236 Reading the script!【4000 words for subscription】
In the dream, Meng Ke felt that he had become the Emperor of Shunzhi.
He ascended to the throne at the age of 6 and was subject to Dorgon, and every day he watched this man who kept saying that it was for him to enter and leave his mother's harem, and sometimes from it there would be the sound of men and women happy.
He stood outside the palace gate, looking at the palace walls and buildings, and looking at the expressions on the faces of the palace maids and eunuchs around him, his heart was trembling and dripping blood!
In the previous dynasty, there were rumors that his mother was indecent, some old ministers bullied him for his young age and secretly collided with him in words, and some people openly ignored him in the court and pursued Dorgon.
Even......
Someone asked him to decree that the Queen Mother and the Prince Regent would be married!
Ridiculous!
It's ridiculous!
Although he is young, he is not ignorant, he can understand the ridicule on the faces of those palace maids and eunuchs, and he can see the faces of those ministers who keep saying that they are good for him but use good names to restrain him.
However, he had to endure!
His mother told him to endure, the nurse told him to endure, and everyone told him to endure.
He wanted to say that he wanted to question the regent loudly, but as soon as he did so, his beloved queen mother would stretch out his hand and slap him in the face, and the regent would be embarrassed repeatedly.
"You are the emperor, you have a family and a country, and you have the inheritance of your ancestors, Fulin, you have to remember, you have to be a good emperor, you have to endure it. ”
In the third year of Shunzhi, the nurse who loved him died, and before leaving, she took her hand and told her to endure it, including his mother, and let herself endure it like this, no matter how difficult it was.
Endure!
Endure!
Endure!
Day after day, year after year.
Finally, the emperor lived up to his wishes, and in the seventh year of Shunzhi, Dolgon died!
He looked at his mother's tearful eyes, looked at the shocked and dazed face of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military affairs, and he knew that all this was finally under his control, and this world had finally become his own world.
It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and the position of this emperor was not so easy to do.
Without Dorgon, everyone was afraid of him, including the mother who had been in his heart, and began to have imperial respect for him, and there was less love between mother and son.
Heaven and earth are long, he has no relatives, some are this cold imperial power, and some are cold dragon chairs under the buttocks.
But fortunately, if you lose it all, there is nothing to lose anymore, this loneliness and coldness, this loneliness in the long night is only he is used to, and the concubines were sent to the palace.
Like all emperors, he flipped through the cards according to the ancestral system.
Today's Concubine Tong and tomorrow's virtuous concubine are all the same anyway, but they are just dispatches in this lonely night.
After venting his desires, he is still the emperor who is high, he still has to be busy with national affairs conscientiously, he still has to set an example for the whole world, and he is buried in those twists and turns, and he consumes his life like this.
Whether it is the third watch day or the fifth watch day, even if the eunuchs come over to persuade him to rest, he can politely refuse.
Not how much I like these, but because ...... He didn't want to disappoint the woman in the harem.
The more he grew up, the more he understood that it was not easy for his mother, even if she did love Dorgon, but in the end, she still chose herself, and even committed herself to Dolgon for herself.
If you don't want to be a Mingjun, you're sorry for this woman's dedication.
Soon, the good news of the harem came, and the future of the Qing Dynasty was coming!
Everyone inside and outside the court congratulated him, and he was also very happy, he was always a little excited to be Ama for the first time, and he even thought that the children in the future would never be as hard as him.
For the sake of the child, he must work harder.
It became his goal, the source of his ambition, and for the first time, he felt that life had a color.
Unfortunately, the good times did not last long, and just when he was triumphantly immersed in the joy of becoming a father, a painful reality befell him, and the concubine, who was pregnant with his own child, should have been happy, often had alienation and indifference in his eyes.
When he looked closely at those eyes, the indifference and distancing hidden in them would be replaced by charm and obedience.
Yes!
It's obedience!
He could see that this woman didn't love herself, she only entered the palace because of her family, and it was for the sake of her family power to please herself.
A chill crept up his spine, making him shudder, memories opened, those nights of not being able to sleep swept over, he was afraid, he wanted to run, he wanted to cry, he even wanted to beat the child.
However, he didn't!
He is an emperor, and he has to take on the responsibilities of an emperor.
