Zhang Xinyue was carrying her schoolbag, with a complicated mood unlike any before, and when she pushed open the half-hidden apartment door, it was already twenty minutes later. On the coffee table, there are a few home-cooked dishes that are often eaten by several people, a plate of pork liver with pickled peppers that is not usually eaten much, and a bowl of white rice. The boy sat on the sofa, and as soon as he saw her come in, he got up quickly, walked up to her with a smile, took his bag from her shoulder, and said to her:

"Let's eat, just microwaved. Now that the weather is starting to cool down, it's not tasty when it's cold. ”

"Hmm!" Zhang Xinyue sniffed and mumbled, feeling that her tears were about to come down again, and a thick, happy and sweet feeling surrounded her in an instant.

She sat on the small bench and ate silently, and the boy did not speak, but sat and watched her eat. The atmosphere between the two was a little strange, but the hesitation, uneasiness, and grievances that filled his heart last night and this morning were gone, and in his place was a kind of stability, and something that could be called happiness for the time being.

She was "tired" for most of the night last night, she didn't eat in the morning, and she didn't eat at noon, and she ate a total of three bowls of rice, and then she felt a burst of fullness.

After eating, she was about to wash the dishes and clean up the mess, but the boy gently pressed her on the sofa. The boy gave her a gentle, never-before-seen smile: "You can rest today, let me come." ”

Sitting on the sofa as the shopkeeper, she watched the boy go in and out, putting the plates and chopsticks on the coffee table to the refrigerator in the kitchen, and she only felt warm and comfortable, and only hoped that this moment would never stop.

But she knew it wouldn't be possible.

After Wang Bo had packed up everything and put it in order, she felt that she should leave, as usual.

"I ...... I'm leaving. She stood up from the couch and said to the boy, reaching for the bag that the boy was still on the couch.

The boy walked over, smiled and shook his head at her, put her bag back on the couch, and then took his hand and walked towards the bedroom behind the living room. She knew that behind it was where he usually worked, studied, and slept, a former Liang Ya and Zhong Jiahui often entered, and his secretary must have often entered when he reported to him, but she rarely went to the place. She felt her heart beat faster.

Wang Bo took Zhang Xinyue's hand and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looked at the girl who was a little nervous and a little frightened, and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?"

Zhang Xinyue was stunned for a moment, and then understood what the other party meant, her round face was like the pork liver she had just eaten, and it became blood-red. She shook her head instinctively, then nodded honestly, lowered her head, and said in an inaudible voice:

"Yes...... There is a little bit. ”

"I'm sorry, Xinyue, I shouldn't have done that to you last night. Wang Bo held Zhang Xinyue's hand, put his other hand around the other party's shoulder, and let the girl lean on his shoulder.

"I didn't ...... It's okay, I'm ...... I don't blame you. She whispered, noticing the change in Wang Bo's address to her. In the past, he had always been "senior sister" long and "senior sister" short in his mouth.

"Don't you really blame me?"

She shook her head. "I ...... Yes, too. Oh Qing, and added in a whisper. This added sentence made her experience an uneasy shyness, no less than saying "I love you" to Wang Bo in person, she felt her heart fluttering violently.

Wang Bo was stunned, obviously understanding the meaning behind Zhang Xinyue's words. He felt a bitterness in his heart again.

"Xinyue, you know, I love Xiaoya, Jiahui, Sun Li, and Senior Sister Zheng. He tentatively said that he hoped that the other party would understand the "grim situation" around him.

"I know. Zhang Xinyue said in a low voice, "I...... Didn't think to talk to ...... What are you fighting with Xiaoya and Jiahui? ”

"But isn't that fair to you? You can go find a boy you like and who is devoted to you—"

Before he could finish speaking, he saw the girl next to him start shaking her head, her lips pursed tightly, and the hand he grabbed in the palm of her hand began to hold it tightly, as if she was afraid that he would disappear.

Wang Bo could only sigh in his heart, feeling that he had "scourged" a good girl again, not only "harming" the other party's body, but also "harming" the soul of others.

Since some things can't be rewound like a rewind, he can only face reality. He got up from the bed, pulled the girl up as well, and then took the other into his arms, buried his mouth and nose in the girl's short fragrant ear-length hair, and said as he breathed:

"Xinyue, we are all still young, and the future is long, and no one knows what will happen in the future. I can't promise you anything, I can only say that I will treat you with my heart, see you as my girlfriend, a woman, take care of you, care for you, love you, and give you a good material life, beyond the enjoyment that most girls can have.

"However, you also know my current situation, if you choose to be with me, you are destined to suffer a lot of grievances in the future, some unbearable grievances that you can't think of. When you think of me, I probably won't miss you, but am in love with another girl; when you want me to be with you, I probably won't be able to accompany you, but with other women, sweet talk, flowers; when you imagine other boyfriends and girlfriends, holding hands with me openly, walking in the sun, or want to introduce me to your friends, classmates, girlfriends, and even parents, these things that are very simple for other boyfriends and girlfriends are very difficult or even impossible for you。

"Also, I'm a bit of a macho person, and I can talk about other things, but I can't tolerate the betrayal of the woman around me, especially when she's still with me. She can not love me, she can break up with me, she can even like me, and go to other men, but she has to bring it up to me first, and then everyone will get together and disperse, but she must not be sneaky and do those things behind my back.

