Old Shadows of the Republic of China (57)

Yuan Ye has never been a stupid person, and when he thinks about these things, what else can't he understand. He summed up the loss he suffered at Fang Yun's hands this time as the difference between a Japanese woman and a Chinese woman. This revolution, including the emancipation of women, made the women in the ranks of the Chinese revolution no longer look like the women in his memory, they are more resolute and resilient than men.

Lin Yutong thought about it later, and also felt that Yuan Ye should despise women in his bones, no matter how much he reminded him to pay attention to it, but the things in his bones would not change. She remembered a report she hadn't read at any time, saying that in Japan, girls rarely ask what their dreams are in the future or what their goals are in life. Because in the consciousness of the whole people, women naturally want to return to the family, husband and children, and be a good wife and mother. If you don't know about the country, but you ask these girls, 90 percent of them will be amazed, and they will tell you that of course they are good wives and mothers. That's their values. Girls in school have a special class on home economics, and from elementary school, there is a special course to teach girls how to cook and how to sew clothes. In high school, the curriculum is more complex, including sewing instruction and baby care. The university has a special home economics major, which is dedicated to training housewives to learn how to dress, how to design clothes, how to arrange flowers, child nutrition, etc. This will be the case for another half century, so what should the status of a woman in the Wa Kingdom be like now? Yuan Ye grew up in such an atmosphere, and a certain recognition was already engraved in his bones. Therefore, the price of underestimating a woman is such a thing.

Yuan Ye said that Fang Yun was bullying him and was blind.

Fang Yun didn't speak for a long time, but in his heart, he didn't feel that the other party had underestimated her. But even though Yuan Ye understood everything in his heart, Fang Yun didn't admit anything. Because at this time, she was not sure if the person who caught it would leave everything she knew. What if there is still a place to use the wilderness? She cautiously did not say a word, and put her rice bowl on the table next to her: "Do you like to eat or not! It's just right to starve to death! Lying here, you know that you are cranky, this is what Xiao Lin said, paranoia of being killed." ”

Whether it is delusional or not, Yuan Yuan naturally knows it in his heart. When it came to this, he knew that if he hid it again, it would be more and more unfavorable to his command, "You go and report." Let's just say that I still have a lot to explain. Now that I've figured it out, I'm willing to give an account. ”

Fang Yun strode out and closed the door heavily. It wasn't until the evening that someone came to the courtyard and escorted him away without saying a word.

"Fang Yun. The field screamed.

Fang Yun didn't answer, just watched silently from the side.

"You're amazing. The wilderness said again.

Fang Yun waved his hand at the two people who were holding the field, and it was not until he saw that the people were escorted out that he leaned against the wall and slowly slid down, sitting on the ground, only feeling tired. A wave of fatigue that I had never felt before came up, I wanted to cry but couldn't cry, I wanted to laugh but I wasn't happy.

"Get up ......" stammered Fang Yun: "On the ground...... Cool ......"

Fang Yun raised his head and looked at him, "You're going to leave too, right?"

He didn't speak, only helped her sit back on the edge of the kang, "I...... Don't go...... Mainly responsible for...... The defense of the arsenal of pharmaceutical factories...... Work ......"

Fang Yun nodded: "That's great." There's at least one other person in the house, and occasionally someone who can listen to me. As he spoke, he remembered something and said, "I almost forgot, it's not the same as before, it's not the time for us to pretend to be husband and wife." You don't have to live with me in secrecy. Are you going to the pharmaceutical factory or going to the arsenal, when are you leaving, come and ......sit down when you have time?"

"Fang Yun ......" stammered and handed over a bowl of rice, "It's been ...... for the past few days Didn't ...... well Eaten...... Let's eat...... I ...... most of the time Still at home...... That's right...... Tomorrow will be held...... Production mobilization meeting...... The notice is down, you have to go, tomorrow...... Early...... Let's eat and sleep......"

Fang Yun didn't eat, he lay down on the kang directly, closed his eyes and fell asleep. The stammering quilt covered her, and the rice was hot in the pot. He added firewood to the bottom of the pot, re-burned the kang, and then walked out.

