64. Zhao Yanyan's dream

Zhao Yanyan has been having some strange dreams every night since she came back from Yanjing.

At first, she didn't care, but later, the dream became more and more real, and the dream could be connected back and forth every night!

There is always another self and another Liu Lei in dreams, and after dreaming, she can't tell whether it is a dream or reality.

Every character, every dialogue, and even every action, including her own thoughts at the time, were so real, as if they had happened before. But it doesn't seem to have happened, because in my dream, I was already in my second year of high school and was about to divide arts and sciences, and I was stupid and always asked Liu Lei: Do you think I should study literature or science?

Zhao Yanyan no longer simply thinks that this is just a dream, and the dream cannot be continued, nor can there be such an immersive feeling. Every time Zhao Yanyan wakes up, the things in her dream are vivid, as if they are imprinted in her mind, and she can't forget them if she wants to.

Can you predict the future? But it doesn't seem to be, because the dream started with the handshake with Liu Lei at the beginning of school, Liu Lei in the dream was not as bold as the person in reality, the Liu Lei in the dream blushed, and he still didn't dare to shake hands with himself for a long time, and none of these things that happened after that appeared in the dream. So Zhao Yanyan doesn't think there will be any connection between this dream and reality, but why is what happened in this dream so real?

That Zhao Yanyan secretly loved Liu Lei, but Liu Lei was indifferent to her every suggestive words.

Zhao Yanyan was very scared, she wanted to tell Liu Lei about this, but she didn't know how to open her mouth! Could it be because she loved Liu Lei too much? Maybe! Zhao Yanyan herself didn't know why she loved Liu Lei so much, just like on the first day of school, she had a very familiar feeling with Liu Lei. It felt like two people had known each other for a long time......

Time goes to Zhao Yanyan's wedding in the previous life, and then the stories that are not known to Liu Lei.

in the hospital.

Zhao Yanyan stroked Liu Lei's emaciated face and burst into tears. Choked up and said: "Liu Lei, if you had said this to me earlier, I would definitely marry you desperately! Do you know, I have been waiting for you for fifteen years!"

Scenes of the past flashed through Zhao Yanyan's mind in an instant......

The little boy who didn't even dare to shake his hand...... Maybe it was at this time that I had already made a secret promise

A stupid boy who was indifferent to his own obvious hints when he was in a liberal arts and science class...... I have already told him several times, "Do you want me to study literature or science?"

The last few exams in the third year of high school turned out to be the genius boy who was at the top of the school year...... Could it be that he broke out for himself?

The familiar figure who appeared at the freshman registration office of Tsinghua University...... He really came, and he was almost stupid with excitement

The rising star on campus who is always surrounded by beautiful women...... Is he alone in high school?But it seems that he is indifferent to the pursuit of those beautiful women, shouldn't it be for himself?......

After graduating, I worked in the same group company as myself...... Could it be a coincidence? Could it be that he secretly saw his cover letter...... Narcissistic ......

That excellent man who works non-stop and rises step by step...... How does he know about work, he is twenty-eight years old, and he will no longer be young in a few years......

At the age of thirty-one, he ascended to the throne of the president of the M soft Huaxia region, and he was amazed...... Alas, has he never liked himself? He is thirty-one years old, and no one will want him if he doesn't marry again!

That man was so close to Xu Zhongbang's daughter, and the two were still talking and laughing...... What is the relationship between the two? Depressed, dizzy, he agreed to Xu Qingwei's marriage proposal in a daze.

On Christmas Day, I gave the man a copy of my wedding invitation...... The last chance, if he confessed to himself before his wedding, he would definitely marry him, and he died in a hurry......

The memories of fifteen years are still vivid, Zhao Yanyan lay on the cold corpse, crying silently.

That night, Zhao Yanyan ended her engagement with Xu Qingwei and stumbled back to her apartment alone.

I opened the drawer, took out a diary from it, opened the diary, and dropped out a photo, which was a graduation photo of the second class of the ninth and fourth grades of Xinsongjiang No. 4 Middle School.

Zhao Yanyan gently stroked the face in the photo, which was the only photo of herself and him, and tears slipped from the corners of Zhao Yanyan's eyes.

Looking at the name that would appear on almost every page in his diary, Zhao Yanyan smiled. At least I've got his love, and the rest isn't that important, is it?

We don't know how to love and hate, and we are upside down

They all think that love is like the fickleness of the storm

Believe that love lasts forever

Time froze in this instant

We don't know how to be gentle

I thought that martyrdom was just an old rumor

How painful you walked, how painful it was

When the dream is buried in the smoke and rain of the south of the Yangtze River

I don't understand until my heart is broken

The poignant singing of Jiangnan came from the speaker......

The next day, the front page of all newspapers and magazines carried a shocking news: "The president of M soft Huaxia District died mysteriously at the wedding of his subordinates, and the bride committed suicide by overdose of sleeping pills that night." ”

Whether it was a coincidence or something else hidden, rumors spread in newspapers and television for a while, and doubts continued.

However, to leave is to leave, and two young men and women, just like that. With the doubts of colleagues, the doubts of the media, and the disturbance of public opinion, he left this world.

The only person who knows the inside story is Xu Qingwei. He seemed to have anticipated this situation a long time ago, and sat in the lonely new room, sighing quietly.

Zhao Yanyan always belonged to that man, she died, she died for love. She was finally able to be with him as she wished.

Xu Qingwei felt that he was very cowardly, not as good as Liu Lei in everything, even in love. He's a complete loser. thought that after Zhao Yanyan married herself, she would be completely dead, and she would be able to be with her with peace of mind.

But what I didn't expect was that Liu Lei didn't die or play for a long time, but he died at the wedding, and if he died, he died, before he died, he didn't know what to say to Zhao Yanyan, but Zhao Yanyan directly broke off the marriage contract with herself and ran back to her own home......

What I didn't expect was that this time I left was forever.

Xu Qingwei felt that there was no point in living for him, and even if he lived, what would others think of him?