Meng Wei held a cigarette in his mouth and replied vaguely: "You are content, say this kind of thing, how can you make the second son of Lu who was broken by Xinmei embarrassed?"

"Please, I and Lu Gongzi are not of the same nature, he has done so many things to be sorry for Xinmei, even if he killed and fed the fish, I said that, but it was just to deal with the old lady, the expedient scene, did she treat me so hard?" Xu Jin couldn't help but cry for his feet.

"Why isn't it the same nature? Aren't they all the same death?"

"......" Xu Jin was choked and was rarely speechless.

Pan Weichang slipped a little ghost and threw it on the table, and said: "Seriously, I really don't understand what you're struggling with, your relationship is so stable, just go to get the certificate, I really don't understand what you're hesitating about." ”

"Xu Jin, I have to say, at this point, you are really not as good as your young master, look at other people, how long have you known Luo Sheng? Now that you are married and have two children, if you have half the efficiency of others, why are you still lonely at this age?" Meng Wei persuaded bitterly, "Besides, Xinmei is a good woman, not to mention that she is beautiful, she has a prominent background and a successful career, and none of the women I know can compare with her, not to mention that people have paid so much for you." Listen to my brother's advice, it's almost over, don't end up regretting it. ”

Xu Jin still didn't answer, and only silently placed a pair of black Ks.

Seeing that he was still indifferent, Pan Weichang shook his head and sighed: "Some people, I really don't know how to be blessed in the midst of blessings, I don't know how to cherish such a good opportunity, if I can marry half of the best women in Xinmei, I will die one day and smile Jiuquan." ”

"You two are almost done," Xu Jin finally spoke, "I haven't been annoyed by babbling for a night, I'm still noisy." Marriage is not child's play, with this idle time to worry about me and Xinmei, it is better to take a look at yourself, you are not people who don't have girlfriends, why don't you marry and show me?"

Pan Weichang took a sip of coffee and said, "Don't be kidding, those women we are dating are just physical partners who take what they need from each other, can they be the same as the two of you?"

Xu Jin pursed her lips and said in a low voice: "Actually, in some ways, Xinmei and I are in this relationship. ”

Pan Weichang and Meng Wei were stunned for a moment, looking at him, as if they wanted to speak and stopped, but they just sighed after all

Outside the door, Zuo Xinmei silently withdrew her gaze, turned around and left to go to the garden, where the night breeze blew in the pavilion for half an hour.

The mood was almost cleaned up, she got up, went back to the hall and grabbed a servant to explain a few words, took her bag and drove home.

When Ye Junyuan came to look for Xu Jin, Zuo Xinmei had already left for more than an hour.

"Xinmei, she's not here, hasn't she been talking to you in the study?" Xu Jin happily tapped the banknotes, her mind focused on the money she won tonight.

Ye Junyuan glanced at the time, "It's already over, and no one is in the living room, where will it go?"

"Did you go to talk to Shengmei?"

“…… I just came down from upstairs. ”

Hearing this, Xu Jin raised his head and subconsciously looked at the courtyard through the floor-to-ceiling window, "Did you go for a walk in the garden?"

It happened that the maid brought fruit snacks, and when she heard this, she replied, "Miss Zuo? She had already gone back at about nine o'clock." ”

Xu Jin was stunned for a moment, "You're already gone?" Why didn't you say hello to us?"

"I guess I'm still angry with you, I don't want to pay attention to you, right?" Pan Weichang held the steaming coffee and pointed out the reason.

“…… She's not so stingy. ”

Pan Weichang lost a lot of money to him tonight, and continued to stick needles without knowing whether he was alive or not, "I don't know if I'm stingy or not, but if it's me, I don't bother to pay attention to you." ”

The servant hesitated, and said, "Actually...... When I sent tea to the chess and card room before, I saw Mr. Zuo standing at the door listening to you, maybe she heard something, and then she went to sit in the garden pavilion alone, and left with a farewell after coming back. ”

The scene suddenly fell silent.

Pan Weichang stopped drinking coffee, and said hesitantly: "Should it be...... Did she hear what our brother just said?"

"......" Xu Jin pursed her lips and didn't speak, but her face changed slightly.

Ye Junyuan didn't know what they had just talked about and was heard by Zuo Xinmei, but when he saw Xu Jin's expression, he expected that the matter at the dinner table tonight would be somewhat inseparable, so he was silent for a while, and said lightly: "Xu Jin, no matter what you think about Mr. Zuo, I think you should make it clear to her in person." ”

Xu Jin pursed her lips slightly, glanced at him, picked up the mobile phone on the desktop, and left the chess and card room without saying a word.

