There is no fate, there is no trace

When you say you're leaving, I can't keep it. It's not that the courage is not enough, it's that there is no reason to be afraid

When you say break up, I don't force it. It's not that I don't want to be permanent, I just can't find an excuse

When you disappear to the end, I hold back tears. It's not that I don't feel pain, I just don't want you to feel bad

When the smile crept up your brow again, my tears flowed. It's not that I've persisted for a long time, it's just that I've never gone away

When you are white, I may be in the wind. It's not that I'm leaving, it's just that the waters of the years won't stay

When you look back, I'm no longer behind you. In fact, I don't want to leave, I don't know if it will appear in your dreams in this life......

Although Xiao Wei did not participate in the dinner that day, and I don't know who attended, it is certain that Wu Yan is there, and it is precisely because of this that Xiao Wei did not participate under the pretext of not participating.

Now Xiao Wei's mood is that he wants to see Wu Yan and is afraid of seeing Wu Yan, in short, it is contradictory and complicated.

If you don't understand, just don't think about it, what's the love, people are hanging up, what's there.

As the saying goes: riding a horse and sitting in a sedan chair, it is better to lie down and sleep, it is rare to have time to sleep well, Xiao Wei slept until ten o'clock before waking up.

As soon as he got up from the bed, he heard his mother calling him downstairs: "Xiaowei, get up and eat, see what time it is, there is still a lot of work to do today." By the way, your female classmate Lin Guohong has called you twice. ”

Lin Guohong's phone number? Could it be that she is back? Counting with her fingers, it is almost time for a holiday.

From the bottom of his heart, Xiao Wei is now more concerned about Wu Yan's situation, and when he heard his mother say that, he still felt a little strange in his heart.

As soon as Xiao Wei got up, he called Lin Guohong.

The phone rang twice and was connected, and Lin Guohong's crisp voice came from inside, and it seemed that Lin Guohong was waiting next to the phone.

"Red, it's me, Xiao Wei. When Xiao Wei heard Lin Guohong's voice, he immediately felt deeply sorry from his heart, after all, he was involved in others, not to mention that Lin Guohong was so pure and innocent.

"I know, what's the matter, so leisurely, sleeping until now, just woke up? I've called you twice, and my aunt said you're still sleeping. Lin Guohong's voice seemed concerned and excited, and she could feel the reluctance on the phone: "Then can we meet today?" Wei, I miss you!"

Lin Guohong's slightly coquettish tone immediately touched the soft place in Xiao Wei's heart, making Xiao Wei's heart full of pity and sweetness.

"Yes, it's just late, it's almost the New Year, and there is a lot of work to do at home today, and I have to buy things and clean. In this way, I am usually busy before dinner, I will go to you, and wait for six o'clock outside your house, okay?" Xiao Wei said as he calculated the time in his heart.

"Good. Lin Guohong hung up the phone with satisfaction, and then happily ran out of the living room, causing her sister who was cleaning on the side to mumble dissatisfiedly: "Whose phone is it, so excited, convulsions."

After making the call, Xiao Wei got up and went downstairs and began to help the family work, hanging the lamp building, changing the light bulbs, pasting the Spring Festival couplets, sweeping the yard, and being so busy that he no longer thought about those troubles.

In the blink of an eye, it was dark. Xiao Wei looked at his watch, it was almost six o'clock, so he said hello to his mother and said that he would come back for dinner later, so he rode out to find Lin Guohong.

The lights are on. As the festival approaches, all the street lights are lit, strings of lanterns are still hanging on the trees on the side of the street, and the cleaners are doing the final cleaning of the year to make the streets clean and welcoming the new year.

There were hardly any people on the street, and there were no cars, so it seemed much more empty than usual, and occasionally people or cars passed by in a hurry, hurrying home.

Every household is brightly lit, from time to time there are one or two firecrackers in advance, the smell of dumplings wafting on the street, and the sound of the central one coming out of the open window is broadcasting the programs of the previous Spring Festival Gala, all of which show the arrival of the "New Year".

Soon, Xiao Wei came to Lin Guohong's door, still habitually parked the car, lit a cigarette, and quietly waited for Lin Guohong to appear.

After a while, Lin Guohong appeared at the door, and when she saw that Xiao Wei was already waiting at the door, she jumped and flew over. Since there was no one around, Lin Guohong no longer concealed it and threw herself directly into Xiao Wei's arms.

Xiao Wei hugged Lin Guohong's somewhat thin body, looked around and said, "Let's go to the side." Lin Guohong left Xiao Wei's arms, cut her hair, and pulled Xiao Wei along the street.

On the way, Xiao Wei asked Lin Guohong: "Does your family know about us?"

Lin Guohong shook his head: "I don't dare to say it, my parents know about it, and they won't scold me to death." ”

"Then what reason did you come out?"

"I'll just say it and breathe, look at the street scene before the Chinese New Year, and keep a souvenir. I know they don't believe it either, but that's what they say. Lin Guohong looked very happy:

"Wei, do you miss me?"

"Of course. ”

"Hmph, lie, I don't think you want me at all. I'm not happy to see you. Lin Guohong said angrily.

Without waiting for Xiao Wei to answer, Lin Guohong spoke again, as if she was saying to Xiao Wei, and as if she was talking to herself: "I don't care if you think about me or not, anyway, I think of you every day, and I will use you to encourage myself to study hard." When the college entrance examination is over next year and I am admitted to university, I can be with you blatantly. ”

Xiao Wei listened to Lin Guohong's words, his heart was not a good feeling, thinking back to the things he had done, and looking at Lin Guohong's innocent appearance, he really wanted to slap himself a few times, complaining about how his willpower was so weak, and he felt a deep sense of guilt in his heart.

After walking for a while, Xiao Wei saw that Lin Guohong's house was a little far away, so he turned back again.

After walking all the way, Lin Guohong said all the way, not noticing the difference between Xiao Wei and his usual days.

Walked under the shadow of a tree, and a few more luxuriant trees blocked the light, leaving a dark space. Lin Guohong took the initiative to hug Xiao Wei's waist, close to Xiao Wei's body, raised her head and closed her eyes, waiting for Xiao Wei's kiss.

Helpless, Xiao Wei could only kiss it head-on.

In the dark, making out with Lin Guohong made Xiao Wei's guilt stronger and stronger, and this time Xiao Wei suppressed his impulse and did not make any further moves.

At this moment, a firework roared into the night sky, and exploded in mid-air in an instant, forming a dazzling and brilliant sky full of stars.

Xiao Wei and Lin Guohong turned their heads in unison to look at the blooming fireworks in the night sky.

One is full of longing, and the other is full of confusion.