"In other words, I can betray you and fool around with other women, but you can't betray me.

"Xinyue, these difficulties, these challenges, these embarrassments, these unfairness, have you thought about them?

"You choose to be with me, and the above are the situations you are likely to face in the future. Holding Zhang Xinyue and clearly feeling the bumps of the girl's body, he had to make a big fuss about the scenery, cruelly telling the other party the cruel reality that he had to face after being with him.

Zhang Xinyue was stunned, obviously not thinking about it, or not wanting to think about what Wang Bo just said. In the past, when she saw Liang Ya and Zhong Jiahui, all she thought of was their "wearing gold and silver", their delicious food and spicy drinks, all kinds of enjoyment that ordinary girls could not reach, and their celebrity boyfriends and rich boyfriends who could not be enjoyed exclusively, but could make countless people look up, envy and jealous.

Now, the deafening rhetorical questions in Wang Bo's mouth made her sober up all of a sudden:

Yes, following Wang Bo's side, although he eats and drinks spicy food, wears gold and silver, and is envied by countless uninformed girls, but when he gets all these enviable things, he has to lose some very important things, such as complete love.

However, is it really that important to have a complete and exclusive love? Zhang Xinyue hesitated. She thought of the female classmates who had boyfriends around her, and thought of the days between them, most of them were living tightly, going out to take the hot and crowded bus, eating the cheapest simple meals, even watching a movie, she had to think and think, shopping, most of the time, she could only indo/shopping - she could only look at it, but she didn't dare to buy it, a good dress, a good box of cosmetics, and she didn't dare to wear it every day, use it every day, all of which were saved and saved, saved and saved. Not to mention more expensive tours. Even if you go, you can only travel poorly, how to save money and how to come.

She thought of the scene when she traveled to the magic capital with Liang Ya and Zhong Jiahui last year, where planes came and went, cars were sent to and fro, big villas in the city center, all kinds of delicacies from the mountains and seas, all kinds of birds and animals, and one magnificent five-star hotel after another. She also thought of the big fish and meat that she was used to eating every day, which made her roommates in the dormitory envious. Some time ago, the other party went abroad, and later went to Rongcheng on a business trip, which caused several of their girls to have to temporarily break up and go to the cafeteria with their respective roommates.

Zhang Xinyue also thought of several girlfriends around Wang Bo, and thought of Liang Ya, Zhong Jiahui, Sun Li and Zheng Yan, these truths, smart and beautiful, brilliant talents, and both talented and beautiful, don't they understand, don't understand? But why do they still choose to be with the boy in front of them without regrets? Choosing to share love with other women, are they fools?

Definitely not!

"There is no quality of love, just boring repetition. I would like to have a vigorous love day, not a dull love year. This is what she told her one day when she and Zhong Jiahui talked about love.

"He's testing me, yes, he must be testing me and testing me!" Thinking of Liang Ya and them, Zhang Xinyue suddenly realized that what the other party said to her just now must be testing him and testing her. As far as Wang Bo she knows, although he is a little affectionate, many times, it is not the reason why he is alone, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. Although Wang Bo is romantic, he is by no means obscene.

The most important person, he has that merry capital!

Zhang Xinyue quickly figured out all this, and made up her mind, that is, to follow Zhong Jiahui, Sun Li and Zheng Yan, these "seniors", be optimistic about what they are optimistic about, and choose what they choose!

"I ...... Understood, since ...... Since Jiahui and Sun Li can do it, I think I will definitely be able to do it!" Zhang Xinyue, who was held in Wang Bo's arms, suddenly left him and looked up at his face, a little hesitant at first, but in the end, she became more and more determined.

Looking at the girl's firm and resolute face, Wang Bo knew that the preventive shots he had just given and the deliberately exaggerated difficulties had no effect. He also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and then realized that although he was not sudden in his appearance among his girlfriends who were either school girls or class flowers, he also had his own characteristics, such as a round face wrapped in short ear-length hair like two watermelon skins, those big eyes, and a sweet smile, and the girl's mouth of Mandarin that the girlfriends around him couldn't reach. Wang Bo suddenly had an impulse, that is, he wanted to hear the other party's appearance when he was ordinary, not standing up, but lying down, not wearing clothes, but hiding naked in the warm quilt and being forced by him to say.

Wang Bo gently brushed aside Zhang Xinyue's two short ear-length hair like watermelon peels with both hands, held the girl's face, lowered his head and kissed it, then put his mouth to the girl's ear and whispered:

"Xinyue, last night, I didn't turn on the lights, it was pitch black, and I didn't even look at you. Now, I want to take a good look at you, okay?"

Zhang Xinyue's breathing tightened, and two red tides flew up, like the red glow in the sky.