A few years ago, Lan Feng didn't have such an outfit now, referring to his status and character. At least now Lan Feng looks very masculine, a handsome man, the most important thing is that his behavior will make you feel like a straight man, although he is still a girl at heart, but this is also the result that he spent a long time and price to get.

When I was a child, Lan Feng was very beautiful, and her figure was slender, and now she is a big cute girl, a big girl in women's clothing. It's strange that the development of this era always makes people feel overwhelmed, and now boys are even more beautiful than girls, and girls are becoming more and more masculine.

This Lan Feng has been raised as a girl by his parents since he was a child, although he is a boy, but he is too white, it is easy to mistake people for a beautiful girl at first glance, and a girl with supermodel potential.

Even after parents get used to it, the clothes they buy for Lan Feng are becoming more and more feminine, you must know that children's hearts are easily distorted in childhood, because their heads are quickly accepting new things, and every bit of it will be deeply imprinted in their minds, so that it will affect their views on life in the future.

That's why it's now often said that sex education starts at the age of zero. Later, as time passed, Lan Feng also felt that he might be a girl, and his friends around him were all girls, and boys always looked at him strangely.

It was only after high school that the problem slowly began to take shape, so much so that for a while, he was violated. At that time, he and his female classmates were always better than his male classmates, but after all, he was a man, and he had to stand up to go to the toilet, and the bear children were not like the innocent and immaculate when they were children, but began to bully Lan Feng, an outlier.

When it was even more hateful, once on the way out of school, even a few bad guys in the school specially surrounded him, asking him whether he was a man or a woman, and boldly asked him to take off his pants to see if there were any chickens.

This kind of question made Lan Feng's heart palpitate, he gritted his teeth and didn't say anything, his face was also red, and his lips were red and white, he did look a little more feminine.

The bad boys are here to find trouble, so they definitely won't let Lan Feng go because he doesn't speak. It was only after that that that he completely changed his view of himself, which should be said to be his view of men. The boys bullied him, forcibly took off his pants, and when they saw the little chicken, they all pointed at him with a mocking face, saying that he was a pervert, neither male nor female.

At that time, he began to hate boys, resisting his masculine characteristics, because they would only bully and laugh at him, he felt that boys were so annoying, how could he be of the same gender as them.

On the contrary, because girls are very good to him, just like sisters, until he gets older and older, the school begins to divide the male and female dormitories, which should be high school at that time, Lan Feng has long hair and dresses more neutrally, so many boys think that he is a woman, and some people even chase him.

Of course, the bedroom can't be mixed with men and women, that's okay, but Lan Feng didn't dare to live with those men, because he felt that it would be more or less inconvenient, and since then, some people have secretly said that he may be a shemale or a sissy. The latter is still benign.

If he wants to live in a women's dormitory, Lan Feng is a person with a little brother, although he won't do anything bad, but he won't let him live in a girls' dormitory because of this, so he began to have a dilemma at that time. In fact, he likes boys in his heart, because he thinks he is a girl, and he still understands that this boy has to be with a girl, but he has been bullied by boys since he was a child, so he is a little scared, so that some boys in college who confess to him make him feel a headache.

Because they didn't know that Lan Feng was actually a man, although he was tall and thin, and he could be said to have no breasts, but the little brother really grew up there. And those boys who chased him never chased him after knowing his real gender, and as he continued to grow older, he may find that there was a problem in his life, for the word gender, which side is he?

In the bottom of his heart, he knew that he liked men, and boys also liked himself, although he was often bullied by them before, but there were still a few special ones who showed favor to him. Gender because of the problem of time makes him more and more confused, sometimes when he goes to the bathroom, he doesn't know whether to go to the men's toilet or the women's toilet, so that he hesitates at the door for a long time and finally pulls the feces and urine in his pants.

Once when passing by a gay bar, Lan Feng specially cut his short hair, because he had seen a psychiatrist before, thinking that there was something wrong with his heart, and the doctor told him that he had to formalize his gender, at least from the appearance, so he changed his appearance. When he walked into the gay bar, he didn't look like a girl anymore, but a little white face with an empty heart.

The uncles rushed to pour him wine, and several successful people in the company were even willing to support him, and at that time he no longer had the feeling of being afraid that men would bully him. The boys who pursued him turned away from him after knowing his gender, and the taunts and humiliations like when they were children disappeared in the gay bar, where he was the jewel of everyone's palms, they knew he was a man, but they just liked him.

For a while, Lan Feng was addicted to it, and was taken care of by many men, but these were all for fun, and he found that these men who came to the gay bar were actually married and had children, and they could not have a future with themselves, although they liked to drink and chat with themselves, but it was only a period of time that this flesh and feelings would come to an end. There is no true love in the party, everyone is to pick up the desire to stimulate the romantic moment for a while, at that time, Lan Feng has completely understood that he is actually a man, under the long-term treatment of the psychiatrist.

He also began to follow the example of those men who had sex with him, and began to try to date girls, although it was not difficult to make a few female friends with his appearance, but it didn't feel right at all, he liked the feeling of being loved by boys like a woman, not the other way around, that kind of wild time, it also made him feel very embarrassed, and he felt that he should be pressed by himself.

When he was in a gay bar, he would always drink a lot of wine, the atmosphere was bright, the music was rendered, everything was dizzy, the boys would no longer bully themselves, but would love themselves, and he was really a beautiful girl, or a boy, maybe all this was not important, the most important thing was to have fun in time.

But these are short-lived, after dating more than a dozen boyfriends, all of them broke up, they said that they couldn't hide it with him for the rest of their lives, they had a family, and it was impossible to give up the family for him, although "I like you better", but I just can't be with you in a dignified way.

There is no future with a boy, but with a girl makes him feel very distressed, that is not what he wants, the only way to solve the problem is to face it, reverse it, people can't always live in a state, it will always awaken, even if it is good or bad.

With the help of a psychiatrist, Lan Feng tried to increase his male hormones, began to exercise, and began to practice boxing, so that his figure suddenly changed from a weak state to the current strong and courageous muscular man, and countless beauties fell for him, but this is just a change in appearance, even if the hormones are bursting, the inner thing is always difficult to reverse, just like a person's character, it can only be hidden, but it cannot be changed.

Lan Feng was later taken a fancy by a rich woman, but he refused, but he didn't expect to be threatened after refusing, saying that the thug she was looking for to force him to comply, either to be his lover, or to keep his little brother.

At that time, he remembered that it was Brother P who saved him, and finally followed him because he liked Brother P, but Brother P later knew that he was a, and Lan Feng knew that it was impossible for him to be with Brother P, so he restrained the restlessness in his heart.

And Brother P didn't know that Lan Feng liked him at the beginning, otherwise things wouldn't be so simple, and he didn't know until now, and he, just like the men who played with themselves in gay bars, slowly changed from a small start to a big attack, playing with those young fagots. Time doesn't change a person, it only makes people the person who bullied you in the first place.

And now Lan Feng, under the influence of alcohol, once again couldn't restrain his inner thoughts, and actually had that feeling for Mu Zilong, and when he had a casual conversation with him without a word, he actually put his hand on his thigh unconsciously.