Chapter 13: Confession of Collapse

"Sister Irene... I'm a man. ”

"It's because you're a man that I asked you for help. ”

"Wouldn't it be inappropriate for us to do this?

"It's just a test, what's inappropriate?"

"But this..."

"Hey Yigu~ What are you afraid of?"

"Sister Erin, you're so beautiful, I'm afraid I can't help but do something wrong. ”

"It's okay, even if something happens, my sister won't blame you. ”

"But I'll blame myself..."

"Hey, I'm old~ It's really cute. ”

"Sister Erin, stop kidding. ”

"Who is kidding you!

"But... It's too much..."

"Don't shirk it, it's not a big deal, it's just when it's time to eat and exercise after a meal, I'll be angry if you say more. ”

Erin ended the conversation forcefully, ignoring Luoyang's bitter gourd face.

After dinner, she quickly cleaned up the table, and then pulled the reluctant Luoyang to sit down face to face.

"Hurry up, hurry up!" Erin urged, her eyes looking straight into Luoyang's eyes.

A small face that is shy of the moon is obviously just smiling, but it makes people feel that her smile is clearly full of tenderness and sweetness.

Luoyang couldn't resist, took out his mobile phone and clicked on the searcher, and began to search for "goosebumps-giving romantic confessions".

That's right, the first step in the method that Erin came up with to test whether she was lace edge was to let Luoyang confess to her.

And look into her eyes and confess to her with affection.

Because objectively speaking, Tai Ye is really handsome, and it is more than enough to be a faΓ§ade in the boy group, Erin feels that if she can be indifferent to Tai Ye's affectionate confession, then she is very likely to be gay.

She thinks she is very smart, but Luoyang only thinks that she is a cheat.

Confessing to someone you don't like or something, you must be embarrassed to death, how can it be heartwarming?

And this is only the first step, Erin said that for the sake of insurance, the test must either be done thoroughly if it is not done, and if it is useless, hold hands, hug if it is useless, and hug if it is useless...

Luoyang is really afraid that he won't be able to control it!

"Read it to me, or I'll be angry." Erin waved her small fist and threatened Luoyang.

Luoyang rolled his eyes, and secretly said to himself in his heart, the second step is enough to hold hands, and it will definitely not work in the future.

He flipped through the sensual love words found in his mobile phone, didn't think too much, cleared his throat and read it dryly: "I'm confessing to you, with the anxiety and anxiety of being afraid of being rejected by you, but even if you find a hundred reasons to reject me, I will say it's okay, you just have to accept it, I love you." ”

"Oh ~ hahaha-" Erin was so numb that her hands and feet curled up, but she didn't feel tempted, Luoyang read it too perfunctory, she only thought it was funny, so she complained after she finished being numb: "Ah, can you read it seriously, a little confessional!"

Luoyang was helpless, so he had to pat his face to cheer up, tried to use his acting skills, and read it in the tone of reading the lines: "I have never believed in love, fate and the like, these are all made up by emotional people, and they are meaningless, but now I want to believe in these, because... I met someone who really appealed to me. ”

This time, there was finally some affectionate feeling.

A deep, magnetic voice, as if whispering to a lover.

Erin's mouth was slightly open, and she had the feeling of watching a TV series and seeing a classic scene, and the male protagonist confessed affectionately to the female protagonist, and her heart was so numb that she was electrified.

She nodded excitedly: "That's it, that's it, keep going!"

Luoyang was helpless, he felt like Erin was teasing him.

But his sister's order had to be followed, and he still honestly continued to read the lines, not out of his heart to say one confession after another.

Erin soon realized that although she would be tempted by what Luoyang said, this kind of motivation was entirely because of the touching love words, and it had nothing to do with Luoyang himself, so such a test was really useless.

But she didn't stop because she thought it would be fun.

So Luoyang kept reading it.

It's like an actor is getting better, and he reads better and better, but slowly, I don't know from that sentence, his voice is inexplicably full of sadness.

More and more lost, more and more melancholy, and the voice became quieter and quieter, until finally, fell into silence.

Erin looked at the depressed Luoyang worriedly, and asked carefully, "Taiye, what's wrong with you?"

Luoyang didn't answer, looking at the phone silently, only feeling a suffocation in his chest for no reason, and a nameless fire came from nowhere.

Such sweet and sensual love words, he has never said it to Sika and Yan'er.

In the past, Han Jian would always throw a tantrum into him and stuff him with a book, and then tell him: "You wood!

