Chapter 189: You're Still Together (Chapter 4!)
"Remembered me?"
Zhang Shan stopped and turned to face Su Anxi.
"Shanzi, I really didn't expect you to come! It's been more than ten years, and I thought you all forgot about me. ”
Su Anxi cried, crying pear blossoms with rain.
She has been strong for more than ten years, and she can't help it anymore, and all the grievances are revealed at this moment.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry everyone, I'm ...... I shouldn't have said goodbye to you, I ......"
"Can Zeng Yi and I still call you sister-in-law now?"
Zhang Shan asked straight to the point.
"If Chen Shi hasn't married yet, I'll ...... It's still your sister-in-law!"
Kindness?!
Su Anxi's answer surprised Zhang Shan, "Don't you have a sweetheart?"
"For more than ten years, my sweetheart has been Chen Shi, and he has never changed, all men want to pursue me, but they are rejected by me, and I don't even have contact with any boys, because I am afraid that when Chen Shi comes to me, he will misunderstand!"
"I know he doesn't like to see me with other boys. ”
"I also know that he is afraid of the cold, I knit a sweater for him every year, and it just so happens that you are here, you can bring back the sweater I knitted for him! I haven't seen him for so many years, and I don't know how big he wears, and I don't know if the clothes fit well......
When Su Anxi said this, he couldn't help but look up at Zhang Shan, his eyes were firm, "None of what I said is true, I said goodbye to you at the time, just because I was afraid that Chen Shi would be disappointed and that he would be sad." ”
"He is stubborn and impulsive, and I am afraid that he will do stupid things, so I don't say goodbye, let myself be sorry for him, let him hate me, as long as it takes a long time, he will forget me. ”
"When I graduate from graduate school, when I repay the money I borrowed for my brother's treatment, I will go to Dongchuan to see him, even if it is just for a look!"
After saying this, Su Anxi saw Zhang Shan standing there without saying a word, and she couldn't help but speak: "Is Chen Shi doing well now?"
He really didn't know how to answer this question.
"He's got a girlfriend?"
"Nope!"
Zhang Shan was ready to tell a lie, he didn't want Su Anxi to know about Chen Shi, after all, he could feel Su Anxi's strong love for Chen Shi, if she knew about Chen Shi, she really didn't know what would happen.
Just as Zhang Shan was about to speak, his mobile phone rang, and he looked at the call reminder that it was Zeng Yi calling.
He answered the phone, and before he could speak, Zeng Yi's voice rang, "Shanzi, have you gone to Wushi?"
"Yes!"
"Today is the death day of the stone, you haven't forgotten, when you go to see the stone, remember to light a few cigarettes for me, toast a few glasses of wine, and when I am busy with the things at hand, I will also go to Wushi to see him. ”
Hearing Zeng Yi's words, Zhang Shan didn't mention how speechless he was, this Zeng Yi, can you ask yourself if it's inconvenient before you speak?
Now the restaurant is extremely quiet, and Su Anxi is very close to Zhang Shan, so it's strange that she can't hear the content on the phone!
I just want to tell a white lie, is it that hard?
"I'll call you back later!"
Zhang Shan hung up the phone and looked at Su Anxi's expression was not very natural.
Su Anxi's eyes widened, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth twitched, "Just ...... Zeng Yi called?"
"Yes!" Zhang Shan knew that he couldn't hide it, so let it be!
He ...... He said that today is ...... The death of the stone, this ...... What does this mean?"
Su Anxi's voice was trembling, and her whole body was trembling.
"Listen to me, I told you you can, but don't get excited, okay?"
Su Anxi nodded, his eyes staring straight at Zhang Shan.
"Chen Shi is dead! It's been several years since he died!"
Zhang Shan did everything possible to be calm and not let his emotions affect Su Anxi.
"How did you die?"
At this time, Su Anxi, the sky fell, and the tears were like a flood that broke the embankment, and they couldn't stop at all, and they kept coming out.
"Since you left, Shi seems to have changed as a person, he did not go to college, but chose to join the army, and finally was assigned to the Western Theater, a company in the northwest border. ”
"During a mission, he was killed by a drug dealer, and he ...... He was buried in the Wushi Martyrs Cemetery. ”
He ...... I just want to do this...... A little closer to you. ”
When Zhang Shan finished speaking, Su Anxi couldn't cry anymore, covered his mouth with his hands, and cried.
She cried and shook her head vigorously, "It's all me...... It's all my fault...... I killed Chen Shi!"
