As if sensing that someone was staring at him, Zhong Nanji tilted his head slightly and looked at her.

Su Mian was fascinated, the eyes of the two collided, and she still didn't come back to her senses.

It wasn't until Zhong Nanshu put down the computer and got up and walked towards her that she suddenly came back to her senses.

"Awake?" Zhong Nanshu leaned down, put his hands on her sides, and looked down at her, "Are you hungry?" ”

Su Mian shook his head slightly, "I want to drink water." ”

spoke, and his voice was a little hoarse.

Such a hoarse and ugly voice suddenly reminded her of the heart-rending cry she had before......

Bad memories came flooding up in an instant, and the originally good mood instantly fell to the bottom.

Zhong Nanjun glanced at her and took in the emotional changes on her face.

But he didn't say anything, got up and walked to the side, poured her a glass of water, and brought it over.

Su Mian sat up, reached out and took the water cup he handed over, and drank most of it.

After drinking, she handed him the glass.

Zhong Nanshu reached out and took it aside, turned around and shook the upper part of the hospital bed, and took a pillow to cushion behind her.

After Su Mian lay down, Zhong Nanshu turned around and brought a chair over and sat next to her.

"Is there anything you want to ask me," he raised his eyes to meet the gaze she had been looking at him, and said slowly, "Ask, I'll tell you." ”

Su Mian really had a lot to ask him.

But the moment the words came to her lips, she was scared again.

She was afraid that her previous speculations had come true.

If that's really the case, then she'......

Seeing that she had been hesitating and not speaking, Zhong Nanshu knew what she was thinking, so she opened her mouth directly, "The reason why I kept hiding it from you before was because I was afraid that I couldn't stand it, and I planned to keep it hidden, but there was still an accident." ”

Su Mian's lips trembled, "Yes...... Was it the last time I was injured?"

The voice trembled a little.

Zhong Nanshu nodded, "Your heavy bleeding at that time was not due to injury, but caused by a miscarriage." ”

"That kid ......"

"It's been three months. ”

The child has already taken shape.

At that time, the doctor also brought out the fetus for Zhong Nanshu to see......

That scene, Zhong Nanshu will never forget in his life.

This is also the most important reason why he had to die for Bai Yi'an.

He and Su Mian's first child......

So small....... How innocent, how cruel!

When Zhong Nanji's words confirmed the doctor's words, Rao was already mentally prepared for Su Mian, but he couldn't help but cover his face with his hands and cry bitterly.

My heart hurts......

It hurts!

It felt like someone was slashing at the softest part of her heart with a knife...... The pain was suffocating.

Seeing that she was crying again, Zhong Nanshu sighed helplessly, got up and went over, leaned down and kissed her forehead with his lips.

While kissing and gently coaxing, "The old lady has been to the temple to spend time for the child, he won't blame you." ”

Su Mian let go of his hands covering his face, and looked at him with tears in his eyes, so painful that he couldn't control himself, "My child...... He's been three months old, but I don't know ......."

Zhong Nanshu took her into his arms and coaxed her softly, "I don't blame you, it's not your fault......"

"It's my fault, it's all my fault!" Su Mian raised his hand, wanting to beat herself hard, but Zhong Nanjun hugged her tighter, so tight that she couldn't move.

"Good, you are obedient, none of this is your fault......"

"But my child, my child, he...... Can't come back. ”

"You can come back!" Zhong Nanji's voice was firm, "I promise he will be back soon, so you can't be too sad now, take good care of your body, and he will come back when you get well." ”

His words seemed to give Su Mian great strength.

It made her stop crying in an instant.

She choked up and asked him, "Really? Will he really come back?"

"Yes!"

Su Mian nodded vigorously in his arms, "Okay, I won't cry!"

That being said, the tears are still flowing.

The voice is so hoarse that it hurts to the heart......

"I'm not crying, I'm going to be fine, I'm going to wait for him to come back. ”

Zhong Nanshu hugged her, and his heart seemed to be pinched by a hand, which made him frown in pain.

He hugged Su Mian in his arms more tightly, and his words seemed to be for Su Mian and for himself......

"He's going to come back, he's going to be back!"

......

Su Mian was discharged after two days in the hospital.

When she got home, she was in a normal mood and the same as before.

It's just a little more, as long as she has time, she will cook herself and make medicinal food for herself.

The list of medicinal meals was opened by Mu Xiao before, and she couldn't eat it after eating it for a while, so she secretly asked Aunt Guo to cut it off.

But now, she eats a medicinal meal every night, and she doesn't want to leave it behind.

During this period, Bai Rongguang and An Suya came to see her, and Su Mian still treated them the same as before.

It's just that when An Suya took her hand and asked her guiltily, "Mianmian, my mother feels sorry for you, and my mother says sorry to you for An An......"

Su Mian interrupted her words in a cold voice, "I'm sorry, I can't accept what you said for her I'm sorry, I will never forgive Bai Yi'an's mistakes!"

