Chapter 210: When My Heart Is Numb
A few days after the announcement of the reorganization of the department, new personnel transfers followed.
Sure enough, as Zhu Jia said before, Wen Lin and Ai Tao both went to the Overseas Investment Department, Luo Sheng thought about it carefully, and she really didn't have any special departments she wanted to go to, plus Zhu Jia had been actively persuading, so she accepted the proposal and told Xu Jin that she also transferred herself to the Investment Department.
After listening to her request, Xu Jin glanced at her very meaningfully, and casually played a flying chess game in his hand, "Zhu Jia asked you to go?"
Luo Sheng smiled, "It was my final decision, and of course, I adopted his advice." β
Xu Jin raised his eyebrows playfully, put down the book of jokes in his hand, cocked his slender feet, and said neatly, "Luo Sheng, I always heard Wen Lin say that you have a bad relationship with your colleagues before, and I thought it was not serious at the time, but since the last time I heard from Zhu Jiana that you were pushed down the stairs, I have carefully investigated later, and I found that I thought about your affairs too simple before." β
Luo Sheng was dumbfounded, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Xu Jin sighed slightly, "You were so badly excluded by your colleagues, why didn't you tell me and the young master at that time? You bear it silently, not to save us trouble, but to sincerely make us feel uncomfortable, you know?"
Luo Sheng opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he could only pull his fingers very sadly, hang his head and say a word.
"Brother Jin, I'm not a person who hasn't gone through anything, so I really don't take those trivial things that seriously. β
Xu Jin was stunned for a moment, then smiled clearly, didn't reprimand any more, and said, "Okay, since you don't care about it yourself, what do I have to say as an outsider?"
"Thank you, Brother Jin," Luo Sheng smiled gratefully, "I know, in fact, you are thinking about me. β
Xu Jin paused for a moment and said, "If you really want to thank me, you might as well listen to my advice and stop going to work." β
Luo Sheng was taken aback when he heard this, his eyes suddenly widened, and he looked at him in disbelief, thinking for a moment that he had heard something wrong.
Seeing through her psychological thoughts, Xu Jin said: "Don't doubt it, you didn't hear it wrong, yes, I just told you not to go to work." β
She frowned slightly in confusion, not understanding why he said this, "But...... Didn't you approve of me going to work before? Why did you change your mind after a Chinese New Year?"
"The reason why I agreed before was that I wanted to increase the time you spend with the young master so that it would be convenient to promote the relationship between the two of you, but now that your relationship has stabilized, there is no need to let you continue to work. β
Luo Sheng was stunned, of course she did not reject being Ye Junyuan's housewife, but after all, she had studied hard for so many years, and now that she had been in the Ye Group for a while, she began to cherish her work.
Seeing her depressed expression, Xu Jin was silent for a while, and then said with relief: "Of course, this is my personal suggestion, how to choose it depends on your personal decision." β
Luo Sheng lowered his head slightly and didn't speak for a while.
Xu Jin sighed, "Luo Sheng, whatever you want to do before you get married, I will support you and will help you without hesitation." But after getting married, I hope you can stay at home with peace of mind, and serve the young master in all his daily life as in the past. β
After a pause for a few seconds, he added: "Besides, after you get married, you will definitely have a baby soon, after giving birth to a second child, you will have to stay at home for at least a few years, if it goes well, maybe the national three-child policy will come out in a few years, you still remember to continue to work hard." β
β¦β¦ Even thinking of the third child, Xu Jin really did his best, and after his death, he made an overall consideration for the life of his young master.
Luo Sheng's mind was confused, and he couldn't make any decisions for a while, so he said, "Give me some time, let me think about it." β
Xu Jin snorted and said, "Okay, I hope to hear your affirmative answer then." β
Luo Sheng nodded, but gradually felt a little uneasy in his heart.
