Chapter 319: The Lonely Years

Su Xie walked around the dilapidated house, from the outside, the rose bushes climbed up the walls, covering the entire roof, the painted doors and windows have been seriously peeled off, and many places are also broken, such as only half of the broken windows, and a broken corner, it has gone through more than ten years, on this lonely and lonely mountain, the two people who once lived here, and those noisy years have long disappeared.

In the open space outside the house, Su Xie saw two swings, hanging there quietly, and there was a sandy area next to it, but it had become very hard and no longer soft, but the child's footprints were still faintly visible, falling on them staggeredly, as if frozen by time.

Su Xie walked over and suddenly saw a line of words carved on one of the hanging chairs on the swing, which read: Give it to my dearest Feng'er.

The handwriting is crooked, very stiff, it can be seen that this mother is not very literate, but this is not surprising, mother and son are different from mortals, and live in this isolated place all the year round, the mother has little contact with humans, and has only been in contact with three immortals, presumably they should have learned from those three immortals.

"His mother must be a very gentle person, right?" Su Xie muttered, he swept the dust off the chair, sat on it, and swayed leisurely.

In the process of swinging, he seemed to hear voices from the past, there was a boy, and a mother, the laughter was extremely pleasant, and a warm picture gradually appeared in his mind, the sun, the air, roses and laughter were full, Su Xie couldn't help but smile, he could feel the breath of the mother and son, as if he had stayed here not long ago.

Su Xie opened his eyes, only then did he find that he was indulging in some kind of illusion, and he suddenly remembered that Zuo Yifeng had said something about illusions, especially when Zuo Yifeng fell into memories, those illusions would come like a tide.

"Huh?" he got off the swing, obviously he didn't exert himself just now, and the swing seemed to swing on its own, is it also an illusion?

The space in the house is very large, which is left by the three immortals, but Su Xie can no longer find any traces of the three immortals living in it, only some children's wooden toys and women's supplies in it.

Su Xie found a few pairs of worn shoes at the entrance, these shoes are made of leather and grass, and there are still traces of handiwork, it can be seen that Zuo Yifeng's mother is still a clever woman, and some wooden horses and small dolls scattered on the ground on the other side of the hall are her works.

It can be said that almost the entire hall on the first floor is filled with children's toys and some household utensils, and the things used by the women themselves are very rare.

The second floor is the bedroom of the mother and son, Su Xie pushed open the dusty old door, after opening it, the moonlight shone in through the window, and there was a hole in the glass, and heavy fine particles could be seen floating in the air, a small wooden bed rested in the corner of the bedroom, the white sheets were covered with dust, and the side was empty, and there was nothing.

On the opposite side of the bed was a dresser, with only two bottles of powder and a few headdresses, including a comb made of rosewood, and the rest were booklets neatly folded together, the ink in the fountain had dried up, and a cockroach had turned over and died.

She was so strange, Su Xie thought like this, this woman was very ordinary, unlike every woman he had seen in Qingluo Town and Fuze Town, the women Su Xie had seen were all dressed very beautifully, but she had nothing in this woman.

In his memory, Su Nan is much more low-key than other girls who love beauty and show off, she only cares about whether her cultivation has grown, and she doesn't care much about her appearance, probably because of her natural beauty, so Su Nan looks like even if she doesn't pay attention to dressing up, she can beat ordinary women.

But Su Nan has everything that a girl should have, Su Xie still remembers that the Su family's mother often nagged and told Su Nan that she should dress herself up like a girl, don't know how to fight with a boy all day long, and the Su family's mother is also determined to dress her baby girl like a princess, headwear, clothes, bracelets, earrings...... There is everything, she said that this is a necessary thing for girls, no matter how much Su Nan refuses.

Back here, Su Xie found that this woman's life was really monotonous and terrible, in the middle of the night every day, after her child fell asleep, she faced the dresser alone, no one talked to her, she couldn't tell anyone her daily mood and heartfelt words, Zuo Yifeng was too young to understand.

She would look in the mirror to arrange her hair, pick up the comb and comb it over and over again, probably talking to herself in the mirror, and then pick up a piece of paper, dip the brush in ink, and write down certain things that need to be recorded, after doing this, she lay on the bed, but she couldn't sleep, no one would fall asleep so early, she might sit on the bed, look at the sky and the bright moon outside the window, and think about Zuo Yifeng's future in the future.

Su Xie walked to the dresser, and after a long time, he picked up a booklet, "Forgive me for offending." ”

After he opened it curiously, two cute little people appeared on the paper, the woman in a short skirt was holding the boy's hand and walking by the stream, several butterflies surrounded the two of them, the woman was smiling, and the boy kept holding his mother's hand and ran forward, as if chasing something that was washed away in the river, but the picture after that needed to be imagined, and the woman did not draw it again.

I really didn't expect Zuo Yifeng's mother to have so many enviable skills, all of which she practiced by herself in her long leisure time, right?

First of all, I officially turned the first page, there are only three lines of words on it: Today, I completed Feng'er's birthday wish, made a little doll and gave it to him, this little doll needs to be pulled by a thread to move, Feng'er is very happy, but can't play, I taught him slowly, deliberately lowered his voice to imitate the puppet to speak, Feng'er saw the talking puppet for the first time, he was very happy.

Kaede finally liked the roses I planted for him......

Happily, Kaede found his lost treasure......

Feng'er has a new partner, and it's always a civet......

After turning the pages one by one, it is basically a record of the daily life with Zuo Yifeng, which is not all happy, but also sad, for example, there is a place where Zuo Yifeng was accidentally attacked by a fierce beast at the bottom of the mountain and broke an arm......

But it's nothing more than a story about Zuo Yifeng, she didn't say anything about herself, she didn't have the slightest thing about herself, Su Xie almost flipped through all the brochures, and didn't find anything, is this woman a person who hides all the ups and downs in her heart?

"Zuo Yifeng, you have a good mother who loves you deeply. Su Xie read and read, these words were very jumpy, and the picture also came to mind, and unconsciously, two lines of tears fell on the booklet.