365 A change in that year (94).
That year (94)
Lin Yutong brought out the meal for the fourth master, got dressed himself, and said, "This matter can't be delayed, we really have to do it quickly." Otherwise, the more it spreads, the more unpleasant it becomes, and it will not be good for anyone. I'll go talk to He Tian right away. ”
The fourth master grabbed her, "Bring the scarf." ”
If you want to talk privately, of course, you have to go outside, and no matter how low the voice is in this building, there will always be a time when someone accidentally hears it.
Lin Yutong asked the fourth master to bring her a scarf, but her mouth was not idle, "After eating, tell them to stop watching TV and go to bed early." ”
The fourth master answered before sending her out.
There are still people coming and going in the building, and Lin Yutong didn't avoid people, and said in the corridor: "Sister He, do you have the key to the office? I left something in the office, please accompany me to pick it up." ”
In an important place like the office, you are not allowed to go there alone after work. You can't go up unless you're accompanied and you've registered downstairs. In the evening, Lin Yutong found the only female colleague to accompany him, which was reasonable.
There was no answer inside, and after waiting for half a minute, the door opened directly. He Tian came out neatly dressed and locked the door casually.
This was not possible before. I don't know since when, He Tian also has the habit of locking the door.
"Let's go. She stepped forward without the slightest hint of asking.
Out of the corridor, the wind rushed in his face, carrying snowflakes, Lin Yutong shrunk his shoulders, and felt like he had fallen into an ice cellar.
The two of them walked towards the office building, and the snow creaked under their feet as they heard the sound of footsteps.
"Do you want to go forward?" He Tian stood and looked around at the empty surroundings before saying, "It's not very convenient to talk in the office, and there are still other people living in the building." It's good here. ”
Lin Yutong raised his eyebrows, "Do you know what I'm looking for you for?"
"I heard Master Yun go to your house, and he just left before you looked for me. He Tian's voice was not high, and in an open place, Lin Yutong could barely hear it.
Her words made Lin Yutong have the feeling of encountering a 'crazy man', what is called 'hearing' where he went.
In the corridor, in the noisy footsteps coming and going, you can hear Master Yun's footsteps, isn't this stupid?
For a while, Lin Yutong was not easy to answer.
After pondering for a long time, Lin Yutong said, "Sister He, Master Yun has his concerns. ”
This is already a refusal. Although it is very tactful.
He Tian turned his head to look at Lin Yutong, even with the help of the snow, in fact, they still couldn't see each other's expressions clearly.
"What concerns, what concerns?" He Tian stood straight as soon as he spoke, like a sharp sword ready to be unsheathed at any moment.
Lin Yutong also looked at He Tian, "Sister He, Master Yun's ex-wife and son, you know, right?"
He Tian snorted and asked, "What's the matter?"
"Not really. Lin Yutong shook his head and took a deep breath, "The relationship between husband and wife can be dissolved." Even if there is a relationship, but after a long time, that bit of husband and wife feelings can be forgotten. But the relationship between father and son cannot be dissolved, and the blood relationship cannot be separated. Master Yun also has a son. Besides, Master Yun wanted to arrange this son to his side. In this way, the problem is not simply a matter of you and him, you can understand this. ”
He Tian nodded, indicating that he understood. He said in a somewhat sour tone: "Son? yes, he has a son." ”
Lin Yutong didn't know what He Tian meant when he said this, so he had to respond lightly.
I heard He Tian laugh and said: "I also had a son, but unfortunately he died before he came to the world." ”
The five-month-old fetus already has a gender, and Lin Yutong feels a little uncomfortable in his heart.
"If he could survive and come to this world, he would be more than ten years old now. I can also carry my schoolbag to school and come back and call my mother. can play tricks on me because of the pocket money of two cents. He Tian's voice was not high, and it drifted into Lin Yutong's ears with the wind.
She only felt a chill on her face, and it turned out that tears flowed down involuntarily.
"I understand Master Yun. It's true. He Tian looked into the distance, "I also want to find a man like Master Yun." She turned her head to look at Lin Yutong, "You must think that I can't forget my lover." As she spoke, she chuckled, "Everyone thinks I can't forget him." She smiled mockingly, "I can't forget her." I have been young, I have loved, and I have longed for it. Everything related to beauty has his shadow. However, I hated him even more. ”
Lin Yutong looked at He Tian and didn't disturb her.