When Fang Yun opened his eyes the next day, he heard the sound of chopping wood outside. When I cleaned up and came out, I saw that the stammerer was turning the floor in the yard. When he saw her come out, he smiled: "Let's eat...... Hurry up after eating...... Go to a meeting...... Come back and help...... Reclamation ......"

She smiled, looked at the bright colors on the horizon, and took a deep breath.

Lin Yutong was holding the meeting minutes that Fang Yun had brought back at this moment. She held Chang Sheng in one hand and a notebook in the other, "...... Asking the entire border region to increase grain output by 20 percent this year compared with last year...... Chang Sheng's hand stretched out and was anxious to grab his notebook, but Lin Yutong didn't see clearly how much this was an increase in output, so he looked down: "There are two ways, open up 600,000 mu of wasteland...... Improvement of the ...... of farming"

"From July, the daily food money ...... The combat troops will be reduced by one point, the governments at all levels in the border areas will be reduced by two points, the party organs will be reduced by three points, and the schools will be reduced by four points......" Lin Yutong read this, only pouting his teeth, "Our main personnel are the students of the school, it seems that the task of reclamation of the school is very heavy, and growing vegetables has to be put on the agenda." There is absolutely no delay in this. ”

Fang Yun nodded, who said it wasn't. If you cut it by four points, you will basically not be able to supply vegetables.

The latter is the industrial aspect, which requires the people to develop handicrafts, which Lin Yutong understands is probably textile and weaving, and the existing conditions can do so. Lin Yutong could not think of any factory that could be established under the existing conditions. In terms of business, it is the development of mass cooperation and the development of production cooperation, but now it does not seem to have much to do with oneself.

"It is required that the preparations be completed in a month, in order not to lose ......agricultural time," Lin Yutong gave the notebook to Fang Yun, "one month...... It's a huge task!"

Fang Yun nodded: "These students have basically never touched a hoe...... "Said and remembered something, "By the way! There are also farm tools, there are not enough farm tools! Everyone has a blacksmith workshop, what should we do?"

Lin Yutong can't conjure up so many things: "Let's exchange jobs with others." See what we're good at......"

Fang Yun smiled, what can the student baby be good at, she stretched out her hand to tease Chang Sheng, "Okay, I'll figure out a way to do this." Later...... Produce during the day and study at night, this is no problem. ”

Lin Yutong smiled stiffly: "...... It should be fine...... right?

I have to be in the hospital during the day, and I can't forget this job, and I have to take care of the children and have three acres of land to plough that I want to affirm. In the evening, I have to give students a half-night class. You don't have to think about it to know what you can be tired of. But that's how everybody lives.

After this day, the atmosphere in the whole border area was different. Lin Yutong came back from the hospital, and the fourth master was holding his head halfway up the mountain in the cave where he lived. Bai Yuan and Channie also followed, and there were people from the guard squad around. Each person has his own production task. Aunt Cui hugged Chang Sheng on the side, this child was clingy, and he hummed when the fourth master was not in the house. Lin Yutong went up and took Chang Sheng over and carried it on his back, and asked Aunt Cui to fix it before saying, "You go to cook, the child has me." ”

When Aunt Cui left, she squatted down and cleaned up the grass roots that were turned out in the field.

The fourth master watched her carry the child on her back like this, and his heart swayed, and he couldn't say that he wouldn't ask her to work, but it would definitely not work with the child like this, "You send the child down and send it to Huaizi." Isn't he able to go down to the ground now? and look at the child in the hospital bed. ”

This should work.

Lin Yutong took the child down neatly and handed the child directly to Huaizi. Huaizi has been hospitalized for so long, and the fourth master almost brings Chang Sheng to see him every day, so the child is no stranger to his uncle, as soon as Huaizi waved his hand, Chang Sheng smiled and reached out to him to hug him. Huaizi took Chang Sheng over, turned his head and saw that Lin Yutong was disgraced, and the words in his mouth turned around a few times but didn't say anything, and when Lin Yutong walked out, he advised: "You take it easy, do some easy work." Your hands are the hands of life. ”

In fact, everyone took good care of Lin Yutong, there were more than a dozen young men in the guard class, and they lit a fire at night and worked overtime for an hour, and Lin Yutong's land was reclaimed. Whether others work hard or not, Lin Yutong is not easy to ask one by one, but the fourth master's wrist was swollen that night. Lin Yutong gave the medicine and massage, so that he looked better, "You can also ......take it easy."

