At the end of class, Chen Hao ran out.

I didn't go back to class until class was about to start.

As soon as he sat down, he called the bell late, "I want to ask you something." ”

Zhong Shengwan turned his head to look at him, "What's the matter?"

"Why didn't Xu Jingzheng come to school?"

His words made Zhong Sheng's whole person slightly stunned, "What did you say?"

Seeing her expression, Chen Hao knew that she didn't know about it either.

So he hurriedly said, "Isn't class zero next door to our class, I just went to find Xu Jingzheng, and his classmates said that he didn't come to school." ”

Zhong Shengwan's originally good-looking eyebrows frowned slightly, "Did you call him?"

"His phone has been turned off, and I called him yesterday and I didn't get through. ”

The bell rang late, his eyelashes drooped, he didn't say a word, he turned around and sat up straight.

This is a math class, and it is still Old Man Li who teaches them.

There are no new knowledge points in the third year of high school, and they are all knowledge learned in the first and second years of high school.

The first class was about the final math test paper of the second year of high school, and the old man Li was talking about it, but he didn't hear a word when the bell rang late, and her mind was full of why Xu Jingzheng didn't come to school at the moment.

finally managed to get out of class, and as soon as Old Man Li walked out, she ran out.

Next door is the key class of science, and Xu Jingzheng, as the first place in science, was naturally assigned to class zero.

She ran to the back door of the zero class classroom, looked around, and finally found a classmate she knew.

She beckoned to the other party, and the classmate immediately walked out.

She hurriedly asked, "Didn't Xu Jingzheng come to your class?"

"Nope. ”

"Do you know why he didn't come to class?"

"The head teacher said he was on leave. ”

"Excuse me? Who is your homeroom teacher?"

"Old man Li. ”

"Oh yes, thank you. ”

Zhong Shengwan hung his head and walked to his classroom.

Entering the classroom, she went straight back to her desk.

Ji Qiushui took two cups of hot water and walked over, and her face was not very good, so she asked, "Didn't you inquire?"

Zhong Shengwan shook his head and said weakly, "Said he took a leave of absence." ”

"Excuse me? Is there something going on at home? ”

Zhong Shengwan shook his head and didn't say anything more.

She was a little worried......

.......

In the third year of high school, students are required to study in the evening.

But Nanhua High School has always been based on student self-discipline, and other general high schools will have teachers to guard them during evening self-study, but Nanhua does not, when they study in the evening, the teacher will not come, and the head teacher will occasionally come over to see and leave.

Chen Hao didn't come until halfway through the evening self-study.

When he sat down, he was sweating profusely, and Qi Lei, who was at the same table, whispered to him, "What did you do?"

"Take a trip. ”

"Out of school?"

"Hmm. ”

"What did you do?"

"Something. ”

Chen Hao unscrewed the mineral water in his hand and poured a few sips.

The classroom was very quiet, and the movement of him drinking water was so loud that Ji Qiushui couldn't help but look back at him.

As soon as I turned around, I saw his Adam's apple, which was constantly sliding due to swallowing.

Chen Hao screwed the bottle cap in his hand, looked at her with a smile, and asked her in a low voice, "What do you see?"

Ji Qiushui glanced at him, didn't bother to say a word, turned his head and continued to do his own exercises.

Chen Hao didn't bother her anymore, took a book casually, and touched the bell that was sitting diagonally opposite him.

Zhong Shengwan turned to look at him and asked him with his eyes what was the matter?

Chen Hao leaned over to her and whispered, "I just came back from outside." ”

"Huh?"

"I'm going to find Xu Jingzheng. ”

Zhong Shengwan's eyes lit up, "How is he?"

"It's not good," Chen Hao put away his usual hip-hop and whispered, "His grandmother passed away." ”

"What did you say?"

"His grandmother passed away, and it was the day before yesterday. ”

......

After a whole night of self-study, Zhong Shengwan stared at the exercises in front of him, holding the pen in his hand, but did not move.

When the evening self-study was about to end, she turned back to Chen Hao and said, "Take me out in the evening." ”

Chen Hao, "What do you want to do?"

"I want to see him. ”

"You better not go," Chen Hao persuaded her, "His grandfather can't stand the blow and is also sick, and he has to take care of his grandfather now by himself to take care of his grandmother's funeral, so he has no time to take care of you." ”

"I know," said Zhong Shengwan, looking anxious, "I just want to see him, and I'll be back after just one look." ”

Chen Hao was silent for a few seconds, and finally nodded, "Okay, I'll take you there after evening self-study." ”

......

After self-study at night, Zhong Sheng didn't even return to the dormitory at night, so he said a word to Ji Qiushui and followed Chen Hao.

On Mondays and Fridays, Nanhua High School implemented closed management.

All students are required to live on campus and cannot go out unless there is a special reason.

But there is a policy above, and there is a clever plan below.

I don't know when it began, a group of people who secretly went out found a path to the outside of the school, and the path was very hidden, and the school still doesn't know about it.

At this moment, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, and Chen Hao slowly walked out of the school along the trail with the bell.

Then the two took a car and went straight to Xu Jingzheng's house.

Half an hour later, the car stopped at the mouth of the alley.

Zhong Shengwan was the first to get out of the car, and he didn't hesitate for the first time, and rushed into the alley with his feet.

