People will go through a lot of things that you regret in this life, some of which can be made up, and some of which will be imprinted in your heart for the rest of your life, so that you can always spur yourself on and remind yourself that you are a sinner. When you are in a hurry to achieve selfishness, you will ignore many external factors, but you know that your goal is clear, and in order to get close to it, you can even ignore everything, blindly regardless of the cost.

When you trade with the "devil", you are already muddy.

Mu Zilong, who was hiding in the corner, looked depressed, his beard was unkempt, and the cans of empty beer beside him were staggering, even in the daytime, the room was still dark. Despite this, in the darkness, there is always a glimmer of light guiding you, the sky is endless, since God has closed a door for you, he will also open another door for you, but where is the door, I feel that I have taken the initiative to find it.

The sunlight through the cracks in the curtains shines directly on Mu Zilong's handsome face, even if he has a scruffy beard, but there is a more mature man's charm released. Under the direct sunlight, Mu Zilong's pupils were clear and bright, and he looked directly at the warmth and strength that the sunlight brought him, and the halo represented hope, a harbinger of the imminent opening of the door of the Holy Spirit.

In the past few days, Mu Zilong has dreamed every night when he sleeps, and he knows that this is a punishment for his sins, and everyone is the same, they all have to pay for their actions, even their lives. Mu Zilong didn't sleep well for several days, whenever it was one or two o'clock, his mental head was very full, and after forcing himself to fall asleep, he always woke up again in a daze, looked at the time, in fact, he didn't sleep long at all, he woke up several times a night, and his mind was always dreaming, fragmented afterimage.

The most of them are the catastrophe on the bridge, which is the result of self-inflicted sins and being in company with demons.

If it weren't for his own cleverness, in fact, Vigordo and his party would have already arrived in Hong Kong, and if they didn't have their own connection, they would still have this catastrophe. But it could have been extracted from it, and there was no need to help the abuse, the kind of people who indirectly killed innocent people, blamed themselves, hurt, and didn't know how to make up for the people whose families were broken because of this, all of which had a bad result of Mu Zilong.

This is irreparable, Mu Zilong has to pay the price for what he has done, even for a lifetime.

When I closed my eyes, those painful expressions followed, blood, tears, and dust were mixed on a helpless face for help, in my mind, those painful expressions were infinitely magnified, and the picture was even clearer than 4K, reflecting on Mu Zilong's cerebral cortex, circulating wirelessly.

It's painful, and whenever I fall asleep, that screaming for help fills my brain. The purpose of the soldier is to understand the disaster relief and stop the evil, and after leaving this sacred post, he has completely lost the value and standard of life, and has become numb and selfish.

Of course, this is not all the case in the dream, just like when TV has been broadcast for a period of time, there will be some short-lived advertisements, and Mu Zilong's brain even appeared in his elementary school crush girl, with long yellow hair, braids, and an angelic smile, she is so simple and shy in the dream, clear as water.

Thinking of this, Mu Zilong covered his face with both hands and rubbed vigorously, this is not what he should do, no matter what he is obsessed with, he does not have the ability to face them, just like Stark said to himself, he has no way to fight against "Zero" alone, and even Stark and them, chasing their backs, finally ushered in nothing more than a dead corpse, and now it is just right, why not strengthen yourself and establish your own power when you have free time, only in this way can you redeem the sins you have committed.

The Bible says that when you know that you can change your mistakes, God will still care for you.

Mu Zilong didn't think about turning himself in, but is this useful, it can't help those innocent people who died, only by curbing the occurrence of crime, can we effectively help more people, redemption does not have to be self-harming, it can also benefit those who need help, protect the masses who are facing harm, small and small, big and big, why has Batman been fighting criminals in obscurity?

God, Mu Zilong didn't know where he thought, after wiping his face, he had to continue to do what he had to do, just like his original intention when he joined the army, the dream of fighting crime and maintaining world peace, even if he is not a soldier now, he has no sacred orders and rights, but he can still start from a small start, strengthen himself bit by bit, and do more things that he can't do at present.

Blindly pursuing answers will only make you lose yourself in the dusty road, and it will take some time to get everything on the right track.

Fortunately, the mentality is still relatively healthy, Mu Zilong is together, and the empty shell cans around him collapsed, unconsciously, he doesn't know how much beer he has drunk, but his mind is not drunk at all, is he drinking fake wine?

This Mu Zilong doesn't care about it for the time being, because he has more important things to do today, after the carjacking incident, Mu Zilong thought a lot, the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, he is a dignified Delta special forces, and he must not waste his skills in the world.

In the past, Mu Zilong, without the organization, had no motivation, and was separated from the organization, like a marionette that had been cut off, and lost his vitality.

Mu Zilong knew that this might be a turning point, in order to tell you what to do and fulfill the meaning of his life. In the real society, everyone can be the protagonist, and they will have a great meaning of life, building our beautiful city bit by bit.

Everyone is born with his meaning and value, don't be destroyed in the experience and give up your self-worth, that is the level set up by God to achieve a stronger you.

However, Mu Zilong has realized this problem, the sacrifice of so many people has given him an enlightenment, strengthening his own consciousness, and working hard to help more lives threatened by crime, this is the value of his life.

You can not be a hero in life, but in your heart, there must definitely be a hero dream, who can inspire you in real time to become a stronger and more valuable person.

Mu Zilong took a soak of urine in the toilet and looked in the mirror, originally planning to shave off his beard, but thinking about it, in order to be more suitable for his role, it is better to keep some stubble, and it is more of a social bastard. Mu Zilong usually wears more freely, and his focused eyes add a touch of anger to him, such an image, according to his fate, is either a policeman or a bandit, but this kind of person, the most suitable thing to do is undercover, this is a kind of person with a life of 'killing the wolf'.

After that, Mu Zilong has already agreed to Ah Wei's request, because he is not a police officer, so this undercover agent is actually an informant, Ah Wei cannot force Mu Zilong to do this, so Mu Zilong's self-identification and acceptance are required.

After the first Ah Wei's request, he often reminded Mu Zilong on the way, in fact, Mu Zilong was also perfunctory Ah Wei at the beginning, and he didn't plan to do anything undercover at all, because this is too dangerous, and this is not his original intention, but after experiencing this bridge incident, Mu Zilong saw some things clearly, some things that are more suitable for himself and should be done, just like some people, they are born to eat this bowl of rice, this is their own life, and it is also their own call of duty.

Many people will ask you because you have done something that makes them unreasonable, why are you doing this, everyone is living happily, why do you "practice" yourself, just as King Jizo said, I don't go to hell, whoever goes to hell, everyone lives happily, so who goes through pain, everything in the world is equal, some people are happy and some people are sad.