So, he pretended to be okay and walked out of the palace with a cold face, continued to correct the twists and turns, and continued to live the life he used to live day after day.
"It's okay, I've expected it for a long time, it's okay, people, they can't live for a hundred years, they have survived the first ten years, and it doesn't hurt to survive for more than ten years in the future. ”
In every upset day, he comforted himself like this, suffered pain, was cold, and gritted his teeth and survived.
Later, the harem spread the good news again, but he no longer had any waves, the children were just tools to inherit the inheritance of the ancestors, he pitied them, but there was nothing he could do, the same, he had to teach them well.
With this idea, he hired the best teachers in the world to give lectures to his brothers, took exams from time to time, read Buddhism in his spare time, and listened to the lectures of the monks.
The monks said that only by becoming a monk can one be pure and liberated.
But he was unmoved by the yearning of his heart, because he still had the throne and responsibilities, and he was also responsible for the people of the world!
In the thirteenth year of Shunzhi, someone is about to enter the palace again.
The flower-like noble ladies of the Eight Banners were sent in, and he looked only pitiful without the slightest love.
For the sake of the family, these women have taken a lifetime of happiness, and what they look up to is just the product of their own stinky skin, and the highest goal in their lives is to conceive a dragon seed.
He hated, he hated, he hated it, he wanted to tear this ancestral system.
But he couldn't, he could only endure it like before, until one day, Dong E's appeared!
Unlike those women who only know how to be a female celebrity, archery, horseback riding, and all of them have the purpose of family interests, she is gentle, lovely, and the most gratifying thing is that she is also familiar with history books like herself.
She is not like those flawless women, she has flaws, she has arrogance, she will even naughtily test her bottom line to see if she will be angry.
Sometimes, they will argue, she will cry behind her back because of her own words, and she will also lean back because of her little joke, they are not like emperors and concubines together, but more like ordinary couples.
He wanted to share his court affairs with her, and he wanted to come and talk to her when he was upset.
I don't know when, Dong E's position in his heart is getting heavier and heavier, even if it is a quarter of an hour before the court, he wants to stick to the other party, and under her repeated urging, he walks to the main hall.
There are still a lot of twists and turns, he is still very busy, but now he is not busy as before, he no longer lives like a walking corpse, he feels that he has been reborn, the world is brighter, and Buddhism has become less important.
With her, what else do you need to escape into the empty door?
In this life, they are like this, crying, laughing, laughing, and sour.
When their son spoke up, he made the little one the prince, gave him the best education, and told him how to govern the country and how to level the world.
Then tell him what his father has done for the country, and then when their grandson is born, he will be too old to govern the world.
At that time, if she was still there, they would go to Jiangnan to see, to her hometown, to the place where she grew up, they built a palace, she left first, and he went to the monk to accompany the ancient Buddha.
If he leaves first, then order everyone to serve her well, and then the ancestral system of the Queen Mother will be buried with him.
In the end, they have to live and die together.
Finally, their child was born, a little elder brother, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, who looked like him, and missed her, and he was happy in his heart, and he couldn't wait to tell the world that he was pouring everything he had into this child.
However, the good days didn't last long, and their elder brother died.
Dong Eshi is also sick, his illness is getting worse and worse, and it is useless to let him pray to heaven and let him eat fast and recite Buddha.
In the end, she was gone.
Looking at the place where she had lived, looking at the palace they had played together, looking at these warblers and swallows, and looking at the cold dragon chair, he felt unprecedented despair.
If it weren't for Concubine Dong E, he might still be able to endure it, but now that he knows the sweetness of life, how to taste the bitterness of life?
For decades, I didn't feel it before, but now it has become a year.
Kneeling in front of the Buddha, he wanted to end up but was alive, ignoring things outside the window and listening to the temple.
But the emperor is a monk, which is not in the ancestral system, the ministers Sony, Ao Bai they all came to admonish, some told him to bear the ancestral inheritance, some told him to be worthy of the people of the world.
The more he listened, the more he felt broken, and the more he listened, the more he wanted to escape.
He even wanted to ask these people, why do I have to bear all this, if I have to, why don't you give me even a little sweetness? If you are destined not to give me sweetness, then why do you want me to see hope in life?
