Episode 56 I've loved you all the time

Zhou Tianci had already put on his makeup and cried, and walked towards Gu Jiangzhi step by step, "Gu Shao, do you really refuse to forgive me for this mistake?"

Gu Jiang hugged Lin Yiwan, "Maybe I can take care of other mistakes, but I can't do it because of the cause." ”

Zhou Tianci suddenly laughed stupidly, and looked at Lin Yiwan, "You are really lucky, let Gu Shao find you for many years, because even if you have been with Gu Shao, there is no way to make Gu Shao change his mind, I am jealous of you because I have been by Gu Shao's side since I was ten years old." ”

Lin Yiwan looked at Zhou Tanci with puzzled eyes, at that time, Gu Jiangzhi's family had not been made like this, Gu Jiangzhi and Zhou Tanci were classmates, and the two of them were still at the same table, Gu Jiangzhi was liked by his classmates and teachers since he was a child, Zhou Tanci did not dare to talk to Gu Jiangzhi because of his inferiority, and he had been watching from afar.

In order to be close to Gu Jiangzhi, after Gu Jiangzhi became a big Gu business, she went to be a model, and put in a lot of effort than others, just to become the most dazzling light under the light, Zhou Tianci thought that only in this way could she be worthy of Gu Jiangzhi.

But after walking to this position, he learned that there was a Lin Yinyin, and just by virtue of a name, he easily fell into Gu Jiangzhi's heart.

Zhou Tianci has used various excuses to stay by Gu Jiangzhi's side over the years, others have taken a vacation and gone on vacation, or as a model, there may be better resources to leave H City, Zhou Tianci is not willing, she works hard, the first position cannot be replaced by anything, once replaced, Gu Jiangzhi's side may become someone else.

Whenever a girl named Lin Yinyin was sent to the hospital, Zhou Tianci would become worried, for fear that the person who made Gu Jiang obsessively miss would appear, but fortunately, all these years have been safe and sound, and this Lin Yinyin has never appeared.

Zhou Tianci thought that as long as he worked hard and accompanied Gu Jiangzhi more, sooner or later Gu Jiangzhi would be moved, and his hard work would be rewarded, but he didn't expect that this Lin Yinyin girl, she appeared.

Gu Jiangzhi will never belong to Zhou Tian completely, and he will never have a chance again.

Zhou Tianci's eyes were red, and tears fell one after another. "Gu Shao, do you remember when you were ten years old, when you first came to the class, the teacher arranged for you to sit next to me, the first thing you said to me, you said, hello, there will be a lot of trouble in the future. ”

Zhou Tianci laughed, Han Zhiyan listened and cried on the side, only then did she know that at that time, the snow-capped mountains were filming, and it was so dangerous that many models were reluctant to go, why did Zhou Tianci resign, she needed a chance to make herself popular, even if it was dangerous.

"When I was twelve, you left school, and I couldn't go to your school because of my bad grades, so I kept secretly asking about you, and then I got a chance, and I went to be a model, and I thought I would be able to get closer to you. Zhou looked out the window.

"If I had known about Lin Yinyin's existence earlier, maybe I wouldn't have those wishful thoughts, and by the time I found out later, it was too late, and I couldn't help falling in love with you, even though I knew that you had been looking for Lin Yinyin. Zhou Tianci thumped his chest, eager to take out his heart and show it to Gu Jiangzhi to see how bloody this heart was.

Lin Yiwan was also shocked when she heard this story, Zhou Tian staggered back, completely losing her image, "I know that you won't fall in love with me, and I have to try hard, even if you try your best to get rid of me, you don't want to have any scandals with me." ”

Gu Jiangzhi took Lin Yiwan's hand, "Zhou Tianci, emotional things can't be forced, you made a wrong step at the beginning, and when you understand, you should endure the pain and cut off all the roads, instead of trying it with luck, this will only harm yourself and all the people related to it, your fault is not the obsession you shouldn't have." ”

If Zhou Tianci didn't understand it when she heard this, she was too stupid, so she laughed stupidly, "I know." ”

Wrong things have happened, playing the emotional card can't make up for mistakes, Han Zhiyan helped Zhou Tianci to leave, Zhou Tianci's mood was really low, so Han Zhiyan took her back to her residence.

Zhou Tianci hugged Han Zhiyan and cried for a long time, until he was tired of crying and fell asleep.

In the dream, there are eight breezes on the body, in the spring light, the smoke disappears, there are tall peach trees planted on both sides of the mirror lake, and the fine and colorful light flashes from the emerald green trees, light and agile, wet and soft on the mountain path covered with peach blossoms, and at the end stands Gu Jiangzhi.

Suddenly, the scene spun, Zhou Tianci woke up from the nightmare, sat up suddenly, the street lamps that had been lit on both sides of the street reflected the traces of the rain falling rapidly, the road surface was covered by rain, reflecting the light of the lamps, and the unique coolness of the night was deepened in the falling drizzle.

Zhou Tianci knew that it was raining outside, Han Zhiyan didn't know where to go, Zhou Tianci grabbed the mobile phone on the bedside, what he did had been exposed, the comments were almost one-sided, and all kinds of vicious words were repeated in his mind.

Zhou Tianci has already guessed the situation, he is a model, and he was not very pleasing in the eyes of the public, but now there is such a thing.

In today's era, keyboard warriors have always opened their mouths, and they don't care how much damage they bring to the parties, nor do they care what the consequences of what they say.

Zhou Tianci put down his mobile phone, and Han Zhiyan came back from outside, holding the dinner he had just bought.