"Why didn't you take it easy, the strong guy can open up one acre a day, and I can't open half an acre today. People are fine, my wrist ......," he stretched out his hand and shook it, "It's not as good as when I was in the Northeast before." ”

"You used to be a scholar!" Lin Yutong came out with a bun, "Hurry up and eat something, don't follow it." ”

As a result, the fourth master really didn't do it, he took Bai Yuan with the child in his arms, and ran around to explore the terrain, this piece of land was opened up by the hospital school and the pharmaceutical factory, but there was a problem, that is, there was no water source for irrigation. In order not to delay the farming time, many people went down the mountain to carry water in the Yan River. One person has a flat shoulder, carrying water for irrigation. When is this the head? He was looking to see if he could find another source of water.

The results were a bit unsatisfactory, and everyone was in a similar situation. In some places you can find springs, or branches of streams, which are occupied by people who occupy a strategic location. This piece of land reclaimed by one's own family is such a condition.

Most of the students in medical school are women, and after Fang Yun's communication with many parties, the tutor did not need to reclaim the wasteland and set up a textile group. I asked the carpentry group to make a textile wheel, hand-cranked, and soon one person had one. Immediately after Song Kaiwen came, forcing Lin Yutong to stop working, but everyone else was self-sufficient, could Lin Yutong do nothing? There are spinning wheels, but now there may not be cotton threads for everyone to spin, so they give full play to their respective advantages. Lin Yutong weaves two straw mats every day. Within a few days, Shao Guanshan rushed back from afar, and the fourth master was also forced to cancel labor. But in the same way, he would cut a few bundles of sour jujube branches every morning and come back, this thing is very wild, all over the mountains. When I was free, I made baskets in the yard.

By the time the locust was able to move, the weather was warmer. Chang Sheng will call his parents, and when people help him, he can also walk. Huaizi is not a person who can stay in the hospital, as soon as he can move, he moves out of the ward, and his body will recover, at least half a year. But he didn't want to stay in the ward, so Lin Yutong asked him to live directly in the study, and he would take care of it himself, which would be more beneficial to his injuries.

The fourth master weaves baskets, and Huaizi can't. He took a knife and dealt with all the thorns on the branches for the fourth master, and then put them in the hands of the fourth master, and the two cooperated very tacitly.

On the April day, the sowing was finished. But wait and wait, God doesn't see a drop of rain. Carrying water for irrigation, calluses were worn out on everyone's shoulders, and finally on this night, the rain began to fall. Lin Yutong came out of the classroom after class, felt the cold rain falling on his face, and before he could react, he heard An Lai shout: "It's raining!"

Immediately after, they ran out one by one, laughing and jumping in the rain.

Rely on the sky to eat, that's it.

This rain cleared the haze in people's hearts at once, and when Lin Yutong arrived home, Huaizi was holding Chang Sheng to feed the custard, and the fourth master was busy in the study.

"Brother, I'll come. Lin Yutong took Chang Sheng over, this kid didn't agree, he pouted at Huaizi, maybe he really lost him, this kid is very persistent about eating, as long as there is rice in the bowl, he keeps staring at the bowl. I can't wait for the second meal to be hot for him to eat. Therefore, Lin Yutong controls the amount of food for this child, and generally uses a small shallow bowl, half a bowl.

Huaizi is very patient with this child, and his sick meal is basically stuffed into this kid, "You are busy with your going, I will watch the child." ”

What can Lin Yutong be busy with, he hurriedly freshened up, took out the wild vegetable steamed buns in the pot and cut them into slices, mixed them with sesame oil, salt and vinegar, and gave Huaizi and the fourth master a bowl each. The sour and spicy taste is so rushed, and the acacia is not good, Chang Sheng first sucked a mouthful of saliva, and the child who was stimulated to the taste fell down vigorously. The fourth master came out and laughed when he looked at it, he had never seen a child so greedy.

