Chapter 39 To a Beauty
Chapter 39 To a Beauty
The fact that someone familiar is about to leave is a huge blow to Kazumi. What's more, Zhao Mian is still basically a person who has not much possibility of coming back after leaving.
Looking at Yimei, who couldn't cheer up his expression, Zhao Mian made his second meal after coming to this world.
Semi-forcibly persuaded Yimei to drink some soothing potion, and Zhao Mian finally calmed Yimei's spirit a little. After coaxing her to sleep, Zhao Mian sat at the desk in his room and picked up the pen.
To Yimei:
It's a bit hard to drink, but the tranquilizers of the Draenei are still so powerful that you'll probably sleep until 7 a.m. So, by the time you read this letter, I would have probably left this place and continued my journey with no end in sight.
I'm sorry to bother you for so long in the past three months. But, seriously. It's been a long time since I've had such a happy time, and my time with you makes me feel relaxed and enjoyable.
Honestly, I'm not the kind of wood that doesn't feel anything. I know your feelings very well, I don't know when you fell in love with me, but I've always avoided it.
Speaking of which, the reason is simple. I can't bring happiness to anyone.
I'm just a passerby, and I've repeated it in front of you countless times. I'm only going to be here for three months, and I've even told you when I'll be able to meet.
I can't stay in one world for long. I explained to you that I am to the world what bacteria are to the human body, although they are not necessarily harmful, but white blood cells or something will still obey their duty to destroy bacteria.
To be honest, many of the words written here were originally meant to be made clear to you face to face. But your current state of mind really doesn't reassure me, so I have such a letter.
You're a very good girl, there's no doubt about that. You have excellent grades, are capable of housework, cook deliciously, are lovely-looking, kind-hearted, and have good moral character. You're always smiling at everyone, and I rarely even see any other expression on your face. But today, you've probably only smiled in the morning, right?
You're always so gentle, even when you're in such a bad mood today, you're thinking about others everywhere, and the only time you're coquettish today is when you pull the corners of my clothes during your lunch break, right? You're a little too gentle.
If it weren't for you, how could I have brought to your home such a guy as me, who had just rescued you from the scoundrels? I...... Thank you so much for being so gentle. Well, thank you very much.
I should be grateful that you took in a homeless guy like me. But I've taken you into dangerous places you didn't need to set foot in. You are so gentle, you must not die because of my mistakes. So I gave you the power, and I called Gianna.
Luckily, you're a piece of jade. Your talent for arcane arts is higher than I don't know, so you finally have the least strength to protect yourself.
Speaking of power. You must protect that little bottle I handed you. The power contained in it is so powerful that I don't think anyone in your world can hide its ripples.
But if you're in a crisis, break it. That should buy you some time.
The topic is a little too far.
Having said that, I should be lucky to be able to give my power to a gentle girl like you. If you are so gentle, you will not do anything to bully the weak.
Ah, then again, I've been choosing for a long time, and I've prepared a gift for each of my classmates, which indicates their respective owners, can you please help me give them to them?
Look at me, what am I talking about, you will not refuse such an impertinent request from me if you are so gentle, will you? Even if I am leaving, I am still causing you trouble.
The largest yellow package in the pile was my parting gift to you. The red one is unmarked, it's my birthday present to you in advance, and I hope you can open it with other gifts when it's time for your birthday. Naturally, the white one that is not marked, that is healthy.
Me, ah, suddenly felt like I had done a lot of things wrong. Perhaps, it would have been better if I hadn't come in the first place?
Scold. What do you see I'm talking about? If I hadn't come, wouldn't I have ......? I should have come! And I'm so glad I got to know you.
I'm about to leave...... By the time you read this letter, I should have left.
To be honest, I'm a little relieved. If not...... I really want to stay for a while, at least so that I can see that you can protect yourself, and it's not too late to leave.
The time is getting closer.
Yimei, you're a good girl. I still say that, and that's all I can say. It's not your fault that you're in love with someone who can't bring you happiness, it's just the fault of a coward who doesn't take responsibility.
Yimei, you are a very good girl. You deserve the maximum happiness you can, but it won't be me who gives you happiness.
Yimei, I'm not actually as good as you think, I'm not that good. I will also make mistakes, I will regret it, and I will be impulsive. However, I am so much older than you, and age is not a distance. But there is a gap in experience, there are many things that I have experienced but you have not seen, there are many things that I have experienced but you have not heard, there are many things...... Forget it, what's the use of me rambling on this.
One beauty. The happiness that I can't give you someone will give you, the life I can't give you someone can give you, the companionship that I can't give you someone will do.
Na, a beauty. Think of me as a distant brother to you.
If it really doesn't work...... Then forget me!
Time is coming to an end, and this letter is almost over, right?
Well, at the end of this last. I hope, I hope, I expect, I pray. Whether you're Light, God, Arcane, or whatever. Let a little, small, little gentle girl get the happiness she deserves.
Maybe it's a luxury, but don't let it become despair.
Your Zhao Mian
5 minutes before departure
"Well, so be it. Zhao Mian put down the pen in his hand and looked around at the room where he had lived for nearly 3 months, "Well, I'm really a little reluctant." ”
Zhao Mian sighed and sat down in his chair, waiting for the last five minutes to pass quietly.
Five minutes was too short and passed quickly.
Zhao Mian stood in the center of the room and looked around the room for the last time, then slightly shattered the barrier of the world, allowing the world's repulsion to push him out of the world.
I don't know if it's an illusion. When he left again, Zhao Mian seemed to hear someone shouting his name and the sound of the room door being pushed open.