As soon as he rushed a few steps, he was stopped by Chen Hao.

"Don't be impulsive, didn't you say to look at it secretly? ”

Chen Hao was mainly afraid that Xu Jingzheng would kill him.

He came to see him before, but when he was leaving, Xu Jingzheng stopped him and said in a dumb voice, "It's good to know yourself, don't let others know." ”

He agreed very simply.

In the blink of an eye, he came late with a bell.

Chen Hao was afraid that Xu Jingzheng would be angry, after all, it was still very scary for Xu Dashen to get angry.

Zhong Shengwan raised his eyes and looked at him, his eyes were very calm, "Don't come with me, you wait for me outside, I'll go alone." ”

"Do you know which one?"

"Yes. ”

She had come to him many times before.

Although I stood at the mouth of the alley and waited for him every time, I remembered the location where he came out.

She also secretly went to that small courtyard.

Chen Hao didn't say anything more, and let Zhong Shengwan raise his feet and enter the alley.

The bell was in a hurry, and soon arrived at the gate of a small courtyard.

The door frame of the small courtyard was hung with white cloth, and the two carved wooden doors were closed, and there was no movement inside.

She stood quietly at the door, staring at the wooden door in front of her, and did not move for a long time.

After a long time, she raised her hand and gently pushed the door.

I thought it was locked inside, but I didn't expect it to open with a light push.

There was not much movement, and it did not alarm the people inside.

She walked in with her feet up, and the yard was pitch black, and the house was lit up.

The light was not very bright, and she hid in the darkness, and walked towards the lighted room step by step.

As soon as I reached the door, I suddenly heard footsteps inside.

The bell did not move at night, and he stood quietly in place, waiting, expecting and uneasy.

The footsteps were getting closer, someone was opening the door, the door opened, and Xu Jingzheng came out of it, still holding a basin of water in his hand.

As soon as he looked up, he saw the bell standing in the courtyard.

She was hidden in the darkness, but he knew it was her.

After a pause, he stopped.

Neither of them spoke, and in the darkness, their eyes met, and neither of them looked away.

Zhong Shengwan looked at Xu Jingzheng, who was standing a few steps away, and the position of her heart seemed to be grasped by a hand, so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry.

But I haven't seen him for half a month, and he has lost a lot of weight.

By the light behind him, her gaze greedily slid over his face, from his obviously long hair that he had not had time to take care of, his sunken eye sockets, and his thin lips with dry skin...... Finally, it stopped at the white flower he wore on his left chest.

She kept looking at it and didn't move for a long time.

In the end, it was Xu Jingzheng who broke the silence and took the lead in opening his mouth, "Why are you here?"

His voice was so hoarse that he heard the bell ringing late and his heart tightened.

She hurriedly whispered back to him, "I heard you didn't go to school today......"

"Well," Xu Jingzheng carried the water into the yard, walked to the side of the pool, and poured the water into it, "There is something at home, I have asked for leave." ”

Zhong Shengwan followed, standing behind him, his voice was still very soft, "Xu Jingzheng, are you okay?"

"It's okay," Xu Jingzheng put the basin aside, washed his hands in front of the faucet on the side, turned off the faucet, he turned to look at her, his dark eyes were very calm, "You go back." ”

Hearing him catch up with her, Zhong Shengwan was anxious, "I want to accompany you......"

"Evening," Xu Jingzheng interrupted her unfinished words, and his voice was very flat, "I won't live in school in the future, and I don't feel at ease when my grandfather is home alone." ”

"Okay, that's okay. ”

"I can't continue to give you make-up lessons, you have to work hard yourself. ”

"Okay, it's okay, I'll definitely work hard, didn't we make an appointment to take the B major in the capital......?

"Evening," Xu Jingzheng stood in front of her, looking at her with lowered eyes, his dark eyes were so deep that he couldn't see the bottom, "Let's break up!"

His voice was calm.

When he said this, the expression on his face did not change or fluctuate at all, as if he was saying an inconsequential ordinary sentence, such as the weather was good today.

Zhong Sheng was stunned there, his eyes looking at him, and there was a light in it.

Her lips trembled, and she asked him in disbelief, "Why?"

Xu Jingzheng put away the dark eyes that looked at her, lowered them slightly, and his voice was still calm, "I'm annoyed." ”

Annoyed?

Is it annoying her?

At this moment, her mind was empty, but her heart felt like she had been cut by a thousand knives, and the pain was so painful that she almost suffocated.

Tears fell uncontrollably, and she bit her lip to keep herself from crying.

The hands hanging at his side were clenched tightly, and his body was shaking.

She didn't say a word, she looked at him straight for a long time, and finally withdrew her gaze, and the moment she lowered her eyelashes, she gently replied with a word.....

"Good!"

Good.

Xu Jingzheng, whatever you say depends on you.

You say together, and we're together.

You said to break up, okay, I agreed.

It's just Xu Jingzheng, when you hurt me like this, will your heart hurt?

Does it hurt?

But my heart hurts.

It hurt like someone stabbing me hard in the heart with a knife.

Bloodied and devastated.

Xu Jingzheng, when I said I liked you, all I thought of was a bright future for the two of us together.

But after being together, I realized that all you gave me was harm.

So be it.

I don't want to love you anymore.