Chapter 100: It turns out that we have never loved each other
Lin Yun'er, who hadn't slept at home for too long, lay lazily on the bed, and was urged by Lin's father a few times before reluctantly leaving the warm bed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
After glancing back at his small room, he paced to the dining room to have breakfast with his father.
When Father Lin saw his second daughter's ruddy and shiny face, the worry in his heart decreased a lot.
beckoned to his daughter: "Come and eat, Huaguo doesn't have these things to eat." ”
The dishes on the table are indeed the standard local breakfast of Koreans, and unless there is a professional Korean restaurant overseas, there is no such thing to sell, and the little gluttonous worm in Lin Yun'er's stomach was immediately hooked out. Reaching out and picking up a piece of side dishes, mixing it with rice and chewing it in his mouth, his cheek movements are a little exaggerated, deliberately pleasing his father.
"It's like a child, almost thirty people. ”
"Oh Dad, he's only twenty-six, right? Where is a father talking about his daughter like that? Besides, no matter how old I am, I'm also your child. ”
A complaining word was deliberately used by Lin Yuner to be coquettish and cute, and it just so happened that Father Lin ate this set, and pushed the pork rib soup in front of his second daughter with a smile.
"If you hadn't said that you had made an appointment in the morning, Dad wouldn't have woken you up, and I bought vegetables and was going to have lunch like you. ”
Lin Yun'er's expression froze, and her eyes were a little evasive.
"Oh Dad, I'll be back at noon to have lunch with you. ”
Father Lin hurriedly waved his hand: "No, you don't have to leave it to me! I'll just say it casually, if you have something important, you can be busy with your own! When can't you eat lunch." ”
"Alright, oh Dad! That's it, I'm fine, I'll be back at noon! ”
Father Lin heard that his second daughter's tone seemed to be serious, so he said happily: "Okay! I'll call your sister and ask them to come to the house for lunch, hehe." ”
A sense of guilt arose spontaneously from Lin Yun'er's heart, and she held back her tears and got up and hugged her father tightly.
"What's wrong? Crying in the morning, so reluctant to be with your dad?"
Lin Yun'er shook her head desperately with red eyes, wanting to explain but worried that she would cry as soon as she opened her mouth.
"I know you love Dad, and Daddy loves you too, and I want you to live happily and happily. Alright, get up and go eat. Don't get my clothes wet, I'm going to wear these beautiful clothes to go fishing with Lao Zhang next door. ”
Lin Yun'er sniffed, obediently returned to her seat and continued to eat.
"Yuna. ”
Before going out, Dad Lin called out to his daughter. The expression was as kind as ever, mixed with a hint of seriousness.
"Do you remember what you said when you were going to be a trainee?"
Of course Lin Yuna remembers.
The family conditions are good, according to the normal trajectory of life, Lin Yun'er should finish college step by step like her sister, do some decent work, and then find a man with the right door to live with.
But all of these ceased to exist when Lin Yun'er happened to see the dazzling stage on TV.
She told her father, "I'm going on stage, and I like that feeling. ”
"I want you to always be as brave as you were then. Dad Lin said.
Lin Yun'er smiled and waved goodbye to her father.
Lin Yun'er made an appointment with the crown prince, who she hadn't seen for two months, and they made an appointment in a remote café.
The crown prince arrived a step early, rubbing his fingers back and forth restlessly in the private room, and he had a strong premonition in his heart that today's conversation would be more serious than an unhappy part.
When Lin Yun'er appeared in front of him indifferently, this feeling was even stronger.
"Yoona, here you are! your favorite matcha coffee. ”
"Thank you. Lim Yuna smiled, and this kind of iconic smile is often seen in advertisements.
"Yun'a, did you get rid of the injury from the fall from the horse last time? I really had all the itinerary arranged at that time, and I can't change it. ”
"It's gone! It's okay, I understand. ”
Lin Yun'er's flat tone made the crown prince panic. It's okay to complain and make trouble, this kind of lukewarm emotion makes him helpless and can only get angry in his heart.
