I thought so. Li Xiaoya also said so. Obviously, what she meant by saying this was that she was ready to help Zhang Hao, and she was ready to help Zhang Hao unprincipledly, and she was ready to do something unprincipled, although it might hurt Bai Xiaohua, although Bai Xiaohua was a friend, although Bai Xiaohua was his real friend, but it was obvious that he couldn't take care of so much, and he couldn't take care of so much, so he asked Bai Xiaohua like this, of course, he wanted to hear Bai Xiaohua's affirmative answer, but he also knew that even if Bai Xiaohua answered him affirmatively, even if Bai Xiaohua supported him to do so, it was obvious that he was still shameless, and he was still a shameless person, he is still a person who does not have the slightest kindness at all, he knows that he is shameless. Knowing that he is not kind at all now, he also knows that he has fallen into hell now, he also knows that he has now become a person he doesn't know at all, and he also knows that when he does these things, Bai Xiaohua will definitely hate her, and she will definitely lose Bai Xiao's friend.

But it was clear that at the moment he couldn't care about anything at all. When Li Xia, who listened to her friends, said this, Bai Xiaohua actually didn't know what Li Xiaoya was going to do at all, yes, Li Xiaoya didn't show any inclination to do what she wanted to do. Li Xiaoya didn't mean anything else at all. Li Xiaoxia just asked him a word, just to simply express her opinion, Bai Xiaohua at this time is not a saint at all, and Bai Xiaohua at this time is not a particularly sensitive person at all, Bai Xiaohua at this time is just a person who cares about his friends, so he can't know anything at all, so she replied softly.

"If you really believe that this is your love, if you really believe that this love is your lifelong love, if you really believe that this love must be obtained by yourself, then obviously, you can do anything, even if you hurt me, even if you hurt everyone, if you don't regret it, if you think it's worth it, if you feel that you can do it, if you feel that you won't regret doing it, then of course you can do it, or even if you feel regretful, even if you regret it, even if you will regret it in the future, but now you don't regret it, now you feel that you should do it, then you can do it。 ”

In fact, Bai Xiaohua thinks so. Obviously, there is no right or wrong in love, and there is not even any morality in love. Yes, if you love someone very much, if you love someone very deeply, if you have no way to leave a person in particular, then obviously, at this time you don't have any concept of right and wrong at all, at this time you don't even have any moral concept, at this time of course you can do anything, at this time of course you can do anything regardless of anyone's opposition, so Fat Xiaohua replied to him like this. When Li Xiaoya heard this Bai Xiaohua say this, it was obvious that Li Xiaoya felt that Bai Xiaohua opposite was really a silly and cute girl, and at this time he silently shed tears.

Because he knew that there was no way back for him, because he knew. This is Bai Xiaohua supporting him to do this, yes, he comforted himself like this in his heart again. Obviously, this is just him comforting himself, this is not because of Bai Xiaohua at all, whether Bai Xiaohua supports him or not, no matter what Bai Xiaohua thinks, whether Bai Xiaohua has discovered his conspiracy at the moment, whether Bai Xiaohua is reprimanding her at this moment, and whether Bai Xiaohua is thinking of something else at the moment, anyway, all in all, he must do this. Although Zhang Hao had refused him to sit in this matter, although they all said that he was joking, it was obvious that she didn't think it was Zhang Hao joking, or even if Zhang Hao was joking, even if he thought Zhang Hao was joking, but obviously he still felt that he needed to do these things, because it was his love, because it was the man he liked, for the man he liked, he felt that he could do anything, for the man he liked, he felt that he could abandon all other things, even if those things were white flowers, even if those things were precious friendships, even if those things were precious friendships。

"I want you to remember the tears I shed at the moment, and maybe in the future you will feel a little comforted. ”