In two days, it will be the Lantern Festival, and it has been almost half a month since the "Chinese New Year's Eve" that Ye Junyuan proposed to her before, and after that, Ye Junyuan did not talk about marriage, he is very busy with work now, even if Xu Yu returns, the official document mountain on his desk is not much less, and he still pounces on his work day by day.
In the past, they could often get off work together, but now she has to go back by herself.
And Ye Junyuan's busy business is not only business, but also Cheng Ya's business, she is emotionally repeated, as soon as Cheng's father and Cheng's mother have any trouble, they will immediately notify him as soon as possible.
During the meeting, during the lunch break, and even in the dead of night, Ye Junyuan could hear the urgency of what was said over there, and he couldn't rest assured, so he could only run over in person.
With so many things mixed together, their marriage can only be held back for the time being.
Luo Sheng was not unhappy in her heart, but what could she do, the world was the biggest, and she could only endure it.
I couldn't help it, so I watched a few more episodes of Cherry Maruko.
After the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the flavor of the New Year was washed by the rice balls of the Lantern Festival to only a little residual warmth, and then faced the Valentine's Day when the price of roses skyrocketed, and it became history to completely wave goodbye.
On the day of Valentine's Day, which happened to be the weekend, Xu Jin was very enthusiastic to help his young master book a restaurant for a candlelight dinner, and prepared ninety-nine roses in the trunk of the car, just waiting for them to go out sweetly.
As a result, when everything was ready and the two were about to leave, Cheng's father's phone call came, saying that Cheng Ya was in the hospital and wanted to see Ye Junyuan, hoping to spend Valentine's Day with him.
There was no way, Ye Junyuan could only take Luo Sheng to the hospital first.
When he arrived downstairs at the hospital, Ye Junyuan had just stopped the car, and Cheng's father's phone came again, and he said to him apologetically, "Junyuan, if you can, can you bring a bouquet of roses when you come up later." I hope Yaya can be happy, which will also help calm her emotions. β
Ye Junyuan hesitated for a while, but finally agreed.
Today is a date between the two, and he didn't bring a bodyguard over, so he can only do it himself, but after looking for a long time, there is no flower shop near the hospital, and even if he asks someone to send it, it will not be able to arrive in a while.
Luo Sheng followed him, and he was also very weak, and said softly: "Forget it, isn't there a flower in the trunk of the car?
Ye Junyuan was stunned, his brows furrowed, "But, that's your ......"
"It doesn't matter. Luo Sheng smiled, "I have received your wishes, the flowers are placed there, and they are just waiting for the results of the withering, and it is best to solve your troubles as soon as possible." β
Ye Junyuan was still unwilling, "No, even if it withers, it's still your flower." β
At this time, there happened to be a mobile little girl selling flowers passing by, Ye Junyuan called the other party, bought all kinds of roses except red roses at the price of five yuan a piece, and simply wrapped them into a bunch, ready to sneak up to the inpatient department to see people.
Thinking of her unusual face at the door last time, Ye Junyuan hesitated for a moment and looked at Luo Sheng, "Do you want to go with me?"
Luo Sheng also remembered the sourness last time, and shook his head gently, "No, I'll wait for you in the car." β
Ye Junyuan nodded, handed her the car keys, and whispered, "I'll come down soon." β
Luo Sheng nodded, watching the man's long and straight back fade away, and finally disappeared at the door of the inpatient department.
She stood in place for a while, gradually felt numb and cold in her hands and feet, moved, hung her head, and walked back to the parking lot with a slow pace.
waited until the first day of the lanterns and the branches on the moon.
The stomach was already empty, but Luo Sheng didn't feel hungry, looking at the rows of cars in the car window, and the people at the gate of the hospital not far away, his heart was heavy, and he couldn't describe what it tasted like.
I glanced at my watch, and it was already seven o'clock in the evening.
She's been sitting here for an hour and a half.
Among them, Ye Junyuan also sent her a message, if she was hungry, she would go to the neighborhood to eat something to cushion her stomach.
She didn't reply, and turned off her phone after reading it.