"Yun'a, don't do this! I know it's wrong, but I really can't help myself. However, I have already discussed with the company, and after the filming of this film, I will start to take charge of the itinerary by myself, and when the time comes, I will choose the itinerary according to your schedule, so that we will have a lot of time to spend together every month. ”
The crown prince's sincere eyes made Lin Yun'er's heart ripple.
"I really don't mind, OPPA! You're also on the rise, don't be too accommodating to me. ”
After these words, the two invariably began to fall silent.
There's a lot to say but don't know how to say it.
"Let's drive to the suburbs to see the scenery, my announcement for today has been cancelled. ”
The two of them sat like this, which made the crown prince a little uncomfortable, so he thought of a way to relax.
"No, OPPA, I'm going home at noon to have dinner with my father. ”
"Oh, I'm going to take you to lobster. Hehe, it's okay! Next time, it's the same. The crown prince stiffened his face and embarrassedly found a staircase for himself.
"Orn"
“OPPA”
The two spoke at the same time, the crown prince's expression stiffened slightly, and he pulled the corners of his mouth to let Lin Yun'er speak first.
Lin Yuner came here and couldn't bear to see her boyfriend "seeking perfection" like this, but some things kept dragging on and backfired.
She clenched her fists and said, "OPPA, didn't you notice that there was a big problem between us?"
"I know, but it's all a matter of time, and we'll fix this right away. The crown prince explained anxiously.
Lin Yun'er sighed in her heart: "OPPA, that's just a small part. The main thing is that we have emotional problems, and I don't believe you are unaware of it, do you feel tired with me now, do you spend a lot of time trying to find something to share with you or something?"
"No, how could it be. I'm so happy with you, how can I be tired. The crown prince barely managed to maintain an ugly smile on his face.
"OPPA, admit it! Now that we've come to this point, it's good for everyone to talk about it. ”
"What do I admit, admit that we have a relationship problem?huh?"
As if he was stimulated, the crown prince's tone was several times higher, which frightened Lin Yun'er's hands.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to be like this, don't say anything like that. After the crown prince finished yelling, he forcibly suppressed his fluctuating emotions.
Since Lin Yun'er has already spoken, she has to finish it.
"OPPA, I just feel powerless right now. I don't know exactly what the problem is, but I can clearly feel that I am now somewhat resistant to meeting you, talking to you, or even contacting you. As long as it has to do with you, I feel a suffocating pressure, and that pressure makes me so tired. I tried to think about your goodness, tried to think about the things we used to be happy about, and tried to be nice to you, but in the end I found that all of them made me more uncomfortable, your goodness only made me feel guilty instead of moving, those happy things brought sadness instead of yearning, I desperately thought about how to make you happy, but after really doing it, I don't know if you were happy or not, but I really forced a smile. I don't know why we're like this, and no matter how much I try to do it, I can't find any of the feelings I had at the beginning. ”
"Maybe it's true that sentence, love modifies everything, and getting along without love is a burden. ”
Lin Yun'er said what she wanted to say, but the crown prince's emotions calmed down, and the time to come finally came.
"Is it because of the last quarrel?"
Lin Yun'er shook her head: "It has something to do with it, but it doesn't have much to do with it." It probably started a long time ago, but we didn't realize it at the time. OPPA: Don't you think so?"
The crown prince took a sip of the cold sugar-free coffee on the table, and the bitter taste filled the nerves in his brain.
"Pretty much. I have developed rapidly in recent years and have achieved a lot of results. The surface image is very humble, but in fact, the heart is inevitably a little inflated. I was still self-centered at first, but then I tried to change a little bit, and I thought I was in love with you. But now that I think about it, it's not at all. I'm selfish, and there are some things I can't give up for you. I panicked when I realized that these things were a necessity for you. I also try to make up for it from somewhere else, buy you expensive gifts or call you more to make you happy, but it doesn't help. You will never be happy, because I can't satisfy what you want, and hard work will only make me more desperate and powerless. ”
The crown prince frowned and drank the rest of the coffee in one gulp, and when Lin Yun'er saw this, she pushed the coffee in front of her.
