Chapter 019, what is love

Situ Chunyan.

An unfamiliar name, but at the same time a nice one. On the way home, Xiao Wei was still chanting this name in his heart, and Situ Chunyan's handsome face and slender figure always lingered in his mind.

Go to class on Monday morning. The first period is the Chinese class. Xiao Wei's favorite thing is Chinese class, one reason is that Xiao Wei likes literature, and he always writes something from time to time, and then he likes it naturally, and he is naturally interested, and his grades are good, and the teacher likes it more when his grades are good, so the result of this virtuous circle is that Xiao Wei has missed all classes, but he has not missed language and history classes.

The previous Chinese teacher was Mr. Ma, a woman in her fifties, very calm, especially liked Xiao Wei's compositions, and almost every time Xiao Wei's compositions would be read aloud in class as a model essay, which made Xiao Wei quite proud.

turned out to be a little different today, Mr. Ma's familiar figure did not appear on time, and as a result, a figure that Xiao Wei never dreamed of appeared, how could it be her - Situ Chunyan.

I saw Situ Chunyan dressed in sassy sportswear, with her shawl hair tied into a ponytail, tied to the back of her head, and her delicate face was painted with light makeup, looking very harmonious and natural with her clothes and classroom, which can be said to be pleasing to the eye.

Situ Chunyan walked up to the podium, and her standard Mandarin sounded pleasant: "Hello everyone, my name is Situ Chunyan, and your teacher Ma will not be teaching you today because of her age." In the future, I will study with you in Chinese classes, and I will repeat it again: my name is Situ Chunyan, and everyone will call me Teacher Situ in the future. ”

After speaking, Situ Chunyan turned his head and neatly wrote his name on the blackboard.

Xiao Wei felt Situ Chunyan's gaze slip over his face, and the corners of his mouth showed a meaningful smile. This little bit of expression may only be experienced by Xiao Wei.

To tell the truth, Situ Chunyan's lectures are awesome! Don't look at the fact that she has just graduated from North China Normal University, but she is very sophisticated in her lectures. After a class, everyone didn't feel the process, and the time for a class came, which was really fleeting, and everyone felt that they were still unsatisfied.

After class, Situ Chunyan did not leave in a hurry, but stood at the door of the classroom and waved at Xiao Wei. Xiao Wei had no choice but to walk out under the somewhat strange gazes of his classmates.

"How about it, Xiao Wei, now you know what I do. Okay, now let's get to know me officially, my name is Situ Chunyan. After speaking, Situ Chunyan stretched out his hand to shake hands with Xiao Wei, and said in a low voice by the way: "Thank you so much that day, this can be regarded as a kind of fate." When I get familiar with the environment, I will invite you to dinner in two days, and thank you again, by the way, call Li Yong, he is also in this class. ”

Xiao Wei nodded, and before he could say a word, Situ Chunyan left like a gust of wind, leaving Xiao Wei standing stupidly by the railing.

Someone slapped Xiao Wei on the back: "What's the hair, I've never seen a beautiful woman." Xiao Wei turned his head to look, only to see Lin Guohong "hum" and glide past him, and walked away.

It's a strange thing, women really can't understand it!

After school in the afternoon, Xiao Wei didn't go home to eat, he took Lin Guohong to have dinner at school, and took advantage of the time for self-study in the evening to take a walk on the playground with Lin Guohong.

The sun has set, and the campus at dusk looks hazy and ambiguous.

Since he was walking alone with Lin Guohong, Xiao Wei naturally chose a secluded place to walk, and when he walked to a corner in the southwest corner of the playground, taking advantage of the shelter of a few rows of big trees, Xiao Wei couldn't help but hug Lin Guohong and hide behind the big trees and kiss him happily.

Lin Guohong was afraid that people would see her, so she dodged left and right, but Xiao Wei, who couldn't stand the enthusiasm, insisted again and again, and finally half pushed.

After a moment of intimacy, Xiao Wei also knew that this was always a "high-risk" place, so he didn't dare to stay too long, and led Lin Guohong out of the hiding place, Lin Guohong simply tidied up her hair, and continued to walk slowly on the playground with Xiao Wei.