The three of them were laughing at the child, and Bai Yuan's voice came in, "Section Chief Liao is here." ”

Liao Kai?

The fourth master said: "Quickly invite people in." ”

Lin Yutong easily cut two more steamed buns and adjusted a bowl, ready to serve guests.

As a result, there was another person who followed Liao Kai in, this person was wearing a mask, but Lin Yutong could tell at a glance that she was a woman. Huaizi's whole body froze, why did she come?

Liao Kai said directly: "I'm guarding outside, and I only have four hours." ”

Lin Yutong stuffed the bowl for him, and then sent the person out of the door.

The woman was wearing the clothes of a fellow countryman, and she reached out to take off the mask, Lin Yutong's face changed, and sure enough, it was her - Yu Xiaoman.

The expression on Yu Xiaoman's face was very strange, and she stared at Chang Sheng for a moment. Lin Yutong said in hindsight: "Don't get me wrong, this is my son." Nephew like uncle......"

Huaizi directly interrupted Lin Yutong and asked Yu Xiaoman, "Why are you here?"

Yu Xiaoman's shoulders were a little looser, "I came with an overseas Chinese group who came to Yan'an for inspection." ”

The economy of the border areas is basically maintained by foreign aid. Jiang values his international reputation, so he is quite tolerant of these individuals and organizations. Of course, sending a few people to mix in the delegation and keep a close eye on the movements is also a tacit thing.

"Go inside and sit down. Lin Yutong stretched out his hand and pulled Yu Xiaoman, "You go inside with my brother to talk." ”

Yu Xiaoman shook his head: "No, let's just say it here." She didn't expect Huaizi to be there, "I just ...... I don't know who to meet. ”

There are no relatives, because of the problem of identity, it is impossible for her to have friends in her work and life. Here, it is the only place where she is closely related, there is a person who can be called a friend, so when she comes over, in addition to explaining the things at work, the only request is to meet a friend and talk.

The appearance of Huaizi can be regarded as an accident tonight.

She didn't dare to have too much contact with him, because she was afraid that she couldn't let go of it. transferred him away, just because he didn't want to be disturbed by emotions, and as a result, he met again suddenly.

How do you deal with it? What should you say face to face? It's better not to give yourself this idea from the beginning.

Lin Yutong and the fourth master glanced at each other, this is really uncomfortable sandwiched between the two.

Huaizi stuffed Chang Sheng into Lin Yutong's arms, "The child is sleepy, you can coax the child to sleep." ”

The fourth master followed Lin Yutong to the inner room with the bowl and left the space for the two of them.

Chang Sheng kept reaching out to grab the bowl of the fourth master, and the wild vegetable steamed buns mixed in the bowl had an amazing attraction to him. Where did the fourth master dare to give him this, so he had to turn his back and quickly stuff the thing into his stomach to finish the job. Lin Yutong lifted his clothes to breastfeed the kid, and then stopped. But there was no movement outside.

There's only a few hours to talk, so you'd rather hold on.

It took a long time before I heard Yu Xiaoman say, "You...... What's wrong?

Huaizi looked at her for a long time before saying, "Turn me away, and your heart will be calm?"

Yu Xiaoman raised his eyes to look at him: "We always meet, it's too dangerous for you and me." You should know that those people in the Central Command have never relaxed their internal supervision. I don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring around. When we meet, even if they see it, your details can be revealed. And you are on the side of the capital. Staying on the south side is too dangerous for you. You have to understand what I'm doing. ”

"Understand! Why don't you understand?" Huaizi took a deep breath, "But I understand you, can you understand me?

Yu Xiaoman's heart seemed to have been hit by something, since he left home, it was the seventh year, and it was the first time that someone had said such a thing to him. Her eyes moistened for a moment, "I...... I can take care of myself. You don't have to worry about me, it's relatively safe in the rear, and if you meet a good girl, don't delay. You also know my situation, if you want to get out, it's almost impossible. Jiang still has a protracted battle on his desk, and I have read this book too. When will this battle be fought for five years, ten years, or more? No one can say well. We're not too young, don't delay you for me. ”

"The words I said that day were numbered. Huaizi sat there and didn't move, and when he heard this, he was a little angry, and he stood up suddenly and touched the wound on his body, and the cold sweat on his aching head came down at once. Yu Xiaoman was startled and went over to support him, "Where is the injury?"