"Are you awake, hungry or not, I bought what you like to eat, do you want to eat some?" Han Zhiyan changed her shoes, put down the things in her hand, and quickly sat down beside Zhou Tianci, holding her hand.

"Excuse me, don't think about anything now, don't think too much, I've already bought you a ticket, you can leave tomorrow morning, get out of here." ”

Zhou Tianci's eyes were red and bloodshot, and he held Han Zhiyan with the same strength, "Thank you." ”

Han Zhiyan sighed deeply and lowered her head, "I really can't help you with Lin Yiwan's matter, even if Gu Jiangzhi lets you go this time, there are some things I can't tell you, but this time I really have no way at all, and the Lin family will not make a move." ”

Zhou Tianci shook his head, "I don't blame you, I know you have done your best, this is my mistake, I bear it myself." ”

Han Zhiyan looked at such a calm Zhou Tianci a little uncomfortable, she should have burst out, she shouldn't have endured it so much.

"Resignation ......"

"Since I'm on tomorrow morning's plane, I'll go home now and pack up, and leaving here might be a new beginning for me. Zhou Tian got up and prepared to leave.

Han Zhiyan grabbed her coat, "I'll go back with you, by the way, you can eat something and then leave." ”

Zhou Tianci's pale face was bloodless, and he shook his head at Han Zhiyan, "I can't eat, let me go back alone, I want to be quiet, you can send me tomorrow morning." ”

Han Zhiyan hurriedly took out the ticket and hurriedly stuffed it into Zhou Tianci's hand, "Everything will be fine, don't think so much." ”

Zhou Tianqi nodded and grabbed Han Zhiyan's hand, "I will be gone in the future, you have to take care of yourself alone, I can't show up to help you all the time, you have to be more careful in everything." ”

Han Zhiyan held back her tears and kept nodding, Zhou Tianci patted Han Zhiyan's shoulder, held the ticket and turned around.

"I'm going to pick you up tomorrow morning, and you're going to wait for me. Han Zhiyan shouted at Zhou Tianci's back.

"Good. Zhou tilted his head back, and under his broken gaze, he squeezed out a smile.

The doors were closed, the rain had stopped, and the streets had become exceptionally deserted, chilling from head to toe.

"I didn't expect this woman to be so vicious. ”

"This model is a really scheming. ”

Fortunately, Gu Shao appeared in time and exposed her ugly face. ”

"Such a person does not deserve to live, so vicious. ”

"Looking at her foxy appearance on weekdays, you know that it is not a good thing. ”

"I still want to climb into Gu Shao's bed, how can this kind of person not die. ”

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The remarks on the Internet became more and more intense, refreshed one by one, Zhou Tianci lowered his head and swiped his mobile phone, the lonely shadow was reflected on the ground, and the street lights dimmed.

Zhou Tianci suddenly stopped her pace, raised her head and looked at the dark sky, all her efforts seemed to be interrupted at this moment, abruptly stopped.

Gu Jiangzhi will never forgive himself again, he lost the only opportunity to get close to him, and he worked as a model to help him shoot various endorsement advertisements, all because he wanted to get close to him.

Now that his dream has come to naught, he has lost everything, and without Gu Jiangzhi, has his life become like this dark sky, endless and dark.

Zhou Tianci turned his head to look at the neon building on the side, flashing and flashing, and there were still photos of himself on the projection screen of the building during the day, but he didn't expect to look at it again this time, but it was changed to Nie Cai.

The era of Zhou Tianci has come to an end, Zhou Tianci laughed out loud, I really didn't expect Gu Jiangzhi to defend Lin Yiwan like this, yes, I really can't do enough to move the people on Gu Jiangzhi's heart, now it's okay, Zhou Tianci laughed at himself.

Under the hidden darkness, Zhou Tianci walked to the neon building step by step, feeling the wind at the highest point and feeling the night swallowing.

Zhou Tianci's small figure stood on the roof of the building, the cold wind blew her face, her heart was like a knife, and she still held the ticket in her hand, maybe leaving was the best result, but there was no Gu Jiangzhi in that place, even if he left, Zhou Tianci didn't know how to live, the only insistence was shattered, the only belief was gone, and without Gu Jiangzhi's world, there was no courage to live.

Zhou Tianci tore up the ticket little by little, I'm sorry, Zhiyan I'm going to live up to your kindness, because you don't know how important Gu Jiangzhi is to me.

Taking advantage of the moment when the wind rose, Zhou Tianci lifted the fragments in her hand, she was a little autistic when she grew up, and she didn't want anyone to see her mood swings, even if she was injured, she just licked herself.

Watching myself lost in this non-existent love, leaving pale and powerless memories, and finally saying I love you is the only thing I can do, Gu Jiangzhi.

You think I'm a madman, and happiness has to be exchanged for sadness.

I loved you once, but you loved her for a century.

Some love enemies but forget.

I wouldn't be too sad to forget you.

You are my paranoid belief all my life, avoiding right and wrong, I have lost you and lost me after all.

Gu Jiangzhi, if there is really a next life, I hope you will meet me earlier, and then there will be no other intervention.

This time I have to say goodbye, and this farewell will be goodbye.

Zhou Tianci took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Gu Jiangzhi, cherishing the two words, which contained thousands of words.

When the wind blows, she falls from the highest place, and she shouldn't feel pain, just like her career.

Zhou Tianci stood on tiptoe, leaned his body, and spread his arms on his face, which was very comfortable.

The more Han Zhiyan thought about it at home, the more wrong it became, Zhou Tianci woke up very weird, and with the look in his eyes when he was leaving, Han Zhiyan felt wrong.

"Not good!" Han Zhiyan snatched the door out.