A figure ran in the distance, and it was dimly impossible to see who it was. When I got closer, I saw clearly that it was Teacher Situ.

Situ Chunyan was wearing a sportswear, her hair was coiled back of her head, and she was running and exercising. When he saw Xiao Wei and the two of them, he ran over. Xiao Wei couldn't hide it, so he simply greeted him generously.

|“ Teacher Situ, what about exercising?" Xiao Wei took the initiative to step forward.

Situ Chunyan stopped, wiped the sweat from his forehead, raised his hand and replied to Xiao Wei, said hello, and then walked over.

"It's you, why did you come out for a walk?" Situ Chunyan looked at Xiao Wei and then at Lin Guohong beside him.

Lin Guohong is very generous: "Hello, Teacher Situ, I am Lin Guohong from the fifth class of the third year of high school. ”

Situ Chunyan also hurriedly greeted Lin Guohong warmly: "Guohong, I know." We've seen it today. A little beauty, I met today. ”

Situ Chunyan already understood what was going on with Xiao Wei and Lin Guohong, and it was inconvenient to say it clearly, so she said haha: "Walk a hundred steps after dinner and live to ninety-nine." It's good to be more active, so go out for a walk often. ”

Xiao Wei was also afraid that Situ Chunyan would ask too much, so he replied casually: "Yes, teacher, you run slowly, we should go to class." Goodbye, Mr. Situ. ”

Lin Guohong also waved his hand at Situ Chunyan, and was dragged away by Xiao Wei. After all, being alone with Lin Guohong and being bumped into by the teacher is not a refreshing thing.

It's the weekend in a blink of an eye, and after school, Xiao Wei delayed the time for the blackboard newspaper out of the class, and when he came out, the school was already gone.

Xiao Wei was just about to leave on his bike when he heard someone shouting his name behind him. Looking back, it turned out to be Situ Chunyan.

Situ Chunyan was carrying a duffel bag, looking like she was going out. Xiao Wei stopped, waited for Situ Chunyan to come up to him and asked, "Teacher Beauty, where are you going?"

Since the chance encounter with Situ Chunyan, Xiao Wei has not regarded Situ Zhen as a teacher in his heart, but as a big sister of his own.

Situ Chunyan didn't care about it, and also recognized this relationship, and replied: "It's not a weekend, go home and have a look." ”

"Where is your home, why don't you ride a bike?"

"My family is in Anzhou, this is to take the bus back, how to ride. I can't ride back to Anju from here. Situ Chunyan replied playfully.

"Then I'll take you to the station, it's still a long way from the school. Xiao Wei parked his bicycle and waited for Situ Chunyan to sit down.

"Forget it, let's go for a walk. If you're not in a hurry to go back, why don't you go with me?" asked Situ Chunyan.

is exactly what Xiao Wei wants, and he can't ask for a chance to please the teacher.

Xiao Wei put Situ Chunyan's luggage bag on the back seat of the bicycle, and then pushed the bicycle and walked side by side with Situ Chunyan.

On the way, Situ Chunyan asked about the situation in the class, and Xiao Wei also gave feedback on some of the classmates' impressions of the new teacher.

Asking and asking, Situ Chunyan said casually: "I think that Lin Guohong in the class has a good relationship with you, right?"

At the mention of Lin Guohong, Xiao Wei felt a little weak, after all, he was still in school, and his relationship with Lin Guohong was still in a state of secrecy. However, since Situ asked, he couldn't help but answer, so he could only answer vaguely: "Well, it's not bad." ”

"Are you in love?"

Xiao Wei didn't expect Situ Chunyan to ask this question so directly, and he was speechless for a while.

Situ Chunyan saw Xiao Wei's embarrassment, felt a little abrupt, and said with an apologetic smile: "I have no intention of snooping on your privacy, I just have some thoughts of my own, as a sister who is a few years older than you, or as a teacher, I feel the need to communicate with you." ”

Hearing Situ's words, Xiao Wei felt a little relieved: "Lin Guohong and I really don't have anything, it's just that we have been classmates for a long time, and we have some good feelings for each other." Xiao Wei still didn't dare to say it thoroughly.

