Chapter 141: Meng Xue's Past
I thought it was strange before, why didn't a woman like Meng Xue eat me to the point that I didn't even have a bone left?
Now the answer she gave made me feel mixed feelings, and I felt a little touched and warm for a while.
A woman who is so flea doesn't want to do that kind of thing with me because she thinks she's dirty.
If Meng Xue knew that I was a complete liar, would she still like me so much?
I guess not, but it will be a slap, and I will usher in the second woman after Li Xiaoyun who hates me so much that I grit my teeth.
I was scared, but I enjoyed the happiness of being liked, and I didn't know what to do in the whirlpool.
Meng Xue continued to talk about her, which meant to open her heart to me.
At the age of sixteen, he was sold to the nouveau riche for the first time by his father, and the physical destruction of a girl at this age is secondary, and the more important thing is the immature mind.
Meng Xue gave up on herself, became a little sister who smoked and drank, and got tired of being with a group of gangsters.
Not long after, there was the first puppy love experience, and the head of the gangsters.
The leader of this gangster is not a good thing, and he begins to be tender and sweet, and later boils frogs in warm water.
From "I just hug and don't do it" gradually developed and evolved, to "I just rub and don't go in".
Of course, the man spoke nicely, but his body was very dishonest. What should be done was done, and what should not be done was done.
When he found that the bed sheets were not as red as falling plums, Meng Xue's first boyfriend was furious. He angrily scolded Meng Xue for being a slut and a liar, saying that it was the first time he fell in love, why didn't he see popularity?
Of course, Meng Xue is in love for the first time, but it is not the first time in that regard. The scumbag directly gave her a slap in the face and broke up with her, fully expounding the profound meaning of the four words "ruthless".
At that time, Meng Xue didn't know much about this aspect, and only knew what the safety period was, but she forgot one problem - the safety period was not absolute security in the real sense.
She was considered to have taken a lot of bad luck and was pregnant with a scumbag's child.
The reason for the discovery is not a pregnancy test or anything like that. It's that the menstrual period doesn't come, vomiting, and wanting to eat sour.
I have never eaten pork and seen a pig run, Meng Xue was very panicked at first, but she still had a fluke mentality, and found some excuses to comfort herself: I only did it once, and it was still a safe period, so it's okay!
But as the situation became more and more obvious, Meng Xue finally recognized the truth in despair.
A sixteen-year-old girl was horrified to find out about this.
Meng Xue cried and went to find the scumbag, wanting him to be responsible. But since he is called a scumbag, how can he be responsible?
The scumbag was talking to a new little sister, and when he saw this "broken flower and willow", he immediately asked her to get out. Even though Meng Xue was pregnant with his flesh and blood in her stomach, the scumbag sneered and said that you are a horse flea, who knows which man's species?
The scumbag asked Meng Xue not to want to pester him as a wronged person, and he didn't even want to give him a penny of money for the abortion.
Meng Xue couldn't cry, she naturally knew that she couldn't be a mother at that age. The slightly bulging belly and the rumors of the scumbag's group of fox friends have pushed Meng Xue to the forefront.
Sometimes, public opinion can kill a person. Meng Xue became a female cousin in the eyes of everyone, and even evolved the nickname of "bus" with false rumors.
Naturally, his father couldn't come up with the money, and even took Meng Xue to find her first "benefactor", wanting to extort the nouveau riche.
It's a pity that his father's plan failed, and although the nouveau riche didn't do security measures, he didn't have that kind of function.
But the nouveau riche gave Meng Xue a chance: Isn't there a lack of money to do abortion? Okay, come to my KTV to be a princess, you don't need to come out, you can make money by chatting with wine.
Meng Xue's father was already poor and crazy, and when he heard that his young daughter could earn money, his eyes just didn't shine.
I have to say that the nouveau riche is very discerning, and Meng Xue is already beautiful and in good shape. Coupled with the youth of that age, wearing the long skirt of a KTV princess, she has received great popularity.
It's a pity that no matter how much money she makes, for Meng Xue, the purpose is just to kill her own flesh and blood from her stomach. At that time, Meng Xue didn't even have his own bank card, and almost all the money fell to his father, but he still couldn't support his wanton squandering.
That kind of unhealthy place is already full of depraved factors. When drinking and chatting with the guests, someone moved their hands and feet, and later someone drugged the wine and took Meng Xue out.
said that there was no need to introduce it, but the nouveau riche had his own set of rhetoric: I said that there was no need to introduce it, but you blamed me for leaving with your guests?
The income that night surprised Meng Xue's frenzied father, and persuaded her to do so.
This man in his forties, who was a father, actually knelt in front of his daughter, crying bitterly and saying how much debt his family owed, and he was miserable.
Meng Xue just looked at him blankly and said hello like a walking corpse.
She was numb to that kind of thing, and it didn't matter, except that occasionally in the dead of night, she would cry until she broke down.
I hate my family, and I hate myself.
Her father was ecstatic when he heard his daughter's consent, completely unaware of his daughter's abnormal mental state - in fact, his father had long been mentally abnormal because of drug use.
It wasn't until Meng Xue attempted to cut her wrists that her father knew that his daughter, who didn't dare to fight, had already felt hopeless about life.
It doesn't matter if you sell your body and soul, because Meng Xue has already saved a hundred thoughts. The face of the nouveau riche, the face of the scumbag, and the faces of the guests, squirming his body, was a hellish scene for Meng Xue.
Meng Xue grew up in such a family, and she has been timid for too many years, and she wants to hide her timidity when she mixes with gangsters, pretending to be strong, meaningless, and free. Even in this way, it is as naïve as most teenagers who smoke and pretend to be handsome.
Timid for too long, she finally mustered up the courage to do a daring thing, which was suicide.
It's a pity that he didn't succeed and was saved by a clean and delicate big boy. The two developed rapidly and then fell in love.
"Brother, remember when I told you that I was eighteen years old and just wanted to sleep with a boy? Meng Xue said with some emotion.
"And then?" I couldn't help but ask, already mired in her past.
"Later, he knew what I was doing. It's normal to think I'm dirty, so we broke up. Can I blame others for disliking this path I have taken?"
Since then, my sister has decided to live for herself, to be an unscrupulous madman who doesn't care about other people's eyes! Something very important was missing. ”
Meng Xue lay on her side facing me, tilting her head slightly, although she was laughing, her eyes were red: "My heart hurts, it hurts more than the first time I was pierced through that membrane." ”