Chapter 299: The Past Can Only Be Looked Back
Unlike last time, this time the drunk Luo Sheng was unusually peaceful, and after being put on bed by Ye Junyuan, he adjusted his comfortable posture, tilted his head, and fell asleep.
Ye Junyuan sat on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at the girl's white and delicate face, her eyes were dark.
Zuo Xinmei said that she had lost weight before, but he didn't think much of it, at such a close look, her face seemed to be really smaller, and when she carried her upstairs, she hardly had any effort.
With a slight tremor in his heart, as if hypnotized by magical power, he slowly leaned down and looked at the face up close.
I don't know if I feel it, Luo Sheng frowned slightly, unconsciously pulled a few times with both hands, grabbed the small pill next to him, turned over and hugged it into his arms, and muttered vaguely, "Hmm...... Ah Yuan......"
Ye Junyuan's breathing stagnated, all his movements stopped, and the originally dark eyes gradually lit up with firelight, like a light in the dark, locking her intently.
Is she, dreaming, dreaming with her own participation......
I couldn't help but lie down beside her, put my chest against her back, wrap one hand around her waist, close my eyes, and feel this long-lost moment.
It's good that she still has her own in her heart.
That night, Ye Junyuan had a deep dream, because the content of the dream was so real that he couldn't tell the difference between reality and illusion.
He dreamed of the day he was separated from Luo Sheng.
That day, he never lowered his posture, almost let go of all his self-esteem, and asked her to give him a chance with all the patience in his life, but she didn't want to, and said that he was an old computer that she wanted to dispose of cheaply.
This is the first time in his life that he has been insulted like this in person, and he is still the girl he first loved.
The person who wanted to leave couldn't keep it no matter what, so he let go, as she wished, and decided to live in peace from now on.
For a while, he really accepted the fact that she left, but he would always be unable to help but look back on the past, thinking about the ordinary girl with the warmest smile, recalling the warm and ordinary time they got along for more than a year, and then his heart was like missing a corner, and he could no longer be complete.
In the days after she left, he returned to his old life, working at sunrise and resting at sunset, busy, and the same, he was used to it before, but now it was unbearable monotony.
Without her by her side, it seems that everything has faded a layer of color.
So he began to suffer from insomnia, and every night when he couldn't sleep, he tasted the loneliness and loneliness of her no longer alone.
Ye Junyuan woke up in a slightly tingling mood.
When he opened his eyes and saw the familiar face, he was stunned suddenly, and looked at her with a good gaze, thinking that this was a sweet dream that he had done by accident before, and dreamed that she had come back, and lay down in his arms as before, and fell asleep obediently.
The morning sun poured in, through the glass window, softly sprinkled on him, his skin felt the warmth, and he slowly came back to his senses, knowing that this was not a dream.
He couldn't help but raise his hand and touch her smooth face, soft, warm, just like in the past, the beautiful texture that he couldn't put down.
On the day she proposed to break up, although he made a calm choice rationally, emotionally, he was still uncontrollably uncomfortable, she said that Zhu Jia was a more suitable person than him, so she accepted the other party's help to find a job, a house, and even the five million, such a meaningful money, was also asked to help the boy pay it back.
When Zhu Jia received the bank card with five million deposited with her, he was in a complicated mood for a while, and he couldn't figure out what she meant.
What does this mean?
Do you want to tell yourself that she and Zhu Jia have developed rapidly when they don't know?
He didn't know, and he controlled himself not to continue to think deeply, this feeling of being out of control was really bad.
In any case, he didn't want to admit that he was really just a lifebuoy for her to solve the dilemma at that time.
This was a suffocating energy, until I heard Xu Jin say, "Luo Sheng originally asked me to transfer it to you, but I refused, so I asked Zhu Jia." After that, he was finally relieved.
After she moved out of the house, although the two had no intersection point, under Xu Jin's intentional or unintentional arrangement, he still bumped into her a few times.
Once, he and Xu Jin went to the National University to entertain customers, and when they came out of it, they happened to bump into Luo Sheng and got into Xia Ling's car, thinking that he had lost his eyes, but later in Xu Jin's seemingly casual chat, he learned that she went to work in Xia Ling's company after leaving her job, and she seemed to be doing a good job there.
Another time, he went to play on the golf course and met her who came with Xia Ling.
At that time, he went to lunch with Xu Jin, and just as a waiter opened the door and entered the box next to him, he saw Luo Sheng sitting at the door at a glance.
She sat next to Xia Ling, the two looked at each other, smiling and smiling, and the atmosphere was pleasant and harmonious.
This scene pricked his nerves, and even though he knew that there was nothing between her and Xia Ling, he still felt uncomfortable.
So he was in a bad mood all day, and after eating he moved to the horse farm, where he rode until sunset, and then returned home exhausted.
His mother died early, and he watched his father miss and suffer from it since he was a child, and he knew early on that feelings would make people happy and sweet, but more pain, gains and losses, and uncontrollable impulses, he didn't look forward to it at all.
At the age of twenty-three, because of his father's last wishes, he had Cheng Ya, his fiancΓ©e, and later after Cheng Ya left, he never thought about getting married again, although Xu Jin saw that the sky changed his way to give him a woman, but he was not interested, and even felt annoyed and wanted to live a single life.
This thought continued until the emergence of Luo Sheng.
