240 I only want to keep what I want

Xiangyuan, Su Xiang sat on the sofa with a calm face, and Zhang's mother took the pearl to the yard to play with a gloomy face when she saw her coming back.

Ah flapped his wings, the bird's beak rattled strangely, Su Xiang was uneasy, and he felt even more annoyed when he heard the bird's call, so he picked up the water cup and drank a sip of water, but he couldn't suppress the suffocation in his heart.

Qi Lingyang won't hide things from her, why didn't he tell her a word when he transferred Su Run away this time?

Before, after Chang Yan was found out, she wanted to take advantage of the situation to solve the matter of her throat together, it was Qi Lingyang who persuaded her to solve the matter one by one, so she first solved Mrs. Zhuoya and Chang Yan, and then was busy with the affairs of the studio, but now that she thinks about it, his persuasion has another interpretation.

Fu Hanchuan said that Qi Lingyang took care of Su Run as a wolf looked at a sheep. She knew that because of some things in the past, it was not strange for him to have such thoughts about Qi Lingyang, but Qi Lingyang, it was unreasonable for him to take Su Run away at this time, he knew that she had to ask Su Run to understand.

So why?

……

Zhang's mother's voice greeted outside: "Mr. Qi, why are you back at this time?"

In the yard, when Pearl saw Qi Lingyang, she wrapped up to hug her, Qi Lingyang glanced into the house, and Zhang's mother lowered her voice and said, "Miss Su seems to be angry." ”

Qi Lingyang nodded, let Xiao Pearl play by herself, and then strode into the house.

When Su Xiang heard Zhang's mother's voice, she stood up abruptly, and when she saw Qi Lingyang coming in, she couldn't help but ask, "Why didn't you tell me when you transferred Su Run?"

Qi Lingyang stood not far from the living room, the two were three or four meters apart, he looked around the living room, and then his eyes fell on Su Xiang's face, there was no expression on his face when he looked at her, his eyes were calm and waveless, but his gaze was deep and focused, as if he wanted to see something from her face.

He just stood there and didn't say anything, Su Xiang frowned slightly: "What are you looking at me doing? I'm asking you a question, what about Su Run?"

Qi Lingyang tilted his head slightly and withdrew his gaze from her face, and walked a few steps into the living room, the distance between the two narrowed, Su Xiang stared at him closely, watching him sit down with a calm face.

Su Xiang was silent waiting for him to speak, watching Qi Lingyang pour hot tea with a calm demeanor, and the rising mist blurred his handsome face, giving people an unfathomable feeling.

Su Xiang took a few steps forward and stood in front of him, separated by a coffee table between the two.

Qi Lingyang picked up the hot tea, raised his eyes to look at her and said, "Su Run can already be discharged from the hospital, so I will let him take him to the Qi family's old mansion to recuperate." ”

Hearing this, Su Xiang's brows furrowed, and more questions appeared in his eyes: "You sent him to the Qi family's old mansion?"

Over there in the Qi family's old mansion, Mr. Qi is now living alone, how can Su Run go there to disturb him?

Moreover, he didn't reveal a word to her about it.

After Qi Lingyang finished saying that, seeing that Su Xiang didn't answer her question, he said another sentence, and he asked, "Su Xiang, do you not trust me?"

Su Xiang's whole mind was on Su Run's affairs, and his head was confused, at this time, his sudden jump in thinking made Su Xiang stunned, and his thoughts couldn't be changed at all: "What did you say?"

A faint smile appeared on Qi Liangyang's face, the smile was a little bitter, helpless and disappointed, the mist made his dark eyes blurry, Su Xiang was flustered by his look, and couldn't help but take a step forward but forgot that there was a coffee table in front of her, her knees were on it, she looked down, raised her eyes and looked at the man in front of her strangely: "How could I not trust you." ”

She didn't understand why he suddenly came up with this question, shouldn't she have a good chat about Su Run at this time?

Qi Lingyang looked at her and said, "Did he tell you that Su Run was not in the hospital, so you rushed over immediately, did he tell you that I might be plotting something to transfer Su Run, and you called me to question me by phone?"

Su Xiang looked at his indifferent expression, completely at a loss. He had always been gentle, and sometimes he would get angry and angry, but his expression made her uncomfortable.

She didn't even know why he was so angry. Could it be just for Fu Hanchuan's words? But Su Run was transferred, didn't she come to ask him if he should be?

Su Xiang pursed her lips, calming down from her daze, she took a light breath and said, "Qi Lingyang, I don't know why you are so angry. However, you know that Su Run is very important to me, and you let him out of the hospital without telling me, shouldn't I ask?"