"Help me to the study. Huaizi grabbed Yu Xiaoman's arm and didn't let go, looking at her intently.

Lin Yutong put Chang Sheng to sleep, and the faint sound of talking outside was inaudible, she placed the child and nodded her chin outward, "What's the matter? You said Yu Xiaoman really has no way to come back?"

"Wait. The fourth master shook his head, "I can't think of anything else except waiting." ”

"That's going to have to wait ten years, right? Lin Yutong sighed, the best ten years of his life have to be spent in this waiting.

There were guests outside, and she couldn't sleep. He lay down in his clothes, pillowed on the fourth master's lap, and as soon as he closed his eyes, he heard the sound of singing coming from nothing.

"Spring is coming, and the window is full of green, and the big girl embroiders mandarin ducks under the window. Suddenly, a ruthless stick hit each side of the mandarin ducks...... Autumn is coming with the fragrance of lotus flowers, and the big girl dreams of her hometown every night. When I woke up, I didn't see my father and mother, but I saw the bright moonlight in front of the window...... When winter comes, the snow is vast, and the winter clothes are ready to send the lover. Flesh and blood build the mayor of the city, and I am willing to be the little Meng Jiang ...... back then"

The singing voice was clear, but Lin Yutong's nose was sour when he heard it, and tears fell all of a sudden. The fourth master stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from her face, "Don't cry, Yu Xiaoman is not Meng Jiang's daughter......"

"If you don't fight, how good my brother is with Yu Xiaoman. Lin Yutong turned over and lay on the fourth master's lap, wiping the tears from his face on his thigh.

yes, if only it could go on like this.

Huaizi took the woman in his arms, reached out and ran her hair over and over again, hot tears fell on his neck, slid down the neckline, and his entire back was hot, "Don't ...... Don't cry. ”

"I don't want to go...... I really don't want to go...... I can't bear to ......" Yu Xiaoman's voice was very low, with a choked voice, "I'm not afraid of death, I'm willing to follow you to the battlefield." You don't know what kind of life I've spent all day alone in that place. ”

How could it not be known?

Huaizi hugged her tightly: "Then don't go......"

Yu Xiaoman raised his head suddenly, "I'm just saying, what my task is, I know very well." You have your battlefield, and I have mine. Her hand ran down the hem of Huaizi's clothes, stroking back and forth over his wound, "If I don't call you to battle, will you do it?"

Huaizi wiped her tears away and took her hand out, "Don't move." ”

Yu Xiaoman's hand touched Huaizi's face dishonestly, "I saw you holding the child just now...... If we could have been together regardless of it at that time, would the children be so old? ”

Huaizi didn't say anything, and he didn't know where to say it, so he just said: "You are over there, pay attention to safety." After all, it is now the capital, and it is very likely that the Japanese aircraft and artillery will use it as a bombing target. Don't worry me. Live well, there is still a lot of time to wait for the war...... In the future, I will accompany you at home every day to make up for the delay...... So, take care of yourself. Stop telling me to start a family, I'll wait for you. Wait as long as you want!"

"How long will you wait?" Yu Xiaoman asked again, "Ten years, twenty years, do you have to wait?"

"I'll wait for you. Huaizi took a deep breath, "If you want, let's write a marriage application, okay?"

"Marriage?" Yu Xiaoman said uncertainly, "You want to marry me?"

"Yes!" Huaizi wrapped her in her arms, "aren't you unsure in your heart? Don't you feel like you have no home? We're a family. You live, my home is there. I'm alive, and you have a home. Remember, I'm waiting for you at home, no matter what time it is. ”

Home, that's a word I've not seen in a long time. Since the three provinces were lost, I have no home. A person floats in this world, and what supports him to live is the hatred of the country and the family. Now, do you want to have a home?

