body was petrified, and she stood stiffly in front of Su Hewei, and she didn't say anything for a long time.

"That's all in the past. Su Hewei said: "So I haven't known how to tell you." ”

"What happened in the past, when will it ......," Xu Huixin said slowly.

"Before I knew you, before I married you. Su Hewei said: "Before I came to work in Shangjiang City......"

Xu Huixin was stunned for a moment: "The girl who was your childhood sweetheart was pregnant with your child?"

"I didn't know at first, but if I had, I probably wouldn't have come to Shangjiang. Su Hewei sighed: "I don't know anything, I just came to Shangjiang for my own future, and she chose to ......hide it for my future."

"When you married me, it was for your own future, not because of love?" Xu Huixin was a little sad.

Even though they were already people of their age, they had already experienced so much, but it still made her sad.

Any girl craves love, especially in her best years.

You must know that there were many people who pursued Xu Huixin at the beginning, and Xu Huixin chose Su Hewei for her love.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that Su Hewei chose her not because of love, but because of her future...... Su Hewei at the beginning actually had his own love, and even had the crystallization of love.

"I admit that I was all about my future at the beginning, I gave up too much for my future, deceived too much, but after so many years, the relationship between us has long become a family relationship. Su Hewei said: "I will say so much today because I regard you as my relative." ”

"But I'm your lover. Xu Huixin shook her head, she didn't want any family affection.

Xu Huixin could never believe that she was such a romantic person, but at this age, she found that she had never had love.

What a sad and terrible thing is this?

Why, why did God treat her like this, why did he joke about her love?

Isn't a person's life the saddest life if he doesn't even have a true love?

"I'm sorry, Huixin...... I know I'm sorry for you, please forgive me. Su Hewei said: "I didn't know that she had a child, so I chose to stay in Shangjiang, chose to marry you, and chose my current life,...... It wasn't until that day that I found out that Su Qing was my daughter, and it wasn't until that day that I knew that she had suffered countless hardships in order to raise Su Qing, and I didn't get the news until that day...... She has been dead for a long time. ”

Xu Huixin suddenly trembled.

Long since you died?

She ...... How could she?" Xu Huixin looked at Su Hewei in surprise, her husband had never had such a painful and sad expression in front of her.

"Yes. Su Hewei endured the stinging pain in his heart: "She has completely left this world, and after she raised Su Qing as an adult, she left...... I...... I really can't think about how she survived all those years!"

How can a woman, with a child, spurned by her family and with no one to help, persevere?

Su Hewei really didn't dare to imagine it at all!

"You know, she chose to sacrifice herself in order to save the child and for my reputation. Su Hewei said: "In order to give birth to Su Qing, she would rather be abandoned by her family and expelled by her family, she would rather be incompromised by everyone in the same village and misunderstood by everyone!"

Xu Huixin was silent, and this woman she had never met instantly made her feel admiration.

That admiration is something she can't put into words.

"I really don't know what she's been through for so many years, and that belief can keep her going for so long...... She died because of overwork, and I really hated my choice...... Huixin, I'm sorry, this is my psychological words, although I'm a bastard, although I'm sorry for you, but I have to tell the truth. Su Hewei said: "I killed her......"

Xu Huixin didn't speak, just looked at her husband silently.

It stands to reason that she should be very angry, but for some reason, she is not angry at all now, but has become very calm.

Because she felt that the woman she had never met was more pitiful than her, although Xu Huixin's own life experience was unhappy, but at least lucky, but what about Su Qing's mother?

It's not just unhappiness, it's simply unhappiness in life...... Xu Huixin was thinking, if it was her, would she be able to persevere?

It's a pity that she doesn't have children, she doesn't know what it's like to be a mother, so she can't feel where the source of her strength as a mother is, so she admires Su Qing's mother even more.