Li Xiaoya told Bai Xiaohua like this, because it was obvious that Li Xiaoya at this moment regretted it in her heart, Li Xiaoya at this moment knew that she had done something wrong, and it was Li Xiaoya who knew that she was going to hurt a friend who was very important to her, so he told Bai Xiaohua like this, so he let Bai Xiaohua remember her tears, so he asked Bai Xiaohua to remember this time, so he let Bai Xiaohua think about this moment in the future. If he really hurt Bai Xiaohua in the future, if he really made Bai Xiaohua lose his love in the future, if he really made Bai Xiaohua unable to be with Jiang Fan in the future, then obviously he hoped that when Bai Xiaohua was in pain, think about this moment, he hoped that Bai Xiaohua would not think that friends would only betray like him in the future. He hoped that Bai Xiaohua would not think that in his future days, he would not think that there was no truth in this world at all.

In Bai Xiaohua's eyes, when Li Xiaoya finished saying this, Li Xiaoya seemed to be a lot haggard, and he felt that Li Xia seemed to be a lot older. Yes, although Li Xiaoya's face has not changed at all, although you can't see any change in him from Li Xiaoya's face, although you look like Li Xiaoya is still a young girl, but obviously. In terms of feeling, she felt that Li Xiaoya had changed, and he felt that Li Xiaoya in front of him seemed to have become an old person who was dozens of years old, or he could feel that Li Xiaoya's soul seemed to be very old.

"Li Xiaoya, I think you need to rest for a while. You may have been too tired lately, partly because of your father, and partly because of your love. ”

In fact, Li Xiaoya didn't want to say anything at this time, because it was obvious that he felt that whatever he said was an excuse, and whatever he said was a reason. He knew that no matter what he said, he couldn't change what he was about to hurt Bai Xiaohua, and no matter what he said, Bai Xiaohua might lose love in the future because of his actions. Bai Xiaohua may feel pain because of her actions in the future. Bai Xiaohua may feel that life is not interesting because of her behavior in the future.

Just when Li Xiaoya felt that she was particularly in pain, Zhang Hao encountered another thing.

Li Xiaoya's pain is particularly simple. On one side is the man she loves, and on the other side is her best friend. He chose to hurt his friends and help his lover.

His brother committed suicide. Yes, Zhang Hao encountered something that he couldn't have predicted at all, his brother actually committed suicide. When he hurried home. He saw his brother's body.

The relationship between him and his brother was very deep, and she also liked her brother very much, and he loved his brother very much, and he found a letter left by his brother in his room. The letter reads.

"Brother. Maybe now you're all wondering why I killed myself. In fact, I have already figured out when I want to commit suicide, and I have already figured out when I will leave this world. Let's put it simply. I left this world because of love, and I left this world because of a woman. Can you imagine that a woman can act so well, a woman can be so vicious. That woman doesn't love me at all, and that woman doesn't like me at all. Actually, I can probably feel that they don't love me at all, in fact, I can probably feel that the woman doesn't like me at all, but I always have love in my heart, I always think about her feelings in my heart, so I'm willing to do anything for him. I'm willing to break up other people's feelings for him, I'm willing to hurt my best friend for him, I'm willing to do everything for him. But that woman didn't appreciate it at all, that woman eventually abandoned me, and that woman still didn't like me in the end. I suddenly felt very bored in this world, so I chose to leave. ”

When he saw the letter, she felt that she could not understand her brother's thoughts. Of course, he had no way to understand his brother's thoughts, because it was clear that his brother was a person who gave selflessly to others, and his brother was a person who was particularly willing to give, or that his brother was a person who was particularly fond of and infatuated. But what about him? Apparently he's not that kind of person. If he couldn't get something, he felt like he'd rather destroy it. It's like he doesn't like Bai Xiaohua, just like he can't get Bai Xiaohua, obviously he doesn't want others to get Bai Xiaohua.

That's why she cried heartbreakingly. While scolding her brother, she felt sorry for her brother. While missing his brother.

When the grief had largely passed, a question occurred to him.

Will Li Xiaoya commit suicide?

Yes, he thought of the question, because it was obvious. His brother and Li Xiaoya are exactly the same person. His brother hurt his friend because of his lover, and her brother chose to commit suicide because of his lover, so what about Li Xiaoya?