The tone was resolute and non-negotiable.

"Mianmian," An Suya panicked, "did you say you forgave her ...... before?"

"You also said that it was before," Su Mian looked at her with cold eyes and a tough tone, "Before that, it was because I didn't know that she was hurting my child." “

"I can forgive her for hurting me, but I will never forgive her for hurting my child!"

With that, she got up and walked upstairs.

An Suya wanted to stop her, but Bai Rongguang on the side immediately stopped her.

"Xiaoya, you are also Mianmian's mother, how can you force her like this?"

"But An An ......"

"An An, everything is your An An," Bai Rongguang frowned tightly, his tone was displeased, "Why can't you think about the pain in your heart......?"

An Suya covered her face with her hands and cried.

Both are her children, and as a mother, what can she do?

She doesn't ask for anything else now, she just wants Bai Yi'an to live......

......

In the middle of the month, Zhong Yibai finished the exam and went on winter vacation.

Kindergarten is also out of the loop.

On the afternoon when Zhong Yibai came back from the exam, Su Mian personally drove to buy the freshest ingredients, and made a meal of the little guy's favorite hot pot and grilled lamb chops.

The lamb chops didn't come out of the oven, so Zhong Yibai sniffed his nose and came over.

"Susu, I smell the aroma of lamb chops, is it almost ready to be baked?"

Su Mian replied to him while cutting the fruit, "Are you a puppy nose? Why didn't I smell it?"

Zhong Yibai immediately approached her, leaned over with his little nose, and sniffed at her.

While smelling, he said, "You also have a fragrance on your body, a good smell." ”

"It's the smell of shower gel. ”

"But I don't smell of shower gel. ”

"How could it not be?" Su Mian lowered his head and sniffed at him, "I smell a milky smell." ”

Zhong Yibai looked shocked, "...... Master, how many years have I been weaning. ”

Su Mian lowered his head and kissed him on the chubby face in amusement.

"I love the taste. ”

Zhong Yibai's face flushed.

Su Mian saw his little face flushed, felt funny, and was about to tease him, when Aunt Guo came in.

"Teacher Su, Miss Shen has brought Yi Yi over. ”

"Good. ”

As soon as Zhong Yibai heard that Shen Yiyi was coming, he immediately ran out of the kitchen, preparing to go to the yard to meet his little girlfriend.

Su Mian said to Aunt Guo while taking off the disposable gloves in her hand, "Just cut some more cantaloupe and put it on the plate." ”

"Okay. ”

Su Mian took off the apron on her body and handed it to Aunt Guo, and walked out of the kitchen with her feet raised.

All the way through the dining room to the living room, Shen Ruhua had already come in with Shen Yiyi and was changing his shoes at the entrance.

As soon as he saw her, Shen Yiyi said happily, "Auntie, it's snowing outside." ”

"It's snowing?" Su Mian looked up at the window, but didn't see the snow.

Shen Ruhua explained, "It just fell, it was very small, and the weather forecast said that there would be snow tomorrow, and it was estimated that it would fall in advance." ”

"That's just right, it's good for hot pot on a snowy day. ”

After changing his shoes, Zhong Yibai pulled Shen Yiyi upstairs to see his newly bought toys, and Su Mian took Shen Ruhua to sit in the living room and chat.

Shen Ruhua asked her, "Are you really going to live in the temple for a while?"

"At the end of every year, the old lady will go up to the mountain to eat fasting and chant Buddha, usually for a week, I have nothing to do at home anyway, I want to accompany her. ”

"That's okay, anyway, you and Yibai are on vacation, and it's okay to live at home, so it's okay to go and live. ”

......

Before dinner, Zhong Nanji returned.

He was accompanied by Bai Yan.

He explained to Su Mian, "I happened to meet at the door." ”

"Well," Su Mian took the woolen coat in his hand and hung it on a hanger, and then asked him with a raised face, "Is it snowing outside?"

"When I got down, the ground was white. ”

Su Mian loves snow days.

At this moment, I was naturally happy to hear that the snow was falling.

"That's good," the corners of her lips lifted slightly, "you go up and change your clothes first, and I'll go and tell the servants to make the hot pot and eat later." ”

After speaking, she wanted to turn around, but Zhong Nanji held her hand and didn't let go.

Turning around, she looked at him suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

Zhong Nanji, "You go up with me, I don't know which one to wear." ”

Su Mian looked at him helplessly, "Your clothes are all in the cloakroom, why don't you know which one to wear?"

Having said that, he was still pulled upstairs by him.

Bai Yan and Shen Ruhua sat on the sofa in the living room, watching Zhong Da Bad Wolf kidnap Su Xiaoyang.

It's going to do something bad.

Sure enough, the two guessed correctly, and as soon as they went upstairs, Zhong Nanshu kissed Su Mian.

It wasn't until he was satisfied that he let go of Su Mian, who was kissed so that his legs were weak, and went to the cloakroom by himself.

Su Mian, "......"

This bad guy!