Qi Lingyang put down a sip of tea that didn't move and stood up, he looked down at the woman in front of him, and said, "Yes, you also said it, I clearly know that Su Run has secrets you want to know." I have said more than once that I will accompany you to find out the truth. ”

"I transferred Su Run at this time, what do you think I will want to do? Stop you from finding out the truth?"

"You are so important to me, do you think that I am doing this at this time to make you hate me?"

Su Xiang looked at him blankly, yes, this is what she didn't understand, so she had to ask clearly. "Qi Lingyang, I just need you to make it clear to me, don't go around in circles with me, okay?"

Qi Lingyang pinched his fingers, and his eyes showed an even more disappointed look. He said: "Su Xiang, if I were you, I wouldn't ask right away, but would tell myself, 'He will definitely tell me the reason', 'Maybe he knows something else', if it were me, I would say this......"

This is the difference between trust and distrust.

She has a lot of emotions in Fu Hanchuan, she is considerate of him, considerate of him, and endures him, but she is so straightforward to him, and she doesn't care about him any more.

He didn't expect that in these two years, she could have a heart like a rock for him, and only hoped that she could rely on him and trust him, but ...... He laughed self-deprecatingly, shouldn't he be glad that he didn't bring Fu Hanchuan to question?

Su Xiang looked at him, her lips opened and she didn't know what to say, she just followed the most straightforward idea in her heart, but let him have such thoughts.

Her throat tumbled, she figured out something, pinched her fingers and said, "Qi Lingyang, what you are really angry about is that Fu Hanchuan told me this news, isn't it?"

If it was someone else, Mo Feitong or Su Liyi, he wouldn't have lost his temper so much.

Qi Lingyang laughed self-deprecatingly, the complicated emotions in his eyes receded, and the gaze looking at her became cold, and he said, "Didn't you ask me just now, why did you transfer Su Run?"

He sat down on the sofa again, took a sip of the warm cup of tea, looked at Su Xiang and began to say, "Some time ago, Wei Lanqian came to me, and she told me a secret about you. Of course, she got this secret from Su Run's mouth. ”

Su Xiang frowned, opened his mouth to say something, but still endured all the questions.

Qi Lingyang glanced at her and continued: "At that time, you just knew what Chang Yan had done to you, and your emotions fluctuated a lot, so I asked you to deal with affairs with peace of mind first, and then tell you when those things have calmed down." ”

"Now, Lady Zhuoya and Chang Yan have apologized to you according to your request, and your studio is back up and running, I know that you must be going to find Su Run. ”

Su Xiang said in his heart, you know this, then take Su Run away.

Qi Lingyang's gaze at her became more profound, and he took a deep breath and said: "But from now on, the things you want to investigate, you can only check with me, and it has nothing to do with him." Therefore, Su Run can no longer be in the hospital. ”

Su Xiang was stunned, he didn't expect him to have this intention, and he instantly understood why he sent Su Run to the Qi family's old mansion.

It was the territory of the Qi family, and it was impossible for Fu Hanchuan to come to the door to ask for someone to go.

Su Xiang pursed his lips, and he didn't know what to say about Qi Lingyang's move. She remembered the unpleasantness that had arisen between the two of them yesterday, and said, "You don't have toβ€”"

Before she could finish speaking, Qi Lingyang interrupted her and said, "I don't know what kind of thoughts you will have, but for me, I just want to protect mine." Even if you're angry, I'll do it. ”

He stood up, looked at her deeply, and lowered his tone: "Su Xiang, he has been back for so long, and he has been trying to snatch you back." I don't know if your heart has been shaken, but for me, Li and I are already family. I don't want you to have another chance to go back to him. ”

In order to win back her heart, Fu Hanchuan put aside Mrs. Zhuoya's face and even the interests of the Fu family, as far as she was concerned, it was impossible for her not to know the secret meaning behind this apology.

It doesn't matter if he is too cautious, or if he is cautious, he doesn't want to lose even Su Xiang.

His tone was humble but also possessive, his gaze was firm and profound, and Su Xiang's heart was rolling.

Her lips moved slightly, and she walked around half of the coffee table to Qi Lingyang, she sighed and said, "I didn't know that you were so uneasy, but I know very well that I enjoy the peace in my life now." There was no calculation and framing, there was no discrimination against my gaze, there was no disrespect. I am grateful for this peace that you have brought me. ”

"Fu Hanchuan ......" mentioned this name, Su Xiang opened his eyes and sniffed lightly, "He is my past, and there is only one Fu Ying who connects me with him." Mrs. Zhuoya, Fu Zhengnan, or Old Man Fu, none of those people are either. You don't have to be nervous about an apology from Mrs. Zoya, I know what I want, but I'm not going to pay lip service to promises. ”

"If ......" When Su Xiang was about to continue, Qi Lingyang suddenly said: "You don't want to say, if I can't wait and can't bear it, I can let go and leave this kind of thing, it's impossible, no!"

