Before writing this book, Panda wanted to write a different rebirth essay from the past, that is, the kind of otaku star who can make a lot of money sitting at home, such as Internet celebrities and the like, and then wholeheartedly guarding the vegetative fiancée (who was not going to wake up), and by the way, resisting the girl next door, the 'iron buddy' actively pursuing the like, but it was wrong to write it.

That feeling is like the appearance of the tribulation in the flood wilderness, and sentient beings are affected by the tribulation and lose their minds, and unconsciously deviate from the direction and seek their own death.

And the panda also found a physical problem after a sudden physical examination and has been recuperating. During the recuperation period, the panda's mind gradually regained its senses, and when he looked at the book again, he found that this was not what the panda wanted at all.

That's a mistake on top of a mistake.

Panda thinks this should be the best solution, but the starting point doesn't seem to have been deleted and rewritten from the shelves, and the pressure is a bit great.

Over the course of a few months, Panda had gradually forgotten the content of the book in his mind, and he had lost his initial emotional investment in the book.

After thinking about it, Panda wanted to pause the update of the book, change his mind, and write something else.

Eunuchs don't know how to be eunuchs, but Panda really has to think about the future direction of this book. This is not a matter for Panda alone, but also about the opinion of the editor-in-charge. If you delete and rewrite, it's hard to say that it's recommended, and I'm afraid the editor in charge will also have opinions, so give Panda some more time and think about it!

The new book type will return to the science fiction category, time and space travel, this time Panda wants to write something different, and now there is a more complete idea, go back and discuss it with the editor in charge, write a beginning to review, if it passes, Panda will write this.

I don't know when the new book will be released, everyone knows that if the online article wants to achieve good results, a certain amount of updates is indispensable, and the panda's current body is no longer allowed to write continuously and intensively, so the panda will save some manuscripts in advance and publish the book later, and there will be room for explosion at that time.

Panda is a chronic disease, it is estimated that it will not get better in this life, and it can only be maintained by taking medicine, I originally thought that writing online articles could write for a lifetime, but now I look at it, I am afraid that it will be difficult to persist until the age of fifty. Panda was born in 82 and is 36 years old, and I only hope to continue to write for ten years, ten years later...... Maybe you will have to retire from your old age.

Talking and talking, I wanted to cry, the past few months have been really tormenting, especially at the beginning I had a fever twice in a month, each time for a week, plus the side effects of taking drugs to lower uric acid, I couldn't walk on the ground for a while, I really wanted to die at that time, and not once or twice, until September, I slowly lost this thought.

Fortunately, it's all over, although I can't recover, but I won't be like a disabled person who can't take care of myself, pay more attention to maintenance in the future, maybe I can live to be in my seventies, so if I count, half of my life has been over, the last half, I hope it doesn't make me too painful.

I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of pain (perhaps many people are like this!, what a blessing it is to die healthy and painless!).

No more, that's all.

Brothers and sisters, see you in the next new book.

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Pandas are fat

In the early morning of November 16, 2018