"OPPA, ARE YOU THIRSTY? DRINK THIS, I HAVEN'T TOUCHED IT. ”
Lin Yun'er's well-behaved appearance made the crown prince smile, and he reached out and gently touched Lin Yun'er's head, which was the same as before, and it was also different from before.
"The first time I saw you on TV, you caught my attention with such a cute performance. If life is only as we first saw it, what is the autumn wind and sad fan, we may be a mistake from the beginning. ”
Lin Yun'er wanted to say no uncomfortably, but the crown prince interrupted her.
"Yoona, we may never have loved each other. We are attracted to each other's appearance, and after we try to contact each other, we find that the other party satisfies our imagination, and we think that each other is the right person, and then you also know. ”
Yes, isn't it because the two of them are very good in their respective fields that handsome men and beautiful women are attracted to each other. In the same circle, I am often asked about the ideal type, I have no experience and can only judge by external things, I talk more times, and I slowly believe that these things are what I want, and in the end, after getting along for a long time, I find that the other party has nothing at all.
"Yun'a, I've already replied that I can't give you what you want! Now can you tell me, if our relationship doesn't change, will you give up your current popularity and status to marry a wife for me?"
Lin Yun'er shook her head without thinking: "I won't." ”
The crown prince was not surprised at all, nor did he look angry at all.
The two looked at each other and smiled.
"So it was a mistake to start with us. ”
"Quack, OPPA, is this the most light-hearted conversation since we met?"
"No, are you going to break up with me? Beware of a narrow-minded senior who deliberately makes things difficult for you. ”
Lin Yun'er grinned: "Haha, yes! We will get along more easily and happily in the future." ”
"I can't say for sure. The crown prince's expression darkened.
"Why? Could it be that OPPA is really so cautious?" asked Lin Yun'er anxiously.
"It's not that I'm careful, I'm worried that your future boyfriend will be careful! I'm such a talented and virtuous popular male artist, and ordinary men are very stressed, okay? So, Lin Yun'er's future boyfriend must find a powerful one, otherwise he will die of inferiority in front of me. ”
THE CROWN PRINCE GESTURED TO LIM YUN'ER WITH A FIGHTING GESTURE.
Lin Yun'er laughed and replied: "Then OPPA's next girlfriend should also be carefully chosen, I am a national ideal type, and Korean women are under a lot of pressure to face me! OPPA goes to Hollywood more often, maybe there are people over there who are equal to me." ”
"I've never seen you so cheeky before. ”
"Hmph, each other. Hee-hee......"
The open-minded and cheerful crown prince, the naughty and lovely Lin Yun'er, I haven't seen you for a long time.
"Aren't you going to eat with your uncle? It's about time! ”
Lin Yun'er glanced at her watch and realized that it was noon before she knew it. He jumped up from his seat, his legs still swaying the table.
"You, which man can stand your recklessness, do you know how to restrain in the future?"
"OPPA, next time, there are so many boys who are willing to accept my recklessness, OPPA should take care of himself, bye-bye. Lin Yun'er playfully waved goodbye backwards.
"Yuna!"
Lin Yun'er, who was holding the doorknob, turned around and looked at the crown prince.
"You go back and discuss with your company, and state that it is best to send it out within two months. I'm going to do military service in the second half of the year, and I'm sure I'll have something to fry before. ”
The crown prince hesitated, but finally spoke.
Lin Yun'er understood what the crown prince meant after a little thought, and bowed to him ninety degrees solemnly.
"OPPA, THANK YOU, DO YOUR MILITARY SERVICE, AND MAKE YOUR COMRADES LIKE US GIRLS' GENERATION MORE IN THE BARRACKS. ”
"Ahh ”
"Haha, don't worry!OPPA, if you don't say I'll pay for it, otherwise it won't be cost-effective if you're innocently troubled, right, Senior Li, giggle~~~"
A door apart, what is cut off, only they know.