At that time, the adults in Mo Feng's eyes ········ Terrible!

Since I started to be timid, the image of many adults has been magnified terribly, and the distance is not very alienating. Therefore, the adults in Mo Feng's eyes are one by one, without any bones and blood. Well, it may have something to do with a broken childhood.

Daddy has become infinitely distant from the daddy who can tickle her with his beard scum. Even the relatives behind Daddy were all blamed.

It wasn't until many years after Mo Feng had the intelligence to examine the complexity of human nature that he gradually discovered that those stripped images were actually normal people in reality, with true feelings and humble helplessness.

When I was a child, many people gave Mo Feng red envelopes, and adults came and went, Mo Feng didn't understand, but no matter how many red envelopes and clothes, as well as gifts, they couldn't pull in that distance.

The only humble thing is why others can give Mo Feng red envelopes, but Daddy doesn't give red envelopes to others.

Among the adults that Mo Feng later wanted to aspire to become, there was one kind of adult who made a lot of money, was very atmospheric, and was very transparent, and hated.

From calling dad to alienating dad, to watching other friends call dad freely, I can't shout myself, and there is really a lot of helplessness.

Later, when I thought of the era, people in their thirties, stressed life, and when they couldn't communicate with their families, they would be a lot more irritable. After all, this family looks very small, except for a man, all women.

After that, he often quarreled, and at first Mo Feng, who just watched adults quarrel, learned to scold and kick the door. It's really two-faced.,A female doll who usually looks so well-behaved.。

So it's easy to fall into the whirlpool of sadness, looking at the stars in the night sky, empty and tasteless, and deep and inextricable.

The sound of Daddy's motorcycle coming home even made her nervous.

This seems to be a faint thing in the past now, but at that time, like a black hole, happiness is short-lived, and only the unhappiness of life is eternal.

Sometimes there was a quarrel, and my grandmother would be sent back to my grandmother's house on the other side of the mountain. Mo Feng followed, and looked at which bag of luggage Daddy was holding. At that time, it was a small car, an uncommon car, and Mo Feng fainted as soon as he sat on it. Also vomited.

My grandmother's house was like a courtyard, and I had to run to the neighbor's house to watch TV, and at night, the lights were dim yellow. The bath is connected to the basin with water, and in the bathroom, sometimes you can see large spiders.

It was also that familiar place, Mo Feng remembered the texture of various animals very clearly.

The pig in the pigsty, Mo Feng will also feed the grass to it. There are several of them, compared to the mixed feed, and the vegetables that Mo Feng pulled out are delicious.

Mo Feng suddenly became happy, thinking of these living creatures with simple movements.

Later, when the pig was killed, Mo Feng also followed to see it, and in the early morning, the pig was lassoed by a rope, squeaking, and dragged all the way to the bench and tied it.

Two benches side by side, just enough for a pig.

As soon as he struck at the neck, the pig barked very loudly, and the sound behind it gradually became dull.

The rest saw the jar of blood, so big, from red to black.

Grandma said that you can put down the rice grains while it is hot. The smell of blood clots, Mo Feng occasionally thought of it, and suddenly thought about where to buy it and eat it again, after all, the pigsty was now demolished and a new house was built.

The long chair that tied the pig hurt Mo Feng, but it was actually a bit of a blame.

That day, by the patio, my cousin said we were going to play the slide. After all, in the back school, there were long ditches, and there were often several of them, sliding from the ditches on the second floor to the ground.

At that time, the dilapidated school building was very conducive to children's imagination.

For example, after sliding to the ground, there is a small bamboo forest in front of you. Mo Feng once plucked a small bamboo shoot and was complacent.

The slide plot ends with the biggest damage in Mo Feng's memory.

It's still the chair that kills pigs, the patio. With several cousins, it was okay to slide a few times, and somehow, Mo Feng fell from the middle, and the dislocation of her arm was probably the biggest damage to her memory.

I forgot how to go to the hospital, it was blue, and Mo Feng remembered that he struggled to put his hand on the blue glowing table.

Later appeared their own bones.

At the door of the house that day, her arm hurt when she moved, and her grandmother used big scissors to help her take off her skirt.

At that time, Grandma was so neat and quick to respond. Do what you have to do. Grandma is a very smart and scheming woman, very skillful, can knit sweaters, but can not weave complex styles, at most the weaving kind, during the period you can find that Grandma's cleverness is mostly shown in a "straight" way. There is no ingenuity.

Grandma said that she used to help people weigh two pounds of oil, but the person kept coming to weigh her head, and she didn't succeed.

Grandma said that before, she wanted to eat eggs, and secretly cooked many at once. When he found that the man had returned, it was not good to destroy the dirt and destroy the traces, but he gave it to the pigs to eat. I still think it's a waste.

Mo Feng actually doesn't like the demolition of his hometown, after all, it is where the childhood memories of two sensitive women lie.

In the thatched house outside the pigsty, every time Mo Feng goes, he is challenging the limits of his heart. The hut is connected to a pigsty, and the spider silk on it will lie on its stomach with huge spiders with countless legs.

It was also that day that she looked up and saw dragonflies in the cobwebs.

Then the spider kept crawling, and Mo Feng moved, took a stick, and saved the dragonfly.

Then the dragonfly still didn't fly away, and Mo Feng found that its body was stained with spider webs.

I took it to the pool and washed it off.

Sure enough, the dragonfly was able to fly again.

Walking through the vegetable garden, the dragonfly actually flew to Mo Feng's shoulder and stopped.

Although it flew away again, Mo Feng was pleasantly surprised, how could it remember its own.

I was really surprised, and I kept thinking of that dragonfly. There is also the story of animals turning into essences, and then thinking about what form dragonflies will reappear in her life in the future.

The lonely Mo Feng is always thinking about it, fantasizing about another world, a world that can undergo wonderful changes. Although it is only an occasional fleeting, it is more boring and low-flowing. Fortunately, there are always fleeting but real moments. It's a light and fire in the dark stream. It's short, but it's also enough to make people walk slowly.

It's a pity, Mo Feng soon learned a very sad news, dragonflies only have a few days of life.

That little thing, even if it remembers itself, will soon cease to exist in this world.

Fortunately, it was many years later, and Mo Feng heard such a truth.

There are a lot of things that you can't really have, and what you don't have is enough time to be with you, so that's it, it's not a pity.

Outside the vegetable garden where he met the dragonfly, Mo Feng made money for the first time.

Peanut shells were the ones Mo Feng saw the most at his grandmother's house at that time. That blower, in addition to a lot of dust from the valley, will also have a lot of peanut shells left. That pantry full of peanut shells, where kittens often go to rest.

The cat turned out to be really asleep, and then by Mo Feng, the elegant old cat would also panic.