"He's dead, and he's dead. Leaving me pregnant, I died. He Tian's voice trembled, "How easy it is to die, as soon as your eyes are closed, there is no pain or trouble." But did he think about me, did he think about the child in my womb? No, if he could have thought a little more, he wouldn't have died so easily. At that time, so many people were PIDOU, everyone survived, even me, why couldn't he be stronger and grit his teeth and hold on? Just for me and my children. ”
"Actually, the two of us are classmates with Zhang Xinxin, and we are assigned to work in the institute together. Now everyone thinks that Zhang Xinxin is a wretch, but people have managed to survive that year. But what about him? He was once high-spirited, but he only left a pile of white bones. ”
"I sometimes think that in those years, the man who could let his wife go without hesitation was a real man. When you are suffering, you don't drag down your wife and children. The catastrophe has passed, but the man who is bent on making up for it is a thousand times better than the man who has no responsibility and can only cowardly escape. ”
Her voice softened, "Master Yun, stronger than him." ”
If you think so, it's not wrong.
At that time, there were many ways to rectify people, and if you don't draw a clear line for a day, you won't be able to live in peace for a day.
At that time, there were many divorced people, and some of them were like Han Chunxia and Yin Changtian, and they really drew a clear line. Some of them pretended to divorce in order not to be implicated.
But sometimes, the fake can become the real.
After all, this separation is ten years. Anything can happen in 10 years.
It is understandable for a woman with a child from a bad background, without a guarantee of life, to marry someone and find someone to share the burden of life.
Master Yun's ex-wife, which situation it belongs to, Lin Yutong doesn't know. In fact, after that time, it doesn't matter what the situation was.
These people are much stronger than those who leave their relatives behind and seek relief from death.
Lin Yutong didn't refute these words, but said, "But, Master Yun's side...... His son's mood cannot but be considered. A child who left his father at an early age. When time passes, and when I return to my father, I will already be an adult. In the middle, the gap in the relationship for more than ten years cannot be filled overnight. If it's just father and son, then the problem is simple. But if it is in the middle, Master Yun remarries, and the children come here, there is no sense of belonging. Dad has a home, Mom has a home...... Master Yun, I should have taken this into account. ”
He Tian nodded, "For the sake of the child." This reason is valid. I can wait for him, until his son gets married and has a small family of his own, and he will no longer have a strong dependence on his parents. At that time, it was okay. ”
"However, Master Yun is almost fifty years old. Lin Yutong looked at He Tian, "And you, Sister He, are still very young." If you find someone of the same age, you can still have your own children. At your current age, it is not a problem to raise your children, start a family for your children, and watch your grandchildren be born. But Master Yun ...... Even if you have a child, he is afraid, afraid that he will not be able to wait for the child to grow up, and that he will still be on the way again. It is said that it is a young couple and an old companion. You're left alone, how can he bear it?"
"Kid?" He Tian took a deep breath, "He's thinking quite far. But so what, it's not like I don't have a job, and it's not that I can't afford to raise children. I've come over such difficult days, and now that life is better, I'm afraid. I'm not a young girl, I'm already past the age of impulsiveness. I also made up my mind after pondering and pondering these things. I'm not afraid, what is he afraid of?"
Lin Yutong was a little speechless, not knowing what to say.
Besides, it becomes a hindrance to others' pursuit of happiness.
"I'm just passing on what Master Yun meant. As for matters between you, we can't make decisions for others on our behalf. I'll convey your meaning to Master Yun. In addition, people are terrible in their words. He is afraid that this rumor will ...... you" Lin Yutong didn't finish his words, but was interrupted by He Tian waving his hand, "I understand." I won't talk to him in a private setting until he doesn't reply. ”
Lin Yutong breathed a sigh of relief, and the entrusted matter was finally done.
"I'm ......" He Tian paused, as if he didn't know how to speak, and said for a long time, "My violin is not bad, if the children like it, ask them to come to me." After speaking, he was afraid that Lin Yutong would not agree: "I saw Master Yun teaching them foreign languages, thinking that your children's education is still different from others." Music is not as useful as a foreign language, but it ......"
Her tone was a little eager, and she wanted to express something, as if she was embarrassed.
"Okay. Lin Yutong hurriedly responded, "Nowadays, there are really not many teachers who can find teachers to teach these musical instruments." ”
He Tian breathed a sigh of relief before he smiled: "Many young people are starting to like to play guitar. I can teach this too. As long as the child is interested. ”
When it comes to the topic of children, both of them are much more relaxed. Supporting each other all the way back.
Lin Yutong felt that He Tian was probably used to being closed and rarely communicated with others. It's like I'm afraid of loneliness.
Calling the children over today is probably a long day of courage.
Lin Yutong came back, and a layer of snow fell on his shoulders. The fourth master dusted off the snow and put her down jacket on the radiator. took the ginger soup and handed it to Lin Yutong, before asking, "Why has it been so long?"
Lin Yutong leaned back on the sofa and sighed leisurely, "It's really hard to explain......