Chapter 195, the dream has been broken and parted

(Love, really leaving.)

Quietly

I stare into your eyes

In silence

But you pretend to be so calm

It's all there

Whose fault is between us

Why

It will be the result of no result

A gentle breeze

Brush your hair

A helpless sigh struggled in my heart

Love, what's wrong?

It's so simple

It's so hard

Don't believe it

Love, really leaving?

I don't dare to think about it

You, will you never be there?

Is it deep love

Will there really be regrets in this life?

Do you really want to make your dreams come true in the afterlife?

Silently

I turned around

Hide the faint scars in your heart

A hot relationship, a sad breakup

How to face it?

I could only watch the days go by

My heart is slowly crumpled in minutes and seconds--Xiao Weixuyu)

Xiao Wei retreated to the stool and sat down again, lit a cigarette with a heavy heart, and smoked in a muffled voice.

Wu Yan stroked the hair that had just fallen to his forehead, and spoke in a very strange voice, very clearly, but he felt that there was no emotional color, and there was no inhibition and frustration, just like the flowing water in the stream, the same rhythm, the same speed.

"Xiao Wei, don't you want to know why all this is? Let me tell you. Wu Yan began to narrate, as if he was talking about someone else's business.

"Xiao Wei, from the bottom of my heart, I admit that I like you, and it hasn't changed until now. Fang Jun's original incident, I originally thought it was over, and it was over. I can put it down, and I do want to let it go. I even fantasized about being with you for a while, and we could fall in love, get married, and live happily ever after. ”

Later, Zhao Xiaodong appeared again, and I could see that he was also very sincere, and I also thought that maybe it would be okay to accept Zhao Xiaodong. However, I found that I couldn't do it, because as long as I got closer to you, the more often Fang Jun's shadow would appear in my mind, and he kept telling me: I'm just playing, it's just playing. I really feel that a woman who has been defiled by others would really want to be with you?"

"Since then, especially after Lin Guohong's incident, I have found that I can't accept men from my heart, including you. None of you really like me and love me. Leave you, and leave Zhao Xiaodong, including Zhao Xiaodong to find you and accuse you, I know it. I began to like to see men suffer because of me, hurt each other because of me, and seeing all this I felt an indescribable pleasure in my heart, a pleasure of revenge. ”

Hearing this, Xiao Wei couldn't help but ask Wu Yan: "Are you doing this to take revenge on me?"

"Yes, I'm taking revenge on you, to be precise, you, Zhao Xiaodong, Fang Jun and all the men. Because in my eyes, men are the least trustworthy and the most unreliable, and men don't have a good thing, including you Xiao Wei, my brother who used to think was so good. All I want to do is take revenge, revenge on the man. ”

"So, I chose to leave you and Zhao Xiaodong, there is no reason. Therefore, I chose to take revenge on Fang Jun and retaliate against him in my own way. Maybe you'll think I'm stupid and think I'm not worth it. But for me, a body that is no longer pure is no longer worth cherishing. ”

"Once is no different than ten or a hundred times. It's my tool, the most lethal tool for you men, and it's the only way I can take revenge. Now, I have succeeded, and Fang Jun has nothing to pity for, because he deserves it. ”

"I know that you must look down on me in your heart now, and you feel very wronged and angry, because you think you really like me, and I treat you like this way. I don't think I'll ever fall in love with any man anymore because I'm starting to reject men psychologically. If you feel like you've been hurt, all I can say is I'm sorry. ”

After Wu Yan finished speaking, his expression was still as calm as before, and he couldn't see the slightest change.

Xiao Wei was a little stunned when he heard it, it was the first time he heard such words, and it was from Wu Yan's mouth, a woman who was so tall, so pure, and so light-boned before.

Xiao Wei couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe that all of this was true.

Xiao Wei's hands were trembling, his heart was trembling, and the cigarette ash in his hand was spilled on the ground.

Wu Yan looked at Xiao Wei without feeling the slightest strangeness, and still said in that strange tone: "Brother, you don't have to be so excited, and you don't have to feel strange. I can compensate you if you wish, in any way you can, including myself. Actually, it belongs to you in the first place. But not here, it's too eye-catching. So today is Friday, and tomorrow Saturday I can go back in the morning. Tomorrow afternoon, at any time in the evening, you can come to me, or I can go to you. The time and place are yours. How? ”

Xiao Wei stood up suddenly, his facial expression became a little distorted because of sadness: "Sister Yan, my former good sister, is it in your eyes that I am just here to get your body? Is it true that in your eyes, I am so unbearable?"

"Wu Yan, how did you suddenly become like this, it really makes me very sad and very sad. From the bottom of my heart, I'm really, really disappointed. I'm just telling you, your body used to be very attractive to me, and I was very eager to get it, but not every man is Fang Jun. I'm sorry, I can't accept your kindness, and I hope you will behave yourself in the future. ”

After speaking, Xiao Wei picked up the sunglasses on the table, opened the door, and left without looking back.

Wu Yan sat on the edge of the bed motionless, staring blankly at Xiao Wei's figure leaving angrily.

Unconsciously, Wu Yan actually smiled, a miserable smile.

In the smile, two lines of clear tears slowly flowed down the handsome cheeks, then gathered on the chin, and then dripped down to Wu Yan's feet in high heels.

Wu Yan felt a trace of coolness on his bare instep, but his heart was hot and painful......

Xiao Wei rode a motorcycle, without any stop, and rushed back to the county seat in one go.

He didn't go home, but he sent a ghost to the door of Wu Yan's house.

Xiao Wei took off his helmet and let out a sigh, only then did he feel his throat dry and out of breath.

After a little calm, Xiao Wei lit a cigarette and took a sharp breath, choking on the strong smoke, which made Xiao Wei cough violently.

Xiao Wei raised his head, looked at everything in front of him that was once very familiar, remembered the ignorant heartbeat of the past, remembered the joys and sorrows of the past, remembered Wu Yan's smile, and remembered her whispering tenderness.

But all of this has now been ruthlessly torn to shreds, and at the same time, the soft surface of Xiao Wei's heart has been completely washed away, leaving only the hardest part inside.