Yu Xiaoman hugged Huaizi and cried breathlessly, "...... Good...... Let's get married...... You have to be good...... You're good at my home...... Don't call me homeless again......"

Lin Yutong and the fourth master were called up at three o'clock in the morning to be this witness. The expressions on the faces of the two are more complicated than Liao Kai's, how can this situation be rectified.

Huaizi and Yu Xiaoman clasped their hands together, looking very persistent.

Liao Kai scratched his head: "According to the principle, of course it is not impossible to get married. But your situation is special...... "No one knows when the next meeting will be." Moreover, the struggle behind enemy lines is more complicated than imagined. "Wait, I'll report back. After saying that, he went out with two marriage applications.

Lin Yutong pulled the fourth master, and then asked Huaizi: "Why don't we go in and sleep again?"

It's a question of whether you want to give them more time alone.

Yu Xiaoman waved his hand: "Let's talk." No matter how much time there is, there will be times when it comes to the end, which will only increase the sadness. ”

Lin Yutong poured hot water and handed it over, "Drink some." "Cry like this, hydrate.

Yu Xiaoman smiled embarrassedly, "I also thought about the hardships here, but I didn't expect the hardships to be like this." As he spoke, he looked at Huaizi, "Are you still used to it?"

Huaizi smiled and said nothing.

Yu Xiaoman looked at Lin Yutong: "Does his body matter?"

"It's a bit bad, and if it comes later, there's nothing I can do. Lin Yutong didn't hide it, "But in the future, my brother will probably be careful." He waits for you alive. ”

Yu Xiaoman grabbed Huaizi's hand tightly, and suddenly asked the fourth master: "There is something, I don't know who to discuss." Now I would like to take this opportunity to discuss with you. ”

The main thing is to listen to the opinions of the fourth master.

The fourth master glanced at Huaizi, and then said, "It's the eldest brother who praised me for you." If there is something, say it, and the family does not speak two words. ”

These words made the corners of Yu Xiaoman's mouth curl, and then he said: "The attendant room wants to assign personnel downward, and I am also among the assigned personnel." I've reported this to the organization. I'm asking this now, just to ask if you have any suggestions, and this assignment is actually still operable until it is decided. Which side do you think I'm going to be better? ”

The assignment of the staff in the chamber is actually an eye in each legion.

The fourth master didn't think about it and said directly: "Of course it's Hu Zongnan." You have disguised yourself to enter Yan'an twice in a row, and you are of course more familiar with Yan'an than others, and you have some advantages over others. Hu's main task is to face the border area, the administrative office is in the west, and the forward position is in Weinan. After Weinan, it is Qinbei, close to the border area. Grasping Hu's movements ensured Yan'an's safety. Other than that...... In case something happens, it's better that you'll be able to evacuate safely. ”

Yu Xiaoman hesitated again, she looked at Huaizi, the corners of her mouth moved and she didn't know what to say.

Huaizi laughed, "I won't look for a chance to see you, I'll go back to the army when I'm injured." It is really impossible to say where the troops will be drawn in the future. In fact, where you are, our situation is the same. Even if you're in the base, there's no way I'm going to stay here for long. So, go with peace of mind. I'm sure I'll be reluctant to see you. If you leave me without permission, you'll be a deserter. You just have peace of mind. ”

Yu Xiaoman didn't know what expression to put on. After being silent for a long time, he said, "That...... I'll try it when I get back. ”

At four o'clock in the morning, the chief came over in person and signed the marriage application in front of Huaizi and Yu Xiaoman. And as the officiant, when the achievement made the two get married.

Huaizi and Yu Xiaoman bowed to each other three times face to face, and the wedding was completed.

The chief shook hands with the two: "Married, but this wedding can only be like this." When the revolution is victorious, I will personally do it for you again. And also...... I'm afraid this cave house will have to be postponed indefinitely. ”

Yu Xiaoman hugged Huaizi's arm, and tears fell. Huaizi patted him soothingly, and then said, "It's okay, we can afford to wait." ”

The chief patted Huaizi on the shoulder, but called Yu Xiaoman to go to the study, and greeted the fourth master, asking to borrow the study for ten minutes to talk to Yu Xiaoman about work.