"I ...... I'm sorry for him......"
Zhang Shan felt very uncomfortable, he originally thought that he should hate Su Anxi, but now it seems that she is also very pitiful.
Zhang Shan didn't know how to comfort her, but Sun Hanxi first put a piece of clothing on Su Anxi, then hugged her into his arms, patted her back gently, and comforted her in a whisper.
I don't know how long I cried, Su Anxi slowly raised her head, stared straight at Zhang Shan with red and swollen eyes, her eyes were full of pleading, "Can you take me to meet Chen Shi?"
"Okay! you go change your clothes first!"
Zhang Shan whispered.
After Su Anxi thanked him, he walked to the locker room with a blank face.
At this time, she was like having lost her soul, her eyes were also very empty, and she couldn't see any hope at all.
Sun Hanxi patted Zhang Shan on the shoulder, she didn't expect that when she came out for a meal, she would encounter such a thing.
A few minutes later, Su Anxi walked out wearing a white T-shirt and light blue suspenders, carrying a large black bag in her hand.
"What are you?"
"Wax paper candles!"
"Are you all set?"
"Today is also my father's death day, I ...... I was going to see my dad. ”
"Excuse me!"
Zhang Shan didn't expect that Su Anxi's father also died, if he remembered correctly, Su Anxi's father was also a soldier, and the reason why she returned to Wushi was because of his father's job transfer.
Zhang Shan bought incense wax paper candles, and specially bought a bottle of Moutai, and then went to the martyrs' cemetery in the suburbs.
Along the way, none of them spoke.
The martyrs' cemetery is solemn, they are all heroes who sacrificed to protect the motherland, and they are all worthy of respect!
Zhang Shan walked in the front, and Sun Hanxi and Su Anxi followed side by side.
After walking the long staircase, I came to Chen Shi's tomb, and Chen Shi smiled happily at the photo on the tombstone.
Su Anxi, who was crying pear blossoms and rain, saw Chen Shi who was smiling happily!
This is the first time the two have met in more than a decade!
It's just that it's already yin and yang!
Sometimes, God likes to joke like this, people who obviously love each other very much, but they just can't go to the end.
Su Anxi hugged Chen Shi's somewhat discolored tombstone tightly, cried loudly, and said words of self-reproach loudly.
"I knew you were in the first company of the 158th Regiment, I came to see you early, we were very close, but in the end we missed it......"
Kindness?!
Zhang Shan couldn't help but glance at Su Anxi more, "How do you know that Chen Shi is in the first company of the 158th Regiment?"
"Because...... The company commander of the first company of the 158th Regiment was my father, and during that operation to arrest drug dealers, I ...... My father also died, and I ...... My father's tombstone is right next to Chen Shi!"
After Su Anxi finished speaking, she cried even more......
Zhang Shan never dreamed that this was the case!
That operation took away the two most important men in Su Anxi's life!
Creation makes people! Creation makes people!
"Can you come back later? I want to be alone with Chen Shi for a while. ”
Su Anxi sat softly beside Chen Shi's tombstone and said pleadingly.
"We were outside and came back in half an hour later. ”
After saying this, Zhang Shan and Sun Hanxi left.
When he came outside, Zhang Shan felt very uncomfortable.
"What's next, what are your plans?" asked Sun Hanxi softly.
"If you can help, try to help, let Su Anxi's family live a good life, and the murderer who killed my brother and Su Anxi's father, I will definitely kill them with my own hands and avenge them!"
Sun Hanxi nodded again and again, "You should also help them, the families of the martyrs, why do you live such a life?"
Zhang Shan and Sun Hanxi chatted without a word, and half an hour later, they came to Chen Shi's tombstone again.
Su Anxi wiped her tears and slowly stood up, "You guys accompany Chen Shi first, I'll go talk to my dad!"
After Su Anxi finished speaking, she came to the side and squatted down to light candles and burn paper.
At this moment, Sun Hanxi patted Zhang Shan on the shoulder, stretched out his finger and pointed to Chen Shi's tombstone, asking Zhang Shan to take a closer look.
Zhang Shan took a closer look and found that there were a few more words on the tombstone, and behind the relatives, there were five more words: "Beloved wife: Su Anxi"!
Seeing these words, Zhang Shan's nose was sour, he stepped forward, patted Chen Shi's tombstone hard, held back his tears, and said loudly: "Brother, in the end, you are still together!"