But those touching confessions in the book made him shy when he looked at them, and he couldn't say a word, every time Han Yan asked, he excused himself and said that he hadn't read it, and then he laughed and laughed and passed the test.

Now think about how nice it would have been if I had said it in the first place.

My world is black and white, only you are the color, my whole color.

Luoyang really wanted to hug her and say this sentence in her ear now.

Why didn't you say it at the time?

Tears, unconsciously soaking their sockets, slipped from the corners of their eyes.

"Oh woo..." Luoyang snorted, smiled reluctantly and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know why I suddenly became sad..."

He wiped his tears, pulled himself together, looked straight into Erin's eyes full of worry, and told himself that now was not the time to be sad.

But suddenly the emotions couldn't hold back.

His eyes widened and he tried desperately to hold back tears, but the tears rushed out of his eyes and blurred his vision.

Through the tears, Erin in front of her was hazy, and Luoyang only felt that she was like Sika for a while, and like a girl for a while.

"I miss you so much..."

He choked up, gritted his teeth, and made a muffled voice from his throat, like a mortally wounded, dying beast.

"Where are you, what are you doing now, how are you doing, will you think of me?"

"When will I see you again, and if I can't see you again, what will I do?"

"Sometimes, I really want to go to you desperately, hold you, and tell you that I love you, and say that you are okay with me?

Luoyang collapsed, tears raining down.

"What if I hate you? What if I can't even be a friend? I don't want to lose you!"

"We haven't traveled together yet, we haven't walked into the church hand in hand, what if it ends here? I'm scared!"

"I feel useless, what can I do well? Why can't I think of a better way? Why can I only be here to be timid, like a good-for-nothing coward!"

"Who's going to save me..."

The emotions that have been squeezed for an unknown amount of time are vented like a flood.

Everything will be fine, all dreams will come true, Luoyang said to himself every day, however, he is not invincible.

The despair of hope that could be dashed at any moment tormented him every day, filling him with panic and anxiety at every moment, and he could not even breathe.

But where will anyone come to help him?

"Ahh Hah..."

I don't know how long it took, Luoyang finally finished crying, he gasped, like a long-distance runner who had just finished a marathon, and like a helpless child.

At some point, he suddenly came to his senses, scrambled to wipe away his tears, and looked at Erin, to find that she was looking at him with worried eyes.

"Lines... He explained dryly, but then closed the search interface with a weak heart, and then suddenly had an idea, and said with a smile: "Depression! Sister Erin knows? That's it! ”

His eyes were red and swollen, and his face was full of tears, but he smiled with a sunny face.

Erin turned her head unnaturally, and suddenly lost the courage to look at him, she stepped aside and picked up the depression medicine, pretending to be calm and said to Luoyang: "Okay, let's stop here, take the medicine, hurry up and take the medicine!"

Luoyang didn't say a word, poured a glass of water, took the medicine that Erin had divided, and looked up to do it.

Just crying and lacking water.

"Then I'll go first. ”

"I'll send you..."

"No!"

Erin stepped aside and picked up her bag and left in a panic.

Only the confused Luoyang was left.

"What's wrong with this sister?"

Erin, who left Taiye's house, walked out of the community and walked alone in the deep night.

"Whew," Erin touched her heart and muttered uncomfortably, "Am I not Little Lace?

Luoyang's sad and tearful appearance lingered in her mind.

There was a strong throbbing in my heart that I couldn't stop.

She was already about to determine her orientation, but this test made her confused again.

She stopped, turned around, and looked in the direction of Tae Ye's house.

"Anyway, I'm going to get married sooner or later, instead of marrying another man, it's better to marry Taiye, at least I'll still be attracted to him, and besides, he obviously likes me!

Step out, stop again.

"No... You still have to determine your orientation first, if you marry him and find that you can't accept a man, won't it hurt him?"

"Well, that's it!"

Erin nodded, turned around again, and walked out into the street to hail a taxi.

This time she didn't stop again, but went all the way back to the dormitory and rang the doorbell.

The door opened, and a young girl appeared in the doorway, sleepy-eyed and said, "Ernie, you forgot to bring the key again?"

The girl is Wendy.

The little butt wrapped in soft pajama pants is warped and very tempting.

Erin didn't hesitate to hug Wendy and grabbed Wendy's small ass with both hands.

"Ah!!! Ernie what are you doing!" Wendy screamed.

Erin melancholy asked, "Wendy, isn't Ernie perverted?"

Wendy showed a desperate look, hugged Erin resignedly, closed her eyes and said, "What's the matter, Ernie you are free." ”