If he couldn't wait, he wouldn't be so nervous, he wouldn't become sensitive and suspicious, and he wouldn't immediately transfer Su Run out of the hospital if she had a little bit of trouble.

No one knows better than him what it's like to see a person who is already in the palm of his hand watching loss.

Su Xiang swallowed back the unspoken words, she opened her eyes and sat on the sofa and said, "Since you have sent Su Run to the Qi family's old mansion, tell me that secret now." ”

Qi Lingyang looked down at her from this angle, and could only see the hair on the top of her head, as well as the lower half of her small face, the tip of her upturned nose, her pointed chin, and her long eyelashes fluttering slightly. Her fingers were pinched together, seemingly calm, but she was actually nervous, nervous about the secret that Su Run had been hiding all along.

Qi Lingyang thought of her life experience, her eyebrows frowned, after such a big conflict between the two just now, I don't know if she could distract some of her emotions when she heard that.

Zhang's mother came in to help Pearl get snacks, and when she noticed the solemn atmosphere inside, she immediately walked out quietly.

Qi Lingyang's Adam's apple rolled up and down, half-squatted in front of her, held her hand and said, "Wei Lanqian said, you are not Su Mingdong's daughter. ”

Su Xiang seemed to have been punched hard, and looked up at Qi Lingyang suddenly, his pupils were full of shock, and his voice seemed to have been taken away again, and he found it back after a while: "......What do you say?" she shook her head, her face full of disbelief, and said incoherently, "Wei Lanqian told you so?"

She suspected that Su Yun had betrayed her, and now her mind was not normal. "Wei Lanqian suspects that Su Run is cheating, so does she suspect that everyone else is cheating?

If she is not Su Mingdong's daughter, then where did she come from, for so many years, although the Su family did not let her go out to meet people, but she did not lack food and clothing, nor did she abuse her, and specially invited famous artists to teach her piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. If she hadn't learned so much before, she wouldn't have choreographed herself and done so well.

She was only mute because he didn't like her.

Moreover, if she was not Su Mingdong's daughter, why did he still raise her?

Su Xiang's whole person was messy, a voice in his head was saying this, but another voice was saying, if he was your father, how could he think of treating you like a tool when something happened to the Su family?

But at that time, the Su clan had reached the moment of life and death, and if he wanted to keep the Su clan, he would do it when he was desperate. Moreover, didn't he dismiss his thoughts under the persuasion of his mother?

She watched her parents jump from the stairs......

There was a sudden pain in his head, as if someone was holding a chisel and chiseling it inside, Su Xiang held his head in pain, Qi Lingyang hurriedly got up and hugged her and comforted: "These are just Wei Lanqian's words, you will know when you ask Su Run, don't be so excited." ”

Su Xiang's head swelled violently, and it seemed that two people had been talking to each other in his head, and then an indignant and heavy man's voice suddenly sounded.

"I've raised her for so many years, it's time for her to repay me......"

Su Xiang's trembling body slowly quieted down and slowly opened his eyes.

She shook her head, forced herself to calm down, and looked at Qi Lingyang forcefully, "Did Wei Lanqian say anything else?"

Qi Lingyang carefully observed her complexion, never being able to accept it to calm down all of a sudden, this is not something that anyone can do.

thinks that at the beginning, when he learned that he was not Qi Haipeng's son, it took him a long time to accept that fact. He still clearly remembered that in order to confirm this matter, he was more sensitive than usual, carefully observing the attitude of the people around him towards him and Qi Lingcong.

Why is there such a big difference between the two boys of the same Qi family, and why did those people's attitudes towards him change after his mother died.

Su Xiang's face was pale and calm, and his glass-bead-like eyes were calm but dull, and they were full of darkness. Her voice was dry and difficult: "Since I was a child, Su Mingdong has never hugged me, and he has never smiled at me. ”

"He wouldn't let me go out to meet people, and no one outside knew I existed. I thought it was just that I was dumb and he didn't have face...... If that's true, then what he did can be explained......"

"Tell me, what else did Wei Lanqian say?"

Qi Lingyang looked at her eyes, rolled his throat and said, "She said, you were born to Shen Yan and another man." As the words fell, he could clearly feel the breath of the person in his arms stagnate.

Su Xiang looked at Qi Lingyang, opened his dry lips, and couldn't say anything anymore.

She clenched her fists, her heart in her chest pounded violently, and the blood surged rapidly in her body, hitting the large and small blood vessels in her body, and even her eyes turned red.