Situ Chunyan continued: "Whether you are in love or have a good feeling, it is a very normal reaction of adolescence. It is neither a flood beast, nor a delicacy of wine and food, and the ups and downs in it may only be truly understood after the real experience. ”

"I went to high school in Anju No. 1 High School, and when I was a junior in high school, I liked a boy at work. I was seventeen years old. Situ Chunyan walked slowly and spoke eloquently.

"That's because I'm so devoted, almost crazy like him, I want to see him every day, I dream of him almost every night. At the same time, in order to be together in the future, we studied like crazy. After the college entrance examination, I was admitted to a university in the provincial capital, the difference is that I was admitted to a normal university, while he went to a medical school. ”

"His family is rural, his father died early, but his mother raised him alone, but he can't afford to support him to go to college. At that time, he was confused and didn't know what to do. Since I am an only child, the family conditions are not bad, but our relationship is hidden from the family, because I know that they will definitely not agree. I always lied that I wanted to buy clothes, kept asking my family for money, and I saved money for his schooling, and I paid for most of his four-year college tuition. So much so that when I went home from vacation, I spent so much money to give an explanation to my family, so I could only borrow different clothes from my classmates to wear home, and lied that I bought them myself, so as to get by. ”

At that time, the happiest days were weekends, and when I was with him, I didn't have much money, and I didn't dare to go to a decent restaurant to eat, or go to attractions or shopping malls, but even if I just cooked the cheapest instant noodles with him in the dormitory with some luncheon meat, I thought it was the best lunch in the world. Even so, I never doubted and wavered in our relationship. But what should come will come eventually. ”

"Just last summer, the year I graduated, I felt like I was finally going to get through because I was going to work, and with a salary, I could no longer rely on my family to support him, because he had to go to school for a year before he graduated. But at this moment, he suddenly proposed to break up with me, I was unprepared at that time, yesterday I was still looking forward to waiting for him to graduate and we got married, and now I am actually waiting for a bolt from the blue. I beat him like crazy, cried into tears, and asked him why. ”

When I calmed down, he told me that the reason was that he had gotten along with one of his female classmates, whose father was the director of a bureau in the provincial capital, and if he married his daughter, then he could let them all stay and work in the big hospital in the provincial capital. You must know that if he can stay in the big hospital in the provincial capital, with his achievements and ability, it is entirely possible to survive to the title of full professor, postdoctoral supervisor, and well-known expert in his forties, and if he returns to a small county town, these are almost impossible. Therefore, he decided to give up love for the sake of his future. As an apology to me, he gave me 5,000 yuan, which should have been given to him by the female classmate. At that time, looking at this man who once swore an alliance but is now hard-hearted, I had already cried dry tears, took the money angrily, and resolutely spat on the still handsome face, and turned away without the slightest hesitation. ”

"This incident hit me very hard, I returned home in Anzhou, and I didn't go out for a whole year, and I didn't go to work in the unit that my parents had already arranged. Finally, a year later, I figured out that we don't understand love in our first love, and passion is not all there is to love. So, I came to work, everything has passed, life will eventually move forward, it will not stay, and now I live a very happy life. ”

"Having said so much, Xiao Wei, as a person who has come over, I just want to kindly remind you that you are still very immature, what is love? You still don't understand that love is not passion, nor friendship, nor is it the impulse of adolescence. I'm not against you falling in love now, I just think that most of the current love will not lead to anything, and the final outcome often brings harm. ”

"Alright, I'm done, I'm at the station. Personal opinion, for reference only, I hope you can all think about it seriously. There is a way to go, and everything looks forward, isn't it?"

Situ Chunyan's words, Xiao Wei didn't say a word, he just listened and thought seriously. He understood that what Situ said was right, he really needed to go back and think about it, was there love between him and Lin Guohong?