She is docile, hardworking, kind and strong, and seems to have a lot of patience with everyone. He knew that in this world, there is really such a kind of person, not so brilliant and dazzling, even if it is ordinary and ordinary like a wild flower on the side of the road, it is enough to attract him to stop and stay, for her, he is willing to open the dusty heart, try to feel the temperature she gives.
He likes the feeling of strategizing, and instinctively holds the things that are important to him firmly in the palm of his hand, so for a while, he sticks to her very much, and he will pick her up when he is free, he doesn't want her to get too close to Zhu Jia, and he doesn't want her to be occupied by the welfare institute or other people or things besides himself.
Thinking about this, he couldn't help but laugh a little self-deprecatingly.
Now think about it, how ridiculous she was at that time, she was not an object, it was not something he wanted to grasp, she would obediently stay where she was given.
A slap can't be slapped, and sometimes he will reflect on the reason why she abandoned herself, perhaps, more or less annoyed by being entangled like this.
Ye Junyuan was immersed in his thoughts, not noticing at all that the person in his arms gradually showed signs of waking up.
By the time he reacted, Luo Sheng had already opened his eyes, his eyes widening little by little, looking at him in disbelief.
Caught off guard by her eyes, the two looked at each other silently, both of them lost their minds for a moment.
In the end, it was Ye Junyuan who reacted first, his eyebrows and eyes contained a warm smile, lowered his head, and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead, his voice with a slightly hoarse voice that had just woken up, "Good morning." β
Ye Junyuan turned back, stopped beside her, stretched out his long arm, and naturally hugged her shoulder: "Why do you wear so little, isn't it cold?"
Luo Sheng's heartbeat skipped a beat, but his face pretended to be calm, "No." β
After answering like this, Ye Junyuan had already taken off his coat, draped it over her with gentle movements, and said lightly: "Catch a cold carefully." β
Covered by clothes with a man's body temperature, Luo Sheng was not only warm, his heart was exhaling with the heat, looking down at the well-textured dark clothes, he was in a trance, and he didn't even pay attention to when the driver left.
Ye Junyuan raised his hand to help her straighten her clothes, pulled her long hair out of the neckline, and his voice was very gentle, as if coaxing her, "Go to dinner first, and I'll accompany you back to pack your luggage later." β
Luo Sheng nodded and followed him into the hall.
Dinner was prepared on time, and the maid had just received the notice from the bodyguard, and it was already steaming on the table, waiting for him to take a seat.
"Yo, Sister Sheng. Xu Jin sat on his special throne and waved at her with a smile, "You came just in time, Xinmei sent someone to send a lot of crabs over today, I can't eat because of my injury, and I'm worried about how to solve it." β
Luo Sheng is a seafood lover, and when he heard the crab, his eyes instantly lit up, and then he saw the red crabs on the table, and his saliva was about to flow.
Now is the best time to eat crabs, she has eaten them once in Xia's house before, but they are not as big as the ones she sees now, they are all full of meat and fat, so they are not tempting.
"Go wash your hands first. The man standing next to her reminded her.
Luo Sheng nodded violently, put down his bag, and slipped into the bathroom on the first floor familiarly, and ran back after a while, picking up a hairy crab closest to him, which was heavy, and it was estimated that it was half a catty.
There was a complete set of crab removal tools next to her, but she didn't know how to use it, just like in the past, she broke the crab shell and broke the crab legs according to the feeling, and shook her head at Xu Jin on the other side, saying that she was a tyrannical thing.
Luo Sheng was a little embarrassed to hear this, and was asking him how to use the tool, when a blue and white porcelain bowl was pushed into her field of vision, which contained half a bowl of crab meat and crab paste.
Subconsciously turned his head to look over, and saw Ye Junyuan holding a pair of tongs to cut crabs, such a rude work, it was rare that he could still maintain his elegance as always.
Sensing her gaze, he explained in a whisper, "I don't like to eat crabs. β
Luo Sheng was dumbfounded, looked down at the crab in the bowl, looked at him, and then looked at Xu Jin, even more puzzled.
These two people, one can't eat crabs because of injury, and the other doesn't like to eat them, so Zuo Xinmei sent these crabs over, what did she come for?
Thinking like this, Xu Jin poured a glass of wine and pushed it over, and persuaded with a hippie smile: "Come on, Sister Sheng, a glass of wine after the crab, happy like a fairy." Drink some, this is an old wine sent by Xinmei, it is not deep, and it is the most suitable for you girls to drink. β
Luo Sheng had just had a hangover before, and he couldn't help but be a little resistant when he saw the wine, but under Xu Jin's strong recommendation, he still reluctantly took a sip, not spicy, sweet, similar to the taste of wine, and unexpectedly smooth and closed.
Xu Jin looked at the words and smiled, "Yes, I'm right, right?" β
Luo Sheng was curious, "What kind of wine is this? It doesn't look like grapes." β
"Fruit wine, Xinmei's distant relatives brew it themselves, she loves to drink it, and she asks the gang to make a lot of it every year. β
Luo Sheng nodded, and drank two cups of crab meat dismantled by Ye Junyuan.
When Xu Jin helped pour the third cup, Ye Junyuan's slightly cold gaze stabbed at him and silently warned him to stop.
Luo Sheng was addicted to drinking, and when he saw that Xu Jin was holding the wine bottle and didn't move for a long time, he couldn't help urging, "Brother Jin, hurry up." β