After a long time, she relieved herself, and squeezed out two words in her tight throat: "No wonder ......"

No wonder, from childhood to adulthood, only Shen Yan loved her as a baby, they didn't want to learn dumb language, only she was willing to learn, and she accompanied her to learn with the dumb teacher.

In the twenty years of the Su family, only Shen Yan was by her side, and even in the end, Su Mingdong wanted to send her to Fu Hanchuan's bed, but Shen Yan desperately protected her.

It's no wonder that Su Mingdong is reluctant to let her go out to meet people.

But why did Su Mingdong let her give birth to her? She was a shame to him, wasn't she?

Qi Lingyang poured a glass of water and handed it to her: "You drink some water first." ”

After she went from being unable to accept it to accepting this reality, and accepting it without asking Su Run for verification, Qi Lingyang didn't know what kind of pain she had experienced in her heart.

Perhaps, this pain has been present in the twenty years that she has been treated unfairly, so she can accept the reality so quickly.

Perhaps, after all this, she already had such a question in her heart.

Su Xiang took a sip of water, laughed miserably, and muttered: "When I was in the most pain, I thought that I might not be a child of the Su family, maybe they picked it up, because I was a mute, and they took me in and raised me because they sympathized with me......"

"Now you told me, it turns out that I am also a wild seed......" Tears could not bear the cruelty, and fell silently from her red eyes, and she quickly lowered her eyes, not wanting to be seen her embarrassment.

Because he is a wild seed, he does not deserve to be blessed, and he has been living in the discrimination of others.

Should she still be grateful to the Su family for raising her for so many years and not throwing her away?

Qi Lingyang hugged her, patted her back, looked ahead and said lightly: "Don't think about that, just think about it now." ”

He grabbed her shoulders and asked her to meet his eyes and said, "Su Xiang, we are all the same people." But we didn't do anything wrong, none of this has anything to do with you. ”

He changed the subject and said, "Do you remember what my father said about Shen Yan?"

Su Xiang's eyes moved slightly, in the Qi family's old mansion, Qi Haipeng told a story about Shen Yan once. Qi Lingyang said: "These days, I have been trying to connect your background with what he said. I think that if you can get some useful information from Su Run, you will be able to figure out your background completely. ”

"Moreover, I suspect that your voice may have something to do with your background. ”

As soon as her throat was mentioned, Su Xiang subconsciously touched his neck, his throat rolled down, and Qi Lingyang's voice was low: "Now, are you ready?"

After knowing this, it may be easier to accept the truth if you go to investigate her being poisoned and dumb, but it may be more cruel and a heavier blow.

Su Xiang's fingers clenched and loosened, let go and clenched again, she was bent on knowing what was going on in her throat, but now, it was not difficult for her to be sure.

She was scared...... I'm afraid that it is really more tragic than her background......

Now, she could understand why Qi Lingyang didn't tell her the secret immediately, but let her finish dealing with those things and come back. If she had known at that time, she would not have been able to concentrate on her work at all, she would not have made such careful arrangements, and everything would have been a mess.

So what about now, what should she do now?

A warm big hand was wrapped on the back of her hand, and he squeezed her hard and said, "Su Xiang, I said that I will accompany you no matter what." If you still want to wait a little longer, when your mood is calm, it is not too late for us to go to Su Run. ”

"Now he is safe in the Qi family's old mansion, there is an old man over there, maybe he can get some words out of his mouth first. ”

Su Run is a slippery head, in order to be able to get benefits from Su Xiang, he may not be able to tell the truth, but Old Man Qi and Su Mingdong are people of the same generation, and they know something about them, so Su Run doesn't dare to talk nonsense.

Su Xiang rubbed her face vigorously with both hands, and a muffled voice came out from under her palm: "You let me calm down first." ”

Qi Lingyang glanced at her and didn't say anything more, and after a while, Su Xiang removed her palm from her face, she stood up and said, "I'll go wash my face first." ”

Long pain is better than short pain, those things that make her painful, one by one, have survived, what are you afraid of at this time?

Qi Lingyang only waited for a moment, and Su Xiang came out after washing her face, her speed was so fast, she didn't even wipe off the water droplets, there were still a few drops of water on her hair, and she had a wooden face. The more this is the case, the more it shows that she is emotionally unstable, and she is just being forced down by her.

Qi Lingyang took out a tissue and walked over to wipe the water droplets on her face, and said clearly and slowly: "I'm right next to you, you can see it as soon as you turn around, so don't be afraid." When you're in pain, hold on to me. ”

Su Xiang looked up at his gentle eyes, like warm lake water enveloping her.

"Hmm. She nodded, her throat tumbling, "Let's go......"

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