Dong E's face is getting clearer and clearer, her voice and smile, and the bits and pieces of how she gets along with herself.
Breaking him down step by step, he couldn't stand it, he wanted to be quiet, he wanted to ask his mother what he thought, but what he got was still the answer of the emperor and the emperor.
Looking at the Empress Dowager in the Fengxian Palace, he suddenly felt a little strange, and the original entanglement became a kind of calmness, perhaps, this emperor's family doesn't want it!
The Queen Mother took the medicine and told him that there was no one who escaped from this emperor's family.
All right.
He would rather die than die.
Xuan Ye stopped him, but only to prevent him from drinking the bowl of poison, but Xuan Ye couldn't stop his heart.
After that day, he decided to become a monk, bid farewell to everyone, put on a robe, and faded from the dragon robe to become the most frequent member of that crowd, but without Concubine Dong E, it would be the same wherever he went.
The company of the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha is just for him to have an environment to think about Concubine Dong E.
Still, it's fine.
They were together for four years, 1,440 days, and these days and nights were enough for him to reminisce.
Put it down.
Just let it go.
Long nights make no difference!
……
"Whew-"
After a big night's dream, Meng Ke felt extremely tired.
"What's wrong?"
Shen Jiajia turned over and hugged Meng Ke, and asked vaguely.
"Nothing, a nightmare. ”
Bowed his head and kissed Shen Jiajia's forehead, Meng Ke took the chick's hand away from his waist, it was already seven o'clock, he had to get up to make breakfast for the chick, "You continue to sleep, I'll make breakfast first." ”
"Hmm. ”
The mouth responded, but Shen Jiajia did not let go of his hand, but said after a pause for a few seconds, "Sleep for another five minutes, and we will get up together in five minutes." ”
In those years with Emperor Shunzhi, would Concubine Dong E also have such a naïve attitude?
Staring at Shen Jiajia's face, Meng Ke thought of yesterday's dream, licked his lips, turned over without any struggle, and hugged Shen Jiajia in his arms, "Okay, sleep for five more minutes, you sleep, I'll show you the time." ”
Shen Jiajia didn't respond, she had already slept soundly.
Gradually, Meng Ke felt that the hand on his waist had begun to loosen, and Shen Jiajia had already slept soundly.
Putting Shen Jiajia's hand back in the quilt, Meng Ke got up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast, boiled two eggs, then slice the bread, cut some sausages from before, and hot cups of milk, the simplest breakfast was freshly baked.
"Get up and eat. ”
Walking into the bedroom, Meng Ke said to Shen Jiajia.
"Hmm...... What to eat?"
Shen Jiajia asked vaguely.
"Milk, eggs, sausages, and yesterday's spicy strips. ”
"Hmm. ”
Answered, Shen Jiajia still didn't move.
Meng Ke didn't bother to continue shouting, turned around and went back to the kitchen to eat by himself, didn't eat two bites, he heard a movement in the bedroom, and after a while, there was also movement in the toilet, and finally, Shen Jiajia sat down at the dining table with sleepy eyes.
After taking a sip of milk, she squinted her eyes and said, "Well~~ It's so fragrant, it's delicious." ”
"It has to be, and it doesn't depend on who's hot. ”
Meng Ke began to stink.
After breakfast, Shen Jiajia went to the company to continue the interview, because there were too many people, she had already brushed a horse, but there were still many people who came to apply for jobs every day.
In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, Shen Jiajia and Yu Hong issued a number plate for interviews every day, one hundred per day, and as a result, I don't know which one lacked virtue actually proposed a competition interview.
Although Shen Jiajia and Yu Hong stopped a lot, it could only be a small part, and more people had already solved a lot of opponents before they came.
Up to now, Shen Jiajia, a person from the Grandmaster Realm, has to sit in charge every day to prevent chaos, and Meng Ke also has a new job today, that is, to go to Yuxing Film and Television Industry to participate in the "Kangxi Dynasty" to read the script.
Reading the script is actually to let the actors get acquainted with the roles they play and the general direction of the plot, to put it bluntly, it is to read the text aloud by the roles of primary schools.
However, in the adult world, reading the script requires a lot of line skills, as well as preliminary acting skills, and by the way, there is a familiar process with the opponent's partner, so that it will not be embarrassing to act.