Thinking that he was playing someone else's "fiancΓ©" in the ward, where was she still in the mood to eat.
After waiting for another half an hour, when the mobile phone showed that the time was already more than half past seven, she exhaled heavily, opened the car door, locked the car and walked out of the hospital.
The cold wind rushed in her face, whirring through her ears and neck, and it was cold and cold.
But she didn't feel cold at all.
When the heart is numb, even the nerves are numb.
The strolling destination walked a long way through the streets, and before she knew it, she came to a three-way intersection.
The red light was on in front of her, and she stopped on the road where there was a lot of traffic, waiting for the green light to come on.
The mobile phone in her pocket rang suddenly, her heart trembled, and she took it out to take a look, but it was not a call from him, but an unfamiliar mobile phone number.
Sighing, she picked it up and said "Hey?" in a faint voice.
"Sister Luo Sheng. A childish child's voice sounded happily from the microphone, "I'm Kiki, do you hear me?"
Luo Sheng was stunned for a moment, and after two seconds, she laughed, "I heard it." Why did you suddenly think to call me?"
Qiqi was awkward, a little shy, "Today is Valentine's Day, and the teacher taught us how to make roses...... I made you nine, red, yellow, and blue, and I'll give them all to you when you come to see me next time. β
Luo Sheng's heart trembled heavily, and he wanted to say something, but his throat was blocked by something, and he couldn't make a sound hoarsely.
Suddenly her vision blurred, and a cold liquid burst out of her eyes, wetting her face.
Sensing the abnormality here, he remembered Qiqi's puzzled voice over there, "Sister Luo Sheng, what's wrong with you? Why didn't you suddenly speak?"
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"Hey, are you listening to me?"
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ββ¦β¦ Mr. Liang, the telephone is broken, and there is no sound. β
When the teacher over there arrived, Luo Sheng finally controlled his emotions, cleared his throat, and smiled as much as he could: "I heard it, I was so happy just now, I was so happy that I couldn't speak." β
Qiqi was relieved, and said with a happy smile, "Then when are you coming to see me?" Sister Luo Sheng, I miss you very much. β
Listening to that innocent voice, Luo Sheng's heart softened little by little, the green light in front of her was on, she did not go forward with the flow of people, but chose to turn around and walk in the direction of returning to the hospital.
"I'll go next weekend, and when the time comes, I'll wait for you to go to the amusement park. β
When he heard that he could go out and play, or go to a children's paradise amusement park, Kiki was so happy that he couldn't say anything, "Really, are you really going to take me out to play?"
"yes, when did I lie to you? As long as you are obedient, I will take you to play when I have time in the future. β
The two were chatting, and there was a beep of phone insertion on the mobile phone, Luo Sheng glanced at the caller ID, it was Ye Junyuan calling, probably because there was no one in the car, so he called to find her.
After looking at the string of numbers for a while, she came back to her senses and said to the person over there, "Qiqi, I'm going to hang up, you are obedient, see you next weekend." β
"Well, goodbye, Sister Luo Sheng. β
As soon as I pressed the connect button, I heard a slightly anxious voice from the man, "Where are you?"
Luo Sheng looked at the surrounding streets and reported the nearby bus stop signs.
"Wait for me there. After saying that, he hung up the phone.
Luo Sheng had to stand in place and wait.
After a few minutes, the familiar black Porsche leaned over and slowly stopped beside her.
Luo Sheng opened the passenger car door and sat in.
Can't park on the side of the road, Ye Junyuan didn't care about asking her anything, and only after turning the head of the car and driving into the main road did he say lightly, "Why did you run so far?"
Luo Sheng glanced at him and smiled, "I'm bored in the car alone, come out for a walk." β
"No matter where you go in the future, you must tell me in advance. He paused and continued, his tone very steady and deep, "I will be worried if I don't see you." β
Luo Sheng's heart was sour, he pursed his lips and didn't speak, but his eyes were quietly red.