Lin Yutong raised his eyebrows and looked at the fourth master, and the meaning in his eyes was to ask him what the two of them were talking about.

The fourth master said in a low voice: "It should be what Yu Xiaoman asked us before." If she can become a nail by Hu Zongnan's side, her role will be much greater than that in the attendant room. ”

There are many people in the attendant's room, and there is no targeting. But it was different around Hu Zongnan, she came down from above, she was originally on behalf of Jiang, and she was sent out by Jiang. Hu De respects her, but he easily does not suspect her. In either way, it is more favorable.

Therefore, when Xiaoman came out, a hint of complexity flashed in his eyes when he looked at the fourth master. At this glance, even if she didn't say anything, Lin Yutong knew that the task given to her by the organization should be the same as the result of the previous discussion, and asked her to try her best to become a pair of eyes that Jiang Pai sent to Hu's side.

As soon as half past four o'clock, there can be no further delay.

The chief walked out first: "Farewell." I'll be waiting for you outside. ”

Yu Xiaoman nodded, turned around and reached out to tidy up the clothes on Huaizi's body, from the collar of the clothes to the cuffs of the hem. Tears fell down the ground, but I couldn't say a word.

Huaizi hugged her gently: "Go ahead." I'll wait for you. So saying, he stretched out his hand to wipe her tears. Yu Xiaoman grabbed Huaizi's hand and put it to his mouth, and then bit the back of Huaizi's hand violently, and his mouth made a whining cry, Huaizi just smiled and watched, and let her bite without moving. Tears fell on the back of her hand, mixed with the blood droplets from the bite and fell to the ground, and it took her a long time to let go of her mouth, "Wait for me to ......"

Huaizi nodded: "Wait for you!"

Yu Xiaoman wiped the tears from the tears on his face and the blood at the corners of his mouth, collected all his emotions, gathered his abdomen and strode out, and never looked back.

When the footsteps were far away, Huaizi ran out like crazy, but when he reached the yard, he stopped, couldn't chase anymore, couldn't alarm anyone.

Lin Yutong lifted the curtain and looked out, the rain flowed down Huaizi's face, and he didn't know if there were any tears mixed with him.

The fourth master, Lalin Yutong, entered the house, "Don't worry about it." Go in and rest. ”

But he himself took a bottle of wine and came out, and sat outside waiting for Huaizi.

Lin Yutong was panicked in his heart, Yu Xiaoman could still cry as a woman, and she could still be vulnerable. Huaizi couldn't, so he held on so hard and sent his beloved away with a smile. Knowing that it was a wolf's den, knowing that she was sleeping in that place with one eye open, knowing that she would probably not be able to meet for ten years or eight years. He couldn't even say the bare minimum of goodbyes.

She lay quietly, but she couldn't sleep. I can clearly hear the sound of bowls colliding with each other, and the fourth master is drinking with Huaizi.

When the day dawned, the locust also fell. When Lin Yutong went out, he saw that the fourth master was still Bai Yuan helping Huaizi to the study. She followed up and changed the medicine for Huaizi. Looking back, the fourth master also had red cheeks, "Drunk high?"

"It's not high. The fourth master waved his hand, but immediately held Lin Yutong's shoulder, and his body shook a little.

Hard mouth!

Lin Yutong helped him back to the house, "Just accompany him, why did he drink so much." ”

The fourth master fell on the kang, but grabbed Lin Yutong, "When I can't accompany you, you have to be well." No matter where you are, you have to live a good life, do you hear?"

Lin Yutong patted him: "Don't recruit me!" As soon as he said this, tears came down all of a sudden, "Okay, you drank a few sips of broken wine, what are you recruiting me for?"

The fourth master hurriedly pulled her: "Don't say it! It's not okay to stop talking about it in the future, don't cry." Look at Yu Xiaoman, and then look at you!"

What's wrong with me?

The fourth master got up and hugged her: "We are not as good as others." I'm not a locust child, and I can't do anything that I can't let go. You are not Yu Xiaoman, I can guarantee that if it were you, it would never be possible to walk as chic as others. ”

So, not everyone can be a hero.