Back in his room, he closed the door, leaned on the door panel and thought for a long time, finally took out his mobile phone and typed a few lines, "Xinmei, it's not that I don't want to marry you, but I'm not mentally ready, and I'm not sure if I can give you a lifetime of happiness." ”

After typing, he looked at the information on the screen, and hesitated to change it, but as soon as his finger accidentally touched the send button, he sent the message.

He was stunned for a moment, and after reacting, he chose to withdraw the information almost immediately.

However, it was too late, and in just a few seconds, the message had already been seen by the people over there.

After Zuo Xinmei returned home, she sat on the sofa with her mobile phone all the time, hesitating whether to make a phone call with Xu Jin to make it clear in person, but she didn't expect to let her see a few paragraphs.

Subconsciously wanted to question him when he became so indecisive, but at the moment before pressing the dial Jian, she paused in time, pressed back half of her anger, and calmly gave him a few words, "See you at Wutong Bridge." ”

Half an hour later, the two met by the river.

Tonight's wind was very strong, making the windbreakers of the two of them, Zuo Xinmei stood on the edge of the fence, looking at the colorful neon lights in the distance, looking indifferent.

Both of them were silent for a long time, and finally Xu Jin broke the silence and said slowly: "...... Did you ask me out to ask me in person?"

Hearing his voice, Zuo Xinmei's nose was inexplicably a little sour, and her eyes began to moisten, and after enduring it for a while, she tried her best to speak in a calm tone, "What do you mean tonight?" First forced me to cooperate with you to deal with Old Madam Ye, and then told Pan Weichang that you and I have a physical relationship that we need. Xu Jin...... What am I in your heart?"

Xu Jin didn't answer her question immediately, but only looked at her fixedly, her eyes were calm and almost indifferent, and she was silent for a long time.

Zuo Xinmei's eyes were still looking into the distance, and the corners of her mouth pulled a self-deprecating smile, "In the year you left, for more than 300 days and nights, you have only given me a few phone calls from beginning to end, and each call never lasted more than ten minutes, as if it was just to report safety to me and tell me that you are still alive." ”

Xu Jin's eyes darkened, but he still didn't speak.

She sneered and looked sideways at him, her eyes visibly hurting, "Say, what am I?"

“……”

"You never told me about your family background, and you never let me meddle in Zhou Feng's affairs, even if you were forced to a dead end, you would rather ask Meng Wei and them for help than mention a word to me. When Zuo Xinmei said this, she smiled sadly as if she remembered something, "When you came back this time, you didn't say hello to me in advance, I still knew about you from Luo Sheng's mouth." Sometimes I really want to ask you, in your heart, is the Ye family's affairs always superior to mine?"

“……”

As she spoke, her voice gradually became hoarse, "After mentioning marriage to you so many times, you neither refused to give me the answer I wanted, nor rejected me, and kept hanging me like this, is it interesting?"

“……”

She suddenly laughed, laughing and laughing, the corners of her eyes became red, and there was an extra layer of moist wetness, and she muttered, "You just rely on the fact that I like more than you, that's why you are so reckless to me, right?"

Xu Jin was silent for a while, took off her blazer, and silently draped it over her bare shoulders.

Zuo Xinmei stood by the river for a long time, the night was cold and strong, and her nose had been blown red.

Xu Jin said, "Let's go, I'll send you back to the hotel." ”

Zuo Xinmei didn't move, looking at him, her eyes gradually became cold, "I do like you, but I don't have to be you." ”

In a relationship, whoever loves more and who is more serious is a passive loser.

Since she has the courage to pick up, she is not afraid to admit that she is the loser, not to mention that no one has rules, and those who lose must be strong, she has another choice, that is, to give up and turn away.

He looked into the woman's eyes, and the delicately depicted eyebrows and eyes were full of heavy self-deprecation and sadness.

Xu Jin said: "Go back, you are going to get sick like this." ”

On the way back, Zuo Xinmei had already begun to cough, a series of sneezes couldn't stop, a handful of snot, all the tissues in the car were used up, and her nose was also red.

She didn't look at him, just said coldly, "I'm fine, concentrate on driving your car." ”

After returning to the hotel, she refused his send-off, and after getting out of the car, without saying goodbye, hurried to the hotel door.

After finishing the incident here, Zuo Xinmei quickly returned to H City, and there was no news for half a year.

Xu Jin called her a lot, but she rarely answered, and even if she did, she quickly found an excuse to hang up, and her tone was cold and cold, as if she was very reluctant to say a word to him.

The two maintained this kind of relationship, and two months passed in a flash.

Early that morning, while having breakfast, Luo Sheng inadvertently saw Zuo Xinmei's scandal in the morning newspaper of S City.

She was taken aback and immediately told Xu Jin, who just smiled after a period of silence, "Oh, that's it." ”

Luo Sheng continued to be in a state of surprise.

Not only him, but the others also seemed to be surprised, of course, Ye Junyuan has always been an exception, and his expression still did not move.